Posts by GRIZZLYBEAR.

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  • SOMETHING THERE THAT WASN'T THERE BEFORE [ o; BEARCLOUD ;^ ) ]

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    [ so much fluff ]


    He twitched his ears hearing the both of those rascals, he released a soft purr grinning warmly towards her hearing her say that water lilies were her favorite and he'd give a small roll of his shoulders "Lucky guess, I s'pose." His whiskers twitched momentarily though he perked up especially when she had agreed to go somewhere with him though, not to mention, the way she'd laugh made his heart flutter as well as the touching of noses did it make his heart escalate in speed. He would blink a bit at the sudden touch of their noses though he didn't seem to shy again, it had been a while since a nose was pressed against his own and he felt his stumpy tail wagging to the sides like a happy dog "A-ah! No, thank y-you for agreeing to g-go with me, hun. . .I guess I'll see ya later." He said with a purr making his throat vibrate like a car's motor. He turned his gaze momentarily only to say in an amused tone "Alright, ya peeping toms. Come out."

  • OFFICIAL RIVERCLAN CHAT/PLOT THREAD!

    swancloud . wrote:

    swan: *looks at the other two*
    swan: so which one goes first


    she's just rlly possessive lmao

    omf
    swan does not want to share grizzly



    FLICKER- wrote:

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    I feel like Swan x Flicker x Heather are the schuyler sisters and they are all fihting for Alexander ( Grizz )


    LOOK AROUND LOOK AROUND

    UM YES PLS
    YES

  • HEAR MY HEART BEAT [open - mute]

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    The dog attack, he loathed it with a passion hoping those dogs would go die and damned if they don't. He realized how Smokestar had gotten attacked by a sick dog and Tinypaw was lucky to a small degree, he sighed walking over looking more exhausted than ever aiming to nuzzle his son though he moved back after a moment with a tired smile on his maw wishing that he had killed the dogs that had harmed his clanmates despite putting his own life at risk.

  • SOMETHING THERE THAT WASN'T THERE BEFORE [ o; BEARCLOUD ;^ ) ]

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    "Cheater!"


    The way Tinypaw had said it made the large tomcat frown as a sudden sadness washed over him making him wonder if it was time to tell the child, the truth about his mother. Grizzlybear still loved Firelily, he truly did but he just didn't want Tinypaw living under the thought of his mother being alive when she was dead. . .Dead because of him. The thought made his heart wrench though the pain didn't spot there, no, his son had bounded off before Grizzlybear could even say a single word. Was it selfish of him for moving on from Firelily? He wanted Tinypaw to be happy despite how he'd selfishly have to shove away his own emotions for Swancloud even if he didn't deny them, he cleared his throat muttering an apology to Tinypaw even if he was far away by now. He pressed his nose to Swancloud's cheek before bounding off after his son.

  • GOING BACK FOR THE GOLD -- APRIL GATHERING

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    Grizzlybear twitched his whiskers feeling a bit uneasy at the sight of so many cats but during the night of gathering there was usually a truce which was good considering that he was tired out after the dog attack as well as the skirmish with Bloodclan, he would take a seat releasing a soft breath.

  • OH, IT'S A REASONABLE SACRIFICE - rabid

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    Grizzlybear approached with a pair of cautious amber visionaries, he wasn't certain about the leader recalling that Cougartail had mentioned Smokestar being bitten by an ill dog. He flicked his ears back for a moment realizing how Smoke appeared like he was confused and it came off as a bit of a surprise considering how the tomcat rarely showed anything in those eyes of his. He grew a bit suspicious but decided to shove it away as he stayed at the back of the group.

  • i'm so alone here on my own | open //intro // joining |

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    One thing that Grizzlybear wanted to avoid right now were his female clanmates especially after what Tinypaw had called him, it just hurt so much though he was here anyways blinking at Dappledleaf. He trotted over noting the growl and offered a big fat warm smile, even if it was a little forced, he angled his ears forward "Ah, he probably didn't know or meant'ta offend ya." He paused only to add afterwards "I reckon I should introduce m'self. . .I'm Grizzlybear, m'am." A polite incline of his cranium before he'd take a seat. Hopefully, she wouldn't get mad at him too.

  • I'M STILL STANDING [ open ]

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    The burly tomcat knew what had to be done and what he had to tell his son, he took a shaky breath not being able to sleep the past night because of it. He had left the warriors den for the whole night to go spend some time to himself recalling his past despite how it made him terribly sad as well as uncomfortable with himself. He couldn't stall with small features of Tinypaw's mother and he found that it was time to tell his child of what had truly happened to his mother, whether it made Tinypaw hate him or not, he wouldn't be certain though that uncertainty had clung to him since the day that Firelily died. The fear that gnawed at him every night of having the his only son hate him for his crime. He took a shaky breath but he returned to camp with exhaustion evident in the way his muscles slumped, his eyes drooped, and the way he walked. He wouldn't hide it anymore and he would call out for his son "Tinypaw, get over 'ere." His voice tired, hoarse, and held a hint of hurt. Here it came. He couldn't live with himself and the load only grew heavier by the passing day.


    [ wait until tinypaw/exotica replies and it gets to a certain point ]

  • I'M STILL STANDING [ open ]

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    There he was. He could feel his insides growing cold but he made sure that he could do this as he blinked his warm amber eyes once but something was missing from them, the familiar and welcoming warmth you'd get when you looked into his matching eyes and he released a soft breath before speaking in a tired voice "Sock. . .Look at me." He paused releasing a hurt chuckle "It might be ta'last, I get ta'look into your eyes. . .Or you. . ." He wasn't sure if it was true but he was scared after what he'd tell Tinypaw what truly happened to his mother, well, he was slightly certain that the tomcat would hate him even if it would hurt him more than any claws scraping and tearing into his flesh. "This is about your mother. . .S-she was a good she-cat, fierce whenever she needed ta'be and very loving. I was still in our group and well, I met her near ta'woods. . .She was beautiful. . .She was fantastic. She was one of them. . .I'd visit her 'til one day, she decided to go with me. . .We were in love, young and a bit wild. . .Soon enough, time passed and yer Ma told me she was expectin' ya. . .I was afraid and so happy, happy that I found someone and that we were having kids. We started picking names and talking about how much we'd love you guys. I was scared that I'd be a bad parent but yer Ma, Firelily, said not to worry. You were born. . .You were so small but we loved you with our hearts. . .We really did. I'd try spending as much time with ya and when I did, I felt this feeling I never felt before. . .My life was looking so much brighter, I felt blessed." He swallowed trying his best not to cry or get too emotional, he would let out some nervous laughter continuing "Then one day, all hell set loose. . .I came back from hunting and yer Ma was hurt. . .She had protected you from a coon. . .It had been. . .Sick. . .I worried for her day and night. She wasn't herself one day. . ."


    He could feel imaginary claws clenching onto his heart, squeezing it, he wanted to cry but he wanted to be better than that as he took a deep breath making sure that he wouldn't bawl. He flicked his ears back adding "She got sick because of the coon biting her. . .She wasn't herself and she tried. . .Getting you. . .I had to decide. . .You or your mother. . .I tried calling her multiple times. . .It was like she couldn't hear me. . .She tried to claw at me. . .I managed to move out of ta'way. . ." He stared down at his forepaws unsheathing his claws repeatedly before digging them into the ground "She died that day. . .Because of me." He couldn't do it anymore as he stepped back with his gaze towards the ground "I killed her. . .I wanted to keep you safe. . ."


    [ :^ ) ]