Posts by CENDRILLON

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — //oops this kinda turned out a bit dark, let me know if i need to tag it or something

They remembered everything. One moment an oblivious, wandering stranger to themselves, the next they had reached such a state of clarity they nearly collapsed. While they were relived at first, they suddenly regretted ever even searching for the truth in the darker depths of their mind. Said truth had turned out to be ugly, forced them to actually fall over this time. They felt like there was a crushing weight pressing down on them, trying to force them below into the dirt, the brims of their eyes stung with tears. They gasped loudly for breath and squeezed their eyes shut against the images running rampant, but they only played more vividly on the insides of their eyelids. A pathetic, small whimpering sound forced itself up into their throat, the nausea in their stomach making it feel like they'd throw up what little they had eaten recently.

Slowly, the tainted memories flooding back didn't feel like such a heavy burden, and they were able to steady their breathing gradually. But panic had long settled into their being, making it's permanent home again, like it had before. They felt unbearably on edge as they tried to regain themselves, trembling-no, shaking-and they could feel sweat gathering beneath their fur. They wanted to hide, yet they knew no hiding place would be truly safe.

Necros-no, they didn't want that name anymore. They abruptly despised it with all their being, a burning hatred towards it. It was something that kept them tied to everything that had happened in the past. They wanted a new name. However, before they could think of one, they paused and took a whiff of the air. The scent tickling their nose was blatantly familiar, faces they remembered bubbling up in their mind. But they distrusted these faces, ones with mocking expressions and hidden intentions. Scowling in displeasure to themselves, they took a seat and glanced around, trying to make sense of their surroundings but mostly to check for any threats or red-flags. "Hello? Here to join," they said before they could stop the words spilling from their mouth.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — They visibly tensed as someone approached, though they had long been on edge since the person's arrival. Their eyes roamed over the female, trying to decide just by appearance if she could be trusted or not, but the fact that she wasn't behaving aggressively was a bit of a relief. It could have been worse, they could have been approached with sneering fangs and claws. But they were okay, they tried to reason, but it wasn't proving very effective. They still looked around uneasily, ready. "Oh, yes...my apologies. I'm...Cendrillon," they blurted out the first name that came to mind, a French one they had heard at some point or another. Cringing slightly at being called 'cutie,' they tried to dust it off, their expression mostly unchanging from blankness.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — It had been a while since they had gotten a weekly task. It was a melancholic memory, and they found themselves not wanting to consider it. They quickly dismissed the source of sadness from their mind, approaching Mira with a dip of their head. "I'll take one, as well," they said in a quiet voice.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — Cendrillon arrived with cautious steps, acknowledging the two with suspicion. Neitehr of them looked harmful or intimidating, but they didn't feel like taking risks today, instead staying on their toes like always. Truthfully, they had spotted the joiner before Velvet had, and they would have welcomed them themselves, but they didn't quite trust doing it by themselves. Things could have turned nasty quickly. Like they said, they weren't taking chances. Besides, it was better to have two rather than one-unless they decided it would be best to gang up on them.

"Ah, um...welcome. I'm Cendrillon," they introduced themselves, trying to distract themselves from the disturbing fantasies inside their mind.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — Cendrillon departed with a nod. That didn't seem hard, yet their heart was fluttering inside their ribs like a caged bird. They weren't good with people at all. But they'd try anyway.

TAGS ✦ ✧ ✦ — They were startled by the sudden flash of blonde rushing at them, quickly taking a step back. They were a bit uncomfortable with how close they were and their energetic attitude, but didn't show it outwardly, as they only stared with a hint of confusion. They weren't sure what they were talking about, opening their mouth to respond but they weren't sure what to say. Luckily they were saved as someone else appeared. Turning their attention to this Arcanepaw instead, they nodded their head respectfully to the co-leader. They tried not to think about the days where they used to be leader themselves.

"Thank you for the warm welcomes," Cendrillon spoke quietly. It sounded frail, like that of a child's, but had the quality of maturity.