In terms of torture, Riddler had been rather... mild, all things considered. He wasn't like Deathstroke in the slightest, who was brutal just for the sake of being brutal, for having power over her that she couldn't redeem back. But Riddler? Oh, Riddler, he was not one to trifle with. He had a brain on him like none other. Smart. Clever. Well-crafted in his designs, changed, molded over his time in exile and devling into the world of pain and misery. And perhaps, that was the most terrifying of all.
Because she didn't know what to expect from him anymore. She had known him before, known him as the quiet, considerate, careful father of Mie and Aleksi, the person who, though was often in the shadows and not a loud-voiced member of the Clan, was one people could respect for his knowledge and his mental capacities. But now? When that was being used against her? Against Vic? Against the people she cared about? It set her on edge, with nerves running through her body, not sure whether to try and run or try and fight. But she knew she just... had to do whatever he wanted. Whatever he wanted to keep Victor safe and out of harm's way. So far, Riddler hadn't hurt him. For that, she was grateful, but it in no way prepared her for what she was about to endure.
It had been simple, really. Forced into a blindfold, and unchained, set like a headless chicken, dependant on Riddler pushing her along to where he wanted to prevent herself from falling and tripping over her own paws for her lack of vision. She didn't like this feeling of helplessness, but she pressed her lips together tightly, tried not to let it show on her face despite the tight knot of anxiety that had been settled in her chest. She wouldn't let him know that he was getting to her. She refused. Lottie couldn't dare to guess why this was happening to her, why she was being targeted of all things, but she had a feeling she would find out soon enough. That whatever Riddler had planned was all just part of a bigger scheme, and she was just a pawn on the chessboard.
They walked on in silence, and uneasiness began to drape in her paw steps as her feet seemed to lag behind herself, following Riddler's pace only out of nessecity. There was... a feeling she couldn't explain, like she knew something was wrong. But she didn't know what. Vic was fine- he had to be fine, because Riddler hadn't touched him, and there was no reason otherwise why he would be dragging her out. But oh, she found her answer soon enough as they grew closer to their destination, and the smell hit her. A smell that she was all too familiar with. Death. The faint buzzing of flies as her paw steps began to slow even more. Panic rose up in her throat, but she shoved it down. It was just a scare tactic. It was just something to mess with her. Blindfold her, sit her near a dead body, hurt her, and then take her back like nothing had happened. She steeled herself for this fate, for the pain to follow, but nothing... Nothing could compare to what it truly was.
You can take your blindfold off now. His words were met with a heavy shove forward, and Lottie had to keep herself from gagging as she got in a sharp breath of the putrid smell of death, stumbling over her paws as she had not the vision to right herself. She licked her lips, her paws shaking as she slowly lifted one to her face to pull away the blindfold. She blinked, allowing her gaze to come back into focus, settling on the two, small forms of cubs in front of her.
In a moment, the world seemed to stop as the realization hit her. Everything seemed to suddenly move slowly. The intake of her breath, filling her lungs, and releasing it, was slow in her mind, each breath shuddering through her body, compelling her to live, and to breathe. Yet, the phsyical pain, a sharp stabbing through her throat and her chest as she tried to contain the tears that compelled to streak down her face told her otherwise. She felt a shiver run through her as the blood drained away from her body, rushing through her; shock. It was shock, but she hardly registered the fact.
Her babies. HER babies. Louis, Desirae, their small, little bodies curled up on the ground, their eyes wide in shock, but still, so deathly still, not a mark on them. Their flesh hadn't been torn into, they were just... still, like they were sleeping, and Lottie wasn't sure what was worse. Because she knew, oh she knew what he had done, but her mind would not accept it. Poison. He had poisoned her babies.
There was a dull ringing in her ears. Through the thundering of her own heartbeat in her ears, and the sound of her own breathing drowing everything out, it took several moments for her to register that it was her. Her own, broken wail, a sound so harrowing and filled with sorrow that it seemed the sound itself could pierce the heavens; ripped from her throat without being compelled, following the way she crumpled, her expression first, then her legs gave out from beneath her as the tears that had choked her so began to flow down her face. "My babies!" the wail followed into broken words, a shuddering breath pulling into her lungs as the sobbings began, shaking her whole body as the sound itself was only a faint comparison to the wail that had been pulled from her; and then it grew worse as she spoke again, much without meaning to, her voice broken and almost unintelligable through her sobbing. "No! No, no, not my babies!"
Lottie fell to her knees, her shaking form moving to her children that lay dead on the ground, hoving over them as if she could still protect them, could still hug them, even if she would get a protest in return, even if they screamed at her, told her that they hated her, anything, anything would have been better than the reality. Her shaking paws reached out to touch Louis' sleek, golden fur, so unlike her or Alastor, his uniqueness unmistakable. He was cold, stiff to the touch, which only sent another sob running through her body as she pressed her nose into the fur of Desirae, uncaring now for her surroundings.
"I'm sorry," she whispered, the tears streaming down her face, wanting to hold them, to cradle them, to tell them it was okay, but it wouldn't bring them back. Nothing would bring them back! Why wouldn't they come back?! She needed them! And they had needed her and she had failed them! She wasn't able to protect them! "Oh, my babies, I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry..."