Posts by aiko.

litter number: 13 (sloane x npc)

character name: jillian "jilly"

species: angelihund

age: newborn

gender: female

appearance: similar to a pharaoh hound or even an ibizan hound with her overall build and look, jillian is a long legged child, even at birth. her legs are long and thin, her body slim and frail. she has sleek black fur, pleasingly soft to the touch. her ears are large and pointed, equipped for enhanced hearing. her eyes are somewhere in between a faint lilac purple and a pale rosy pink. she has a thin but feathery tail, and she does have retractable fangs that are quite sharp and will only get sharper as she matures.

name: emrys

name meaning: the welsh form of the greek ambrose, meaning immortal.

gender: female [♀]

age: eight moons

personality: emrys appears to be quite the sweetheart, a very regal and darling little girl. this is all a front, emrys can be a manipulative child and she'll go to whatever lengths necessary to get what she wants. she knows what she wants, it's safe to say that she's an independent kid. she's very capable of handling her own. she seems to ignore romantic advances, unintentionally playing hard to get. she just doesn't want something like her mother and father. she sees how much roisin cares for aloebite, and she doesn't care for the way he doesn't return such advances. she is very passionate, however, about the idea that someone could love her as much as she loved them. she doesn't reveal anything to many, maybe one of her siblings she might be extremely close to. the only other cat she would ever possibly confide in would be someone she'll take a romantic interest in. to emrys they would be the center of her universe, her precious, valuable jewel that nobody could ever touch or take away from her. until then, she'll never keep her heart on her sleeve and tends to not want any close relations with anyone (aside from aloebite) whether it be friendship or something more intimate than that.

appearance: [ reference] emrys is a aloebite look alike. her slender, slim build proudly represents her siamese heritage, her thick ruffled fur representing her grandfather's siberian forest cat breed. you could call her aloebite's spitting image if you really wanted to. her eyes are a crystalline blue, narrowed into a nice almond shape. she has a mask of dark chocolate brown, fading into her forehead and her ears. her legs sport the same coloring pattern, hiking up her leg mid length and fading to her off white, almost cream colored, fur.

how do they feel about the family and aloebite?:

- aloebite emrys seemed to be fine knowing her father wasn't in her life at one point, but she always felt some kind of absence in her life. some part of her longed for the close bond so many children her age had with a mother or father. she strives for a close relationship with her dad and it may cause tension for her sometimes because she doesn't understand why he would ever leave them. while she's grateful for her father's siblings raising her and her siblings, she's always going to want that same bond with aloebite.

- roisinjust like she doesn't understand why aloebite left, emrys doesn't understand why she doesn't have her mother in her life. the idea of not having a close personal bond with either parent frustrates her and angers her, and since she doesn't know who roisin is to her, she may be a little bit more hesitant letting her into her life just like, despite how much she'd want to be close with both parents, she'd be hesitant to get close with aloebite. she may or may not clash with roisin if she ever finds out that she's her mother, because she'll be angry that she was so close yet so far from being her mother.

- siblings em cherishes all her siblings, but while she may say she loves all her siblings equally she does have a favorite. she'd protect these felines with her life and can prove to be very vicious and cruel when it comes to the idea of their lives being jeopardized. while she may have her moments where she might not get along with them, at the end of the day they should know where they stand and what they are to her.

- aunts/uncles emrys is appreciative of aloebite's brothers and sisters taking part in raising her. it's no surprise that they have a higher place in her heart than both her parents would. they raised her, nurtured her, taught her right from wrong. she loves them and couldn't be anymore grateful for them

- grandparents em despises them. they didn't do anything for her survival, they didn't care for her or her siblings. she always felt the distaste they had for her and emrys took every chance she had to return the feeling.

future plots:

- i want her to end up in a relationship, where eventually the other just no longer wants to be with her and ends up revealing to her that everything was just an act and they never really cared about her. this will leave her crushed, and put her in a miserable state and will give her this mentality that love is nothing special, and she should never expose her feelings again because it will jut eave her vulnerable and heartbroken.

