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Abraoke didn't realize that her eyes were nothing but pure, pupil-less white now. She curled up at the back of her cage and shook, terrified of this newfound ability. Terrified of her eyes. Terrified of the Twolegs. Terrified of the future and what it would bring. As she laid there, Abraoke prayed. Not to StarClan, but to her dead mother. She prayed that she would escape and be alright.
Brooklyn's expression looked conflicted for a moment, before she sighed. "The sensible thing would be to check out our room first. I want to check that all out things are still there." She huffed in defiance at the look Barney gave her. "What, you never know!"
"Then probably eat, because I'm absolutely famished. Then we have the rest of the evening and night to ourselves!" She called and with a little twirl, set off towards the elevator to the top floor, which their room was on.
Ankoku didn't see the emotion in L's gaze that was there for a split second, but she sensed it. Felt it, all the bottled up emotions rising to the surface for that single moment in time. It filled the small girl up, and her eyes flickered, cold gaze wavering, for a second before the mask of indifference slipped on again. "What sort of promise?" She inquired, pressing deeper for further information.
I shall post when I get back from school! xD
Well, you may know me as either Reverse or Darkfire, but I changed my name to Eskii. Just wanted to let everyone know I'm back from a three and a half month hiatus~
lolyaystalker! Thanks guys! ^^
Intrepidkit was bored out of her mind. All it was, day in and day out, was more strict orders and more harshly enforced rules set down by her mother. In the den by sunset. No being mean. Play-fight nicely and orderly. Rules, rules, rules, Intrepidkit was sick of them. She knew her mother laid down the law only because she loved her, but it was still unfair. It didn't help that she was her mother's only kit. Glancing behind her at the sprawling camp, she smirked and rushed out into the territory. Tonight was a night to break some rules.
Even though this was the first time Intrepidkit had been out into the territory, she already knew everything suprisingly well, and she grinned to herself out of that fact. Stale scents of the other cats from her Clan hit her scent glands. Suddenly, a strange scent bombarded her, a slightly sour smell. Intrepidkit wrinkled her nose, scenting a male cat that was obviously from another Clan. She guessed either RiverClan or ShadowClan, as she already knew ThunderClan's scent and that obviously wasn't it.
She slid forward quietly until dark ginger fur came into view. It was a kit, not much older then herself by the looks of it. What was he doing in WindClan territory? The fur began to rise along Intrepidkit's spine, and without thinking, she barged out of the weeds and tackled the other kit, willing to protect her territory from intruders, even if it was a kit.
ooc.} Sorry for the late reply! Dx
ic.} Intrepidkit tumbled away from the male ginger, springing easily back to her paws. She crouched low, ears flattened and teeth bared, but was curious about why the other wasn't fighting back. "You're RiverClan and in WindClan territory. It's obvious, isn't it?" She sneered, her hostility not yet spent nor quenched.
--- username Eskii
--- cat's name Four
--- position desired Forsaken
--- activity level ( out of ten ) 7-9/10
--- brief appearance and personality Four is a large, sturdily built tom, but he has obvious signs of malnourishment and abuse, and appears much smaller then he probably should be. If he had proper care and lived in a better environment, he would be a huge, muscular and formidable-looking cat, but sadly that isn't the case. His fur is a dark brown with darker brown stripes, and is very patchy and matted. His eyes are two chips of glowing ice. Four earned his name through the four deep, infected-looking scars that plainly marr his face.
This tom is reserved, and doesn't usually talk unless he finds his opinion is needed. He definately prefers expressing himself through action other than words. Although he doesn't look it, he is clever, and can outwit most cats quite easily. Four is a born fighter, though he doesn't like violence overall. Little else is known about him, since he is so quiet and keeps to himself.
--- other n/a
ooc.} I thought you already knew how? Dx
ic.} Intrepidkit's fur smoothed and her ears pricked at his last statement. She straightened then sat back, tilting her head. It was rather surprising how quickly her whole countenance changed. "Really? But there must be tons of kits in RiverClan you could be friends with?" She questioned. She knew there were plenty of kits in WindClan she could be friends with, but had never actually tried to communicate with. She found the idea of friends to be superfluous, really.
Well, to put it simply, I'm bisexual. I would date a guy, girl, transgender/genderqueer/intersexed, etc. Does that make you something else, or still bisexual? Don't know much about this kind of stuff...
On the internet, most people know that I'm bi. Of course, it's almost always easier to come out to internet friends. But in real life it's a different matter. Not one person knows that I am bi except for my best friend that I have trusted with everything so far and doesn't judge me at all (she's also a member of this site that I know irl. <3). There are three people I currently want to come out too: My other best friend and my parents.
For my other best friend, I don't really see too much of a huge problem coming out to her. Me and the friend on this site are really close with her and we do everything together, and I feel really bad not telling her about this since one of them already knows. She's told me about her problems with cutting and family life stuff, and I've told her about my depression and bulimia, so there should be no reason for me to not trust her with this, right? Wrong. I was talking with her a month ago or so and that topic came up. She told me that if she found out that one of her other guy friends were gay she would be disgusted and not want to talk to them. That definately put me off of telling her. Should I or should I not? She accepts all my other problems and I accept all of hers, but I don't know if she would still accept my sexuality even if we were so close after what she said about one of her other friends.
