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Cheerfulpaw backed away from Slippaw and the crowd...hell, her mom was there. Was her life a lie? Was Ragenight a lie. "He was my brother! He was the only one I could trust with all four of my parents hating me! I tried to smile...but no one else was there but him. Everyone else abandoned me...growled at me, just for trying to make the only one who loved me smile. But now...now he's gone, because the people who hate me killed him. Are you all trying to make me suffer? Because that's the only thing I can see happening. Ragenight was the one who actually cared about me once Bearstar disappeared. He...he was there for me, he told me you all hated me." she yelled at no one in particular. The tears were freely flowing as the words he had spoken to her came back instantly to her. "Bearstar? She disowned us!" Ragenight's soothing voice filled her, and Cheerfulpaw stopped crying. Her children couldn't grow up in a place like this. She had to take them somewhere where Ragenight and RiverClan could never reach them.

Maybe~

Now those words made Cheerfulpaw want to curl up in a hole and die. "I THOUGHT SHE LOVED ME," Cheerfulpaw screamed back, shrugging away her mother and daughter and storming over to Slippaw. "I thought...thought she would still love me," she whimpered, more tears spilling out of her eyes. Agony was wrapping around her, and depression was holding Cheerfulpaw close. The ex-assistant deputy shook her head and backed away. "I guess Ragey was right...everyone really did hate me some way or another inside. I just wonder how Chase hates me. How Ragey hated me?" Cheerfulpaw went to her mother and looked her straight in the eyes. "But I never hated any one of you." Taking Chiyokit's offer, Cheerfulpaw slipped away, silent as a dead man.

And RiverClan is practically giving Cheerfulpaw a heart attack.

Okay xD

Everyone who got a kit, please buy the power.

Meh, she needs the drama xD

These guys will be born in ThunderClan, and so it might be a while~

"Slippaw does," she whispered, eyes watching her own mechanical movements. It was a simple routine. Lift paw, drop paw, lift paw, drop paw. If only her life could be that simple. "He announced it to everyone back there."

Along with pie~

"I speak all the tongues, Chi," Cheerfulpaw mewed, voice flat. She, using her super senses, watched the figures go on in the clearing. Maybe...maybe if she killed herself, Sli would die with her. Then they could talk, and when Bearstar died, they could all be one family again. They could be happy. When Cheerfulpaw faintly heard Slippaw's last words, she let out a sob. She wished Slippaw would forgive her for everything.

I started crying when I read your post. IT WAS SO TOUCHING

xD When he says sorry, they'll run at each other screaming the other's name in slow-mo.

OH, OH.

We need to plan out a really boring death for them when they do die. xD

"Death of bubblegum"

xD CHEERFULPAW'S GOT A SEXY BLOODLINE.

And that sexy beast nearly gave that poor depressed girl a heart attack and pain shot up her leg and suddenly gave out. "What the...?!" she screamed, panicking. Was Slippaw being attacked? Cheerfulpaw shut her eyes and conjured up the clearing in her mind's eye. Slippaw was sitting there with a smile...a smile she knew so well, and it was so alike that it hurt.

ooc} Permission to use telepathy?

He's going to give Cheerfulpaw a heart attack with all of this random attacks. xD

WE MUST TAKE AN OATH HEIGHTSY. NEITHER OF US WILL KILL OFF SLIPPAW/CHEERFULPAW, UNLESS BOTH PLAYERS AGREE.

Oh, gosh Switchy.

You are the freaking best looking onion EVER.

Go away! I don't want to make this worse, Cheerfulpaw thought back, her super sensey eyes watching Slippaw. Hurt was laced in each word, and she looked away in sadness. What do you want? Slippaw was reminding Cheerfulpaw of Ragenight...would he lie to her too?

I DO.

<333 Right back at you <3

D'aww, I just randomly came up with that.

Vodka...never gets old xD

lol~

That question sparked in her mind, and Cheerfulpaw realized that was the question she had been asking herself all during Ragenight's reign. Would she really leave behind loved ones in all of this hate to go and sit with dead relatives? Bearstar...she would go there when she did, and Slippaw would be there the whole time, because if she died, he died. Could she wade in fake happiness for eternity? Maybe the love would be a lie, but it would still be love...right? Cheerfulpaw could make everything better, and maybe see Ragenight if she looked in NightClan's realm hard enough. But would he still love her? Maybe she could bring Ragey to StarClan, and everything could be like the old days. Cheerfulpaw and Swiftpaw could laugh together at lame jokes and Cheerfulpaw could play with Sli and catch fish for Chase and her kits. It would be...paradise. Imagining it made Cheerfulpaw long for death.

"yes"