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[Justify][size=8][color=white]"Busy, just busy. We all get to be that once in awhile. Sometimes.. Some of us pay the price for it." He murmured looking down the ground with a sigh before lifting his head then as he trotted along. The soft sand sifting under each of his toes. He looked up to the sky then before looking back to the path he walked, "It's all coming to an end I suppose for me."

[Justify][size=8][color=white]Joker was quivering against the warm body. He was so lost.. So scared and so cold.. Another mew came out of him, louder than before but he kept himself stuffed right up against Jasmine's body to the point where if she moved he would be right at her feet. His coat fluffed up a little bit as another gust him him making him close his eyes and howl a little bit before opening them again and looked up into the femme's eyes. The dark pupils were looking for security, for want and for affection as it seemed no one else decided to stumble along and find him. His eyes soon darted away from hers though when his stomach growled and his ears perked up. Was that him? What did that mean? He didn't understand the meaning of hungry.. He was always fed, he was always warm, what happened?!

[Justify][size=8][color=white]"I wish that was the case.. But everything is at a stand still at the moment." Grim muttered then standing up to walk along again before he stopped then and felt a shudder go through his body. He hadn't felt that shudder in forever, the feeling.. Of not being in control. He sucked in a breath then wanting to walk again until he suddenly sat down flattening his ears to his head.

[Justify][size=8][color=white]There was a small mew that escaped the kit's maw then when he was picked up his eyes widening a little bit as he went up a bit higher from his normal height. He looked at the new comer then finally going limp blinking his bright amber eyes. He wasn't sure how to react to that besides looking over at his blankie on the ground and stretch his front paws out for it. He certainly was not leaving that behind! A small whimper came out as he reached for it again then wound tight in determination not to leave his one item of belonging.

[Justify][size=8][color=white]Joker let himself be carried then, his amber eyes going wide seeing they were going to even a newer place than before as he looked up and around. The scent of Jasmine was already becoming safe and familiar. He enjoyed it enough already and he felt.. Safe in her presence as he kicked his feet out playfully making a small mew as his eyes darted this way and that to take it all in. His nose scrunched up then as a small sneeze came out of his him making him stiffen up in fear. That was him too? Why as he making all these weird noises? There was a tickle in the back of his throat, trying to suppress it away not wanting to make another funny noise as he looked up at Jasmine, "M-M-mommy."

[Justify][size=8][color=white]"There doesn't have to be. I don't see it written in stone anywhere.. I was the first one to step up to that god forsaken position." Grim said with a huff as his claws dug into the ground then before his head bowed closing his eyes, "My prime.. Is long gone. I came to my senses. Darkey, you try day in and day out running patrols that never have followers. Training sessions with maybe one or two people. Working your ass off in battles only to come limping home alone. You try doing everything you can in your heart without payment. When payment comes? It won't be given to you. It will be given to those who will never deserve it. Those who have won this so called popularity contest. Coppermine, Serpentine, Djagatai, my own family took the glory but I will never feel it like they do. I'm not a real Harbringer in their eyes, in nobody eyes. I'm the pup Aima adopted. No one remembers Amoux, and no one will remember me." With that he turned away then with a heavy huff.

[Justify][size=8][color=white]Grim could have heard that hack from a mile away. He hated the bitter sound of it as his ears flattened and he looked up then from whatever he was doing. Running off then he stopped in mid stride just a short distance away to see his... Well He didn't know if Cat would even acknowledge him at this point. Slowly walking over then with his ears flat he stayed silent.

[Justify][size=8][color=white]Grim stood there for a long while and sighed looking up to the sky, "Remember the nice guy never does win Darkey.. If you want to be on top you have to knash you teeth and sharpen your claws. It's all a big popularity contest. I tried being the sensible one. I tried being the one that worked his hardest... It never paid off. My son- he's messed up in the head and I regret ever.. EVER adopting him as my own if I knew I would have failed. Remember your family before that damn position Darkey. You'll turn out like me- or Cat if not worse. The day I become leader? That day will never come it seems... I'm to nice. I care for the clan. You? You need to quit the mentality now or you won't make it. Scary is the key to this damn place. You're just like me. The little guy no one will notice.. The little guy that does all the work- while the pretty people like Djag get to be one step higher on the rock and do nothing."

