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the female was eager to join as she padded over. “i’ve never dated anyone, i’ve never smoked and yeah i’ve hunted for food. i’m a wolf what else am i supposed to do? never have i ever been in a war.” she would respond, not positive of how she should co tribute to the game.
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deepspeed
lansea
“SPEECHHERE”
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the female would nod as she answered the female’s wishes of joining. “of course, we would be glad to have you. please, make yourself at home.if you’d like i could show you around?” she would offer, as she nodded in allowance of the female’s joining
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“alright then, could you perhaps organize a talent show for anyone interested? ” she asked, thinking that it’d be interesting to kick off the new year with everyone showing their talents. perhaps those they had discovered over the past year?
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it was always when she was minding her own buisness. she could be sleeping, relaxing in the warmth of the sun, or even on a walk when he would always find her. and in no way was it a coincidence. his voice, his scent, everything about him drove memories deep into her skull, her brain, which would surely bring the emotions of pain, suffering, hatred, anger, hurt and betrayal to life, swirling in her eyes. she would have expected the actions of him upon her father to come from his father. not him. how could he do that to her? why’d he have to be the one to kill her father?! couldn’t he have stood up to his father for just once in his miserable life?!
raising her lips back in a snarl as he neared, she shot him what could only be known as “the death glare.” “you?! just want to talk? to TALK? why? i have nothing to say to you. what could you possibly have to say to me?” she growled as she paced closer and closer to him, her intent being for him to back away the closer to him she stalked. she decided to ignore his comments of her “warm greeting”. why? well, it was only what was expected of her. and she didn’t wish to get yelled at in front of him by taking things too far. how humiliating that would have been. and he would have eaten that up. god, he wouldn’t have known what to do with himself.
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if only looks could kill. “then start talking mutt. ” she snapped as she backed off a bit. what did he mean she didn’t know the full story? sure his father had threatened the pair, but it wasn’t like he had to listen still. who cares about what he would have done?! he could have just avoided her, and not taken pitt on her by becoming her friend and this all could have been avoided. hmph. i bet your mangy hide that “you didn’t mean to hurt me.” if you felt that way then woudn’t you have avioded doing so? i never even got to say goodbye...... of course i had no idea what was going to happen but still. and i can’t even visit him! i bet the belial mutt didn’t even think to burry him either. her thoughts raced in her mind as she sat down, her temper seemingly flowing off her pelt in waves.
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the female was quick to arrive on the scene, eager to greet the stranger at the border. we’ve sure had a lot of joiners recently.... “hello, i’m lanza. welcome to the rift. howmay i help you?” she would greet warmly and with a welcoming tone, as not to scare a potentail joiner away. this male seemed to be curious, which she wouldn’t say was a bad thing. she would be more than happy to help the male settle in and get to know the territory and such. // rushed track post + welcome!!
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as he told the story, she listened, his words were spoken softly, which was enough for her to sense how much he meant what he said. while the begining to his tale may have made her raise her brow in disbelief, she would soon soften her gaze, and stare at the ground, ripping her gaze off of her former close friend. “he wanted me dead too? and you were going to be stupid enough to offer yourself? you do realize that he would have still gone after my father and i right?” she would ask, in the tone she would have spoken once before, back before things changed.
looking back at luciano, she listened to more of his explanation. she wasn’t sure what to think at his comments of him not feeling any pain or anything. isn’t that what they all said? she wanted to believe him. but she wasn’t sure if she could. not yet. “why couldn’t you lose me? half of the time you acted like you didn’t want me around anyways....” she injuired softly, her tone broken and defeated. she had more questions for the male, but wasn’t sure how she wanted to go about asking them. perhaps in time she would ask them. save them for a rainy day perhaps? letting out a huff of breath, the female would tilt her head to the side as she heard his final words.
if he wasn’t asking for forgiveness, then what....? she was still unsure of the situation im general. but he had at least acted polite which seemed sort of unlike his house characteristics. he had thought she deserved to know what happened and she was thankful for that. “thank you... for uh telling me...”
