Posts by Ella Ashworth

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ —  tavi I can make in a few minutes, and sorry for the delay! I was working for a bit, and before that I was playing Neverwinter xD

Kady Keyper They can be friends! It may take some time for Ella to become emotionally attached due to her issues, but it can happen!

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — The feline's entire body tensed up as she heard someone fall nearby. Snapping out of her thoughts, terrified green hues scoured the forest before landing on the kitsune. Her body kept still as she looked over the male carefully after hearing what he said. From his body language his seemed to be having trouble, but something felt off to her. Something just wasn't right with him. What though she couldn't quite figure out.

Going against her better judgement, Ella approached the male with a small frown spreading on her features. Judging from his scent there was no way he was from BlizzardClan. She had never been to his group's territory so she didn't know where he was from. All she knew was he was having problems, and that she could probably help. Even though it would likely end terribly she still always felt the need to help others despite the risks.

"Can I get you something to eat? Maybe some water?" The female asked as she looked him over. He didn't seem to have anything else wrong with him physically. Maybe the reason he was dying was due to something internally? Food and water should help the situation, but she was no medic. It would take her some research and time to figure out if he had anything serious or not. Hopefully he wouldn't die anytime soon.

Looking back at him she realized she hadn't introduced herself. Hard to have someone trust you when they don't even know who you are. "My name is Ella. What is your name?" She asked feeling that customary questions were in order. Being the self-conscious and polite person she knew she had to at least say her name. She had forgotten that once already when she first joined BlizzardClan. She couldn't forget to again.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — I can make it. Just let me know what you think would be the best way to have them start their initial thread since I'll be making another thread at the moment.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — *throws Ella in here* She needs more friends and all so here ya go. She can teach him about plants and herbs which he can use for other recipes and such, and he could teach her baking in exchange since she has no clue how to.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — Honestly, things had been a little off for the feline recently. She didn't feel like she was doing much for anybody, and it bothered her immensely. It actually had gotten to the point where she couldn't sleep recently. It was odd not doing anything for others since she had always been the caretaker of her family. Taking care of people was all she knew. To not do so was quite....odd. It just didn't settle well with her. Not one bit.

Ella had been walking around the territory tending to some of the flower patches when she noticed the catsune nearby. She remembered how troubled she seemed when they first met. It was like there was something making her so sad that she had to become seemingly irritated at everyone. She had seen that look in her father. The only difference was he had become an alcoholic in order to deal with it. The female really hoped this wasn't the case with Tavi.

Approaching cautiously, it was clear she was unsure of what she was doing. Her entire stance showed anxiety and her shy personality. Then again, she had a right to be. She didn't know Tavi. She didn't know what she was capable of. So, to be safe she approached slowly and made sure to keep her voice low in order not to startle her.

"Is everything alright?" Ella asked as she kept a respectful distance from her. As said before, she wasn't super close to her. She hardly knew anything about her other then her slight temper and her demotion. Other then that, and her name, she was practically a stranger. Even then though she knew she was troubled, and being the selfless person she was she wanted to help. That was exactly what she was going to do.

// tavi Oof this is awful. Well, here you go!

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — It was a nice day in BlizzardClan. The birds were chirping, flowers could be found everywhere, and the sun gave just enough heat to make things comfortable. Thing was, even in a patch full of flowers the feline couldn't help but feel sad. It could even been seen on her face with her subtle frown and slightly pinned back ears. She was having an off day, and it wasn't hard to notice.

No one could really blame her though. Only days ago she had left everything she knew behind. Even with everything that her family had done to her she still missed them. What she missed she wasn't sure. Maybe it was the security of knowing what your life would be? She was pretty much just a worthless being to them that they could just tell what to do. Her life would have amounted to nothing if she had stayed. Now though there was so much uncertainty. So many things could happen, and she couldn't predict anything that could go wrong or right. She had no idea. All she knew was that her life was full of options. Options she wasn't sure she liked having at this point.

Ella glanced over at the buttercups that grew beside of her. They kind of reminded her of the small good time she had in her life. Most people didn't know, but flowers were what probably saved her from madness. They were the most pure things she had ever encountered. She loved that about them. Though roses had thorns and some could be poisonous, they still had that beauty. That feeling of joy that they would sometimes bring to other people when seen. It was something that she would always treasure about them. Their purity and happy feeling.

