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n a m e ;; zephyrus
n i c k n a m e ( s ) ;; zephyr
c r e a t e d ;; january 7, 2013
g e n d e r ;; male
a l l i a n c e ;; elite (for now)
a g e ;; eleven moons
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]zephyr is a handsome tom and he knows it; however, he's not thrown over the top because of it. his subtly windswept pelt is dappled a faded gray and white, which melt and flow into each other artistically over his well-toned muscles. he has a scattered few dark bands of black near his paws and head. his pelt perfectly reflects a cloudy day--not one that seems oppressive but one that is lighthearted and accompanied by a whimsical air. he has a look of amusement, daring others to challenge him, plastered permanently on his maw. yet that's not the most interesting of his appearances. no, the most compelling part of zephyr's complexion is not his fur but his eyes. round globes that display the most beautiful shade of clear skies and the stormiest shade of disasters. ranging from pale blue to an intense blue-gray, they can show two completely different sides of zephyr and a deeper look into his personality. or they can show no insight at all.
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]cold. rude. vindictive. dedicated. forgiving. princely. warm. while the words may contradict each other, zephyr is all of these, some more than others. most know him as a cruel apprentice, a reputation that zephyr hates. yet, frankly, they are not far off. it is only the rare changes in persona that barely scrape him by as being acceptable. that is, almost--but not quite--a bloodthirsty cannibal. true, he sometimes is savage, but he has yet to taste cat blood.
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]--the rumors are all nonsense. only i alone know that, don't i?
don't mess with zephyr. unlike the gentleness his name depicts, he is known to have temper flares. jealousy is a feeling he absolutely despises, usually ridding the feeling by ending the problem. if there's blood to be shed, he will easily do it without a second of hesitation or regret afterward.
what's more, this little tom is a player. he knows how to sweet-talk anybody he meets. whenever he speaks, zephyr speaks deliberately and with calculating, measured words. he has the perfect solution to any problem. he's good. good enough to talk himself out of any situation.
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]--there's not a drop of truth in this world
and don't think that's the end of it. nah, not even close. there's a whole other side of zephyr. one that i think you'll be glad to hear about. of course, this side is often overshadowed, if not always overshadowed.
while it's true his compassion is pretty much never sincere, from the tiny speck of a heart zephyr has, he can be down-to-earth. since he is most vulnerable when he is kind, he has learned to cover it up, sometimes forgetting it exists completely. who knows? with guidance from eurus, his sister who just will not leave his side (or won't without threatening to switch places with boreas instead), maybe he'll become the bigger person.
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]the thing about zephyr is that he's not entirely evil. honestly, he doesn't try to be, which makes him seem completely bipolar at times. just like some cats are able to keep some pieces of their innocence throughout their lives, others lose their innocence moons after they are born. it depends on the situations you've been in and the thoughts you've processed. the lack of proper teaching also affects the outcome of the cat as an adult.
ah, zephyr's life story. ready to sit and listen for a while, eh? because if you're not, you better skip this and continue on. once you start listening, you can't leave it. still listening? good to hear.
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]- wip -
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]--as the frozen stars melt away
it had been one of those rare cloudy days when the weather hadn't been heavy. rather, it brought relief to the typical searing heat the drylands received. it was on this day that zephyr had been born. being the spitting image of the conceivably welcome weather as well as his father, he had been named after the greek god of the west wind, zephyrus, carrying on the naming trend of his rogue parents, eos and titan. his brother, with a darker, more threatening appearance had been named after boreas, the north wind. yet it was soon discovered that their appearances and namesakes gave the exact opposite assumption of their traits. only eurus, the offset sibling, seemed fit for her name, though she acquired a masculine name. and it hadn't been long before she had vanished.
at first it had been a desperate search: one that zephyr had been forcibly sent on. truthfully he hadn't particularly liked the quiet, boring ways of his soft-spoken sister, who sat around and chased butterflies. after his family had given up, the kit had taken care of his parents, who immediately favored boreas over him. angry at his brother's uselessness and at his parents' undivided attention towards their "little angel", zephyr ran away.
