Posts by GRIZZLYBEAR.

OWLDAPPLE. wrote:

ok
griz and owl have a lot in common
owldapple's mate was a calico (so was firelily)
he had two sons (four kits in the litter, all of them died including the two sons afterwards)
owl was once a loner, but had happened to join an group of massive killers who deemed him the head assassin
and i feel as tho griz and owl could meet each other and talk bout daddy stuff

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eeeeeeeeey
sure! especially with the possible emotional pain coming in grizz direction, he wouldn't mind a dadfriend companion

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He knew Tinypaw would be hurting and sad, he should have expected it when he felt claws on his chest and teeth in his shoulder though he didn't feel too much pain as he dung his claws into the ground with a hurt smile on his maw. "I wished I could ta'done somethin' more. . .Every day and night. . .I imagine how it'd be if your Ma had lived instead. . .Maybe. . .You'd be happier having yer Ma more than me. . .A boy needs his Ma." He closed his eyes briefly only to attempt to get his son off of him with a saddened expression everything around him falling to pieces slowly though he held his ground still staring down at his forepaws not sure if he was able to look at his son ever again nor was he certain if his child wanted to be near him "I told ya stories 'bout her. . .Not to lie, all I told you was true. . .I just wanted ta'get ya ready for this, I didn't want ta'tell ya at a young age. . .You weren't ready at ta'time." He released a shaky breath glancing up once more with even more hurt in his eyes "I shoulda told ya from the beginning. . .But. . .It was jus' me. . .I wasn't ready. . .Tinypaw, if only you knew how much ya meant ta'me after yer mother died. . .I didn't eat nor sleep f'days. . .But you, kept me going, son. . .You were my motivation. . ." He thought about Firelily but soon enough his thoughts were filled with those of the Riverclanners he had met here and Swancloud, the mere thought of her made his heart flutter. But he wanted Tinypaw to be happy despite how selfish it seemed, he swallowed roughly flicking his ears back "I want ya ta'be happy. . .Even if it may effect m'own. . ."

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It was going to be just him and Swancloud tonight though it had been quite a while since they had been by themselves despite it all being friendly interaction, he took a deep breath feeling a bit exhausted but he didn't want to let that ruin the time he'd get to spend with Swancloud. Grizzlybear had lead her to Fourtress since it was such a nice place where a short treaty between the clouds was usually made "'Ere we are, hun." The burly tomcat offered a grin twitching his whiskers, he tried not thinking of what Tinypaw had said to him as well as done to him. The bite nor the claws on his chest hadn't effected him too badly though it did emotionally hurt him more than physically. "If ya want ta'go anywhere else then jus' tell me." He glanced up towards the direction of where all the leaders would sit down. He proceeded to look at her once more, damn, she was more beautiful than the full moon itself.

[ @swancloud . ]

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Grizzlybear was a bit confused as well though he was exhausted due to his recent sleep deprivation as he took a seat next to Heatherpounce with a tired grin on his maw not certain of what to say, he twitched his whiskers quite amused by the way that Stagpaw spoke about the plants actually whispering to one another saying that they liked the wind as well as sunlight. He angled his ears forward with a blink of his amber eyes "I understand a bit. . .Not too much but quite a bit. . .I blame m'self fer not gettin' enough sleep." He blinked his eyes a few more times so they wouldn't droop and close on him, no, he needed to stay awake despite how tired he was.

Meanwhile Grizz in the background just smh the whole time but realizes how much of a shit parent he is too

ah it's alright, sub, rl before ff !
also hello everyone!

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Smokestar was gone. Grizzlybear felt something in his gut twist within him as he took a steady breath, all they were left with now was the medicine cat, Aspenberry, and Cougartail had momentarily disappeared. It concerned him quite a bit though he would inhale before exhaling walking over to where Dawnguard was only to briefly dip his cranium in the direction of where the leader had stormed off into murmuring under his breath "Thank ya f'your service." He stood there with matching eyes casting to the sky, now they would have to wait for Cougar's return.

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Poetry? He heard some of the twolegs at home talking about that though he didn't quite understand them much so he would trot over to where Rainwatcher had placed himself, a tired smile tugged at Grizzly's maw giving a light twitch of his whiskers as he'd mew with a small incline of his cranium "I'd be interested in listening to yer poetry, Rain. I bet it's real good." He was quite certain of it as he waited patiently for the other to tell his poem, huh, maybe he'd learn something and try it on the she-cats around Riverclan. It was very unlikely especially with Tinypaw claiming that he only cared about her, the memory left something sour on his tongue yet he tried not to dwell on the negative thoughts.

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Time to get off his fat arse and not lay around with a bit of depression weighing him down, he twitched his whiskers digging his claws into the earth underneath him only to call with his matching amber eyes surveying the area "I'm holding a huntin patrol, so those interested c'mon over." This would be a good opportunity for the apprentices as well, he hoped that Rainwatcher would arrive since Grizzlybear was well aware of how the other was good at catching several fish, he saw it himself. He would stand there waiting patiently with both his ears angled forward and an exhausted smile tugging at his lips.