Laying her head down near the smaller flowers, she closed her eyes for a moment. It was obvious to most she wasn't asleep due to her breathing pattern. No, she was just thinking about her family and all the things leading up to her current position.

// Kady Keyper Wow, another fail. Then again, it is a little past 11PM. Well, here ya go since I have no real plot ideas except for her missing her family for a while!

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — I could honestly see this being a friendship though it would be a little tough due to them being of enemy groups. Since Ella doesn't know a lot of politics though it could work. There could even be a little angst (not much) if Jetta didn't tell Ella she was from the Blackheart Rogues and then Ella found out about it. Up to you if you want to do this though.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — Alright, sounds good! Just tag me when the thread is up! You don't know how excited I am right now

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — Ya, it probably could get resolved. It would take a hot minute with Ella's trust issues, but it could.

Who would you like to make the thread?

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — See, Ella wouldn't be angry. If anything she would just be sad, hurt, and lack trust for a while.

BlizzardClan borders are more likely as she is still new to the clan and doesn't want to end up seeing her family

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — Ella watched her carefully as she spoke claiming she was fine. She knew better then most people that she wasn't. From what she had heard earlier she had been through quite a bit. If it was recent she wasn't sure. All she knew is the catsune was suffering, and she wasn't going to let that continue for long.

Noticing the hesitation in her voice, the feline listened as she asked her for her name. "My name is Ella. I just recently joined BlizzardClan," She said deciding it would be best to explain why she probably didn't know her. Deciding to be a little more daring, the female moved a little closer before sitting down. She wasn't very much closer then before, but it was still a clear indicator that she wanted to comfort the ex-deputy.

"Are you sure everything is okay? You seem troubled," Ella said not hiding what she saw. She didn't come off blunt though. No, she came off more concerned then anything. She had seen how some people had reacted to her during that event. Honestly, it wasn't really a pleasant thing to hear or see. All that aggression in the air had made her uneasy.

Looking at the catsune with worried green hues, the feline kept quiet waiting patiently to see if she would tell her the truth.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — It wasn't long before the flower crowned feline made her way over to the growing group. She recognized pretty much everyone currently except for NPCs she never talked to. It made her feel a little more at ease knowing that she would be in company she knew for this meeting. Even with this company though she sat near the outermost part of the crowd. Since she still didn't know whether she could put her full trust into these people she figured it would be the best spot. Somewhere where others couldn't get to her to quickly, but close enough so that she could actually hear.

She made a note to visit who she assumed to be their allies for the sleepover. Funny since she didn't even really know what one was. She just knew it could be a good event to go to in order to get to know the others. She also made note to go to the clan defense training class and the medical training session. The medical training she was more interested in though since she didn't really like aggression and fighting.

Making sure she would remember these things, Ella waited patiently for the next part of the announcements to be put out.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — Ella listened intently as she introduced herself, and announced her rank. It definitely hurt her saying her new rank. She really couldn't blame her as being demoted probably felt awful. She knew if she was demoted she would have been struggling to figure out what happened and how to fix it. Tavi though was clearly different and seemed to deal with it in a more common manner.

"Well, would you like to talk about it? Maybe I could help," the feline offered as she looked at the older catsune. She wasn't entirely sure if her help would be the best, but she would surely try. She had heard from a couple people she helped during her travels that she gave good advice. If only she would be able to follow that advice. Maybe then she wouldn't be so fearful and distrusting of everyone and everything.

Ella waited patiently as she looked at Tavi with hopeful green hues. She really did want to help her. After all, it was pretty much the only thing she had going for her. Her ability to help and tend to those in need. Some could say she could be manipulated easy because of it, but she saw nothing wrong with it. She just figured if she couldn't help herself then might as well be of use to others.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — And Ella was the one Jetta needed. Being she was quite new to BlizzardClan she was currently unaware of most political standings. It would be quite easy for her to be fooled into thinking someone was an ally when in reality they weren't. Most would call her naive for it, but really she just wasn't filled in on it yet. Soon enough though she would figure things out. It would just take her a bit of time.

