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"so..." hunter looked around. "where's that one dude? ivar... impacto?" he rose his eyebrows. "whatever his name is. the one you hang around with."
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"yeah him." hunter rolled his eyes and began pulling austin along. "why isn't he with you?"
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hunter grinned and grabbed austin by the hair. "no i don't think so." he replied casually. "ivar has fun with you all the time, it's my turn yeah?"
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"i mean..." hunter pushed austin back to the ground, straddling the younger boy with a wicked grin. "ivar can't have all the fun right?" he grinned.
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marp. you wanna just fade? :3
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would you mind starting? :>
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i looked at her and smiled, swallowing the food in my mouth before smiling again. "love you too..." i said in a whisper, not trusting my voice to go any louder.
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i held my stomach as i walked outside in the freezing weather. where did he go? it's been four hours! he didn't even leave with heavy gear on... i looked around and frowned, watching a bird flutter overhead. i heard loud sobbing, my heart clenching. i quickened my pace to a jog, then a run, then a sprint. "aiden!" i shouted. the man ran beside me and rose his eyebrows. "go get some blankets. lots of them." i said, he bowed before stopping and running the other way. i kept sprinting, my lungs burning.
i skidded to a halt and nearly tripped over the body of austin. i stared down at him before turning as aiden stood behind me, holding an armful of blankets. i grabbed the blankets and wrapped austin in them, sitting on the ice and hugging the smaller boy close. "what the hell happened?" i asked in a whisper. aiden stood still before turning and jogging off quietly.
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i watched ever-so-curiously as he got in my car, then proceeded to zone out. instead of waking him up, or... poking him like i normally would have done, i just let him think. he looked happy. his lips curled into a genuine smile and he fiddled with his fingers, the smile growing slightly as seconds passed. what i wouldn't give to see him this happy all the time.
i turned my car on, listening to it roar to life, then quiet down immensely. i turned on the radio just a tad bit and listened to it as i drove, looking out the window now and again. in my window, i saw his reflection, the happy smile still plastered on his face.
i made sure to drive slowly, going the speed limit as i drove. i was trying to drag this trip out so i could memorize that happy smile. now i knew that nearly every smile he flashed was a fake smile; forced. it made my heart break. whatever happened to him was probably incredibly bad, but i didn't ask.
when he actually looked like he was alive again, i still said nothing and drove quietly, the radio just barely being able to be heard. i didn't even know what song was on it was so quiet. i looked at the radio before shutting it off and grinning to myself. stupid ass song.
my phone buzzed quietly in my back pocket and i leaned forward, balancing the wheel with my knees as i signaled my turn, grabbed the phone and actually turned. i grabbed the wheel again after i had turned and put the phone to my ear, listening quietly to some girl talk about how i needed to bring stuff tomorrow for the presentation of some sorts. i agreed quietly, unrolling my window and spitting out my gum before rolling the window back up.
i hung up the phone and leaned back in the cool black leather seat, holding onto the wheel lazily as i watched through tinted windows the cars as they passed. i pressed a button and watched the windows untint so i could see the cars more clearly. as an suv passed, a small sketching was plastered on the back window. a sketching of a happy family, even some animals. the phrase 'i love my family' was plastered above the family. i found myself staring at the only other boy in the family. a small 'x' was above his head. maybe he died?
i continued to stare at he picture before realizing i was driving. i jerked my attention back to the road in front of me, watching the suv pull behind me and drive off to the side, parking in large garage. small children rushed out, happy and giggling. there were seven people on that suv, only six shown. four little girls, one older woman, one man. the boy was nowhere to be seen. i frowned and looked back at the family in the rear view mirror, my heart tearing in half.
i never really cared about my family before. but i always got jealous when i saw happy families. i never even knew my parents... did i have an annoying little brother? stuck-up older sister? two dads? two moms? the questions roaming around my mind 24/7 made my head hurt.
"devil! he is the devil!"
"did you parents not teach you manners?!"
"he's never going to get anywhere in life. look at him!"
"you say your sorry, devil!"
"now i see why your parents hated you!"
"you're nothing but a bastard child! born from rape!"
i ground my teeth together as i stopped in front of the house he had described. i took a moment to compose myself before looking at tyson and grinning, though i felt like crying. i knew it showed in my eyes too. so, i smiled so big my eyes closed. "there ya go mister pirate!" i said happily. "anything else you need?" i asked politely.
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i chuckled quietly, putting my plate in the sink, smiling at her. "i forgot where your room is." i laughed.
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i clenched the boy in a death grip, my gaze darkening. hunter. that one bitch... if i ever see him... "ill tear him apart..." i growled quietly, standing and picking austin up, making sure he was wrapped tight as i began to carry the smaller boy home.
