Posts by desiderio

slides my way in here

love & aphrodite haven't really interacted and!! i'd love them to because love will spoil her with homebaked goodies and sweets because he loves kady and her kids,,,

he will most likely call her afro for the fun of it just saying

!! mayhaps loveletter could be the ambassador to solaris kingdom?

kady's sudden call for a gathering surprised me. was this perhaps a meeting? but as she continued on, i realized this was not such, but that she was stepping down. my face fell lightly as i felt compelled to tell her that she did NOT let blizzardclan down, in fact, i think she made it better. but it seemed she wouldn't listen to that. so i stayed silent, listening to what she had to say. i believed canoris would be a good choice as leader; she had the passion for it. at the end, i gave a deep bow, a slightly tense smile crossing my handsome features. "thank you for leading this clan well while you did, miss kady. thank you for making me feel at home and loved. thank you for your leadership and inspiration to me." my voice cracked slightly, but i kept myself together as i got back up, my smile more genuine.

&. echo, on behalf of all of the members of blizzardclan, i can easily say you did not let us down. we understand that you have a life outside of feralfront, everyone does. you deserve to live that life. and with pugsley, that was so hard on you. i couldn't even imagine going through that with mac. i try not to think about it. i just hope you yourself are doing well. i think that this was the best decision for you, health wise. we love you <3

kady had stepped down.

it felt weird to me, not seeing her up there now anymore. it was like when aleksei had stepped down all over again, but this almost... hurt more. i was closer to kady than i was to aleksei. kady was, and is, like family to me. seeing canoris up there didn't either lift or down my spirits. but it was nice to know that we had someone like her as our leader. ready to take on the challenges of leading a clan, to be involved and connected, to inspire us like kady had to me. because kady trusted canoris, so did i.

padding up to the meeting, i hummed a quiet tune to myself as i bowed politely to the new leader, a smile on my face. seating myself in the front, i was disappointed to hear i had not been promoted- but i supposed i was not exactly surprised, either. shrugging it off, i rolled my broad shoulders back into place ass she continued. hyperia did have a ring to it, i would admit. but it felt like something was off. i would give my opinion after she had finished.

at her mention of needing someone to step up for assigning and reminding people to do weekly tasks and ooc prompts, i found myself speaking before i thought. "i could do it if you'd like, miss canoris." it was a responsibility, but after i had thought about it, one i was willing to take.

after she had finished, i brought up my idea. "while i do enjoy the name, i feel like there should be something more to it. we could take 'isles' from the previous name we thought of, and add it to hyperia? 'hyperia isles,' or something alone those lines. something more... descriptive, in a way." my suggestion was hopefully a good one, but if it was turned down, i wouldn't mind one bit.

&. HECK ninja'd lmao

i had to admit, i was honestly surprised when canoris came to me to inform me that there would be a private meeting between us and the other higher high positions. i had to say, i was happy she came to me- it made me feel in a way more respected. it definitely made me respect her a bit more, though my opinion on her hadn't changed too much. i hoped this meeting however would change that, and i could become closer to her and be able to call her "friend."

approaching the clearing canoris had told us to meet her at, i bowed politely to her- a smile forming on my handsome face. "miss canoris, mr. gabriel, 안녕하세요! that means hello in korean," i said with a smile, hoping that i hadn't taken the two of them aback with my sudden change in language. "how are you doing today?" i asked before she offered for us to take from the freshkill pile, picking up a dainty bird from the stock. i wasn't all too hungry, but was appreciative of her friendly gesture.

taking a seat by the new leader, i bent down to lay on the ground, placing the bird in between my paws. letting it sit there as she spoke, i felt pride and an unnerving sense begin to boil in my stomach as she mentioned my name and how she liked my idea for the new name. it honestly was a great feeling, one i don't believe i had felt for a while, and so i ducked my head in embarrassment. at her suggestion for the other name, i happened to like more of how hyperian isles flowed from the mouth. "hyperian isles in my opinion is a better fit, because of how it's like it belongs to someone, in this case hyperion. if that makes any sense," i chuckled to myself in unease, shuffling my paws as i began to eat the bird out of stress.

as for the exiles, i became quiet as my mind began to go a mile a minute- or in this case, a couple miles a minute. i was never one for politics and such, but i supposed with this rank, i had to start to begin to do that- wouldn't i? after a few moments of silence, i began to speak up. "... well- i know this could be rather irrational- but how about talking to them about it? i know they probably aren't one for that, but i've always been someone on the more peaceful side of things and tries to solve conflict through talking. if they aren't willing to listen from there, then we'll have to take action in some other way. maybe send them a message of sorts that we aren't ones to mess around with, and neither are our allies." i know it was probably a stupid suggestion, but it was really all i had unfortunately.

