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  • EAST OF EDEN [ private + asterin ]

    If Imperia knew better, she would know not to care. She would know that caring meant death, it meant blood, it meant love. But Asterin.. Asterin didn't know either. Asterin liked to think that she was above caring—that she was above it all. That she was above love, and perhaps she was a fool to think that she was better than that. And maybe the others believed it, but she didn't. It was all a facade. But not anymore. Not anymore— not after she had kissed him. That was when she realized her heart was full of love, her heart was gold. And she had sold it. She had sold it so he could experience the world as she did. And he would. Without her.


    If she still had a soul, if she still had a heart, it'd be shattered. It'd be glass. Maybe she liked to think she had a heart of gold, but in reality it was glass. Breakable. And the facade she wore day on and day out, that was just as breakable. But she didn't have a heart anymore. She didn't have a soul and now she simply felt nothing.


    It was so peculiar. Not being able to feel. She couldn't remember what it was like to feel. What it was like to love. And now, now she was empty. As Imperia entered, Asterin didn't flinch. She didn't move to protect herself. It wasn't because she trusted the girl, but simply because she didn't care. She didn't care what she did.


    And so Asterin watched from the window, the world go on and on. Unmoving. Silent. Not even a dagger within reach.


    && sorry this doesn't make any sense WHOOPS

    asterin basically sold her soul 4 wild 2 be able 2 see

  • BLIZZARDCLAN CHATTING/PLOTTING THREAD

    HAPPY FOURTH!!! ugh i wish it was raining here it has been like 100 degrees for DAYS on end


    i was supposed 2 go 2 a parade 2day but i woke up 2 late so not going anymore, but @ least tonight i'm going 2 a family friend's house to watch fireworks & play with their ADORABLE dogs they have 2 border collies and a german shephard


    how is everyone else?

  • DON'T BE AFRAID TO CATCH FEELS — EVENT

    Parties were not Asterin's scene, especially not.. now when she lacked all roots of emotion. She didn't want to sulk, however, and found herself drifting to the lake from the medicine cat's den with uncanny ease. Given her injury, it was not good for her and the others to find her here. Soon, they would find out she had given away her soul for someone else. A mistake, maybe, but it almost felt.. nice not to care. Not to feel.


    And so—Asterin remained on the outskirts of the party, not drifting towards the delightfully smelling food and towards her mingling clanmates. Instead, the silver wolf found her piercing blue eyes drifting towards a figure who appeared to have the same idea as she. Shadowclan, he had claimed he was from. Not that she really cared— not anymore.


    Asterin figured a little chaos would soothe her growing boredom, and so she approached variscite on quiet steps whilst limping softly. She wasn't fully healed, but it seemed she was doing fine as of now so she wouldn't return the the medics den. Later, maybe, if the Shadowclanner proved himself to be dull.


    "Shadowclan, eh?" Her voice was flat, weirdly and unnaturally flat and disinterested. No ups and downs, no changes in pitch, simply plain. "Call me Asterin. You are?"

  • be a victim to kageyama??

    if u need another person, i could prob offer up asterin!

    she's currently soulless as an effect of selling her soul to a demon #noregrets

    but basically maybe like bc she was stabbed earlier she tears the stitches & it starts bleeding & it could set off her bloodlust 2 the point of aster almost dying? & aster wouldn't struggle bc she doesn't really care

  • LOVE IN SHORT SUPPLY | BLIZZARDCLAN SHIPPING THREAD

    OH i see i live like 3 hours from the ocean? but its a gross ocean & its full of sharks so it doesnt really count


    i make my return threads angsty but like,, i just get really lazy when it comes to disappearances?? idk y bc i have muse for return threads??


    we should def have a nayomi and aster thread b4 u go if u have time

  • the smoke gonna spell my name — BIO

    NAME Asterin Harbringer Darling

    GENDER Cisgender female

    AGE 7 months, ages real time

    SEXUAL ORIENTATION Heterosexual, bicurious

    ALLIANCE Blizzardclan, warrior


    APPEARANCE

    - long haired silver wolf

    - piercing blue eyes, gleam like blue fire

    - feminine build with unusual muscles hidden beneath fur, long & lean legs

    - unusually sharp teeth


    PERSONALITY

    - brave

    - EXTREMELY loyal

    - borderline crazy

    - blunt

    - can come off as cold

    - wild

    - almost feral in a way


    RELATIONSHIPS

    - finch darling x toni harbringer

    - no known siblings, many half siblings

    - loves wildyonder

    - mentored by sweetophelia

    - no current offspring

    - no trusted friends as of current

    - no enemies as of current


    POWERS

    - future fire elementals

    - shapeshifting


    HISTORY

    was born into a loving family, though she had quickly run away in the form of a lion and uncontrollably took the form of a silver wolf in an angry haze. lived amongst loners for all of her lifetime, before ultimately deciding clanlife would benefit her. joined blizzardclan and found an enemy in wildyonder, though that quickly changed as they talked and learned more about eachother. a couple weeks after they had met, asterin set out to find a demon to return wildyonder's sight in return for her soul. the unpredictable demon had decided to show up whenever he pleased, and had given asterin a few moments to say goodbye to her friend. things took a twist when she found herself kissing him, before the demon arrived to claim her soul. as of right now, asterin is currently soulless.