Posts by renaismic

Let's Share! has (finally) launched! Our first article is a World of Tanks Guide by Enderclaw!

    ahh this is such an interesting plot and idk if this is still open but i couldn't help myself!! let me know if i'm missing anything important!


    there's a million, billion, trillion stars but i'm down here low

    charmeine allelu / no current or preferred nicknames

    named after the angel of harmony, although the origins of the name are of a feminine angel, it was deemed fitting for him due to his 'harmonious' nature as an extremely timid pacifist

    ― holds the [ fujioka silviance aema cantus alastair donatelli deerling xerses sartaq ] surnames from his biological parents however he is unaware of this.

    male ;; he / his ;; pansexual demi-homoromantic ( rejects these feelings and presents as heterosexual / heteromantic )

    7 months ;; ages at roleplayer's discretion

    the thunderlands ;; rank ;; titles

    face & voice claim ― tamaki ' suneater ' amajiki ( bnha )


    fussing over scars on my soul, i am so infinitesimal

    redcrayon xx mikado ;; adoptive siblings ― corninne

    single ;; [0] crushes ;; not looking | has difficulty developing crushes

    ½ of [ship name here]


    they say it started with a big bang, but they say it came out of a small thing

    MAINE COON DOMESTIC FELINE — birth body, main body ;; health [86%]

    charmeine takes on the form of a maine coon feline with fluffy black fur that is extremely messy no matter how much he labours over attempting to brush it out and give himself as least some semblance of physical order. with fur sticking out in random directions, he appears to be quite a wild mess, the black of his fur complemented nicely by the golden glow of his bright yellow eyes. he has yet to grow into his form properly though and therefore seems off slightly in regards to proportion, his paws for example appearing too large for him thus causing him to be rather cumbersome at times.

    injuries ― bruising around his throat and legs. various wounds/scars on his back from flagellation.


    lately i'm feeling like a big bang cause i've been making something out of nothing

    PERSONALITY OVERALL : anxious yet brave

    ― finding it difficult to let go of his past whilst also refusing to acknowledge the life that he had lived previously, charmeine is an incredibly anxious and paranoid young boy. this was not always the case since, once upon a time, he was a very jovial and friendly kid and this still shines through at times in his everyday interactions with others as, although he has become a youth of very few words, he internally enjoys it when he is able to make others happy. in an constant attempt to avoid any trouble, he has become very introverted and developed social anxiety and so avoids eye contact, oftentimes pointedly looking at the floor to allow him to actually maintain conversation with others. this does not mean that he does not care about those around him though and despite the difficulty regarding genuinely befriending him, history has proven that charmeine will go out of his way to ensure that everyone around him is happy and content regardless of his own emotions.

    ― additionally, jealousy and resentment are a major thing for him, both being extremely intense and negative emotions that come to him often in spite of his immense dislike for them. although he tries to ignore such feelings, they have the tendency to pop up bright and clear within his mind whether he likes it or not, especially towards any display of love and affection be it entirely platonic, romantic or parental love and he is likely in such cases to react in an unreasonably bitter manner.

    ― he does not let his anxieties get in the way if he strongly believes that he is needed to get something done or whether the only solution is the last resort of his own personal involvement. on such occasions, it becomes clearly apparent that underneath all of his reservations and worries, charmeine is in fact a bold and ultimately selfless individual that would be willing to even give his own life if it was required of him for the sake of others.


    cause i’ve been making mountains out of concaves

    easy physically if only he is threatened / extremely difficult physically if defending someone else ;; medium mentally

    will not start but will end fights

    feel free to powerplay any peaceful interactions though he may not take kindly to them ;; @[insert acc name] if needed in a post

    quick little test before i post in the actual adoption thread uwu


    there's a million, billion, trillion stars but i'm down here low

    charmeine allelu / no current or preferred nicknames

    named after the angel of harmony, although the origins of the name are of a feminine angel, it was deemed fitting for him due to his 'harmonious' nature as an extremely timid pacifist

    ― holds the [ fujioka silviance aema cantus alastair donatelli deerling xerses sartaq ] surnames from his biological parents however he is unaware of this.

    male ;; he / his ;; pansexual demi-homoromantic ( rejects these feelings and presents as heterosexual / heteromantic )

    7 months ;; ages at roleplayer's discretion

    the thunderlands ;; rank ;; titles

    face & voice claim ― tamaki ' suneater ' amajiki ( bnha )


    fussing over scars on my soul, i am so infinitesimal

    redcrayon xx mikado ;; adoptive siblings ―

    single ;; [0] crushes ;; not looking | has difficulty developing crushes

    ½ of [ship name here]


    they say it started with a big bang, but they say it came out of a small thing

    [color=#colour]MAINE COON DOMESTIC FELINE[/color] — birth body, main body ;; health [100%]

    charmeine takes on the form of a maine coon feline with fluffy black fur that is extremely messy no matter how much he labours over attempting to brush it out and give himself as least some semblance of physical order. with fur sticking out in random directions, he appears to be quite a wild mess, the black of his fur complemented nicely by the golden glow of his bright yellow eyes. he has yet to grow into his form properly though and therefore seems off slightly in regards to proportion, his paws for example appearing too large for him thus causing him to be rather cumbersome at times.


