Posts by Tessa
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[fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(http://68.media.tumblr.com/44a…8ITLi1qdpkdoo2_r3_250.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(https://68.media.tumblr.com/84…wyyuKCXw1r8lutfo1_500.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px; margin-top: 10px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(http://68.media.tumblr.com/8fe…8ITLi1qdpkdoo4_r3_250.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px; margin-top: 10px;][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; height: 20px; border:none; border-left: 1px solid white; width:1px;margin-top:130px;margin-left: 7px;] [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none; font-family: arial;text-align: justify;color: white;width: 100px; height: 20px;text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: 1px; font-size: 8px; line-height: 10px; margin-top:115px; margin-left: -40px;][size=11pt][b]Deanna Ruth[/size]
[i][b]my friends are dead & gone[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-top: 3px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width:180px; min-height: 265px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 10px; text-align: justify; color: black; font-family: arial;]Benny had seen David's little wink and couldn't help but roll his eyes and a smile creep on his face. Honestly, Benny was an actual ray of sunshine. The young man always lit up the room with his smile. Stupid jokes came from him and so did unimportant facts. Though there were blackmail facts on Deanna but he'd probably save that for another time. When the air wasn't so tense and Deanna wouldn't try to cut off his head right then and there. [i]"That's what he said"
Benny coughed, turning his head away from his sister. Though he wasn't safe as the young blonde heard him. Blue eyes snapped at him, not finding anything funny in the matter. Probably because she was just a sour puss and wasn't in the mood for it. Or maybe the fact that technically she was also included in the joke and she wanted to hit him with her precious radio. Her only pride and joy and along beside her bat.
Hearing David's quiet voice, she slowly turned to him. "Well you are going to be turning shit to just like I am." Her voice wasn't loud or harsh. Just more of a smart ass comment. Her irises followed down to where his hand was, inspecting it for a moment. She could give him the radio and see what he could do, but in her mind she believed that he couldnt. do anything she couldn't do either. Does that even sound right? Thinking about it for a few more moments, she gently placed the radio into the palms of his hands. "Fine. But I wanna see what you're doing." She grumbled, finally letting her eyes to come up and meet his. Deanna could see the reluctance in his eyes and she didn't say anything about. She gave him enough to have it such in her eyes and she almost felt bad. The survivor could feel it creeping into her, her skin becoming paler than it usually was. What the hell Deanna?
She tried pushing the thought away but it stayed with her. So taking her eyes off of David, she took a glance at the other people in the store. First at Chris, seeing he was all tensed up and then towards Benny because he was still snickering about his joke. Then there was Karlee. Dean always meant to speak to Karlee more but... maybe if just wasn't in Dean's nature. Plus she always saw the other woman busy and not go be bothered with. Bless it all honestly. Her dainty hands wrapped around each other, not wanting to speak up just yet. That feeling from earlier still had her all shaken up. She never really felt like she should feel sorry for her actions on the past towards him. It's like he deserved them. But he couldn't help but scream at the zombies, right? How she'd react if it was her? Who knows.
Finding one of the spare chairs in the store, she pulled it up next to a small table where they kept a lamp. Well, one you'd have to light with a match, but nonetheless a lamp. The matches were besides the lamp, where Deanna had picked them up only to light it up, illuminating one corner of the store. It was nearly almost dark and she wanted to see what was to exactly take place. What If he did get it working? And if so it went out and she would have to fix it once more. "If you do get this working, I won't even care if it's a shitty talk show the government has going on. But idk if I'll be able to bare news." She couldn't do it. There wasn't really any hope left so all news was bad news. It didn't matter what the hell it was was.
Benny had walked away from Deanna for the moment, excusing himself to organize the shelf of medical supplies. When they had come into camp earlier, he didn't really have the time to do so as Deanna and David went off on each other. "While I'm not looking, PROMISE not to like, stab one another. It'd be great, I still want Nieces and nephews." Benny sent a teasing smirk their way before picking up one of the more decorative bandaids they got. It may or may not have been some kid ones. Such as Dinos. Oh yeah.[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none;font-family: arial;text-align: center;color: white;width: 390px; text-transform: uppercase;margin-top: -3px; font-size:8px; line-height: 11px;]hidden scrolling | lightsy loves you[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(http://68.media.tumblr.com/44a…8ITLi1qdpkdoo2_r3_250.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(https://68.media.tumblr.com/84…wyyuKCXw1r8lutfo1_500.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px; margin-top: 10px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(http://68.media.tumblr.com/8fe…8ITLi1qdpkdoo4_r3_250.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px; margin-top: 10px;][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; height: 20px; border:none; border-left: 1px solid white; width:1px;margin-top:130px;margin-left: 7px;] [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none; font-family: arial;text-align: justify;color: white;width: 100px; height: 20px;text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: 1px; font-size: 8px; line-height: 10px; margin-top:115px; margin-left: -40px;][size=11pt][i][b]Deanna Ruth[/size]
[i][b]my friends are dead & gone[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-top: 3px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width:180px; min-height: 265px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 10px; text-align: justify; color: black; font-family: arial;]Oh yes, the government were selfish bitches. They did take a collective of people to keep safe, but that was it. Now Deanna has heard rumors that the government just take people in for questioning, ask how the world is doing, and throw them back into this hellhole. That was one of many she's heard but she doesn't want to think about it. "By the time the government cares about us, Benny will have Nieces and nephews." The young blonde muttered, crossing her legs and resting her head onto the table. Whether these children be real or imaginary, it was unrealistic and probably never going to happen either way. One reason, it'd be possible to give birth in her condition anyway, and two, no ones going to be having sex with anybody on her terms. She could name reasons for that too, but there was no reason to go into that.