- i'm kinda excited to see her interactions with aloebite, and just see where he wants the to stand as father and daughter. does he want a relationship with his kids? does he want to be an active part?

- she'll probably have a very bad reaction when she finds out who her mom is, she may attack her verbally and possibly try to physically harm roisin in a fit of rage and hurt.

role-player: aiko.

name: xavier arcanium-leonidas

- he'll honestly probably go by "x" because he thinks it sounds cooler

gender: male

age: five moons

appearance: xavier is the spitting image of his father. unlike xavier's siblings, his fur is long. the only similarity is that his fur is thick and it's silky. just like chesspieces, his fur is a solid white. there's not a hint of any other color, other than the white fur dominating his body. there's nothing significant about his fur, no markings, no unique color patterns. he nearly matches rowan in size, although out of his siblings x just might be the tallest with his lanky legs. this doesn't diminish his looks, in fact, xavier is going to be a very fit tom as he matures and he'll grow into his long legs which will only shape him into a handsome young man.

like i said, he's the spitting image of chesspieces. not only does he sport the same long white fur, but xavier was also cursed blessed with heterochomatic eyes. his left eye is a vivid sky blue, and the right eye is a mossy green. every feeling, every emotion, is reflected in his unique eyes. you can see the anger and rage fueling within his gaze. you can see the passion and love burning like a fire in his eyes, which just might be his best feature. x doesn't appreciate how much he looks like his father, and it causes issues between himself sometimes.

personality: x has a strong resentment for chesspieces. sometimes it fuels his anger towards others, causing him to lash out at those around him. this could be his mother, his brother or sister, friends, and maybe someone else he holds close to his heart. at such a young age, xavier is a very angry child and its sad; kids should be full of life and excitement, happiness and love. he's the complete opposite, he's full of anger and hate. sometimes, these feelings of resentment are directed towards himself. at times he feels like prexus has a disliking towards him, and it's nothing that she does to put these thoughts in his head; its just how he thinks because he looks exactly like his father, so he figures she must have some sort of negative emotion associated whenever she sees him.

he's very closed off, so to anyone looking at him from the outside, they would think that he's cold and detached. being disowned by his father hurt x a lot, it causes him a lot of emotional pain so of course he's going to be closed off. it's obvious he has a lot of pent up rage, and he'll get into fights a lot to relieve this anger. coming back to blizzardclan sometimes injured and hurt. for a while, the only other besides anger that he feels, is pain and he'll go to extreme lengths to get that. but xavier does have his moments, there's glimpses of him that prove he can actually feel and he's not some kind of emotionless being. in fact, x is a very passionate tom. when he finds someone he cares about, this will be expressed greatly. this will probably only be reserved for this significant other. before then, he's pretty flirtatious.

once he gets over the ideas that girls are gross and they have cooties, xavier will definitely become more confident and he'll definitely become more interested in females. this is probably one of the only times he's not seen being moody and angry at the world. because other than having this pent up rage inside of him, x is very sarcastic and he's actually pretty playful and can be a big teddy-bear. behind that big barrier he puts up, x is a lover and has a big heart. it just takes the right people to climb that wall.

plots: honestly i only have one plot in mind and that's where x has a crush on someone and it grows to be something more than a one-sided crush, it'll blossom into something more, something serious. he'll get a girlfriend and she'll probably be the only person he holds in his heart. he'll treat her a lot differently than he treats everyone else. x will be deeply infatuated with her, deeply in love with this girl. they'll have their arguments, because he'll sometimes feel as though he's this monster and try and keep his distance because he feels as though by not being there will protect her. he may even leave blizzardclan (although it's for a short amount of time) because he feels like he's a danger to her and his family. he's protective over her, and he'll do anything in his power to keep her safe.

