The kitten listened, unable to prevent herself from feeling a flush of disappointment at the news. On her journey to the Kinship Circle's lands, she had tried to keep her expectations reasonable, but it had been hard. She was only a child, and from their first — albeit brief — meeting, they had struck her as being all-knowing. There was a quality of mystique surrounding them, the natives to the land which her and the rest of the Earthlings had been transported to in the midst of one, fateful, night. They understood what her and her clan didn't, even warning them as much, cautionary tones informing them that there were secrets that they did not know of. Now, she was being told that these secrets did not hold the answers that she so desperately needed.
"Oh. . ." Trailing off she would take a moment to consider the implications of what was being said, her gaze fluttering from the mare to the — well, to Eiva, who was of a species Billie had not seen before. Normally, she would have been fascinated upon meeting a new kind of animal, but for now she could only think of the unfortunate words that they were saying. "I don't understand," she would hesitate to ask this, as she tried to tie together the meaning behind their words, their inexperience with violence. "Did we bring. . . Bad things into your world?"
Although it was not her doing, she felt a bit guilty. She had had difficulty transitioning to the cold of the Harrow Desert at first, but now that she was there? She was quite happy, it felt like home. But it had not been at first, none of it had. It had been theirs and, in a way, she supposed they were invaders. Suddenly feeling very uncomfortable, as well as crestfallen, she would lower her gaze to the ground and scuffle her paws, not knowing what to say. Her verdant gaze revealed her shame and her upset, a storm of turmoil and quiet sullenness. This was the only thing she had thought of, the only idea, and now. . . Well, now she was feeling bad for another reason, in addition to the one which brought her there.
Nevertheless, she recognized that she needed to answer the second one to speak to her. "I. . . Can't stay tonight, thank you though." It was a kind offer and she was, admittedly, tired from her travels. But she had to return to camp before she was missed. And besides, she thought before explaining, "I am learning to heal and I don't want to be away in case something bad happens again. My family, they need me. I will be okay traveling on my own, don't worry. I've visited both Blizzardclan and the Rift on my own and I'm good at remembering my way." She could also shapeshift, and transforming into a bird helped her splendidly when she took on long distances.
"Um. . . Anyway, thank you, I know you both said you don't know anything that would help, but — Well, thank you for talking with me and offering me a place to stay for the night. Be careful of your own babies, the one who hurt ours is named Mingan so. . . Just be careful." Now she fumbled over her words, something she often did when she was out of her element; this had not gone over the way she thought it would, and she didn't know what the correct course of action was. It was time she took her leave, but she did not want to do so impolitely. Furthermore, she was left with even more questions than answers. And though it was time to bite her tongue and hurry home, she couldn't resist asking just one.
"Can you tell me something about this world? Anything. Even if it won't help me now, maybe it will help me later."