    lately i'm feeling like a big bang cause i've been making something out of nothing

    PERSONALITY OVERALL : anxious yet brave

    ― finding it difficult to let go of his past whilst also refusing to acknowledge the life that he had lived previously, charmeine is an incredibly anxious and paranoid young boy. this was not always the case since, once upon a time, he was a very jovial and friendly kid and this still shines through at times in his everyday interactions with others as, although he has become a youth of very few words, he internally enjoys it when he is able to make others happy. in an constant attempt to avoid any trouble, he has become very introverted and developed social anxiety and so avoids eye contact, oftentimes pointedly looking at the floor to allow him to actually maintain conversation with others. this does not mean that he does not care about those around him though and despite the difficulty regarding genuinely befriending him, history has proven that charmeine will go out of his way to ensure that everyone around him is happy and content regardless of his own emotions.

    ― additionally, jealousy and resentment are a major thing for him, both being extremely intense and negative emotions that come to him often in spite of his immense dislike for them. although he tries to ignore such feelings, they have the tendency to pop up bright and clear within his mind whether he likes it or not, especially towards any display of love and affection be it entirely platonic, romantic or parental love and he is likely in such cases to react in an unreasonably bitter manner.

    ― he does not let his anxieties get in the way if he strongly believes that he is needed to get something done or whether the only solution is the last resort of his own personal involvement. on such occasions, it becomes clearly apparent that underneath all of his reservations and worries, charmeine is in fact a bold and ultimately selfless individual that would be willing to even give his own life if it was required of him for the sake of others.


    cause i’ve been making mountains out of concaves

    easy physically if only he is threatened / extremely difficult physically if defending someone else ;; medium mentally

    will not start but will end fights

    feel free to powerplay any peaceful interactions though he may not take kindly to them ;; @[insert acc name] if needed in a post

    my friend told me that the ending is very,,, oof apparently and he's not sure how i'm going to feel about it so!

    can't wait to die next month once i can play it!!


    but uhhh good morning y'all, how's your day going so far?

    i'm in college but i've got a long break now until my next class so i'ma try to post with rose a bit

    i keep seeing season 22 spoilers (yeah, i'm late to the party, and what?) and i just saw something of stan snapping and calling randy an asshole and it gave me an idea for ro.


    his entire character is centred around the fact that he holds loyalty to groups over individuals (to an unhealthy degree) and i was thinking that at some point, this will change. it will evolve into him still serving the group but having prioritised loyalty to one or a small group of individuals much like how stan is very loyal to kyle in tsot. probably when he's a bit older, i might have him get into a relationship with someone in an enemy group or become best friends with someone without knowing until they have to face each other in conflict and he gets found out. it would be at that point where he is faced with the difficult decision on whether to go with his heart and stay with his partner/best friend or whether to follow his loyalties. at this point, he would just snap and turn on whoever is the most controlling over him and his ideas on allegiance will grow more loose.


    also me trying to live my life vs alcoholic, drunk stan content/fanart.

    [ alcoholism tw ] it's just?? really pushing me toward the idea of making ro at some point develop alcoholism. he would definitely try to hide it because of his whole thing about keeping everyone safe but, there will come a time where he won't be able to protect someone and it will absolutely fucking destroy him (perhaps it being someone that he really cared for/trusted that he could not defend) which is probably when he'll turn to drinking. it won't be of his own direct volition, someone will introduce it to him as a potential way to 'fix his probems' and he'll take it as a permanent solution, holding onto it as the only constant in his life to keep himself from breaking down.


    i'll work this stuff out in more detail once i get to it but i was thinking that it would probably come into play when he's approximately 16 months?? so a young adult, which seems fitting.

    that's honestly a massive mood! i know just how you feel since i can't play the game until the end of march. i want an entirely unspoiled experience so social media has been literal hell aksdlgjdfh

    god,, kingdom hearts made up such a big part of my childhood so it'll always have a special place in my heart which is why i'm so dedicated to not see anything of it until I can actually play it myself. i'm super excited to see my bby boy roxas again though, that's what's keeping me going lmao


    bUT UHHH ILY MORE? AND I'M GLAD YOU'RE DOING GOOD! THAT'S ALWAYS GREAT TO HEAR!!

    you should look into kh to see if you'd like it though, it's a game that i whole heartedly recommend because the story is amazing and the characters are just?? the best??? it also has final fantasy characters in it which makes it ten times better

    also,,, are you bringing mothernature here?

    that's true. it's definitely changed especially since it's a lot slower now so it's a bit weird but i'm sure that things will pick up and get better soon.