"as for allies, maybe we could look into volary flights? they're a neutral clan like us, and enemies with the exiles as well. they could be useful for if we ever happen to get into trouble with the exiles. the same goes for the sanctuary, they're in the same boat as volary flights. as for dropping any allies, i don't believe so, because i think the more allies we have the better," hopefully i was making sense. a part of me felt stupid and that i should just shut up, but the other part of me wanted to stand out and give as many ideas as possible.

at the suggestion of meetings every other week being held by one of us, i couldn't help but be surprised. me? us? holding meetings? it felt like such a high honor that i did not deserve. i had begun to dig back into my bird when canoris brought up the meetings, and stopped mid bite. after a few seconds, i began to chew again, yet it was slow and quiet. "you know, i think i will. i might as well get some practice in," i said with a nervous laugh, my mouth slightly full as i pushed the food to the right side next to my cheek as i laughed.

and then again canoris gave me another surprise. we were her trusted circle? i couldn't believe it. my jaw dropped slightly at the comment, but i managed to compose myself once again and close my mouth in time before some of my food may have become visible to the others's eyes. "excuse me, i apologize for that. i wasn't expecting such an honor!" i laughed again, noticing that i seemed to be a nervous laugher.

info / i had been gone for a long time. why? well, i had taken a small trip that ended in me injuring myself and not being able to travel for a while. i still walked with a limp as i approached the boats that would lead me to the top of blizzardclan- or had the name changed yet? i didn't know. taking a deep breath, i clambered into the boats hastily, making sure not to hurt my broken leg. once at the top, i fell out onto the ground, embarrassment covering my face as i lay there, unable to get up. "uh... hello? it's loveletter, i'm in a bit of a pickle..."

info / a blush erupted onto my face as miss canoris came forward, posing a question i hoped to not be asked. "... what happened?" an awkward chuckle passed my lips. "ah... yes, what happened. it's quite embarrassing, really. tripped over some roots in the ground, landed wrong so i hurt it pretty bad..." saying it aloud was even more embarrassing than it just being said in my head.

at her question, i chuckled myself- but then it hit me. would i be able to get up? trying to shuffle around, sharp pain shot up my leg as i swallowed a yell. shaking my head, i replied: "i believe we'll be having a chat until someone can help me to my paws," i laughed, knowing well that i'd be able to walk- or at least crawl- back to camp if i could get helped up. once miss canoris explained that they were now named "hyperian isles," pride surged in me hearing the name i suggested actually be used. "nice to hear my suggestion be made into a reality! i love the shortening to hyperia too. a great choice," my eyes closed in pleasure- as tigers were not able to purr- but merely be known to lower their defenses by not being able to see.

"thank you for the welcome back, though. it means a lot. it's great to see you again too," a smile crept onto my face as my gaze snapped over to grayskies. it was nice seeing familiar faces greet me first before some of the newcomers who had come while i was gone. at their joke, i did let out a laugh because of how- well, it was me they were talking to. me, hitting someone? it was just about as rare as... well, maybe it wasn't all too rare if i got annoyed, but i wasn't now so they had nothing to worry about. shutting my eyes, i suddenly felt small claws pierce into my shoulder- gookmal, who must have gone off to explore again while i was sprawled out on the ground. the momentary distraction allowed me to not think about my bone being snapped into place, causing me to jump at the sound of my bone being set into place as pain overwhelmed me. this time a loud yell escaped me as i squeezed my eyes shut, getting light heated. i never took pain well, and had always overreacted over the smallest things, so this wasn't exactly the best thing for me.