The flower crowned feline was exploring the territory once again hoping to memorize more of the land. Not surprising as she wanted to know pretty much as much of the clan as possible. It was her new home after all so might as well. She couldn't deny though that she still wasn't sure how to feel about her decision. Leaving her family was a tougher decision then she had anticipated. It was hard leaving them after them becoming so dependent on her for so long.

The female snapped out of her thoughts as she caught an unfamiliar scent near the border. It didn't quite smell of the loner lands, but it definitely wasn't a group she recognized. Maybe it was someone in need of something?

Coming closer to the scent she noticed the ebony colored feline. She couldn't deny that the clouds were unusual, but she didn't really judge her for it. She was still a person. She just happened to have quite the oddity.

"Why hello. Can I have your name and business here?" Ella asked as she approached in a bit of a hesitant manner. Even now she still couldn't help but approach people cautiously. She should feel a little more confident since she had an entire clan to help her. Thing was, she still didn't feel security. She didn't know those people well enough to tell if they would be willing to defend her or not. Some of them she probably didn't even know the name of honestly. With that said, she watched the stranger carefully waiting for her response to her question.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — Ella gave a small nod as she listened to her. So she used to live her? Had she been exiled as well? Judging from the fact everyone hadn't suddenly appeared she doubted she had been. Hard to tell though considering she wasn't entirely sure about the way the clan was run. She would continue learning though during her time there.

"It is nice to meet you Jetta. My name is Ella," the feline said formally introduced herself to the other though a little embarrassed by her nickname. No one had ever really called her something of that sort before. Then again, she usually had insults slung at her left and right before she came to BlizzardClan.

Tilting her head slightly as she removed the feeling, she soon realized what might have been off. Had Jetta lost some of her memories. It was a possibility as she had said 'discarded' instead of any other adjective. With the word discarded it meant thrown out and lost. Maybe something happened and she wanted to remember? That was probably it.

"So you're here for memory recollection? Anything in particular you are trying to remember? An event someone told you about, or where something is?" Ella questioned as she also named some scenarios. She had never had a problem of forgetting things. If anything she remembered too much. All of the awful things in her life she remembered quite well, but she never held resentment or hatred towards them. After all, she felt she kind of deserved it for failing her family so often.

With that said, the flower crowned female quickly decided she was going to help Jetta out with regaining some of her memories.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — With a small nod, Ella listened to every word carefully taking in every bit of information. Honestly, she could understand where she was coming from on her thoughts. With things happening as she had told her she couldn't blame her for thinking he hated her. There were a couple things though that she found a little flawed. She wasn't entirely sure if the next few words were going to come out right, but she hoped they would.

"I understand that feeling, but I don't think he hates you as a person," the feline said as she looked at her sincerely. "I could be wrong as I don't know him on a personal level. Judging from what you told me though he probably had someone appointed quickly since the position is so high," she continued hoping everything would make sense to her. As much as she wanted to just leave her thoughts be she wanted her to understand she may not be hated after all. She was right, she didn't know Aleksei well, but she could understand at least that part of his decision. "If the scolding and demotion were necessary I'm not sure as I wasn't there. I just know that it takes more then one thing to have someone hate you and everything you do," she finished and gave the catsune a small, reassuring smile. She really hoped she would understand where she was coming from.

Now was the part she may end up hating her for.

"If you feel like things get too much then I would recommend either talking to him directly, or you can always talk to me. I'm sure if you keep things civilized he will listen. As for me, I'm always willing to listen and help when I can," she offered hoping her advice would be for the best. If she felt she couldn't talk to him then hopefully she would talk to her before everything in her exploded emotionally. It wouldn't be good to have a clanmate blow up in people's faces due to pent up emotions.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — For once Ella's eyes seemed to brighten up as he gave her the task of creating a camp garden. Honestly, flora and anything having to do with it was her specialty. Hopefully she could have others help her out with it so she could make it end up something quite spectacular.

"I will get right on it!" the flower crowned feline chirped as a more genuine smile spread across her face. Maybe this would help her get her mind off of everything that she had been down about recently. Well, looks like she should get started as soon as she possibly could.

