Posts by Birdshadow

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    "What's wrong with smiling? The alternative is cowardice; giving in to every pain inside," mewed Hushpaw, a blank expression crossing his face. "I could give a million reasons for me to act like you seem. I've seen far too many things. But if I didn't smile, I'd be lost."

    Hushpaw's normal, widespread grin returned to his muzzle. "You're right about that." He let out a soft laugh and peered outside, then immediately yanked his head back. "Agh! Too bright!" The tom shook his head once and laughed once more.



    "What's your name?" he mewed to the she-cat, for he hadn't the slightest idea of her identity. "I'm Hushpaw, if you didn't know."

    Lastpath, a ruddy red tabby she-cat with a twisted nose that forced her mouth into an ugly smirk, darted through the trees, glaring at the tom behind the branches.

    It was the lavender thread,
    Packed in Mom’s sewing basket for
    As long as I can remember.
    Unmoving, so pefectly present,
    Like the Chinese statue on the mantle
    Or the flowers on my wall.
    Tingling
    With the aroma of laundry soap,
    Wrapped crisply, a kite string before it unravels,
    And the kite catches the air.
    Stitching my rips,
    Cleansing my tears,
    Sealed into little parts of my life.
    Like the jeans, skidding on concrete, sliced at the shin.
    For the teddy bear with one eye lost,
    Buried in the back of my closet behind preschool watercolors,
    Gleaming, with an iris of lavender.
    The needle,
    One eye
    Blinking,
    As it slides,
    Dips,
    In and out
    Like a swimmer surfacing.
    A connector of continents,
    stitching Pangaea.
    That lavender thread edges the quilt
    that warms me,
    and holds together
    The sweater that comforts me.
    Takes, seizes
    The fabric by its end,
    Tugs it to the second shore,
    Like a mother coaxing her child to play with the others.
    The thread, sure in its steps,
    Packed,
    Unpacked,
    As if we always traveled,
    Resting
    In the same place
    In the sewing basket,
    Next to the black and the green,
    Almost used, always refilling our hands.
    But the lavender thread seems infinite,
    Holding in it,
    Memories.
    The old thread,
    Worn,
    And frayed at the ends,
    But now wrapped around the smell
    Of comforting fingers,
    And apple pie.
    It’s warm and soft,
    Tiny pillows of cotton.
    A needle still attached to the end.
    It’s been through some hard times,
    And seen enough of mine,
    But it’s always been there,
    Never judged me.
    Almost a reminder
    Through the wool of my sweater
    And the down of my quilt,
    Of memories,
    And the sureness of hands.
    But when it all
    Comes down to it
    It can also show
    How easily
    Life can
    Unravel
    And that when something is stitched again,
    It isn’t always stronger.


    ~~~


    Well, it's not obviously sad, but I based it off of an event in my life that was quite hard, and I connected it with this thread. You get a sense of that in the last few lines.

    Lastpath glowered at him and poked her head out from behind the tree, her distorted face fully visible. "Yours truly, sir."

    "Fine. Nothing groundbreaking's happened, really. Just training and lazing around camp." His eyebrows furrowed the slightest bit at the flash in her eyes.