still keeping my eyes shut, i nodded my head at their words, holding my paw out for them to drop the poppy seeds into (which they hopefully had with them). opening them at an unfamiliar voice, i looked at andras just in time to see him bow, a smile coming to my face. "i would do the same if i weren't in this position- it's a gesture of politeness from where i come from," i explained softly, pain littering my korean accent. however, i was drawn away by persephone's call for me. bowing my head, i laughed quietly at her comment. it did seem like we were the only two felines at the moment. quirking an eyebrow, i commented on her observation. "wow, you're right! we'll rule them all," i joked, waving a paw at her offer. "no, no- please, just help me up. don't frighten gookmal though, he's been a bit jumpy recently." it was more so of a joke, but also in a way serious.

info / "i hope i'm not too late!" my voice rang out through the group as i slowly approached due to my broken leg, a smile covering my voice until i realized i was interrupting the training session- shit, they had started already. grumbling a couple cuss words to myself in my native language, i gave an uncomfortable smile as i seated myself, waiting until the next question since i had missed the one grayskies had just asked.

info / i had started to like miss canoris, if i had to be honest. she seemed willing to listen to others and come to a compromise, and i appreciated that. but something in me still missed miss kady- well, a lot. she to me was the perfect leader for us, and when she stepped down i felt something break a little bit inside of me. i had a feeling i wasn't one of the only ones that thought she would reign for as long as mr. aleksei had. sighing softly, i was lead to the small group when i heard the sounds of some familiar voices, and one that was unfamiliar. wrinkling my nose as my eyes laid on moss, i quirked an eyebrow at the thing. 'what is that?' upon further inspection i realized it was a small dragon- a helpless one at that- which caused my guard to be let down and a smile appear on my face. looking at persephone, i noticed all the ice around her and decided to be silent while the others asked questions to figure out what was going on.

info / coming up next to the two, i read the letter myself as a small smile appeared on my dazzling features. "oh, a market! i could bake some of my famous banana bread and perhaps some brownies!" my voice was giddy as i began thinking of all the things i could bring- but what to receive in return since i would be selling it? who knew, i'd come up with something later- or just give them away for free.

at miss canoris's suggestion and ask for help, i kept quiet for a moment as andras droned on. he seemed so eager to help- good, that was something we needed here in the isles. a small smile made its way back onto my face as i dipped my head calmly. "i'd be willing to help as well, miss canoris. i like andras's suggestion of a tree near camp, or perhaps we as a community could come together to create our own billboard? a fun event to get people together," i said with a slight shrug.

info / i was a heavy sleeper, but recently sleep didn't come as natural as it used to. so, to ease my mind, i would do what i was always seen doing- going for a walk. tonight i decided to bring gookmal with me to get him a bit of exercise, letting him run around my paws as i chuckled softly. the little creature was definitely adorable, and i loved him with all my heart.

at the loud sounds close to the ledge- however- i stopped in my place as i looked over in time to see andras jump up and some stranger trying to get to the top of the ledge. scrambling back as best i could with my broken leg, i winced in pain as i decided to just seat myself onto my rump, gookmal climbing up my arm in return. "what are you two doing? and pardon my possible rudeness, but who are you?" i questioned, looking at the ocelot at my second question. was andras helping out a stranger he didn't even know? i don't know why i was so worried- i would do the same thing. maybe it was just all of tension the whole group seemed to have since i came back.

info / the slightly panicked calls of my group mates dragged me over to the scene, my eyes widening at the sight before me. "나의 신..." i covered my mouth with my paw in shock, soon enough hobbling over as fast as i could as the shock began to wear off. "miss canoris, how can i help? could it maybe rest on my back so i can carry it to camp?"

info / it felt so good to be back home. i had taken a break to get away from my thoughts, so i had taken gookmal with me. it was only meant to be a couple of days until i tripped, thus breaking my leg and causing me to not be able to walk for a couple weeks. i finally was able to move around after some burst of adrenaline, the longing to be home with my family. so, i crawled home, collapsing onto the boat that climbed its way up to the top of the island and promptly falling out and not being able to get up.

the weird thing about coming back was finding out i wasn't paladin commander- or whatever the rank is called now- anymore, and the amount of newcomers it seemed that i had missed. biting my lip in regret, i wished i had honestly never left. all these thoughts were traveling around in my mind as i stood outside of my cottage, my head reeling. it wasn't under a flower i had been standing next to brushed my paw that dragged me out of my funk, dipping my large head to focus my attention onto the small blue flower that had begun to flow in the wind. a smile curved onto my extremely handsome features. "그게 다야!" a community garden.

