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// this is so long forgive me I'm trying to keep it vague
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Clan life was something Bigby wasn't quite used to even if it had been over a month he was a Darkclan officer. Being a lonesome traveller ever since his mother passed away, the dire was not used to being surrounded by such a crowd all the time. Always having tasks, always having confrontations. Always having conversation. The social stimuli was almost unbearable for the Introverted brute, not only that but his hyper sesitive nose was overloaded with scents and smells. It drove his brain mad.
The wolf padded out of the territory to get away from it all, he ran from the smells, the sounds and the people. He needed a break, he needed to relax and unwind. As he stood within the scolding dunes of Darkclan's desert, Bigby kept a cigarette between his jaws. He let himself sit down and close his eyes, the over stimulation of various smells being covered up by the one of smoke. A smell he was used to.
Smoking was a way to relieve stress and to stop his nose and brain from being too overwhelmed by environmental aspects.
He didn't even notice the canine that made his way towards his direction.
* * *
"You have betrayed your own vow."
Bigby's head shot up at the sound of the familiar tone, facing he individual in front of him.
The North Wind in his very form.
Bigby had long promised himself that he would never trust another, that he would stay alone until he killed the people who had betrayed him long ago. A promise Bigby regretted and wanted to forget.
North was a dire wolf even larger than Bigby himself with a pitch black coat and ice blue optics that stung to even meet. Bigby's yellow eyes widen at the very sight and his jaw dropped, the cigarette between his teeth falling to the sand. His fury bubbled in his chest, his anger made his fur stand on its very end and he stood up, lips curling back to expose monstrous sets of teeth that had once been constantly stained with blood. Memories flooded into his head, the gates to his past unlocked and Bigby lost control of his anger.
"North!" The dire snapped, his voice loud and clear to display all the resentment and all the hatred he felt towards the other male.
North pinned his ears back, a low growl sounding off deep within his lungs. The huge creature shook his head in a scolding manner as he spoke in a deep voice that almost rang with a certain age and wisdom but to Bigby, it was the tone of the devil himself.
"Now now, that is no way to adress your own father."
"Father?...Father!" Bigby's agressivety only grew more intense at the very mention of that title. "You still don't f*cking know what the hell you've done to me! To her." He snarled ferociously and crouched down, preparing himself to pounce.
He had tried to kill this man six times before. He had tried to tear his body apart and leave him to die like he deserved.
He wanted to leave North to wither away, just like how North left Winter. He wanted to wanted to take down the man who took away everything. Bigby's brothers, mother, his children and Snow.
He had tried to take away everything that mattered to North to truly make him suffer.
Bigby didnt want to fail this time.
He was going to end this.
* * *
Just like the six times before
The dire couldn't defeat his own father.
He ended up banged up and hurt far more than he intended, his body aching and his bones throbbing under his skin. He just never learned.
Bigby was limping in Darkclan's territory, collapsing at the walls and bearing the agony that took over his body. His legs had completely given out on him and Bigby was just laying there, stiff and rigid as he let out quiet moans of pain.
What he had just done was something he once vowed not to do again. He promised never aiming to kill. But yet that was what he did merely moments ago.
He had left his father and let the memory fade to the back of his brain but yet The North Wind always came gushing back. Just like his name.
Bigby growled at the very thought, the very memory of how he had stupidly tried to attack North with no plan. It was an idiotic action, he earned this pain, he deserved to feel blood trickle down his scruff and have gashes over his flank. He earned this suffering.
He had just tried to kill again. Even f he failed the intention was more than real.
Shakily picking himself up, Bigby's long legs shook violently under his weight and he let out vicious snarls. He wasn't growling at anyone specifically, just to himself. He wanted to scream and cry but those were merely signs of weakness he wouldn't dare display. His fur reeked of the smell of iron filled blood and his father's strange, icey scent.
God, he hoped that no one would find him like this.
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GENERAL:
- Bigby Wolf | "The Big Bad Wolf" | Cisgender Male
- Based off Bigby Wolf from The Wolf Among Us game/Fables comic
- Panromantic | Pansexual
- Single
- The North Wind x Winter Wolf
- 26 Months | Created 26th of November 2016 | Ages on the 6th of every month
- Member of Darkclan
IMPORTANT FACTS:
- Chronic smoker
- Was once a violent, deadly loner with an awful reputation.
- Is trying to put his bloody past behind him.
PHYSICAL:
- Dire Wolf | health: 90%
- A huge black dire wolf with piercing amber eyes and some mahogany highlights to his coat. Thick, wiry fur with a noticeable bald spot over his left forearm due to a huge scar in the area. Has smaller scars on his lips, muzzle and right shoulder. Measures 125cm at his head and weighs over 200 lbs. Carries a leather satchel that holds cigarettes and a lightwr
- major injuries: n/a
- minor injuries: n/a
- past injuries: Severely fractured and dislocated his left Radius bone in a fight. Causes a moderate limp.
PERSONALITY:
-ISTJ
-Chaotic Good
- Introverted, Private, Defensive, Cynical
- Straight-Forward, Authoritative, Stubborn
- Hot-Headed, Aggressive, Protective
INTERACTION:
- Extreme physically | Medium mentally
- Will start fights and will finish them. Isn't afraid to kill or to hurt another.
- Attack in bolded white
- Can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions.
POWERS:
- Extreme, but uncontrollable strength when angered or threatened
- Powerful sense of smell