Cometfeather stopped. She looked at her paws and said quietly, "Home..." She continued through the forest, for not too far from SnowClan territory was her old den in which she grew up in and in which she buried her family. She didn't know why she was going there, but she knew she had to.
OOC: Ok guys. I really need fresh kill. You can call me impatient, or give me what i need so i'll quit whining! lol
Cometfeather sensed Silverbloom leaving and turned to see her friend walking away angrily. Her fur was bristling as she came to a stop and spun around with her tail lashing violently. "Fine! If you don't respect my privacy and thoughts then be that way! If you must know, I'm heading towards my old den!" Tears started streaming down her face as she remembered her terrible past, and this time the tears were real. "You know, along with respecting privacy comes respecting feelings, and sometimes the two are quite related! So instead of stinking your nose into my business, try thinking how I feel!" Cometfeather's eyes were full of anger yet buried deep within them were sadness. The tears were pouring now and she spun around quickly and started quickly padding in the direction of the den. Eventually her pace slowed as sadness overcame her body. Eventually her head became numb from the thoughts and she collapsed, for the grief she held was too heavy.
OOC: No you don't have to. If your saving up for something then don't do it. But anyone who's not... HAND IT OVAH! No jk. Nobody has to.
Also Cal, go on gmail!
Cometfeather sat down, feeling very depressed. The mouse-brained idiot! I didn't even bring up my kit hood! Why can't she have the least bit of respect. Suddenly Cometfeather felt bad about herself. It wasn't her fault some cats had uncontrollable tempers. She followed Silverbloom's path up to where she was passed out on the forest floor. She stopped a few fox-lengths away where nobody would notice her. Her eyes were wide in horror. Oh this is all my fault! I shouldn't have yelled at her! What a horrible person I am! Grief began to overwhelm her body. She pelted away, tears streaming from her eyes. Her feet were taking her somewhere, but she was afraid to look where she was going. When she stopped, the grief was so heavy that she collapsed on the ground. Starclan take me... she silently prayed.
OOC: officially need a max of 1100 freshkill. Any little bit will help! And i'll pay you back if you help me! (just after i earn the freshkill again...)
Cometfeather opened her eyes to see the rain pouring over her now. What an idiot I am! How could I have been so selfish. This never would happened if Silverbloom had just minded her own business and respected my privacy, though. Although she knew that complaining wouldn't help. She lay there on the forest floor, grieving for her family, but moreso for her dear friend Silverbloom.
Cometfeather finally got up on weak legs, her eyes clouded. She padded weakly through the forest to where Silverbloom lay. Anguish flashed through her eyes but not at Silverbloom, at herself. She knew it was equally her fault as much as Silverbloom's. She tried to stay out of sight but then grief overwhelmed her body once again and she collapsed yet again and fell out of her hiding spot into the open.
Cometfeather was deep into unconsciousness when she heard her name. She opened here eyes, suddenly awake. "Where am I?" she asked, looking around with confusion in her eyes.
Cometfeather looked at Sapphire. "What? Uh, do I know you? Wheres Darkrain! We have to run from the rogues!!!" She meowed, sounding quite worried. She fell back looking a little dizzy.
Cometfeather cocked her head and stepped back. "Sapphire?" she questioned. She then looked around frantically and began yelling, "Darkrain!? Darkrain where are you! My brother, where have you gone!" She began to cry as she searched for her deceased brother. Then her gaze fell upon Silverbloom and she widened her eyes as she ran over to her. "Oh my gosh are you ok? What's happened to you?" She stared at the cat as the medicine cat tended to her wounds. She looked around, astonished as to how she managed to get here. She didn't remember being here.
Cometfeather was utterly confused. "I... I'm sorry... I don't know what your talking about." She mewed softly. She glanced around briefly and sniffed the air. "Darkrain!" She began to yell again. "Darkrain, where are you!" She was worried for her brother, for the last thing she remembered was watching her mother and brother get slaughtered by rouges. She sat down and bowed her head as she began to let tears stream from her eyes. "Oh, Darkrain. Where have you gone!?"
Cometfeather looked up, still utterly confused. "What?" she mewed, trying to choke down her tears. "I'm sorry... but I don't think I know you..." She stood up and looked around. "What's going on here? Everyone acts like they know me... like I'm their best friend. But I don't know any of you! I'm sorry! I just need to find my brother."
Cometfeather looked back at Silverbloom. "I... I don't remember having any friends though..." she mewed. She looked around and began calling for her brother again.
Cometfeather looked back at the she-cat. There was something inside of her that told her she knew these cats but she didn't remember them. She watched the cat fall the the ground with tears in her eyes and then she began to cry out of sorrow for the cat. "I'm sorry. I don't know! I think I know you, but I don't remember you. Forgive me for being like this..."
Cometfeather looked at the she-cat once again. "Of course! My name's Cometpaw! But I'm afraid I don't know your name," she frowned.
Cometfeather looked back at the cat with confusion. "But..." she started. She decided it was no use to try to convince to these cats who she was and that she didn't know them. "Well it's nice to meet you Silverbloom!" she mewed kindly.
Cometfeather(paw) looked back at Silverbloom in relief. She was happy that the she-cat was going to be okay. She smiled at the cat and walked away to begin her search for her brother, Darkrain.
Cometfeather turned around and called back to Sapphire, "I'm going to find my brother! I think he ran off." She then turned around again and stalked off.
OOC: I lost my memory due to overwhelming grief, Silverbloom was checked over by the medicine cat and will be ok and now I'm searching for my deceased brother. Also I think I found a taco lying on a cloud but that could be my imagination. Haha jk. 
Cometfeather turned back to look at the cats and saw how Silverbloom looked at Battleheart and smiled. How nice it would be to have a mate of my own. she thought to herself. She turned around again, this time casting a quick glance back at Pheonixheart.
OOC: Im sorry guys!!! 
I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN LIKE FOREVER! Lol. Meow! Still need fresh kill though! Oh yeah and sorry about the thought i have at the end of this post, i was having issues with posting and the italics weren't working afterwards so I had to use ()
Cometfeather padded through the forest for a long time, calling out her brother's name. She was so intent on searching for her brother that she hadn't realized that she was heading for her old den as a kit. When she arrived there she stopped dead, her eyes wide. "Mother...Firpaw..." she mewed. The last thing she remembered was her mother and brother being attacked by rogues, but their bodies were not there. What's happening? (First I wake up in an unknown area, then I can't find Darkrain, then a bunch of cats i don't know claim they know me, now this?) She thought to herself.
Cometfeather sat down and began to cry. She could scent her mother and her brothers and started to think about how it was when they were still here. She remembered waking up each morning and going out into the forest with Darkrain and Featherkit. She remembered the feeling of her brother's warm fur pressed against him when she was sad. And finally she remembered the murder of her mother and brother just what seemed to be a few days ago. Her mother's last words still echoed in her mind. "Run! You must run!" she shouted with blood spurting from her mouth. "Please! Save yourselves. It's too late for me! I want you to be safe! Please! Just go. And remember, I will always love you, no matter what..." and her voice trailed away as her and Darkrain ran away leaving thier mother's limp, bloody body behind. "Darkrain! Please, where are you! I need you! I don't know what's happening and I don't know what to do! Please, tell me your okay! Tell me your out there somewhere..." she shouted into the deep blue sky. The tears fell like never ending rain now.
OOC: Yeah, I'm just gonna buy what I need later and role-play what I need to role-play now. BUT I WILL BUY IT! I SWEAR! I'll just, buy it later! You know...
