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Wendy drew in a sharp, shaky breath. "Salem?" she questioned as well, even though she knew exactly who it was. His kind face hadn't changed at all. He grew taller and took on the stature of a man.

She noted he had to be at least twenty three by now and the thought made her shiver. It seemed like yesterday his eyes watched helplessly as his friends were terrorized by their parents.

"Look, I don't want there to be anything weird between us. I just want to transition into this new part of my life as smoothly as possible," she murmured, looking at the floor.

Standing next to him, even in heels, she was a good six inches shorter than him and even though there had been vague romantic feelings just a few years ago, she couldn't help but embrace the warm feeling she got looking up at him again. "Are you okay, though? Have you heard from my father? Or Peter?"

//the whole "Wendy got hoootttttt" thing XD

I would suggest they kiss rn but relationship development is killer xc

"And don't even get me started on Thomas," she grumbled.

Within the next few weeks, Wendy's health seemed to deteriorate miserably. She was bed-ridden for a while, vomiting, before she finally agreed to go to Madam Pomfrey, who then discovered the young professor was pregnant.

The next few days after that, Wendy became very quiet around Salem, wondering how to break the news that he was to be a father. Parenthood was a huge deal to her based on the events of her own past, she was determined to give her half-blooded child a much more pleasant thought of home.

She sat next to Salem in the Three Broomsticks, sitting across from him. She still looked clammy and unwell, but she swore she was fine. "Salem, can I talk to you?"

that's bc oregon and the rest of the west coast is on fire :)))))

i wanna move to oregon so badly, yo

or washington state

either one idc

aYYYY

//so sorry for the late response

It took Sunpaw quite a while to find the training ground, only having visited once, and for a very brief amount of time at that. She did make it, however, fearful that Citrinesun would be angry due to lost training time. Approaching her mentor, she walked with her gaze don and made sure to sit a ways away from her.

This was very clearly difficult for her. "I don't even know where to begin," she breathed, crossing her arms over her stomach, a habit she had developed when she encountered uncomfortable situations as a young woman- especially around Thomas. "I should have told you I was leaving. I never meant to cause you or Peter any distress... I just figured it would be easier.." she trailed off.

Salem had the right to know what was going on in her head, but she could no longer form words into coherent sentences. "I thought it would be easier if you had forgotten about me- I left because I wanted to kill myself," she murmured, closing her eyes, trying to find a way to justify anything, but nothing came. "There... was a situation with Thomas, that, um," she swallowed, "changed a lot of things, physically.." she paused. "I thought there was no getting away from him, and of course, adding my father into the mix, I just couldn't. I didn't want to send owls in case they were traced back to me."

Wendy couldn't go on. She turned away, suddenly feeling very sick, but she pushed it down. She looked back up at him to reveal watery gray eyes, and she sniffed a little, but she managed a small smile and moved several steps closer to him. She craved the affection he gave her when they were younger, but she knew that the trust had to be regained.

Madeleine halted, startled he had changed his mind so quickly. "Oh, alright then.." she frowned a bit, but didn't press. So he only got seven minutes for lunch?

Shrugging it off, she figured she'd use her newfound quiet time to focus on her own work. As he stood up, she winced at the ungodly screech of the chair. "Ditto. I'll see you tomorrow," she murmured.

//so sorry for the super late response.

She raised an eyebrow skeptically. She wasn't mocking him at all, but she was a bit curious as to why he would invite her somewhere- they had barely spoken. But she certainly wasn't going to pass up a social opportunity, so she agreed. "Sure. Meet in the parking lot after hours?"

//sure!

Madeleine leaned on the driver's door of her car, scrolling through the day's notifications that she had missed. She had abandoned the soft white coat and showed off the floral sundress she had been wearing underneath it. She looked much more casual now, but not any more enthusiastic about whatever while she patiently waited for Seth to make his appearance.

i hate myself and my life

because 5 out of 6 of my classes are AP

and for some unknown reason, friday is test day all the time

-- exhibit A, let's take a look at the workload I have been assigned today, many things which are due t o m o r r o w

1. finish (6) primary source analyses for AP European History
2. finish (4) worksheets for AP Stats that I have fallen behind with
3. (60) vocab words for Euro
4. study for ap psych test tomorrow
5. study for astronomy test tomorrow
6. study for ap stats test tomorrow
7. study for ap stats test pt 2 on monday
8. study for chapter test in ap gov on monday
9. study for unit exam in ap gov on wednesday

i've already done the supreme court case worksheets for gov, i've planned and written my essay for psych tomorrow, and i've done the blog post that's due at midnight tonight for euro, and i'm about to do 1-30 on the vocab

it's 9.37 pm man

i'm tired and i still gotta take a shower and clean the kitchen and take off my makeup and be up at 4.45 am tomorrow morning

this is why my mom won't let me get a job bc she swears I don't have time for one.

yet I can't get off the hook with my chores :/

She took a deep breath before- "I'm pregnant," she breathed, smiling slightly. It made her anxious to wonder how he would react to such big news. She hadn't seen him in so long and after only two months of seeing each other again, she was with child- his child.

On the other hand, the looming thought of her father and his reaction plagued her mind, but she brushed that off for another time. This was Salem's moment, and his alone.

//precious.

Wendeline moved into his embrace, silently thankful he had read her mind. "None of this is your fault, so don't you dare take the blame. What happened with Thomas happened the summer after my fourth year. I was fourteen, but you know what? It forced me to stand up and be a woman right there. Had that not happened, I wouldn't have had the strength to get up and leave and stay away," she murmured quietly, sliding her thin fingers between his before looking down at their joined hands. "I'm sorry about that school year.. I know it seemed like I led you on. Feelings were there, but.." she sighed, her shoulders slumping a bit at the time wasted trying to get away from her family. Salem should've been her first thought, especially with the promising chemistry that was there three years ago.

I'm a terrible pet owner :(

My dog is suffering a severe chemical burn from his flea collar and he's miserable and super clingy but I've got a trillion things in my plate right now (did you see my homework post) and I'm also moving this weekend, so I didn't even notice it til this afternoon and it's 2am here and there aren't any 24 hour vets around me to have him checked out xc

"I never expected to be a parent with you," she smiled, holding his hands. She felt clammy and nauseous, but she wasn't about to let morning sickness ruin this moment.

//maybe Thomas comes to harass Wendy?

Wendy felt him pull away and she held her breath, watching him. Nodding gently, she turned away altogether and walked away in the direction of the classrooms. How embarrassing! He pulled away from her! She pushed down the hot feelings she felt as she moved away from him. Perhaps she would see him later in the week, perhaps she would be too busy to think about it.

guys I think I'm gonna retire sunpaw

my activity has gone down, and Citrinesun and I haven't repsponded to our thread in so long

sooo for now it's safe to assume she drowned in the river bc that's the last place she and citrine trained.

I don't want it confirmed bc if I decide to bring her back, I don't want it to be from the ded XD

i probably will BUT FOR THE TIME BEING.