What motivated anyone, what motivated dog to work for master. Is it want or need, is it that sweet positive reinforcement or the risk of negative reaction. What motivates one person to be bouncy and childlike, is it in their genetics, or does someone who acts grim and dark have good reason; Nature versus nurture so to speak. Too many things to ponder during a lazy chilly Tuesday afternoon, but it seemed like it was the only existential thought that had yet to solved by formulas and math. It wasn't, many questions in life are left to one's own morals and ideas, battled over and debated, whether killing a child is wrong, whether or man can love man. The world is in turmoil, wars between clans, and in clans. Deep set wounds in hearts that no one can see, and disabilities like Raphael's gimp leg. That is life, suffering that is seen and hidden. Nature twists the world into mountains and rivers, and makes natural disasters and fires to wipe out homes, yet people push through. For what?
Maybe it is the nature of life to not give up, to push on even when things seem impossible. Or maybe creatures are just dumb, and argue against their fate. The fate of every mortal, death. Who's to say immortality exists at all, in the end you will die from memories if not existence. What did you live for, what did you want, what drove you.
Today, Raphael was driven by this exchange, another new face. His eyes seemed to light up even more, as if he had seen an angel. Whether this was a dumb idea or not, and through his odd existential crisis, he could tell already that this would be the safe environment he needed. Imagine that, no threat of humans or outsiders, and when they did come, he would have back up. Though as of right now, he was still an outsider, a stranger. He had questions he could actually answer.
"Color matters a lot, if someone says they look green it mean sickness, if some berries were red, you would know that they warn of poison." It was a wisdom that could be refined, the idea that every color holds meaning. Orange was joy, Raphael was not deserving of this. However much he wished he was as happy as the serval of his own age, he was rather plain and glum. Yet, blue, true sadness, he was not that either. The male would prefer a nice brown juice, perfect for his personality. Dull. He had no clue what juice was.
"I apologize for not introducing myself sooner, I'm Raphael Muzikant, I heard from a.. Friend that this was the remnants of the clan I used to be a part of." He was talking too much, he had to shut up, but deep down he never wanted to stop talking ever again. "I can not attribute any accuracy of the statement 'ough"
Raphael missed a lot of conflict and war, what was once the Sanctum was long destroyed. His old territory was a dream, a memory that he could now only think of. He knew this, yet deep down he prayed they would still accept him here, take him in as if he were another of their kind. He could wish, he was praying to a god he wasn't even sure existed. Raphael, a bright boy was at his lowest, changing from a light conversation about juice to pleading for answers.