    i'm sure that he will definitely leave his mark though!! i really like his personality from what i've seen so far so i'm also super hyped to see what plots you have in store for the boy. and ahh that's really nice of you to say, i feel like a lot of my characters are too similar but if you think they're great then i'll accept that uwu

    also honestly i have no idea how i write so much sometimes. i just?? put myself into my characters mindsets and write as if i'm thinking like them lmao

    am i bringing back a ton of my old characters? you bet. so uhh, here's a list of the characters that i'm playing currently just for personal reference

    farley

    cherrybullet

    heavenspaw

    goldvodka


    i might start playing violetwaltz again too? he 'died' but honestly, so i don't have to make it that he's got possession powers or something. it was moreso that fumio made him look dead but in actual fact he wasn't and after everyone saw his 'corpse', fumio took him back but he managed to get away at some point. idk, he was one of my favourite characters though and i miss him :/

    they definitely do need to have a thread together! that sounds like a good idea to me because i'm sure that eventually they'll be able to bond over their mutual lack of an ability to permanently die askdjhlfdgh


    cher would definitely go out of his way to try and make conversation with yuuki since he doesn't like sitting around in silence when there are others about. and honestly, if they were to become friends i think that they would have a really interesting dynamic since the idea of a defined right and wrong mean a lot to cher. but, i doubt that it would interfere in their friendship though since he keeps his opinions more to himself and his quite accepting of other's views to some degree unless they do something that he personally thinks is terrible.

    who should make their thread?

    me innocently trying to make cherry's account vs me keep getting logged out of his account for no reason lmao

    i'm?? three seconds away from giving up on him but i want my partial vigilante boy so i'm working through the suffering :/

    ☾ IF HEAVEN'S GRIEF BRINGS HELL'S RAIN THEN I'D TRADE ALL MY TOMORROWS

    HEAVENSPAW 'HEAVENSGRIEF' LUDWIG XERSES

    — he also goes by clyde however, he doesn't introduce himself as such in most settings. as he grows older and develops more, he will eventually grow into the alternate name more. he does not mind the nickname 'evan' taken from the pronunciation of 'eaven'.

    cis male // pansexual demiromantic // polyamorous, can maintain monogamous relationships

    9 months physically // 11 months mentally ( ages at role-player's discretion )

    apprentice of the serein copse


    charming ; amiable ; flirtatious ; narcissistic ; apathetic ; temperamental

    — charm is heavenspaw's strongest suit, playful yet endearing smirks oftentimes painted onto his lips. he uses it to his advantage coupled with his naturally friendly nature either to get what he wants or just to be genuinely pleasant though sometimes it is difficult to tell the difference. still, he is sincerely kind and in most cases will be amiable, or at least civil, towards others. relating to his charm, heavens is quite the 'womaniser' most of the time, shameless flirting and an arsenal of ridiculous pick up lines formed within his mind. it's difficult to tell where he had picked this up from.

    — perhaps, in some small link to sibling and father, heavens does display some form of an underlying issue in regards to his mental condition as he is extremely narcissistic to the point of irrational arrogance. it is not as prominent in his youth but may perhaps develop into quite the issue as, within his own mind, he perceives himself as a superior individual who is better than everyone in most, if not all ways, thus causing him to grow extremely agitated and even angry if someone makes him feel anything other. additionally, if there is nothing to gain from a situation or he has no personal interest in the matter, he will display clear indifference though has learned over time to disguise that under a faux smile and honey coated words.

    — in spite of this overall bold personality that he is slowly but surely growing into, evan is incredibly fragile deep down and is prone to drowning in his own waterworks, bursting into tears when something even remotely upsetting occurs. he hates this greatly and tries to hide his discontent as best as he can since he does not wish to be labled as a crybaby though, on rare occasions, will use fake crocodile tears to get what he wants if he believes that it is worth the embarrassment.


    GERMAN SHEPHERD — birth body, main body ;; health [100%]

    heavens takes on the form of a melanistic black and tan german shepherd with deep brown eyes akin to the shade of black coffee. for his age, he is built quite well, clearly fit and healthy as shown by the faint outlines of muscle. he still, however, has much of his puppy fur which takes away any actual signs of a mature appearance though it is something that he will eventually grow out of. much like father dearest, he has venom glands in a pair of fangs that are somewhat visible when his expression is neutral, just poking out under his lips, and are clearly visible when he smiles and talks.

    — venom glands ;; mastery [10%]

    he barely uses them at the moment simply because he has no need to do so hence why he is not very good at controlling it.


    magdemi ludwig-xerxes xx npc

    brother to ;; ophelia

    trusts ;; magi, his siblings

    distrusts ;; no one as of yet

    yeah i noticed, i was wondering where you had gotten to. i'm really glad that you're back now though!!


    ahhh yes i definitely remember you!!! i loved artpop, i remember that your writing style is gorgeous so i'm really excited to see your posts here. didn't,, you play candyfuneral too? also eye emoji @ my tweek aka my son