With that said, the feline began heading towards camp thinking of all sorts of flowers and plants that could work well together.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — Feeling another's presence nearby, Ella barely opened her eyes and glanced over at the larger dragoness. Kady she believed was her name. Though they hadn't spoke much, she knew her as the stressed out deputy. It was clear even now she was a little stressed. She didn't have much room to talk as she was just about as stressed as she was. Usually she would try to cheer her up, maybe help her out, but what it looked like to her was that she needed some peace.

A small smile crept upon the feline's maw as she closed her eyes once more enjoying the sunlight. Unlike her she enjoyed the daytime. Most of the flowers bloomed during the day, and it was also a lot warmer. She had spent enough nights being alone in the cold so to enjoy some warmth always made her feel good. It was just one of her little quirks. Actually, maybe she could do something a little special after all.

Opening her eyes, Ella stood up slowly as to not disturb the female. Once fully standing though she moved a little ways from her and began to set to work. Moving her paws around the ground, she carefully got the flowers moved and planted near her new creation in the making. As she moved these flowers though a bit of moss was beginning to show on the ground and grew larger within moments. It was the one thing she actually liked about herself. Her ability to create life.

After a few moments she finished up and smiled a little wider as green hues shown with pride. Before he was a bed of moss large enough to actually fit the dragoness. Moss usually was much more comfortable then some flowers due to the plushness of the plant.

"Would a moss bed be a bit more relaxing for you?" Ella asked as she laid down not to far from it. She had to admit, the moss bed would likely help the deputy relax a little. From what she could tell from her first few days she probably needed it too. With Tavi being a little bitter, and the recent predicament with the exiled member, she could really use some relaxation time. So, that was what she hoped to provide her.

//I don't know if that was for my muse, but if it was then thank you!

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — The feline kept silent as she listened to the other intently. So, she was looking for her last name? It made sense as the last name usually linked to family and various other things. It was a link to a past she may have completely forgotten. Funny because she wished she could forget her past life sometimes.

"Honestly, I just joined not that long ago so I'm not sure," Ella said answering her question. It was true, she had only joined BlizzardClan within the week. She was still learning about all sorts of things about clans and groups like customs, allies, enemies, and various other things. She still had no real idea exactly how everything worked which was why Jetta had said an advantage against her.

"About your last name, maybe we could try going to places you are familiar with? Did you make a home or dwelling here?" the flower crowned feline questioned. She knew it was a long shot, but she had to figure out something to help jog her memory. Hopefully she didn't forget too much of what happened in her time there. If she had some places she remembered then it would probably help them find that memory.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — Ella listened intently as she explained what had happened. She had to admit, being rude to others never really got anyone anywhere in pretty much anything. That was a wrong in her mind. The second part though was what caused a small tilt of her head. She tried to help someone and send them off? Then got scolded for being a good person? That was actually pretty sad. Did Aleskei not listen to what she had to say? If so, then he was the one in the wrong in her mind.

"That is terrible and quite rude of him. From what you told me he didn't seem to listen or care about your feelings or words," the feline said being completely honest. The fact that he tried seeing it as a 'pity act' was awful too. She knew some people were like that, but he couldn't assume she was doing that. Some people in the world were sensitive and didn't take things like that well. It wasn't a 'pity act'. It was just someone being responsive to someone irrational behavior.

As a small frown crept on her face, she looked at the catsune with a mixture of pity and worry. "It seems as though others are simply going by his words. Honestly, it is quite shameful really. Though the leader is the highest of rank, people should still make their reasoning based off of what they see. Basing off of his words is like being a mindless follower," she continued speaking her mind for a rare moment. She wasn't wrong, if people were to follow others without question then there would be a serious problem. People would lack their own thoughts and feelings. Instead they would shape theirs around someone else's. It just wasn't right to her.

"I admit, being rude is one thing but helping someone in need is not wrong. Especially since you weren't going to heal him in camp, and would send him away after he got what he needed. All of what you told me is unfair," Ella finished as her frown grew a little larger with her words. Why couldn't people listen to all sides before making an assumption? She almost wished she could be brave enough to face Aleksei and tell him her thoughts. Sadly, she was much to shy and was afraid of possible aggression.