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]--walking on treacherous ground
he hid and cleverly masked his scent as he followed his family, wanting to see their reaction. nobody looked for him. his parents either thought he would return or could fend for himself, or perhaps they didn't care. either way, they showed no signs of searching and they didn't know their son had been spying--or perhaps they had pretended not to notice and spoke nothing of it. there was even talk of switching boreas's name and zephyr's to fit each more appropriately. with that late night conversation, the kit who had so diligently sneaked along, desperate for family, turned and left, not looking back.
moons passed. and only then, once zephyr had survived alone and trained to be strong, did he think about tracking down the family he had long lost. once he found them and was sure that it was right, he was displeased to find that his parents spoke as if only boreas, renamed zephyrus, and eurus had existed. his sadness quickly changed into spite and the seven moon old tom began plotting his brother's descent from his parents' love and care.
not even a moon had passed and zephyr had found the perfect opportunity. he happened upon boreas--he refused to acknowledge his brother by zephyrus--while the only remaining sibling left with his parents had been hunting. in a flash, before he knew what he was doing, zephyr found himself running away, claws glistening red. it was then that he had first murdered anyone.
was it really the fault of his parents or the fault of boreas, as it played out in zephyr's mind? the film in his head replayed all the scenes of his jealousy and anguish yet came blank at the moments when his parents had once doted on him. the moments when he had lashed out angrily and pushed them away. had it really been the fault of himself?
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]--the nightmare's not over yet
zephyr had just managed to escape insanity, forcing himself to mind wipe himself. he had lived not even a day in carefree oblivion before an unwelcome visitor appeared, one that he could have never perceived, even if he had heightened senses. it happened suddenly, a headache that had forced him to settle himself in a clan. when he had gotten a hold of himself, he heard a familiar voice. one he had hopelessly erased from his mind and forgotten about. one he had never thought he would hear from again.
it was eurus. her spirit was back.
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]--after the dust settles
}} wip
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]guide to being eurus
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]everybody hurts
so pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start all over again.
don’t look on the bright side: controlling any negative emotion takes at least a couple days. during that time, you should communicate only with those who won’t try to prematurely cheer you up but sympathize with you.
accept that you’re not perfect: society treat failure as the exception rather than an ongoing process. what can you learn from failing?maybe you don’t have the skill set you thought you did. Maybe this was a sign that it’s time to get out.
don't be paranoid: worrying about being unliked makes you more unlikable. other people really aren't thinking about you. they’re preoccupied with their own lives.
act kindly: resist the urge to talk to whoever rejected you. are you honestly trying to repair the relationship or are you letting off some emotional steam? if your objective is payback, that's telling you not to have that conversation.
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]guide to being zephyr
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]keep it short: keep words clear and to the point. it shows how capable you are of using words and demonstrates your wisdom.
question anything and everything: don’t listen to every bit of information you hear and take it to heart. don't be too willing to trust anyone or anything.
be different: sounds simple right? but it's one of the hardest things on the list. don't jump onto the bandwagon unknowingly and think you are unique. know what you believe in and why. think of your own opinion and never let it change.
keep it simple: it takes a master of words to speak simply so everyone understands. to appeal to a wider audience, keep it simple.
think rationally: speaking words in a moment of anger is only for you to regret it at a later time. it's harder to walk away than engage in a fight. keep your goals in mind and think before you speak.
control language: cut the swearing to a minimum to sound professional.
hold your tongue: only speak when everyone can give you their full attention.
don't look back: never ever face any direction but forward. give everything your best shot. regret of the past is the root of failure in the future.
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]t h r e a d s ;;
[font=trebuchet ms][color=white]What Is A Jewel If It Doesn't Shine? {Open}
ashes are all i have left }} p - yin && forevermore
[align=center][font=garamond]ooc [color=#FF0000][size=10][font=century gothic]} }[/size] [color=white]brimming with muse for this guy <3
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