Her light gaze stayed upon David, it softening by the second. She was tired and all she wanted was the radio to work. To work and make sure that there could be some enjoyment left out there. Not just endless talking onto where one may become crazy. Seeing the dials be turned ever so carefully almost had her on edge. "And to think we could've been in quarantine. Though if so, they'd probably kill us on the spot knowing the state of this country now." And the lord knew that. Or whatever was out there. They've probably killed children. Without even the bite. Thankfully Deanna hasn't seen anything like that. Just SWAT teams shooting anything in sight, but with no children at the scene. She hasn't told really anyone that.
But when she heard the first sound of music, her head shot up and Benny could help but letting out a series of 'holy shits'.
"David, I think you have the magic touch." Benny muttered, making his way over to the man, his eyes scanning the black box in David's hands. "Maybe you'll get a kiss." With that said he put out his lips in a puckering motion, only to be pushed out of the way by Deanna. What the- oh.
Deanna hadn't known what came over her, but she knew that needed to act upon it. With the music now playing, there was a large smile on her face, and it was probably the only real smile that's been on her face for months. Finally her life preserver she was working. The thing that she clung onto, thinking that it could shed some light on this dark world was working. Seeing the opportunity from where David's hands were up in the air. Her own arms wrapping around his thin frame, she kept her head down, not wanting to see the look on his face. It could be disgusted or surprised, something she didn't want to see all together. Though Benny just gave her a look, seeing the playful glint in his eyes.
"Thank you." It was a quiet mumble, but could be heard from anyone around them. It was a few more moments until she let go of him, backing away from the brunet. "Anyway..." she took in a large breath before turning her back to him. It was almost as if she had forgotten all about early. And she may have. It's just... this was a miracle to her! Listening to the sound the radio was making, it was if the good times had come back. To let them all think of the time before the world fell to shit.
"Any of you want to dance?" Benny interjected quietly, "though I think the medical supplies needs more organizing than my dancing." Shaking the box of bandaids for a moment for emphasis, he whistled lowly to the tine, almost hoping that Karlee and Chris would come in soon.[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none;font-family: arial;text-align: center;color: white;width: 390px; text-transform: uppercase;margin-top: -3px; font-size:8px; line-height: 11px;]hidden scrolling | lightsy loves you[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(http://68.media.tumblr.com/44a…8ITLi1qdpkdoo2_r3_250.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(https://68.media.tumblr.com/84…wyyuKCXw1r8lutfo1_500.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px; margin-top: 10px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(http://68.media.tumblr.com/8fe…8ITLi1qdpkdoo4_r3_250.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px; margin-top: 10px;][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; height: 20px; border:none; border-left: 1px solid white; width:1px;margin-top:130px;margin-left: 7px;] [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none; font-family: arial;text-align: justify;color: white;width: 100px; height: 20px;text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: 1px; font-size: 8px; line-height: 10px; margin-top:115px; margin-left: -40px;][size=11pt][i][b]Deanna Ruth[/size]
[i][b]my friends are dead & gone[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-top: 3px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width:180px; min-height: 265px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 10px; text-align: justify; color: black; font-family: arial;]Deanna had saw the small smile before she had turned away from him. Honestly she didn't know what it was but she had to bite her tongue so she wouldn't smile too hard. And by that, she didn't want David to see it. Deanna wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of it at all and she had done composure to keep. Feeling her face begin to relax, she rested her gaze upon her brother, seeing him point his finger between her and David with a confused look on his face. "What the hell?" He mouthed to her, even though it was nothing of anger. Not much of his face showed it, but his eyes read that he was excited. But when was that never in his eyes? He was generally excited when he could see everyone have normal civil conversation. But this, this was something else. "Sorry David, the only dancing I know is some moves Deanna showed me when were kids. Unless you want to be raised in the air like in Dirty Dancing, And be the girl, I say no."
