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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

the non binary warrior trotted confidently along a well worn path, heterochromia eyes scanning the undergrowth for signs of life. they had been fairly inactive since tansyface, one of their closest friends, had been captured by bloodclan. when she had been captured, they'd been devastated, and now they were simply waiting until a patrol was formed to rescue their best friend. for now they would bide their time, hunting and patrolling in the background.

their pretty white and gray fur ruffled in the cool breeze that rolled through the pines and they shivered, feeling the cold touch their skin. scenting shadowclan ahead, they kept going, eventually rounding a bend and seeing maplepaw. "hey." they mewed, a light smile on their face. they hadn't really interacted with the apprentice much but she seemed like a nice kid. "what're you doing out here? hunting?" the slight british accent made them seem more posh than they were.

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

it had been a while since they'd really interacted with their clanmates. they had mostly been in the background, hunting and caring for their clanmates, but not interacting the way that they wanted to. today, on this beautiful day, they decided to get to know some of them. beautiful pelt swaying in the breeze as they walked, their heterochromia eyes scanned camp, searching for someone to talk with. eventually deciding that cats would come to them, they sat down and gave themselves a quick lick. "i was thinking we should have a complement circle. ya know, to keep up the mood. any of you loves want to join me?"

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

smiling softly at the blind apprentice, the non-binary warrior moved to let her sit beside them. "of course, noeyes, isn't it? come sit here," they meowed, guiding the hollow eyed cat towards them. "darling, your pelt is gorgeous. i love the silver." briefly they wondered if that was insensitive, talking about the femme's looks when she herself couldn't see. deciding against apologizing, they continued. "anyone else care to join? i'd love to get to know all of you."

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

it was a cool day, and although there were some blue patches in the sky, most of it was hazed over by a blanket of clouds. the non binary warrior was out hunting. they'd caught a frog, but most of the time they'd been out, they had simply been thinking. about their friends, about their life in general. it was a bit of a shock to hear the familiar voice calling out their name but as the turned towards it, they felt happiness spread through them. "tangy? is that you?" they gasped, gray and white fur ruffling in the breeze as they padded over to the femme. "where have you been? you smell like riverclan... did you move there?" for a second, they felt anger. how could she just leave like that? but they were so happy to see the beautiful femme that it melted in a moment.

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

shatteredsong was up early when tansyface stumbled into camp. they were lying beside the warriors' den, eyes on the sky as they thought. the thought of their friend had gone through their head many times over the moons she'd been captured. they'd suggested a rescue many times, each time being ignored. shadowclan had gone to bloodclan to get their stolen warriors back only once, and they'd been denied.

the thing was, shatteredsong couldn't have done it along. despite what they seemed, they were not a lone cat. they couldn't get tansyface home without help. so when she stumbled into camp that night, they jumped to their paws in shock. the torti pelt of their best friend was torn and dirtied, eyes dull, fur hanging off of an unfed, unkept frame.

dashing over to their friend, the non-binary felt their heard skip a beat as they took in the horror that was tansyface. she looked starved, sleep deprived, almost dead. "tansy? oh tansyface! icefeather! come quick ( Hanakosong )." gazing down at the tortured she-cat, shattered couldn't help but wonder... what had they done wrong.

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

shatteredsong had pressed their muzzle against the femme's as she did the same, but had jumped back at the series of angry outbursts coming from first tansyface, then tangy again. they understood why tansy was angry, they really did. tangynectar had left them, just left without saying goodbye. it had taken the non-binary moons to get over it. but still, fighting definitely wasn't the best option, especially because both she-cats were barely standing. shattered couldn't have bared it if they had had to hurt one of their best friends to defend the other.

eyes flicking from she-cat to she-cat, the warrior finally spoke their mind. this couldn't turn into a fight. not now. "tansy, can't you just listen? tangynectar's trying to tell us why she left. being stubborn and stupid about it won't make her come back, and won't make her go away. you know she's as stubborn as you about this. and tangy, i... i dunno what to say. i can't bare that you left us. we're family, we always will be, no matter how stubborn some of us are. but i understand about your father." perhaps changing the subject would help. they didn't know if the pregnancy was a touchy topic though. "i'm glad you're happy in riverclan. " they didn't know what else to say. they had missed their stubborn, hot-headed sassy friend more than words. but tansy was right. tangy was a riverclanner now. she didn't have business being on shadowclan's side of the border, no matter how much she had been missed. shattered had to be a warrior right now, but they just couldn't. perhaps a short conversation wouldn't be breaking the warrior code?

"do.. do you know who the father is? of the kits, i mean." again, it could be a touchy subject. but you never knew until you asked.

//shattered is getting in the middle of two sassy ladies. oOF

(c)trexgirl

shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

the clawscratch of the moon shed just enough light for the nonbinary warrior to creep their way through the forest. their almost all white pelt practically glowed in the dark, and their heterochromia eyes searched the dark territory, paws steadily guiding them towards the stump. they had wondered what tansyface had wanted to talk about when the pretty femme approached them earlier. it would be something that no one else should hear, because tansy was usually one of the cats who told you what you needed to know without abashment.

so they crept through the forest, scanning the undergrowth as they came closer to the stump. as they approached, they heard tansy call out their name and bounded over to her, only their twitching ears giving away how curious they were. "hey tansy. sorry i'm late." they apologized, knowing that the femme might give them a hard time about that. they settled down beside the stump, tucking their tail over their paws. a cool breeze washed through the pines, lifting shatteredsong's fur and sending a shiver down their spine. leafbare was coming, that was for sure.

