Posts by Peregrineskies

Peregrinepaw watched the medicine cat's jaws, making out his words in his head, like he always did. The small runt narrowed his only eye. "Stop giving me the same sh*t everyone else has given me, Capricrap.* And you know what, I wouldn't hate you as much if you hadn't ruined everything!" To the small deaf cat, Capricornpaw had always been a knife in his life. And that knife was implanted in his chest, right in his core. To Peregrinepaw, the medicine cat had always been there to ruin everything. Acting like the seemingly perfect b@stard he was, that tom had taken away the only reason he cared to live, the only reason he didn't end his eternal misery already.

*Sorry if that was a little too rude./ He just got told!

"What kind demon is in you, kit?"
There, standing a few foxlengths behind the kit, was a small apprentice. This apprentice wore scars over many many battle, enough to equal two lifetimes. He pocessed only one eye, and he had only three legs. Anyone could think he was some weak punching bag, but he was none of the sort.
Even more, he had an ability that few could have. The power to see spirits and feel the emotions of others. Peregrinepaw could tell there was something else in this kit. Something that didn't belong there.

"Yes... And no." The small apprentice replied, watching the kit with a stalking eye. Peregrinepaw could see the shadow around around the kit, and the sense of evil caused by it. Why Starclan, and why to a simple kit?

[color=black]"Accept my fate? Accept my fate?! Do you know how long I've been accepting the s*cky life Starclan burdened on me?! Since I was born, Capricorn! Starting with the fact I was born deaf. It's enough pain that don't know what the voices of kits sound like, the fact I can't hear someone scream in pain, the fact I can't hear what the world sounds like!" The small apprentice yelled, feeling his rouge clan blood boiling, and beckoning to to kill Capricorn. No. Not yet.

OC: Oncy, I just had an epic idea, what if Perey says something that hints he knows about Scarepaw, but he only knows that Capri was with someone else, and threatens him to use that info as blackmail?

Peregrinepaw watched the kit, knowing what was there. He was still doing his test, he would have to arrange to get that kit as his apprentice.

Peregrinepaw hadn't heard what the medicine cat apprentice apprentice said, but he felt an anger hiding in his sorrow. He would handle that part later. The white runt was lost, what was he to do now? Why did all the worst things that could happen, happen to him?

A pure white apprentice sat alone by the river, his head tilted to the stars. He was going mad, he was almost sure of it. Feeling that he was alone, he began to speak.
"What is it you want me to do? Why do you keep making me lose all that I care about? Co you all want me to end myself?" Peregrinepaw swore he saw one of the stars nod.
"Why? I've lost everything I care about! My mate, my mother, my second mother, the respect the clan let me have, and now my daughter!" There were tears in his eyes.
"Why do you all keep doing this to me?! All I ever wanted was to grow into a warrior, have a mate and give five beautiful kittens to the world, and live a good life.
He continued on, "Why do all of you make me keep suffering?! I can't tell the one I love the horrible thing that will happen to her, I don't have anyone who still believes in me! I can't do this anymore! I can't!" Peregrinepaw was finally having that one thought in the back of his mind being considered.

Suicide.

A pure white apprentice sat alone by the river, his head tilted to the stars. He was going mad, he was almost sure of it. Feeling that he was alone, he began to speak.
"What is it you want me to do? Why do you keep making me lose all that I care about? Co you all want me to end myself?" Peregrinepaw swore he saw one of the stars nod.
"Why? I've lost everything I care about! My mate, my mother, my second mother, the respect the clan let me have, and now my daughter!" There were tears in his eyes.
"Why do you all keep doing this to me?! All I ever wanted was to grow into a warrior, have a mate and give five beautiful kittens to the world, and live a good life.
He continued on, "Why do all of you make me keep suffering?! I can't tell the one I love the horrible thing that will happen to her, I don't have anyone who still believes in me! I can't do this anymore! I can't!" Peregrinepaw was finally having that one thought in the back of his mind being considered.

Suicide.

IC:Peregrinepaw's shattered heart broke once more as he felt a small twitch of happiness come from his nemines's purr. Now he was pissed.
"Are you mad?! My daughter dies and you purr?! What kind of sick jerk are you?!" The small apprentice was now in a rage, possibly one to an extent only a mother could have.

Well, when it was his kittens, a more motherly side of him would show.

-- edited by staff for rudeness.

Oc: I was thinking like when Perey tries to drown himself, Milkpaw drags him out of the water, and she slowly falls back for him.

IC: His blue orb was locked on the stars still, trying to find an answer within the millions that were in Silverpelt. "Ever since I lost her, it's all I can do to not go find a badger and let it rip me in half. But you know I can't do that, I can't leave my kits alone to fend for themselves, or leave them so they start thinking Capricorn is their father, or leave them alone to witness the pain of their mother with another tom's kits."

The white runt bit back another tear.
"Don't you think it's bad enough I can't hear?! I can't listen to her voice, I can't hear the voices of my kits, I don't know what the world sounds like! I lost everything when he took her away, the one I loved, the kindness of her mother, my sanity, but that's not enough for all of you! So then you took away my daughter!"

Peregrinepaw stood and stepped toward the river. He was good with water anyway. His corpse would just drift away and nobody would care. He took a moment to stare at his reflection.

The apprentice's face was without one eye, the other had a three-claw scar across it. His muzzle had scars on it as well. His large fluffy ears were torn, many scar ornateing his face. He took another step towards the water.

Before Peregrinepaw could yell anymore, his cripled son stepped in front of him. Houdiipaw was blind, but he knew were most were just by their scent. "Capricorn, my dad isn't normally this mad, he's just unstable right now." The crippled apprentice tried to expain.

OC:Willow, this is a private thread.

Well, he had to retake his test, and he failed the fighting part the first time, and he never finished the fighting part in his retake.
IKR.

Peregrinepaw kept silence, watching the Reaper help him. What was he to do after this? He had nothing to live for anymore, what was he to do?

Peregrinepaw took no notice of his mentor, the wh9ite runt neared the river and jumped in. He couldn't swim anyway.

Thunderpaw finally made himself lift up. He padded to his father, "Dad, we need to let Ryko do his job," The black tom mewed.

Peregrinepaw looked back at his son, and watched his jaws. "No. I'm not leaving her side, especially not now."

Peregrinepaw gave the medicine cat apprentice a slight hiss.