[Justify][size=8][color=white]Grim slowly walked up then. The scent was easy to know, the mews were easy to detect with the strong emotion dripping off of every word. The body was easy to see address a name to. Cataclysm. Ears flat to his head, Grim slowly walked over then with a frown on his face standing beside Lovelypaw in silence. He stared at the body for a long while pawing at it just a little bit before shaking his head and turning it away.

[Justify][size=8][color=white]Grim was in the shadows tearing at apart a rabbit then. A pity meal for the massive wolf but he was the type to rather starve before the clan starved. He sighed then hearing the woosh of wings fill his ears making him instantly look up. Sitting up then he tilted his head in wonder before slipping out.

[Justify][size=8][color=white]Grim looked the bird over then before letting out a huff and took another step before sitting himself down and waited, "Well, you must have came here for a reason. Is there something wrong?" The third tier asked then waiting patiently, "I'm sure I can help you with whatever it is."

[Justify][size=8][color=white]I could do a thread with someone~

[Justify][size=8][color=white]"I'll join you." A gruff voice sounded as Grim walked out and sat himself down by Amour giving his friend a nod before looking to the crowd that was beginning to form around.

[Justify][size=8][color=white]omgididnotseethatgingerbutyestheyneedathread

With a pole? XD

[Justify][size=8][color=white]omgthankyousomuchgingy

[Justify][size=8][color=white]Grim padded out of his empty den giving a long stretch with a yawn. The wolf stood up straight then and looked about the place with his ears perked. He was curious, that could be best said of the hidden treasures out there in the world.. He supposed he had time to go searching more now than ever before. Padding along then wagging his tail he couldn't help but let out a heavy sigh from the somewhat long day he had. Stopping though at the sight of a large figure he couldn't help but let his breath catch in his throat for a moment, until he could see the distinct patterns raking across her flank, "Amour." Grim barked in greeting then running over with a small smile, the wolf was somewhat larger than most being that his father was steroid induced and well.. The genetics passed on from there.

[Justify][size=8][color=white]"Uh.. Better than I would have thought I suppose losing my position.." He said with a shrug as he sat there on the desert sand with a heavy sigh, "I never was one though to be noticed.. It was bound to happen at some point being- being a shadow with a job that should have been given to someone with popularity." He murmured softly letting out a deep breath, "Losing a mate three times to.. Death and what not.. Failing as a father to raise my son- living the life of a loner in a pack animal body." He muttered his shoulders slowly slouching as he named off just about everything he could think of before looking up to her and smirked, "Some life huh?"

[Justify][size=8][color=white]"Feel? It feels about as empty as being a warmaster. Stuck in the shadows of my brothers and the Harbringer name." Grim replied then before shaking his head, "Anna? I don't know about Anna.. She ran off without saying anything to me- I don't know what we are anymore and frankly I feel like I'm nothing at this point, maybe not meant for love you know." He said with a sigh looking to the tiger, "How about you though? I haven't seen you in awhile.. Maybe from afar but I know I haven't been trotting around like I use to. Honestly, enough about me and my depressing life."

[Justify][size=8][color=white]Joker looked up then and around at the small crowd forming and whimpered keeping his head down. He didn't like all the strangers nearing him os quickly. He slowly scuffled backwards then into Jasmine's fluffy coat then trying to hide himself away though he stuck out like a sore thumb. It was an attempt at best right?

[Justify][size=8][color=white]Grim trotted out of the camp then with a huff climbing up on his rock then and sitting himself down. If there was one thing they couldn't take it was his damn rock, "BLOODCLAN GET OUT HERE, WE'RE GOING ON A PATROL WHETHER I HAVE TO PULL YOUR ASSES OUT OR NOT." He barked then waiting for them with a huff. Warmaster or not he was going to kick their asses into real shape. None of this stripper shit anymore.