[ pls pretend this is b4 the potion fiasco ]
She had papers stacked upon one another, pulled tight against her willowy body. The first time she held this meeting she felt... strong, she felt untouchable, almost as if one day she could take over for her mother and rule as queen. She adored the attention she was given and relished in it. She dished out commands with little resistance, it was almost like she was walking on air and it was made for her. And now, the lightbringer looked over her subjects with mild discontent. She didn't wish to see their pitied looks, glances at her paw she recently tried to bandage herself (and almost mussed up in the process.) She wanted to continue to be seen as the unbreakable princess, as their shining star who brought light into their lives. For heaven's sake, her rank title was lightbringer, after all. She felt all she could bring now was darkness.
Her right paw reached up to instinctively, still, touch her crown. It was met with the delicate petals of her gifted flower, and for once not finding her crown right away felt... okay. A smile twitched onto her face as she decided against stalling for much longer, "Solarians of the Commune Guild. Gather, it's time for our... ah, check in," she called, and though her voice was immensely better from the smoke inhalation that she suffered, it still caught on something, her words tripping over themselves instead of flowing like water, like before, "I think this may be a long one but... please, bear with me," she swallowed and spread out her papers beside her, a bit hurt with herself for not managing to find a scroll like she had done before. Her wings lifted slightly as she spoke, implying that she was putting in far too much effort than someone should be for such a small meeting.
"Ambassadors, I wish to speak with you, first. With our conflict on the rise, we need to combat that with... nicer things. Solaris Kingdom needs to remain balanced, if that makes sense, and some of these visits were from weeks ago. If it's not too much trouble, I would like each of you to visit again. Claes G.D.
, Ver Million
, MEENAH //
, Amatus Casus
, and lemonlaw
are the ones I have signed up. Ryad -" her lips pulled back at the name, not in disgust or distaste, but in fear that his name would summon him, "Ryad can no longer visit the Sanctuary, and Ambrose is taking a break from their duties as a whole. This leaves - Heavens - Wind Haven, Sanctuary, and Thunderlands open. From my understanding, both ~THEA~
and Angelbeats~
applied to be ambassadors. Um, since Thea was first, I'll be offering her as Thunderlands' ambassador. Rolly, you can choose from the Haven or Sanctuary, if you're still interested. And anyone else - um, well, there's going to be one left. Speak up if you want to take it," she paused looking up from her papers and into the small crowd, "I also... I want someone to come with me on my visit to the Veil. It's much farther than usual and I don't want to be watched by someone I don't... I don't know fairly well."
Her breath hitched as she rolled her shoulders back, looking into her papers and shuffling them around for a moment or two, "We've... we've had a lot go on recently. Negative things that should be saved for the Warfare Guild meeting, but things we... can't ignore. It is a part of our job as Communers to help lift the Clan back into the light. Ambassadors, while you visit your Clans, please find small, fun events to do with them. And the rest of you, be moral boosters if you can. We've ran straight into a dark tunnel, and we... we..." she trailed of, her remaining claws flexing into her papers, "We need to bring the light at the end, closer. Talk about your ideas here, or go ahead with what you have and try your best. I will appreciate every last effort given," she pulled on an almost unsure smile, nodding slightly. She pushed her papers aside, finished with them for the most part, before looking over the guild, "Are there any questions? Any ideas?"