Posts by lifeismine

ive been gone for awhile but if you wanna continue we can if not I understand

lol I've been gone for a long time! if you want to continue we can, if not it is okay.

cambri//

My life seemed to have spun on its head as of recently. My mother died in a car accident a month ago and I don't ever talk to my father so I seem to have found myself with no family so here I am starting over. I've picked up my life and moved to new Orleans. why there? I guess because when my parents were still together they always talked about how they used to come here every April in rmbererence of there honeymoon. I myself had only ever been here once when I was 8 with them but then 4 years later my dad left my mom for a girl who could pass as an older sister to me. I was hoping to get an internship at a editors company while I was here and had sent a couple resumes in ahead of time but hadn't heard back from any yet so I was in dire need of a job to pay for the loft I had waiting for me. there was a Bar open, of course because it was a Friday night and the streets were full of people. I looked into the window of a near by store and fixed my shirt and hair [clothes] before taking in a breathe and entering the crowded and buzzing bar. I walked up to the bar and waited until the bartender was done waiting on a group of girls, one wearing a crown and sash that read bride. can I get an application? I asked the brown haired bartender and rested my hands on the sticky bar. he laughed just get back here and help and we will call it good. so I did what he said. he handed me a black shirt with the logo of the bar on it and I put it over my shirt I was already wearing. by the end of my new jobs shift my feet hurt like hell but I made some good tips. the guy told me he would send me the schedule for the next month and that I was hired. I looked at the time on my phone and it read 2:30. I sighed and went out the back exit of the bar and attempted to find my way to my new loft which id only been to three times all together. I started down and ally when I heard a noise. great. I fished in my purse for some sort of weapon but only found my keys. good enough. I continued walking only to be stopped by a black haired man and another with blonde hair and a tattoo on his whole arm. I tightened my grip on the keys as they got closer.

wanna skip to something else or start where we left off?

Muse A and muse B are in their twenties, they have been best friends for many years now and went to high school together but now the are starting their life as adults, moving it of their parents house and decided to live together in an apartment in California where they had grown up. They have all been friends for awhile now and no one ever though it could become more or less, but then as living together for the summer before they go back off to college or wherever they are going, they realize that being together that much can make people feel different about eachother...

Muse A has a boyfriend at the time by they have been off an on for a few years now and every time they break up she goes to muse B who is always there for her. Little does muse A know that after all this time, muse B has grown feeling for her.

Muse B doesn't know how to tell her cause he doesn't want it ruin their friendship and he doesn't know what her and her boyfriend are but one night after muse A has yet another fight with her boyfriend she comes home and is crying but later that night muse B takes her out saying she needs to get her mind off of things. They drink a little to much and things end up happening. What will happen to their friendship?

+ hello! before we start i ask that you are advanced. (please have proper grammar, a face claim, and write 1+ paragraphs).

-you play muse B who is a boy and I play muse A who is a girl

-if you have any other plots in mind please tell me cause it will give us more to play off of

-please post a small form [picture,personality traits, likes and dislikes or turn ons and turn offs, etc]

-I will make the first post and I'd seriously love you if you used Steve kelley as your fc.

okay where would you like to skip to?

okay sounds good wanna start? maybe when he's trying to find a way to tell her or something. they could be hanging out at like one of their houses and he's been acting different for awhile now and then she is trying to get it out of him?

can you?

I grabbed the bottle from him and smiled. I don't understand why he's been so distant lately. Honestly scares me a little. Actually no, a lot. Id been asking him whats wrong for a few days now and its always the same thing I'm tired or nothing. but really I know it is something. as he got on the bed he laid on his back and I moved in next to him. letting my head and hand rest on his chest and slightly looking up at him. I looked into his eyes trying to see if I could read something but nothing. usually I can tell what he's thinking right away. a perk of knowing someone for many years but its not the same. are you gonna keep whatever is bothering you a secret forever? I sighed and looked away. letting my eyes roam to his walls that had posters and pictures on them. not in any certain order or way just tapped up there. something you'd expect from a boy. id always asked him if I could move them to make it look a little more organized and it was always no I like it this way. its killing me! I said with a huff and a sorta whinny voice I know he hates.

maybe another time. a smile grew on my face as id won this argument that has gone on for who knows how long. I sat up a little bit, holding myself up on my elbow and leaned in and gave him a light kiss on his lips. I can't wait for next year. I couldn't wait to go to college especially since Micah and I will be going to the same place. I was scared when he was chasing his schools because he had been getting so many offers from schools all over to play soccer for them. not to brag or anything but my boyfriend is an amazing soccer player and I like everyone to know that. I was thinking of trying out for the dance team as ASU next year but wasn't completely sure because I didn't wanna get too overwhelmed with school and extracurriculars. isn't it so exciting to think we will be living on our own? I pushed my hair behind my ear well with a roommate I guess