Though he quickly moved to where Deanna was, grabbing her arm and twisting her around. In return, a small pit of laughter came from her person, her eyes lighting once more. Truth be told Deanna loved older music. Just something about it gave her the feeling of nostalgia, which was the best feeling in the world probably. Benny held onto her hands, attempting to make her dance but the blonde wasn't up for it. This wasn't her skill on dancing, and she has probably forgotten on how to do anything in that matter. With now their leader speaking up, she couldn't help but almost snort at what Karlee said. Though, Deanna could agree with her. David did look kind of silly with just bopping his head. "Maybe she has other ways of letting off steam than dancing, Bucko." Saying that, her gaze went over to David her eyes flicking around his form for a moment before her attention came back onto her brother.
Apparently at this point, he was trying to attempt the Elvis moves. Jesus Christ. Her eyes closed for a moment before putting her head in her hands. She loved her brother, though it looked funny with his hands at the front of his waist and trying to move his feet a bit too fast. "You could say im All Shook Up!" Benny exclaimed, before doing small finger guns to anyone on his view, going around in a circle as if hitting everybody. When Benny's dark eyes fell on Chris he couldn't help but feel an eerier feeling by just looking at him. He wasn't looking right and honestly Benny wanted to go up to him and ask him what was going on with him. But Benny knew better. He's seen how fidgety he was when he was like that, so she decided to keep some distance.
With that in mind, he eyed the two that were a bit out from the store and then to the small fire that was slowly dwindling. It was cold already and something no one wanted to do tonight was freeze. Since Deanna wasn't going to dance with the rest of them, Benny pointed it out to her where she only nodded. Running her hand on the counter for a moment, she thought about going to get the wood that they needed. Thankfully the walkers couldn't see that well. It was the sound that got them running the most. At night you could do a few clicking noises and they'd just come running in. Late night killing is fun though. For at least Deanna anyway. If she needed to blow off steam, she'd do that. Though it would be close range, something not entirely smart but it got her blood pumping. With the occasional on the verge of tears kind of vibe, but that was about it.
Her gaze flickered up to David one last time before excusing herself from them, going to the back room. This is where wood was usually if it was already cut. Make sure it didn't get wet or someone tripped on it. Deanna was tired and almost wanted to sleep. Sleep next to the radio and let her worries wash away from the night. Though she had a feeling that wasn't going to happen. Just having the radio was a blessing and she shouldn't be asking for more. Though in the silenced room, she sat down for a moment, almost liking the feeling of isolation. Just for this moment. Plus she got away from David. She didn't know what the hell had compelled her earlier but it just seemed right. Though the smiling.... Low key she wished she could take it back. She didn't like David, remember? Yeah. That's right. Right? Whatever.
Picking two logs up, dean made her venture back to where their small celebration was happening. Setting the logs down, she kept a distance away from them for a moment. In all honestly she was grateful for this group of people. If she were to lose all of them, age wouldn't know what to do.[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none;font-family: arial;text-align: center;color: white;width: 390px; text-transform: uppercase;margin-top: -3px; font-size:8px; line-height: 11px;]hidden scrolling | lightsy loves you[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(http://68.media.tumblr.com/44a…8ITLi1qdpkdoo2_r3_250.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(https://68.media.tumblr.com/84…wyyuKCXw1r8lutfo1_500.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px; margin-top: 10px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(http://68.media.tumblr.com/8fe…8ITLi1qdpkdoo4_r3_250.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px; margin-top: 10px;][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; height: 20px; border:none; border-left: 1px solid white; width:1px;margin-top:130px;margin-left: 7px;] [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none; font-family: arial;text-align: justify;color: white;width: 100px; height: 20px;text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: 1px; font-size: 8px; line-height: 10px; margin-top:115px; margin-left: -40px;][size=11pt][i][b]Deanna Ruth[/size]
[i][b]my friends are dead & gone[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-top: 3px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width:180px; min-height: 265px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 10px; text-align: justify; color: black; font-family: arial;]Things had calmed down a bit since Deanna had returned. Benny and David had stopped dancing, just letting conversation fill the room. It was nice as it was. Everyone getting along and just joking around. These were the one of the rare nicer nights. One time she was lucky enough to have a small blanket. She'd warm it up by the fire until it was time to go to bed. Though that didn't last too long. Someone had bumped into it, resulting the blanket to catch fire. Honestly it was one of the worst feelings in the world. Her one source of warmth gone. She had wanted to lash out in somebody, but she didn't know who had done it. Maybe she went off on David or even his buddy Chris. Knowing how clumsy David was and Chris not paying attention to all of his surroundings. But that doesn't matter anymore. They had the fire going and that's all that matters in sides of warmth at the moment.