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Trotting over, the burly tomcat angled both of his ears forward with a twitch of his whiskers hearing what Aspenberry had said about restocking on herbs did the tomcat offer with an exhausted smile tugging at his lips "If ya need help gathering herbs, I can help." He was concerned for the clan though he'd try his best to help around as much, he released a soft sigh only to nod to some of them there.

( mobile and hunting patrol was made )

Grizzlybear trotted over with an incline of his cranium hoping that their deputy would return home safely "Yes Aspenberry."

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The scarred burly tomcat hadn't been feeling like himself lately yet he tried to not let the thoughts bother even if they consisted of his own and only son hating his guts, he shook his cranium managing to pass out and getting some sleep even if his slumber was rudely interrupted by nightmares as well as the darkness that once shied away had returned to plague him. His breathing was a bit shaky yet in this time of need, he wouldn't let the darkness that plagued him get the better of him. Thoughts of Firelily and Swancloud swarming most of his thoughts, he rose to his paws with both of his matching eyes closing in a brief moment of silence. He tried searching for shards of light within his mind and thoughts that cluttered around, most consisting of worry and guilt, yet he managed to shove around finding those said shards of light. They surrounded her, her white coat that resembled snow, and her pair of crystalline eyes. He could look into her eyes all day if he got the chance. He was a lost boat at sea and the only lighthouse around that offered a beacon of light that wasn't his own kin was Swancloud, there was no hesitation, his engine roared and he only drew near to the light basking within it. He reopened his amber eyes exhaling a breath into the air, he could cope with this. He had his friends, his clan, and he had his son even if he didn't want to be near him.

He had her, both of them, one within Silverpelt and the other here on earth with him.

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He had scented it though his eyes would draw over towards Dawnguard, an admirable warrior yet in Grizzlybear's eyes was a bit reckless though he twitched his whiskers glancing at the skies above them. He rose to his paws slowly, the large tom would give a roll of his shoulders blinking at the slightly smaller tomcat giving a curt nod of his cranium as he surveyed the area trying to see if anyone had gotten out or if all of them were here.

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Scolding was definitely needed here and he wasn't sure if being a father would make it any easier though he walked over standing next to Rainwatcher saying in a hushed voice "You youngins shouldn't be out here." They had two warriors and an apprentice so he gave a subtle wink. He was certain that they were safe and besides, they were only hunting so he took a soft breath smiling to those there even if it was a little forced.

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Fancy words, he didn't understand yet he was grateful nonetheless as he took a steady breath nodding slowly "Ah, how kind of ya." He said only to listen to what was said made him frown on the inside though a smile still tugged at his lips as he added with a small incline of his cranium "Ah, that was very good, Rainwatcher." Did he truly protect his son? He wasn't quite certain as he flicked his ears back a bit twitching his whiskers once removing that train of thought from his mind and tried to concentrate on what was being said next.

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He had to make sure that the apprentices were here and secure, that would be easy enough, he gave a curt nod mewing with a frown tugging at his lips "Of course," He would walk forward surveying the camp for the apprentices and thinking of how many there was that was within his memory; Stagpaw, Rookpaw, and Tinypaw. He didn't see Stagpaw or Rookpaw just yet but the scent of his son lingered near the camp exit that made his skin crawl as his fur bristled just a bit. He'd have to talk to his child even if Tinypaw didn't want Grizzlybear speaking to him, too bad, he supposed as he quickly made his way along trying to trace the scent trail of his only son despite how the scent of an upcoming storm seemed to be nearing. He was worrying badly until he caught wind of his son as well as spotting his familiar coat, he walked forward without hesitation "Time ta'get ta'camp, Tinypaw. There's a storm comin," He prayed within his head that the other wouldn't protest or else Grizzlybear would just have to carry the kitten-sized apprentice to camp.

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"There's no need for arguing." He said as he walked forward with calm amber eyes sweeping over Shalas and Dawnguard, he took a seat near Swancloud and Heatherpounce angling his ears forward in the direction of Dawnguard only to add with a small frown tugging at his lips "Yes, finish what you were sayin', Dawnguard." He just hoped they wouldn't get angry at him for putting his own input on the small snarky remarks that they gave each other. He took a soft breath deciding to remain silent after the other warrior would finish their lesson or whatever.

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[ sure and you're doing great <333 also tysm ]

He felt a poke on his flank before there was another one did he glance over to the she-cat who seemed to be the culprit behind the poking though he didn't necessarily mind it, no, but he found it rather comforting recalling how Tinypaw had poked at him sometimes when he was just a kitten. He released a soft breath before offering a smile that was just a little forced "Hello there. I don't believe we met before. . .Uh, m'names Grizzlybear." He said with a soft chuckle.

// sorry a lil rushed

omg cute boys at the airport and hey everyone, how's it going?

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Grizzlybear was much too tired to understand what was going on though he only gave small nods to those there only to notice that Adderkit had arrived and it made him frown, the kitten couldn't tag along even if he would've wanted to bring the kit. He sighed quietly only to mew in a stern voice "Adderkit, go back ta'camp. The rest of you follow," If Adderkit did decide to follow then Grizzlybear would keep a close eye on him.