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it seemed as if lanza was almost always the first to arrive on the scene of anyone sitting at the borders. why, one might ask? well, for one she was always out on walks, trying to make out something from her jumbled mind. the walks were her escape from memories that traumatized her from her past. in doing so, she would pick up on the scent of the shadow veil member, the fur along her neck rising in warning. she would take her time in reaching the border, and however would still make an attempt to be friendly unless given a reason not to be. so as she approched the border, she would offer a warm smile as she went over to introduce herself. “hello, i’m lanza godspeed, a member of the rift here. is there anything i can do for you?”
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with a warm smile, lanza would nod once more. “of course cainmate, we’d be happy to have you as a member of the rift. and in the future please let me know if you need anything. i’d be more than happy to help you settle in, or show you around the territory.” she would offer as she accepted his request to join. she wanted to move up in the rankings yes. but that wasn’t the reason why she went out to find all the joiners. she did so because she wished to make everyone feel as welcomed as she had been. she wanted to make sure that no one would be left behind.
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the female would nod, laying her ears back in guilt that she basically stole to job from him. feeling bad, she would try and offer him a compromise. “if you’d like you can help me give out tasks? if you want an actual task, perhaps you could hold a small event by the tidepools?” she offered, as she began to run out of possible ideas for a task.
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she continued to stare at the ground not sure what to think. what was the use? would he just continue to say the same thing on an endless loop? “what do you mean by enjoyed? why’d you stop wanting me around?” she would come to ask as she looked up at him softly. she had missed the times that they’d spent together yes, but she’d never admit that to him. not now. not yet. while she’d give anything to go back to the nights they spent together under the stars, in the safety of night, she couldn’t forgive him. she wasn’t ready. she didn’t know if she’d ever be. she chose to allow his comments of not telling her before to sink into her mind. she simply didn’t know what else to say to him.
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lanza would soon arrive on the scene, glad to see that there were already rifters making this percy character feel welcomed. “welcome percy. i'm lanza, and we'd be happy to have you here. please do let me know if you need anything at all while you're here.” she'd offer the male as she shook out her pelt, her wolfish grin warm and welcoming. she was getting used to this, welcoming everyone into the clan that would show up on the borders. she'd only been here what? almost a week? and she was quickly becoming less and less of a newbie. while this didn't bother her, she had a goal of making everyone feel as welcomed as she had felt. and she didn't see why percy couldn't join them.
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// @s h i l o h + idk where i was going with this oops
lanza would awake early that morning. why she awoke so early she was unsure. however she wasn't bothered by this at all. it would give her time to go for one of her walks. since when did i ever like going for walks anyways? i don't ever remember wanting to go for walks. they just started happening since i've been here.... as she stood and stretchered, a yawn would escape from her jaws. the black wolf would slowly make her way out of the room she occupied, as she quietly attempted to leave the lighthouse. she didn't think that anyone else was awake, and planned to leave quietly. perhaps later she could find shiloh and give her that tour of the territory that she offered? if she wanted the tour of course. she didn't have anything else to do, and she wanted to help make the female feel welcomed and comfortable in the rift. perhaps she could even become the canine's friend? it seemed as if she could use a good friend at the time. however, as soon as the wolf left the lighthouse, she began to debate if she really wanted to go for a walk at the time. she just suddenly wasn't sure if she felt like going on one anymore. well that's odd.... i've never suddenly changed my mind about a walk before,,,, should i still go? her head tilted to the side, she would let out a huff of oxygen as she took in the scents of the island. she loved that scent. she didn't think that she'd ever want to leave the rift.
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// no worries :)
“oh....OH.” she would respond as she realized what he was getting at. she didn’t see why that would be a problem, but was that really what her house would provide? or was that more up luciano belial’s alley? hmm. as she heard the question she turned to the other male, still thinkin about the whole “meat shield” deal. “well i wouldn’t betray any of my clients. once hired i’ll be loyal to them. if a potential client wants me to go after one of my current clients, then i won’t be accepting the deal. and i’m not after money really. offering forms of protection to the clans is my job. while getting paid is a benefit, other options can be worked out. for example i’d work for free but i couldn’t offer myself as a living shield for free. simpler tasks i wouldn’t mind doing for free but the bigger the task the more i’ll see a need to get something out of it. and like i said currency or a simple treasure you’ve aquired can be a simple payment. smaller jobs can be paid with something as simple as a unique stone may be sufficient.” she would go on to explain. geez, how many times do i have to say it?