The song had now changed, something Deanna wasn't too familiar with. She almost found it weird that the government or she supposed the institutes kept the radio stations on. Maybe it was the fact that they didn't want their precious people to not go crazy. Make sure the people who were safe and secure would know there is no change. Were they oblivious to the outside world? All these useless questions came to her just out of no where, though she didn't mind. It got her wheels turning instead of her just moping about and... looking like Chris actually. "Only if I had a weather genie I could tell you the temperature it was going to be." Deanna mumbled, taking a seat on the floor, resting her head against the wall. She made sure to keep herself close to the fire, but keeping a distance between everyone else's sleeping spaces. Everyone needed their own space now and then.
Benny had heard Chris and David's exchange and couldn't help but squint his eyes at both of them. "I'm sure none of us would mind a lil strip show." Benny was just teasing them now, though it was mostly aimed st David. He could read the disappointment on his friend's face and Benny's comment actually gracing Deanna's face with an amused smile. "I don't know about Karlee, but i know my sister is deprived of seeing such a man." Benny grabbed his sister's shoulder for a moment, only to be pushed off.
"Fuck off Benny." The blonde said lowly, closing her eyes for a moment until she felt her brother plop beside her. "I don't think he wants to freeze his balls anyway... we don't have one extra pair of pants?" But the only response she got was a shrug from her brother. There weren't any homes to raid around where they were. No super markets or stores for a few miles. Only if they had done type of transportation.... they could go on and find somewhere else safe, possibly make it closer to civilization. They couldn't stay at this tiny convenient store Forever. "There's not any extra pants in a bag?" This bag was Chris's bag. The only one who stuck by it but never seemed to go through it. ANd when Deanna did catch him doing so, it was so fast you never saw anything. If she got one good look in there..
Her gaze looked back at David for a moment, blue irises narrowing for a moment. Her eyes were becoming tired and she could really fall asleep like she was. But the now found tension between Chris and David was a bit unnerving. It was usually her and anybody that pissed her off. With the radio still playing, she listened to the soft song almost waiting for anybody to say something. With Benny now quiet, she felt as though things would calm down. Just... let it be peaceful.[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none;font-family: arial;text-align: center;color: white;width: 390px; text-transform: uppercase;margin-top: -3px; font-size:8px; line-height: 11px;]hidden scrolling | lightsy loves you[/fancypost]
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[fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(http://68.media.tumblr.com/44a…8ITLi1qdpkdoo2_r3_250.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(https://68.media.tumblr.com/84…wyyuKCXw1r8lutfo1_500.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px; margin-top: 10px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; background: url(http://68.media.tumblr.com/8fe…8ITLi1qdpkdoo4_r3_250.gif) center; background-size: cover; border: none; border-radius: 400px; height: 80px; width: 60px; margin-top: 10px;][/fancypost] [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; height: 20px; border:none; border-left: 1px solid white; width:1px;margin-top:130px;margin-left: 7px;] [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none; font-family: arial;text-align: justify;color: white;width: 100px; height: 20px;text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: 1px; font-size: 8px; line-height: 10px; margin-top:115px; margin-left: -40px;][size=11pt][i][b]Deanna Ruth[/size]
[i][b]my friends are dead & gone[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-top: 3px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width:180px; min-height: 265px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 10px; text-align: justify; color: black; font-family: arial;]Deanna had to hold back a scoff as David began talking once more. She meant to hold her tongue, but it muttered out anyway. "You mean almost got us all killed." Though when that popped out, she felt her brother elbow her side. Benny's look was serious this time and he wished that his sister would be quiet for this. He wanted to listen in, see how everything went down. But it looked like it wasn't going to go down smoothly. Slipping his arms around his legs, he rested his head upon his knees. Benny didn't want this to go any farther than it already had. Everyone needed sleep and he could already see his sister nodding off against the wall. She wasn't paying any mind to what was happening around them actually. Her head was pointed towards the hole in the ceiling where you could see the night sky. She has to keep calm herself if she didn't want to be a Bitch to Chris.
Deanna didn't see why David was still trying to persuade Chris about some pants. Everyone knew that Chris wasn't going to give up anything. Let it be some pants for instance or maybe just a bit of water that he could survive without. One reason why the female didn't like him. With ten more reasons on top of that... But that was more personal and if she thought about them, she may go and rip his throat out. She personally would've given up already and not deal with the crazy guy. She supposed every group had to have some psychotic person. Though personally she was hoping for the one that was mad scientist psychotic. Not the one where you had to watch your back every minute of the goddamn day. Just... she wanted to pull David back and tell him to forget about it.
All eyes were set on karleee as she made her way over to Chris. They seemed to be getting along mighty fine lately. Well, if you call getting along him actually cooperating with Karlee and not just sitting there. But the things that were coming out of Chris's mouth made Deanna sit up from her position on the wall, her eyes narrowing a bit from the shock. "So, he's saying if we kill ourselves, we would be rewarded?" It's official Deanna has heard it all now. From Deanna's stand point, if there was hope it wasn't going to be some great oddity that would come after she killed herself. There had to be something out there. Even if this group hadn't came by anything of that sort, she had still a glimmer of hope.