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i was about to crawl into bed before i looked down at my shoes. "shouldn't i shower first or something?" i inquired.
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i smiled thankfully and grabbed my backpack, blowing her a kiss before stepping into the bathroom, stripping and entering the shower, wincing as the water his my wounds.
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after my shower, i dressed in some sweatpants, too lazy to put on any other clothing besides the pants and underwear. i crawled into the soft bed and winced lightly at the sudden coolness, but snuggled underneath the covers with a happy groan. "i like your bed~" i purred, shifting and giggling like a child from the extreme comfort i felt.
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"dude this is going to be awesome." red grinned, taking his own shirt off.
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"your face is red." he comment with a grin, hopping over to the shower and turning it on before looking at blue. "take your pants off!" he said casually.
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i kept my fake smile on until he shut the door of the car. the second he did, the smile dropped and i watched with a blank expression as he went to the door, then spent way too long trying to figure out which key opened the door. that kid's adorable.
i waited until he was in the house, the door shut before i put the car into drive and finally drove off, my gaze fixed on his creepy-looking house until i turned the corner. what do i do now? go back to the shack i call home? not a chance...
but i did go home.
well it's not even a house as much as it is a box. way too big for one person, too small for more than three. i never let people come to my house; it doesn't have anything anyone would like. no xbox. no tv. nothing. it had electricity and wifi, but that's nearly it. i only ever use the wifi for my computer and the electricity to keep me from living in a cold, dark box.
it's not even modern. it kinda looks like a painted log cabin. and it is. well kinda. the paint is peeling and most of the windows are broken. to think that i live in such shitty conditions are amazing; one of the world's seven wonders. the paint is peeling, the window's broken, the lighting is shot, the water heater broke, and i'm pretty sure it's haunted. but, despite the shitty box i live in, i have to admit, i'm glad to have it.
the house was given to me when i turned eighteen. i still lived in the orphanage by that time and i was so troublesome—what with school and being the oldest orphan—the owner gave me the house. when he said it needed renovations, i never knew it would need EVERYTHING renovated. the winters are a bitch in that house. it's like trying to sit on your porch in a blizzard.
i don't believe in god, but i really ought to thank someone for all the stuff i have; crappy as it may be. so, i made my own little family. i've deluded myself into thinking i'm a troublesome brother and son. my mom is a pretty blonde, tall, slim, perfect figure and an accountant. my dad is a gruff, rough, tough cowboy with striking features and he works at a sawmill. my little sister had bright red hair and depends on me for everything. my older brother is a druggie and i constantly bug him into giving me some of his 'fix'.
i got in the gravel driveway and sat in the car for a minute, seriously considering just living in my car. i had money; i could buy new clothes and food but... well that's it. all my money goes towards necessities. computer, clothing, food, blankets, bathstuffs. no one in school knows i live such a harsh life, considering i've been voted 'most cleanly' for two years now.
i finally got out of the car and trudged up the gravel into my box-house, pushing open the door. it squeaked with frustration of being disturbed and i shut it before it yelled at me anymore.
the smell of baking bread filled my nose which was slightly weird, since i normally cooked after i got home. then i remembered that i ran out of bread a few days ago so i made some this morning. i welcomed the smell and sat on a rickety chair, smiling to myself. it was a sad smile, like the ones tyson always wore. but it made me feel like i had emotions. it made me feel...
alive.
i listened as bugs outside my window chirped and birds tweeted. it made me want to run outside and become one with nature. but me living in nature is pretty much the same as a lumberjack fitting in with city-folk. i was too... clean for nature. i don't like being dirty, but i don't mind it either. if i really have to be dirty then so be it. but if it's just for shits and giggles? no thanks.
i'm an excellent outdoors-man, but being outside alone makes me sad. i should be living in this cramped house with a family. with a mother who's always tired and two little siblings who are always rowdy. i should be listening to my dad warn me about unsafe sex. i should be listening to my parents fighting about how we should keep the tv.
but i just hear the birds and bugs.
it calms me in a way. but also makes me pissed. everyone always complains about their siblings but i know for a fact they would kill themselves if anything happened to them. they complain about how stupid their siblings are. try never knowing who you're parents are, then we'll see who's complaining.
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i looked at her, the only part of my face showing now was my mouth. i smiled. "i'm so comfy." i commented, sinking lower into her bed. "my dad made me sleep outside most of the time and when i DID sleep inside he made sure to get the hardest mattress he could find and give it to me." i commented, my head submerging as i put both the pillows and blanket on my body.
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i shrugged. "i just like it. grew up with it." i commented, slipping under the blankets and turning on the tv. "what do you want to watch?" i asked.
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