I hope you get someone who is a little neater then you at least. I laughed as I said this and scanned his room which has dirty clothes and random stuff all over. looks like a tornado came through here. I let my hand play with his hair softly, something Id always sort of done. im not sure. I wanna do good in school and I feel it might distract me too much. I was pretty good in school. above average id say but I tried really hard to get there. I wasn't one of the people who were naturally born smart but I sure wish I was. and of course I want to spend as much time with you as I can. I smiled really big and settled another kiss on his lips. our first kiss was super awkward and I always think of it when we kiss. we were at our 8th grade dance that was at the end of the school year and his mom was taking him and his friends to his house and I was going with my friends. so that night all of us girls snuck out and went to his house and snuck in. we all played truth or dare and of course everyone dared us to kiss. I was going to just give him kiss on the cheek but his friend bumped him right as I was going in for it and ended up getting on his lips. everyone went crazy and his parents came down stairs and we all got caught but it was worth it.

I smiled Kindly at his mom when she appeared in the door frame. after she left I was a little confused why she asked if he was feeling okay. he didn't look sick and sure wasn't acting sick. sure he was acting stranger then normal but not sick. what was that about? I asked raising an eyebrow at him as I got up and sat straddling him. please tell me what the heck is going on. I sat this way on him so he wasn't able to get away and had to pretty much loom directly at me. I want my happy go lucky boyfriend back! I teased but it was true he hadn't been as free going as usual and I really missed it.

I wasn't completely believing everything he was saying and that was a weird feeling for me. I usually 100% of the time know he is telling the truth and I can fully believe that. he's just been acting so different and it was hard for me to be okay with it. worried about what next year? was he not wanting to go to ASU anymore. was he having second thoughts about even going to college. maybe he didn't want to have a girlfriend while in school. there were a million thoughts running through my mind. I pushed his arms off of me as I stood and ran my hands in my hair. I needed to stand. I needed a little space. I was feeling anxious. I always have had anxiety since I was a kid. I still go to my counselor one every week and I took anti-anxiety medicine but ever since me and Micah had been a thing it hadn't been as bad. only when I started to over think or got very stressed. dance was also a help for this. I put my blonde hair in a high pony and sighed while rubbing my face with my hands as I stood in the middle of his room.

yes definitely

I sighed and nodded as I took a seat next to him. I brought my legs up to my chest as I sat there. my heart was racing and I was scared. please don't tell me your breaking up with me? it was my first thought. I mean when someone says we need to talk of course your goin to assume the worst. I looked up at him, my eyes were sad. whats wrong?

badddd im sorry

looks great! no, its fine with me! ill get working on the first post

--i an starting right after she comes home after the fight she had with her 'boyfriend'

Fights. Yelling. Screaming. Crying. It was a usual thing for me. I slammed the door to my boyfriends house and ran into my car speeding away and to my apartment. I could barley see as the tears were running down my cheeks. My mascara smeared across my face. I was a raccoon. I wanted to get home and curl up on my bed and cry myself to sleep. I did that after many of our fights. He didn't care though. He would say it was my fault. I'm the one that messed up, even though he was the one who cheated multiple times. But I always took him back. Maybe I was stupid like he'd say. I parked in the fourth floor parking garage. I screamed and hit the horn three times before getting out and locking the door. I took the elevator to the eleventh floor that I lived on. My home. My safe place. I tired to unlock the white door but found it already unlocked meaning that Dylan was here. I hated to have him see me like this. He always helped put my back together and I felt like sh*t for doing this to him over and over again. I walked straight to my room trying to hide my face in my blonde locks that were falling out of the messy bun it once had been. I got to my bed, not bothering to turn the lights on. I took off the sweat shirt I wore and was covered in tears on the sleeves from wiping my tears off my face. I payed in the bed with my shorts and sports bra on and pulled the blanket up over my shoulders and tried to cry as quit lying as possible into my pillow.

I was shocked. why would he joke about this? I rolled my eyes and nudged him a little. thats not a funny thing to joke about I said to him and looked up at him. he wasn't joking I realized. my jaw dropped and I could already feel my ears start to tear up. I couldn't believe this was happening...I was worried about him too. this had to be hard. how long has he been hiding this? babe...itll be okay I put my arms around him and let my head lay on his shoulder. I wasn't sure what to say. what do you say to someone who has huge news like this?

sorry Hailee