Her hands fell at her sides as she felt Benny tugging on her to stay back. Unlike her, the male could see that something wasn't right. If Chris was talking about death, it honestly scared him to the bone. No one here was ready to die. Why do you think the group is trying to survive? None of them were ready to go, especially the two siblings. There had to be something out there to live for.
Her focus grew on how Chris had stopped fidgeting around. As if his hand had found something he was looking for. "Benny.." her voice was a whisper as she looked back at him, her eyes showing alertness. Wanting her own brother to stay where he was. "David I'm sure you can be fine for one night. Possibly just roll up the pant leg..." It was more of a murmur that came from her, not knowing if anyone else was able to hear her. But she was hoping for that.
(I apologize for this shit I didn't know where to go whoops)[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none;font-family: arial;text-align: center;color: white;width: 390px; text-transform: uppercase;margin-top: -3px; font-size:8px; line-height: 11px;]hidden scrolling | lightsy loves you[/fancypost]
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[i][b]my friends are dead & gone[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-top: 3px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width:180px; min-height: 265px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 10px; text-align: justify; color: black; font-family: arial;]Everything seemed to happen so quickly. Karlee was just standing there, trying to comfort Chris hoping that he'd calm. Though nothing went right. In a matter of seconds, a small pistol was out and on karlee's head. Deanna's first instinct was to jump in front of Benny, and that is exactly what she did. Her movements were quick and her eyes didn't leave the killer. How... How could he?! Or better, everyone had seen some signs and did nothing about it. Although mow was not the time For pointing fingers and blaming one another. Now was the time to act fast. Shoot first and ask questions later. It was one of those moments Deanna was keen to, having a feeling this wouldn't last too long. Her eyes stayed karlee's body for a moment, watching the blood seep from hr head onto the cold ground. It was sickening.
Her gaze moved back to Chris as he began to talk, as if this was a normal thing to do. Oh my god. Her hand slowly went down to her own gun, her mouth slightly open. "You fucking cunt..." Her voice was quiet for a moment, but it only got louder at the last word. Benny's eyes were wide at the scene, as he hadn't said one word since witnessing a dear friend's death. He hasn't noticed he had been holding in silenced sobs, as he felt the stinging sensation in his throat. But he had to keep his head up, just like his older sister. She was holding it in like a champ. Though the man could see her slightly shaking. With him behind her, he slowly stood up, holding his gun by his side unless Chris was to shoot Deanna. He wasn't going to lose the last of his family in one night. If This shit was going to happen, then it was going down with Benny on top.
But would the young man have to worry about that? Deanna's face was scrunched up at this point, her fists were white and she began to sputter curses. "You motherfucking bastard!" Something had been set off on Deanna. You would think that chopping zombies in the middle of the night would do its job. To hold her ground and think more plausible. But no. Deanna was in full mama bear mode and ready to attack. Cocking her gun, she put it by her side as she walked behind him, and with full force, hit the crazy man on the back of his head. Not knowing if he was going to go down or not, she threw a punch at the perpetrator. But after that punch, came another and another. Deanna could see blood now on her knuckles and her pants, knowing it'll never find out. But as she hurt this piece of shit, the adrenaline just went up.
Benny just stood in shock for a good moment. His gaze was just on his sister as this was going on. "Deanna!" He called to her, after finally getting out of his trance. Though the blonde kept beating even when you could feel the tiring of her breath. "WHY COULD YOU NOT KILLED YOUR OWN-SELF FOR THE ULTIMATE REWARD," the blonde hissed, stopping for a moment and examining the bloodied Chris beneath her legs. She could've sworn she saw a few stray teeth fall from her mouth, but who was she kidding. Her vision was becoming splotchy from the loss of energy.
She went to go in for another punch but she felt Benny grab her arm, hoping she'd just stop. "Deanna we have to think about what we are going to do about Karlee." Benny interrupted her, attempting to move her off if him. They couldn't just leave Karlees body here right? She wouldn't turn into a zombie since her brain was pretty much splattered but the respect that she needed.... all depends on the walkers at this point as if they were in their way. "Please Deanna, please." He begged her, before picking up both guns that were on the floor, sliding one towards David's way.[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none;font-family: arial;text-align: center;color: white;width: 390px; text-transform: uppercase;margin-top: -3px; font-size:8px; line-height: 11px;]hidden scrolling | lightsy loves you[/fancypost]
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[i][b]my friends are dead & gone[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-top: 3px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width:180px; min-height: 265px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 10px; text-align: justify; color: black; font-family: arial;]Once Deanna was off of Chris's pathetic body, she kneeled down on the ground, her breathing heavy. She couldn't feel her hands at this point. They were numb from beating the hell out of Chris and from the temperature that was dropping. She was just so [i]tired
and angry. That was probably one reason she went off on Chris like that. Everything had been building up for the past few weeks and finally she got to let it out. And honestly it felt good. For this time she had a reason to let it all out. A reason to almost kill something that actually harmed her in a way, where she had to protect and conquer as she wasn't going to lose anyone else. Not Benny or David. They were the last of her family now and if anyone else got in the way, she wasn't scared to rip them apart. Just take the pathetic parasite that was on the ground now, asking for help.
