Posts by Delirious

Barkkit hadn't really left the nursery for a long while, almost as if she was afraid to step foot away from the protection of the den. It felt off on how Timberkit wasn't around trying to boss their siblings around, almost as if her sister simply vanished. The longhaired molly hadn't yet heard of her mother or sister's disappearances, and she certainly would be struck terribly when it was time to found out. She did manage to find her father and he seemed just as clueless, which in part didn't really make sense to her. They had to be somewhere around came truly, there wasn't any reason why either of them would wander off. At least that's how she felt and wanted to believe.

Bark didn't have any luck finding her other siblings neither.....Had they all vanished after she refused to go with them? Was this like a game of hide and seek? Did Bark need to hunt down each of her family members, besides her father that is. It didn't exactly make sense but she was oblivious when it came to loss.

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"I'm trying to find Mama or my siblings......I don't like staying in the nursery all alone" The kitten mewed softly towards Birdwatcher, trying to still figure out if this was a terrible joke for her lack of interest from the outside world. Tim always did do bad things, even if they were sisters Bark couldn't fully trust her. Maybe she was waiting for young Bark to break down in tears then make a joke about it. Papa didn't exactly seem all that normal, which might be an excuse on why he didn't try and help her find them. "I didn't wanna go out of the nursery before. That's when Tim left and I haven't seen her since" Nobody would've taken her sister or rather that's how she thought. Warriors were meant to keep the clan safe, so any excuses they used after she heard the news would be hissed at.

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Barkkit found it hard to move from the nursery, especially as she feared vanishing just as her mother and sister had. Maybe if she'd gone with Timberkit then Bark could've saved her, or rather forced her to stay in camp instead of wandering about. The longhaired kitten found herself to begin shaking, feeling that her father and the rest of her siblings may go missing. Being only 4 moons old meant they didn't understand a lot of things, yet Bark began to doubt the safety of darkclan. Their father seemed oblivious about mama's and timber's disappearances, almost like he couldn't comprehend what came from the other cats mouths.

They shouldn't be going so a harsh loss alone, but it was doubtful that anyone else would step in. It didn't take long for Bark to find Conekit, running over to her brother before trying to snuggle against him. She couldn't allow Conekit to suffer alone.....nobody would take the rest of her family away. Now she wanted to promise that she would keep everyone safe, make sure that she could try and keep their broken family together. No words came from her maw, instead she allowed the silence to attempt to engulf them again.

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Most of the newer members of darkclan didn't know Dovepaw all that well. Mostly due to the fact that she was still in deep sorrow after the loss of her father, brother and mother. She knew the fates of her father and brother, but mama robinwing simply vanished before she awoke one morning. Today was the first day she didn't wake up before the other apprentices, finding her nest to be rather comfortable. Most of her family had either passed on, vanished, or simply went to another place. They weren't there to guide Dovepaw, nor give her answers to the questions on usually needed family for.

Why had starclan done this to her family? Had she caused something by befriending a few bloodclanners moons ago? The grey and white shorthair didn't have the same chipper attitude, instead she was quieter and not as trusting. She still blamed herself for Copperpaw's demise, and her inability to make sure he was ok. Had starclan cursed her to become alone in this world? Were they going to take Ternpaw away next? All these thoughts made the girl shrivel up, not caring about who saw her in such an vulnerable state. There wasn't much more that could be done to hurt her.

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Dovepaw hadn't found the peace she needed in darkclan, in fact the cats trying to help her made everything worse. So instead she had slipped away without anyone's knowledge, heading towards the only family she could recall. The one's still alive that is....The grey and white molly couldn't stand staying in her nest, nor trying to put on a smile that didn't hold her true emotions. So hopefully it wouldn't be to hard to find her uncle morningfrost.....did he know of her mother's disappearance? It would only make sense as they were siblings after all right? If not then she may as well deliver the depressing news.

Dark eyes traveled along the path she trekked, hoping this indeed was the right route to windclan. Turning tail and heading back now wasn't an option for her; as there were likely going to be cats that saw this as betrayal.

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It had been moons since Dovepaw saw her uncle. It was when she was a freshly made apprentice if she remembered correctly, meaning they weren't super close. Although she always believed in her mother's words about how he did indeed care for them, despite how the two bumped heads in the past. Besides all this the apprentice found herself focusing on Milkdream, unable to read her as easily as most cats. There wasn't any reason to be on alarm with the molly, especially when she spoke of how terrible life had been back home. "I'm sorry for coming here suddenly uncle.......but I couldn't stay home anymore." Her voice shook almost as if she would break down right there. Loosing some many family members so close together had driven her insane....It had been moons yet she still couldn't get over copperpaw's death. Her parents disapperance and her grandfather's death had been the final nail in the coffin. It hurt to stay somewhere so many memories were shared with them.

She thought that running away from her problems would make everything better. Maybe that was true or maybe not....her decisions to come here had been out of desperation.

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