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[Size=6]|| Alain || Benoît || Gottshvili ||[/size]
[size=3]"Everybody has beauty, ether on the inside or the outside. Even both, well........all except me."[/size]
Name;
Alain Benoît Leclair
Nickname(s);
Al, Alain or Ben
Name Meaning;
"little rock" or "handsome"
"blessed"
"bright" or "clear, bright, famous"
Gender;
Male
Age;
16
Height;
5' 9"
Weight;
156lbs
Nationality;
French
Sexuality;
Demisexual
Relations;
None
Disability(s);
Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD)
Disability(s) Description(s);
Body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) is a mental problem where people think they look different to how they really look. People are usually said to have BDD if they are extremely critical of their body, even though there may be nothing noticeably wrong with it. If there is something wrong with their body, it is usually so small that a person without BDD would not be unhappy about it at all.
Most people without BDD may not like some parts of their body, but people with BDD, believe that they are so ugly, even though they are not, that they find it difficult to talk or exist with other people, or live normally, scared that other people will be mean to them because of the way they look. People with BDD often do not look for help because they are afraid others will think they are just vain, or they may feel too embarrassed to talk to other people as they think they are so ugly.
BDD is a somatoform disorder. People with BDD may look at themselves in the mirror too much, or some people with BDD may actually try not to look in the mirror. Both of these are possible for a person with BDD. They usually think about their body for more than one hour per day, and in bad cases, can stop talking to other people, and may stay at home. People with BDD often have very low self-confidence, because they believe that a person's value is linked to what they look like, and because they do not think that they are beautiful themselves, they do not think they have much value.
Likes;
Being alone
Reading
Quietness
Dislikes;
Being around people
Loudness
Mirrors
Himself
Dorm;
History;
Well he had a really rough childhood, ever since he was young he would always get made fun of the clothing he wore. Or how he looked and stuff like that, so he eventually started getting the disorder. Alain usually tried to lock himself in his room saying he was so ugly and didn't want to show his hideous face. But his parents where so strict and wanted him to go to school, everyday was the same thing for him, getting made fun of and bullied. Al started crying at every little thing that someone pointed out about him, and he got sick and tired of all of it and ran away from home. He ended up finding himself at a shed and he crawled in and hid in there for as long as he could, crying to himself. But then the police ended up finding him and taking him home, Alain immediately went to the doctor and they found out he had this disorder. They didn't really care much for him as they did before because they had a new child, so they didn't really need him anymore. He was worthless to the family so they found the special school and sent him there with enough money to survive on his own.
Personality;
Fearful; Alain is constantly scared of ether being abused, yelled at, or whatever. He is rather wimpy and tends to cry a lot, which makes him sick rather often. Self-Deprecating; He absolutely hates himself, thinking that he is a hideous creature that everybody hates. He sees everybody other then himself a perfect, and that his existence is a mistake. Scopophobic; Al also developed the phobia of being stared at, or even seen. He hates, and is absolutely mortified to be the center of attention. Fidgety; He is restless, always tapping his fingers or bouncing his leg because he is nervous, and when talking to people, if he does talk to them, he stutters.
Theme Song;
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Other;
This boy makes me sad