Blue eyes closed for a moment, a stray tear falling just before. Benny's hand was on her shoulder, gently shaking her. He needed her to get up, he needed to help make the decision about Karlee. Benny was still trying to stay strong as this all went down. Hoping they'd get over with the Chris ordeal and think about their friend. Think for the moment they actually had with her. That wouldn't be too much longer with the noise that was projecting outside of their small shelter. Benny stood up from where his sister was and let his own gaze fall on the one with David and Chris. Currently David had Chris against the wall and the sight was for sour eyes. The young survivor had never seen David like that, not even when they were killing the walkers. His lip began to quiver as he squatted next to Karlee, pushing her eyelids down so no one had to see the horrors through her eyes once more. No one deserved it.
"I'm not gonna touch him." Her voice was ragged from the rage within her, her eyes turning upon David to almost reassure him. She didn't want to be in the same room as Chris right now. She didn't want to see him, hear him or breathe the same air. But she couldn't for the sake of everyone else's well being. "After all this time, we just let him to continue with his way. Let his mind fuck around and we didn't do anything." Deanna was mumbling now, her head turning to see that Benny and David were closer now, of course over their deceased friend. They couldn't bury her. No, they wouldn't have time to dig a hole deep and big enough for the woman. Even if she was a child, it would still take too long to so. But with the look on David's face, he was probably thinking the opposite. They couldn't do it if they all wanted to stay alive... Even with just the thought of losing another made her muscles tense up.
The blonde slowly stood up, her legs still a bit wobbly from the sudden rush of adrenaline and the drop. They needed to get supplies together if they were going to be leaving. "Give me a minute." Walking back to the other room, she grabbed one of the spare bags that were empty, before coming Back into view with everyone else. Right there she began to push supplies in. Some food, water bottles, medical supplies and even a few blades of THEY needed it. Deanna even placed her bat at the end of the entrance, knowing not to leave it. "David, we aren't going to have time to bury her," she began, before tossing her brother a lighter that was usually kept for emergencies. "I have enough respect for her to not just leave her body here. We are going to have to burn her." At this bold statement she heard her own brother try to Interject. It was something along the lines as 'deanna she deserves more' but she wasn't listening to it.
"You know I'm right if you think about it. THEN Chris will have to deal with the stench of what he has done and what he is going to become." With that said she looked back at the man and had to resist the urge to kick him. Oh but he was right there and it would've been so easy! Knock him out and they could get out of there. "David please." Deanna would beg if he wouldn't listen to her. She knew that they never agreed but this had to be one way. One way that all three of them fould go unharmed. Not worry about Chris and get out of the walkers way just in time. Not to mention the fact that most great warriors were burned after their deaths, honoring them in they way. If she could just get them to listen.[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: none;font-family: arial;text-align: center;color: white;width: 390px; text-transform: uppercase;margin-top: -3px; font-size:8px; line-height: 11px;]hidden scrolling | lightsy loves you[/fancypost]
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[i][b]my friends are dead & gone[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-top: 3px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 180px; height: 265px; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width:180px; min-height: 265px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 10px; text-align: justify; color: black; font-family: arial;]The young survivor couldn't help but feel relief as David agreed with her. It was almost like a prayer was answered for her. But totally not in the way Chris was thinking... oh god no. But now they could avoid complications. Avoid having to keep track of the zombies That could come, and losing even more energy by trying to dig a burial place for Karlee. Deanna made her way over to Benny, taking the light out of his hands. She really shouldn't have given him the lighter, but she was really trying to make a point. A point where he knew well as her that they needed to do this. They couldn't stay here any longer with Karlee as she was now gone, and with a killer who could think and act for itself was right beside them. If they were to stay any longer they were sure to die. And she wasn't going to think about even staying here for much longer. "I won't make him do it. I'll do it." Her time was serious and that meant she wasn't backing down from the task.
Deanna had seen a lot of shit. She's seen worse things than what they were about to do now. Have you ever seen a person get torn limb from limb? It's not a pretty sight. Especially when you can hear their screams from it seems miles away, but it's only the sound that keeps replaying in your head. For almost she was thankful that the only reason they were burning Karlee was because of her death and nothing more. She couldn't imagine any one screaming like that again. Turning her attention back over to Chris, her hand came up and threatened to slap him. She wouldn't be surprised if her flinched or whimpered. "I hope you figure out a way out of here Chris. I really do. But its too bad you'll be on the verge of death and probably die not to far from here." The blondes voice was menacing, but not to the point of where it'd shock anyone to the core. As it wasn't too threatening. Just more of a smart ass remark.