Now with my parents. They are the ones I'm more scared of telling. I really feel like they should know, even if they don't know about any other personal problems of mine. They aren't homophobic, and I've brought up the topic of, hypothetically speaking, if I were 'gay'. My mother said it would take a lot to get used too but she would have to accept it, because I'm her daughter. Saying that and actually knowing if I'm bi or not are two very different things. I still have no idea what my dad would think. I also am assuming that they will think I'm too young to know my sexuality, as I'm only thirteen. But I just know that I am. I have no problem with dating anyone and have always been very open-minded and have already dated a girl before as well, because I really did like her, not just because I felt I had to justify my suspicion of being bi.
What should I do for both? I need help.
Thanks for the help with the friend! I'm going to talk it over with the one I already told, because I'm going to need courage, but I'll either tell her today or tomorrow. Or should I wait until Labor Day weekend when me and her are going to be together for a camping trip, so I can tell her face-to-face?
I'll be willing to join! Does this just require you to have read the first book? I did, but I'm just starting Insurgent. Also, I'll be willing to play Tris, if we're playing around the books. What is the plot?
I think it's well time for me to redo my camp, it's so plain. Problem is, I have no idea how to do it on my own. So I'll just state what I want, and I'll have some other unfortunate soul do it for me. 
I'll be willing to pay FK, you can just state your price and as long as it's not an extremely unrealistic amount, I'll pay it.
P.S. Please only reply if you actually know what your doing! I've asked many people in the past and most of them were incompetent even though they said they knew how. And the person who last did my camp has gone inactive, so I can't ask her. ^^
[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify]Actually, that would make you pansexual rather than bisexual (: Many people confuse what being pansexual actually means because they hear the word genderblind and say "Oh that's me!" But in reality, genderblind is used to define something else completely.
Oh, ok. I've heard of pansexuals but I've never actually really knew what they were, but after looking it up and reading about it, that does sound like me. Thanks for clarifying! 
[align=center] As for your parents... Maybe just have them sit down and talk. Tell them, not to interupt, that you will be talking for a bit. Explain them how you feel. It seems the scariest to tell a parent something, even though, it shouldn't be! Your parents love you no matter what, so you shoud just tell them as well. They won't judge you, they will stick with you, because that's what parents are for! Have no fears.
[size=8][font=georgia]Thanks for that advice, I actually think I will do that. Just not now, I'm going to wait until my friend knows first.
Thanks for the advice everyone! <3
ooc.} Oh, whose teaching you? Is he/she a good teacher? Also, that's great! How do you become a 2nd/3rd Tier? Haven't spent much time in BloodClan so I forgot. ^^
ic.} Totally forgetting her previous hostility, Intrepidkit's ears pricked and her eyes glowed. Finally another cat to understand her! "I know, right?! That's the same problem with me. Most of them are absolutely horrible! I've also been labeled a troublemaking kit, so that probably make lots of cats stay away from me." She mewed sheepishly, hanging her head a little, even though she wasn't really guilty about her minor crimes.
Are you sure? Ok then, but just tell me if you want some FK because I'll gladly give it to you. xD
Ok, I want this pic for the background: <style>body{ background: url(http://www.everydesign.net/wp-…2011/10/Backgrounds-1.jpg) #000000 fixed;;}</style> I have it in code form because I can't re-find the picture and I really, really love it, so I hope that works.
Here is what I want for the header picture: http://oi49.tinypic.com/f1ldn7.jpg And on the right side, I would want the words "Eskii's CORNER" in white lettering, and I was wondering if you could make the font some sort of splatter paint sort of thing? I also don't want CORNER to be too much larger then"Eskii's", only make it stand out a little bit more.
I would like for all the other boxes to be a light lavender/lilac color, and all the words to be black in color.
Here is the song I want on my profile:
Did I skip out anything?
ooc.} That would be great to teach me, if you're up for it. xD When do you think you'll know everything? Also, that's pretty cool. I like making captured threads, so I'll do that once I have spare time and work my way up there hopefully. :)
ic.} Intrepidkit giggled along with him. "Same with WindClan. I've been sneaking out of camp and even into other territories just for some fun." She agreed with a smile. Suddenly a thought struck her and she gasped. "Oh my gosh, I totally forgot to introduce myself! I'm Intrepidkit." She mewed, slightly embarrassed as she dipped her head. Introductions had slipped her mind.
Sekhmet's paws sank into the sand on BloodClan's territory. Her tongue flicked out and lapped at the faintly recognizable bloodmarks staining her maw from her last meal. She had managed to snag a couple rogues near the border of BloodClan, leaving their carcasses to rot in the heat when she was finished. Ever since she was a tiny kit, all she ate was cat meat, and she refused to eat anything else. She'd rather starve to death then disobey the ways of her goddess Makila.
The she-cats black and white fur stood out quite prominently as Sekhmet strode out into the territory. She knew the sand belonged to BloodClan, just as well as she knew the moor belonged to WindClan, forest to ThunderClan, river to RiverClan, and marsh to ShadowClan. But in all honesty, she could give two sh*ts. Cats attacking her meant more food and gain for her. Then again, if she proved worthy enough to join, Sekhmet just couldn't resist gracing the desolate group with her prescence...
ooc.} Can cats believe in whatever religion they want in BloodClan?