making my way to the center of camp, i cleared my throat before raising my voice. "hyperians! i was thinking of making a community garden as a way to be able to bring all of us together and get to know each other better. would anyone like to be included?"

info / oh boy uhhh

i could see love being spiderman possibly?? because like we stan peter parker

but i also have like NO idea, so any suggestions?

info / i had asked to be solaris kingdom's new ambassador a week or so before my sudden decided travel, and now that i was back i supposed that it would be best to make a trip there to announce that i was their new ambassador. i had never done something like this before, but i found it appropriate to present them with my home baked goods- banana bread, brownies, cake, pies; i had just about everything in my woven basket. carrying it all in my large jaw, i shuffled slowly to the border, cautious of my broken leg. setting down my basket on the desert ground, i started panting instantly as i let go of the object's handle. shaking out my pink fur, i threw on a dazzling smile as i announced my presence. "ah, 안녕하세요, hello! i'm loveletter of blizzardclan, or now known as hyperian isles- hyperia for short. i'm a former paladin commander, and your new ambassador!" hopefully i was doing this correctly.

info / loveletter visited solaris kingdom!

ECLIPSE / open, hyperian isles ambassador

info / having a broken leg sucked ass. i was so slow going places, had to be more cautious while walking to make sure i didn't hurt myself. it was a pain, especially after traveling to solaris kingdom to do my ambassador duties. i'd have to go to grayskies to try to get something to take the pain away since it was starting to get so bad.

having just woke up from a nap, i groaned in pain as i went to get to my paws- but something felt off. i seemed almost lighter, and the soreness i felt was now everywhere in my body instead of just my leg. worry flared up inside of me. 'oh god, what's happening? am i dying?' not the most logical thought, but i was known to overreact to- well- everything. standing up, i didn't put pressure on my back leg, thinking it was still broken until i realized the bandages and such had fallen off. imaginary eyebrows furrowing in what was now confusion, my eyes snapped over to my leg. wait. i wasn't a deep wine red color before. and i don't remember having such sleek fur.

approaching the mirror i had conveniently resting up against one of my walls, my eyes widened when i saw myself. "oh, my god." i wasn't a tiger anymore (duh). i was a dog, a type i had never seen before. but damn, i was beautiful. my fur as i stated before was a deep wine red, getting slightly lighter as it got nearer to my legs and tail. my eyes were the exact same- a lighter shade of red, with dark red heart shaped pupils. my nose and paw pads were a dark pink, and my one paw was still crooked. it seemed like something i could never escape. oh, and i still had pink hearts under my eyes. shrugging my broad shoulders, i grinned ear to ear as i noticed the three earrings in my right ear; perfect. scrambling out of my cottage, i wagged my tail excitedly. "hey guys, it's me, loveletter! i'm all different and stuff!" needless to say, i was excited.

info / vale was holding this week's meeting? surprise filled my gaze as i approached the rock where i had just gotten used to miss canoris standing upon, giving out meetings. i assumed that miss canoris had started her new plan on having the high positions host meetings, and i felt somewhat guilty that i couldn't help out. giving vale an encouraging smile, i sat in front of her as she began to stumble upon her words and start the meeting. being welcomed back warmed my heart and i dipped my head in return, whacking my tail against the ground with happiness.

cocking an eyebrow at the mention of the hellraisers, some shock bubbled inside of me. what had happened? what did i miss? biting my lip with concern, i took in the information on wind haven's event and smirked softly when she mentioned my community garden. hopefully others would want to participate. sitting tight and waiting for the rest of the meeting, i chuckled softly as vale began to fumble around for the note.

info / a smile crept onto my features as i walked up to the serval. "oh, i just returned from a journey as well! what a coincidence," of course, i didn't know that everett had been gone for a long time- and rather i didn't know him at all. keeping my smile however out of kindness, i bowed slightly in politeness. "i'm loveletter. a pleasure to meet you, mr. everett! in case you didn't know, we've changed our name to hyperian isles- hyperia for short. i don't know how long you've been gone for, so i thought i'd let you know." i said with my heavily accented voice, letting out a yawn from my exhaustion.

info / me, yelling because love needs some good ass friends and i feel like he and everett would get along really well,,,