Passing by her brother, she put the backpack around her shoulders ready to go outside. The two siblings followed David outside with Karlee and Deanna could hear Benny sniffling. "Benny go fetch Chris, and if he tries to hurt you, just stab him." She was half joking but not. She gave Benny a switch blade and glanced over to Chris. It was full on a death glare. Her eyes were like knives and it could kill. Chris even with his state of mind still knew how she was over Benny. Even before all of this happened. He would've been gutted on the spot if he even touched him. Yes, she knew Benny was capable of handling himself, but she was just too protective. It was always like that, and Now it would be like more than ever.
Watching Benny make his way over to Chris, he yanked him up from his arm making him follow him. His gaze was straight a head, trying not to show any weakness but it was there. Deanna could see it and he was sure David could as well. He didn't want to look like it, but the young man couldn't help it. Once they had gotten out of the store into the back, they were greeted by louder Moans. Deanna could see Benny cringe at it all, feeling the temperature drop about twenty degrees than it was from inside. With the wind and the night upon them it wouldn't surprise her if they actually freezed to death out here. "David I need you to set her down now."
As she waited for him to put her body down, she saw where Benny had gotten Chris and pushed him down onto the cold hard ground. Her expression was blank as the realization of where she was actually going to burn Karlee. It was gruesome but needed to be done. "Any last words?" She asked, almost in an awkward way. She knew the dead female couldn't hear them now, but she didn't know what the rest believed in. Taking in a deep breath, she gave them a few moments before she flipped open the lighter, the flame coming out fiercely. Her eyes stayed away from everyone else as she couldn't meet their eyes as she did this. She set fire to her pants, shirt and finally to her hair.
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hello! I'm Tessa and welcome to my plot thread. At this point I don't think it's very wise of me to even make one considering I'm tired as bleh. But I'm coming back to ff for awhile to see where it goes. I went to xanje when everything changed but I can't find partners I'm in need of advanced rps At the moment, I'm trying to gather my muse back and I feel like if I had some intriguing and action packed threads, it could totally boost it up.As of now I just really like one on one threads. I don't enjoy group threads and I don't think I ever will.
I also enjoy mature threads. You know the ordeal. Cursing, drugs, alcohol, occasional sexy time(mostly just implied not doing the DO) Because you know, it happens and we can't just brush it off like it doesn't. Look at the world we live in.And of course I'll address a few more thing before I name off what I'd like to do. I like my roleplays to have face claims and fancy post. It just looks much neater and aesthetically pleasing. Besides that point, you know the drill of advance requirements. Splendid grammar and for me 5+ paragraphs. Although low muse and burn out is understandable. Oh and note, I only do bxg and I play female roles. Terribly sorry - 1700's and up
- tumblr plots
- 20+ age plots
- angst
-adventure type
-romance (usually ties in with most things anyway)
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hello! I'm Tessa and welcome to my plot thread. At this point I don't think it's very wise of me to even make one considering I'm tired as bleh. But Im coming back to FF and see how it goes and I'm in need of advanced rps At the moment, I'm trying to gather my muse back and I feel like if I had some intriguing and action packed threads, it could totally boost it up.As of now I just really like one on one threads. I don't enjoy group threads and I don't think I ever will.
I also enjoy mature threads. You know the ordeal. Cursing, drugs, alcohol, occasional sexy time(mostly just implied not doing the DO) Because you know, it happens and we can't just brush it off like it doesn't. Look at the world we live in.And of course I'll address a few more thing before I name off what I'd like to do. I like my roleplays to have face claims and fancy post. It just looks much neater and aesthetically pleasing. Besides that point, you know the drill of advance requirements. Splendid grammar and for me 5+ paragraphs. Although low muse and burn out is understandable. Oh and note, I only do bxg and I play female roles. Terribly sorry - 1700's and up
- tumblr plots
- 20+ age plots
- angst
-adventure type
-romance (usually ties in with most things anyway)
-Western
-Black Sails
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OMG I love it
Like I'm already pumped on loving it!!
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Well alrighty.
If you'd like to make the thread or?
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alrighty and we can talk of details in conversation or pms!
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It's so nice! Do you want a character sheet like this for my character? And I hate to ask but I don't think I'll manage a first post soon. So if you'd like to ?
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Oh lord I'm going to apologize before I put it out because I haven't done one of those in so long and it may turn out to be shit. So bless.
And thank you. So much
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alrighty roo I'll try to get it up tonight!
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PRIMORDIAL ⎯
• {name} Arabella Van-Der Vow
• {nicknames} Bella, Bell, little bird
• {gender} female
• {pronouns} she/her
• {sexuality} heterosexual
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• {age} 20
• {date of birth} February 15
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• PHYSICAL ⎯
• ❧ write appearance paragraph here
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•★ ★ ★ •Boom click
•Boom another
•Oh would you look at that
• {eyes} green, though in certain light can appear blue with the mix of green. Her father tells her it reminds him of the earth.
