Posts by Horselover

"It's just because the tumor is under the girls lungs rather than on them, just slightly more complicated but I've done it before that's why they gave her case to me" Lexie said "they said. WOnt be allowed in her aftercare" I said rolling my eyes

I nod my head at him. Four weeks later I was released from pysch. I still had to go to therapy which I would for a while, and I still had to take my medicines but mostly as a precaution. I very very rarely had the attacks anymore and when I did they were minor. Sometimes I had the nightmares but normally I'd be able to fall asleep afterwards.

Lexie had noticed how distant Mark had become. She pressed it a few times but it always ended in her frustrated tears because he wouldn't tell her so she left it alone. He'd talk to her when he was reAdy

Lexie walked over "I need a neuro consult have you seen Derek? I paged he hasent answered. I had a stack of charts in my hand overworking myself was a past time of mine

I smile. "Overtime.. kinda I'm checking on patients that I had when I was sick" I say not saying In physch

I nod at him slightly. "I'm not working to hard.. and. Should say the same to you and your spiked coffee" I said quietly so no one could hear me except for him. I knew. I always knew

"Then can I have a sip please" I say to him holding my hand out waiting for him to give me the coffee in his hand

"Throw it away Mark" I say firmly instantly knowing it was what I suspected. I walk with him

"It's your break. You're not going anywhere except getting a way from me. I said throw it away"

"It clouds your thought process! Your a surgeon Mark." I said taking the cup and throwing it out although it was now empty. "Ik getting you help.. you got me help I'm getting you help that's it"

"Your far from fine and it's ok to admit it" I say before walking the other direction. I walked into my patients room

After Lexie surgery with her patient she walked to find derek

Lexie Lake District to Mark about Derek and he agreeed Togo to his house with Lexie after work to talk to Mark

Derek and Lexie were at Marks waiting for him.

"Well i live here" I said quietly "you need to watch lit for yourself" Lexie said. Derek nods "we are both worried about you.. drinking multiple cups of spiked coffee st work, drinking who knows what else not sleeping" Derek said

"You wouldn't let me take a sip mark it was spiked." Lexie said letting him step inside. She shut the door "let us help you Mark" Lexie said

"That's bulls*t" Lexie says softly. "It wS spiked. Just let me help you. You said you want to start a family you said you want to get married. Is it just not with me anymore?" Lexie says

"I want to help you!" I said angrily "you won't let me help you I'm trying to help you mark! I want to help you!"

"You need a break from work Mark! Go the fu*king therapist for gods sake, let her help you! We all want to help you but your to stubborn to accept that you need it.

"It will pass faster and easier f you let us help you" Lexie said her voice calm now

"So you need to let us help you. We want you to get better"