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

they were used to tansy's rambles, and although they were a little off put by her abrupt announcement, they tilted their head thoughtfully. "change your- oh." tansyface stumbled through her question, and shatteredsong finally understood. tansy was either anxious about them leaving like tangy had, or something else. gold and blue eyes catching the sliver of moonlight that beamed down through the branches, they looked at their best friend. "of course, silly. shadowclan is my home. you're my best friend. i'd never leave." where would they go if they did leave. riverclan, where tangynectar was, seemed unappealing, as did thunder, wind and dark clans. and bloodclan... well if they left tansy for those rogues, they doubted that the pretty femme or their clan for that matter would ever forgive them. "why? is it cause of tangy?" they flicked their tail along the she-cat's spine in affection.

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

a low purr rumbled from the non-binary feline's throat. tansy was always tansy. she'd never change. they loved that about their friend. "i would be a terrible thunderclanner. or a riverclanner. i doubt i could swim with all this fluff." they joked. as their friend became more serious they looked into her eyes, wondering what was bothering the femme. "shadowclan's my home. even if my parents are pretending i don't exist, i still have you and besides i'd never be able to leave you. you'd hate me and i couldn't bare that."

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

the warrior watched as tansy jumped back up onto the stump. shivering a little as a cool breeze ruffled their fur, and they gratefully accepted their friend's suggestion. gracefully leaping up beside tansyface, they settled down, pressing close to the femme. the stars shone cold and clear down on the two felines huddled on the old tree stump. it used to be four of them: tansyface, tangynectar, jasminespice and shatteredsong. now tangy was in riverclan and pregnant, and jazzy, well, shattered didn't know where jazzy was. it was just them and tansy left of the 'squad.' sometimes they wondered how things would have been different if they had never come out as non binary. their parents had always disliked their choice in friends, claiming the gals as 'vain' and 'prissy.' shatteredsong could see why they thought so, but their friends were so much deeper and nicer once you got to know them. if they had never come out as non binary, their parents might have stopped letting them talk to the girls. they had been so grateful for their friends' support on their gender. after their parents shunned them, the 'squad' had become shattered's real family.

// help why do i ship them?

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

tufted ears flicked in surprise as their friend made her announcement. what? how had they not known? was tansyface keeping secrets from them? who was the mate? was he a loner? a rogue? someone from another clan? was he in shadowclan? a small twinge of jealousy sent the non-binary's paws tingling as they stood. "tansy? you have a mate?" they padded over, eyes searching the pretty femme's. was this a joke? was she lying? "i mean... congrats? who is he?" they needed to know who this cat was.

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

they purred softly as the femme began to work on their fur. their heterochromia eyes turned thoughtful as they listened to tansy's confession. "huh. i don't really know either. i think it's an herb that the medicine cats use. helps with coughing? i dunno though." they meowed, pausing to lap gently at their friend's fur. as they groomed tansyface, they couldn't help but notice the patchiness of the once sleek and thick fur. tansy had been in bloodclan for so long. it must have been from the malnutrition, right?

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

a bolt of anger shot through the non-binary, although they didn't know why. tansy was allowed to take a mate, to have kits. so then why were they so angry. maggot. ha. it was a fitting name. heterochromia eyes narrowed as they watched their friend. they were usually able to tell when the femme was lying. she had subtle signs that pointed to a fib. as they watched her tail twitch, and her eyes become wistful, they wondered if this was even true. wouldn't a medicine cat know? would tansy really have kits with a bloodclanner, the very same clan who took her and tortured her for a moon? gazing into her eyes, the fluffy warrior flicked their tail. "was he bloodclan born? or a prisoner like you?" they asked, eyes dropping to their paws again. "is he going to come to shadowclan?" will you go to bloodclan to be with him?

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

they stopped mid lick as the she-cat spoke, ears angling towards her. did tansy think she wasn't beautiful enough anymore? now that she had scars and clumps of fur were gone? she didn't want to look because she was afraid of what she'd see? shatteredsong looked into her eyes, wondering what had happened to the girl they used to know. bloodclan had changed tansy. not for the better, not for the worse, but she was different. lies flowed freely now, and her mental state was different. gently sweeping their tail over the femme's back, shattered spoke. "if you think you need to change your name because of what you look like, i just want you to know that you're wrong. even if you look different now, even if there are scars, you're still you, tansy." part of them wanted to get up and lead the femme over to water. she could see herself if they did that, and they could tell her that she was still beautiful. "it doesn't matter what you look like. if you don't want to change your name, then you don't have to."

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shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

shatteredsong tipped their head as they listened thoughtfully, tail sweeping the ground. she seemed happy, almost her old self again. maybe kits and a mate would bring her back. they should be happy for the girl, should be delighted that now both of their best friends were going to have kittens. instead they were confused. they didn't know if they could trust the femme, didn't know if the words were a lie or not. but they didn't want to loose her either, they didn't want the friendship they'd had since kithood to be broken because of this. hadn't tansy always hated kits? and hadn't she been furious when tangy had told her she was pregnant? gaze meeting the femme's once more, the non-binary gave a sigh, trying to be happy. "if it's true, then tansy... congratulations. i'm sorry for bringing up bloodclan." they meowed. perhaps that was their flaw, that they'd stick with their friends to the end. they wanted to believe tansyface so very much. "your kits will be beautiful, just like you. maggot is one lucky tom."

(c)trexgirl

shatteredsong

traditional shadowclan warrior

perhaps shatteredsong should've questioned tansy more. they were still confused in their head, and they probably would be for a while. but they couldn't not believe the femme. their flaw was their loyalty to their friends. they just didn't want there to be an argument. they knew there had to be one though. glancing uncertainly at jaggeddawn, they frowned. the she-cat had brought up some valid points.

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