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• {hair} a dirty blonde, though when out at sea it can become lighter from the sun always cascading upon it.
• {length} about to her shoulders, never passing her chest
• {scars & oddities} With her soft nature and tendency to talk herself out of things, she hadn't had the opportunity to gain many battles are.
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• {build} small boned, though with enough muscle to defend herself. Pale porcelain skin
• {height & weight} 5'6 140 lbs
• {gait} Strut, she is a proud woman. Being a woman, and being respected by the pirates? Come on, that's a plus.
• {scent} with being on the water, one can gain the smell of the musty water and sand. Though she does carry perfume around, being able to smell pleasant and earthy.
• PSYCHOLOGICAL ⎯
•★ ★ ★
•• {positive traits}
• Alert.
• Logical
• Knowledgeable
• Lively
• Poised
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• {negative traits}
• Stubborn
• Bossy
• Outspoken beyond the point of annoyance
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• {habits} sticking her tongue out to the side, interrupting,
• { likes} books, being in charge, music
• {fears} Death mostly. Don't you have to be fearless out on the great ocean?
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• {disorders} xxx
• {addictions} xxx
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• {beliefs} xxx
• {moral alignment} xxx
• {mbti personality type} xxx
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• PERSONAL ⎯
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•★ ★ ★
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• {relationship status} single
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• {crush} doesn't have the time to be thinking of silly crushes
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• {lover} nope
• {ex-lovers} there once was a man named Henry that asked for her hand.
• {parents} Her Father, mother deceased
• {enemies} xxx
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• PORTRAYAL ⎯
• {username} Tessa
• {nicknames} Tess, shithead, anything you want.
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• {theme songs} Badda
• Boom
•Bing
• {other} xxx
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♥ ― The white roses had already set their voyage towards the small island two days prior to their original date. Arabella had wanted to go on a later date, but considering wit her father growing older and harder to argue with she listened to him. Apparently there were to be dangerous storms approaching them, and her father didn't want that the bring havoc over something so tiny and easy. Bella being the responsible and respectful child she was, she had headed out on the high seas with her crew. There were about 20 or so men, along with a few extras unless someone either died, or was thrown off ship being utterly and totally stupid. Though rare, it could still happen between any crew. Especially with a woman being captain. There were men who had accepted the whole ordeal, but there were those few who would say sexist remarks. When such things would happen, she could rely on her right hand man, John Flint, a strong and big man to take care of it if she couldn't.
Arabella was a woman who could take care of herself, but when men like that are upon her ship, they have no place there. With her father not having any sons, she was taught everything well, that a lady had no business in. Or that's what British men tell her. Though with her respectable skills and negotiating, they learn to shut their mouths. Such as, their was this one man who just defied her. Didn't want to do any trades with her crew, or any contact with her family all because she had breasts essentially. At that point, she cut off all ties with anyone that even traded with the opposing men. Let's just say, don't cross this woman. She knows what she's doing and will do anything in her power to kept that way. Or at least logically.
Coming out of the captain's quarters, she could see most of her men above deck. The rest were probably below eating or sleeping to catch a few z's before their journey ahead of them. Her eyes fell upon John, her feet carrying herself towards him. "Anything happen while I was gone?" Her voice came out like a pleasant melody. Just like everything else about her. The way she smelt, held herself, and dressed. She would still wear the skirts and bodices, but adventures like these, she stuck with a simple button down, black pants, and tall boots to accompany her status. Oh, and don't forget the pistol and sword that stayed by her side.
"Nothing, ma'am. Just David decided to drink three too many rums and now he's a sputtering mess."
For Christ sake... A long sigh escaped her as her gaze investigated the intoxicated man. "For fucks sake, David what are you doing?" Her eyebrows rose in question and the man just hiccuped. Though the man did raise his hand and attempt to sputter some sort of nonsense. If everyone on her ship decided to hit the bottle last night, she might just hang them herself for piracy... Was it bad she thought herself more of a businesswoman than a pirate? She rather negotiate terms and agreements than cut off some bastards head to gain control. Maybe it was the sensitive feminine side, but if it came down to it, she wouldn't know what to do. "Get him below deck, no need in him to mess everything up."
Once getting her word out, she trotted up the steps to the high deck, seeing the island in view. Ahh, she could feel the relief already. But when relief comes, another anxiety comes up and that was the ship that had already dropped anchor.
You had to be fucking kidding...
One the ship was docked and ready to go, Arabella was the first one off that ship. She was NOT going to deal with that man. Everytime she had come into contact with that band of pirates, all hell broke loose. Alliances would break, lose a trade deal, once even in the West Indies when it was a large trade. And lord forbid... all the precious lives they've taken over the years. Oh god.
(Well this sucks. I assure you that the next will be better)