LITTER — 10

NAME — kayden "k" (or kay)

GENDER — male

APPEARANCE — taking the form of a golden tiger, kayden's overall body is a beautiful pale gold. instead of his stripes being black, the distinctive markings are a deep ginger hue. the rest of his body (legs, underbelly, neck, chin, and around his eyes) fade into white. around his legs and his stomach, the colors blend together and create the color of coffee creamer. kayden is a big boy; as a cub he's very tall and his legs are lanky. when he matures, he'll grow to be very tall and his awkward, lanky build will become more defined as muscles and he'll be nicely structured. broad shoulders, muscles rippling beneath his golden pelt, and a handsome smile paired with those storm grey eyes of his, he'll develop into an attractive young male.

name: lemonpaw / lemonnose or lemonbreeze

nickname(s): lem

clan & rank: thunderclan apprentice

gender: female [♂]

sexuality: biromantic bisexual

personality: lemonpaw is a very calm individual. she's not too bubbly and eccentric, she's not loud and energetic; she's just very laid back and always seems to be relaxed and calm. the molly is, however, very wary regarding strangers and she does appear hesitant to meet anyone new. lemonpaw finds it very difficult to make new friends, just based on the fact that she's cautious around individuals she's unfamiliar with. this does make lemonpaw seem cold and detached, but her siblings, parents, and anyone else who has managed to step over the suspicion she has, they know that lem is anything but cold and detached.

in fact, lemonpaw is reliable, dependable, and loyal. she's a very good friend to have, the definition of a shoulder to cry on. if you have a problem that's troubling you, you can easily come to lemonpaw. whether it be for advice, or if you just need someone to sit there with you and offer you comforting words as you cry. if sitting in silence with a friend is the answer, then lem's the right girl for the job. she's also caring, maybe a little motherly. towards her siblings she's always acting like a mini-mom, and a good one at that. asking about their day, asking what's troubling them, scolding them sometimes for their bad behavior, and maybe even being a little to protective. oh, and she does that look. you know that look, the one your mom or aunt would give you when you're in trouble or doing something wrong; that look that tells you to knock it off, the look that promises that you're in for it when you get home. lemonpaw's mastered that look, she's perfected it and she uses it all the time on her littermates.

as relaxed as she can be, lemonpaw has her moments in which she just needs isolation, solitary confinement where she just needs to be alone. this might result in her sneaking out of camp to find that empty secluded area in the territory, one just surrounded by a peaceful bliss of silence. sometimes, lemonpaw just needs to get away, and that's absolutely fine. it's no reflection that she's angry at someone, it just shows that sometimes she needs her space because she can get very overwhelmed on the inside regardless if this girl lets it show. now, lemonpaw does get angry. it might not come out in that exact moment, but it will come out eventually. she bottles her problems up. despite being the shoulder to cry on among family and friends, unfortunately she feels like she herself doesn't have one (even if that's not the case). sometimes she feels unappreciated, or like she isn't needed so she does her best to not stray to someone in a moment of needed confiding. but when lemonpaw gets angry and emotional, this can be the result of two scenarios; she completely explodes and lashes out at anyone who dares demand that she calms down (this is pretty rare). or, lemonpaw will shut down completely. she'll shut down emotionally, and cut herself off from others. she won't speak to anyone, interact with anyone (unless she just huddles up beside one of her siblings, or parents, or friends and just quietly lays there) until she's fully over it and calmed down. this is her common reaction to anything that makes her angry.

APPEARANCE: [ reference ][ reference ] pale ginger fur dominates her entire body. in some areas, her fur appears so light it could be considered blonde. faint stripes decorate her soft fur, the traditional pattern that tabby cats sport. they blend in so nicely, you could hardly tell such markings exist. tufted ears, thick fur, a fluffy tail; you can tell that she's not very equipped for hot weather. her entire coat is very thick, although her fur is medium length. not a fan of warm weather, it's no surprise that this feline much rather prefer the cold seasons. her muzzle is mostly white, and it streaks up right below her left eye. also, her right paw is all white and it stops a little above her ankle. lemonpaw's eyes are a deep yellow that seem to darken a bit in the middle, around her pupil. surrounding the iris is a ring of gold, making her vibrant eyes stand out more. she's a little on the smaller side, with short legs and a thin frame.