NAME: sun - sunpaw - sunhalo
ALLIANCE: riverclan
RANK: apprentice
AGE: 12 moons
GENDER: female
ORIENTATION: bicurious
APPEARANCE:
short fur, but still downy and soft and feathery. her fur is a pale fawn color with barely - there highlighted tabby markings. her fur is notably glossy but slightly plush to touch. her build is admirably sleek and lithe, comparable to the build of a ballerina. her voice is lilted and smooth. her eyes are upturned and feline with pale golden coloration.
PERSONALITY
esfj / gemini /
sunhalo has always been a little angel. when she was born, a kit named sun, she was arguably the most amicable of the litter with an idyllic and angelic air to her. even now, after being split from her parents and the frequent attacks launched onto them by loners as kits, her sensitivity and warmth remain her defining characteristics. It can be hard for sunhalo to open up and trust a new person, but once she does, she doesn't let go. she's a friendly, caring, and protective angel and holds her loved ones in high esteem. she does however rely heavily on her loved ones to give her confirmation and externalization when stressed, and without them become frayed and unhealthily flighty and reactive. her mental health is essentially contingent on her loved ones; without them sunhalo can really struggle to hold herself together. usually her first instinct is to run and be conflict averse but she will gladly stand up to conflict if one of her loved ones is caught in the fray.
sunhalo is an empathetic, warm being, and if you find yourself a friend of hers, you know you’ll be be looked after and cared for for a long time coming. her willingness to trust has shifted as she ages, and she tends to be slower to trust and keeps a bit more reserved until sunhalo can confirm they're in it for the long run. she never gives up hope on seeing her parents again, but their departure definitely played a role in her new wariness of others. as she ages, she becomes more calm, more like the tranquil kit she was. she's quite interested in nature and religious as well, often relying on the two for relaxation and happiness. she's quite laidback and can usually be found basking in the sun or taking strolls lost in thought. she can be practical however, one of her flaws is being too idealistic and relying too much on prayer and unrealistic thoughts to get her through something or find an answer.
she can sometimes come off as grandiose and finicky but she tries her hardest to be as agreeable as possible; which oftentimes gives her a complex if someone doesn't like her. she's a cat very concerned with her image, and tries her hardest to portray herself as picture perfect. she tries her hardest to protect the image of her loved ones as well, and will defend them to the end and try her best to maintain their integrity should they be talked down upon in front of her. as she grows older, she becomes more refined and her elegance can be noted as she ages.
NEGATIVE TRAITS: bombastic / finicky / grandiose / mistrustful / idealistic / proud