sorta??
my tags are really long so they take a long time to complete
not to mention i'm stuck between a white stag and a white wolf
for death's appearance and i'm too angry with myself to decide
which one they should be and i need to rewrite their personality
because it changed a lot and i didn't play them how i originally
wrote them so i have to redo all that and then it's mostly?? just
me figuring some other small things about them and it's?? just
taking me a really, really long time lmao
when u spend,,, four hours on tags
and they magically disappear so??
you eat pizza and quietly cry while u listen to some sad music
its okay though imma just? Go at it again and pretend I'm not dead inside, I didn't even like them anyways lmao that's totally a lie but I gotta keep pushing.
Hey ado Bab, maybe try to come up with a long term plot that you're really excited for? It seems hella cliche but it does really help. Maybe redo their profile, draw them, plot out new relationships that you want them to have, sit down and redo their tags, write a omeshot hmm, I'll think of something that can help but?? That's all I got for right now bab
it doesn't have to be the end of a character that's? honestly me and my
muse for eunju, it was so there and then it was gone for months before
i even got just a little back and that's because i plotted with some of his
family and moved his plot forward. hmm, shit what do i have for ideas??
-the void is slowly collapsing on itself?
-lirim's soul becomes doubled so they're actually fighting themselves constantly [dark lirm/good lirim]
-maybe they start having memories from their life before becoming the void?
i'm also totally down to plot with you w/any of my characters freaking??
the historian, eunju, tumblr, miki, dragonborn, euphraxia, death. i'd honestly
hate to see lirim disappear, they are probably my favorite character on ff if
we are being completely honest right.
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i wasn't offended and I sort of? Put my opinion out there but I'm really sorry about it skypher it really wasn't passive and it doesn't bother me bc I'm negative as hell lmao.
Anyway? Off to write death's because I have to write out that sweet godcrush they have going
hey,,, you've heard of a girlcrush well this is a godcrush
and you know what,,, it's 10x worse because with a girl
you've at least got a shot but what the hell you gonna do
when you've got a crush on god?? why did i make this weird
why did i even try to rationalize it
sweet godcrush
death b hittin' that godcrush up because god is their only friend
that was honestly the saddest sentence i have ever written
death: my only friend is god.
me: yikes
WHO MADE LUCI DEPUTY WHAT?
who,,, who makes the devil their deputy i'm
in tears lmao what happened
death just?? wants to not die horribly because of all this immortal
stuff going around and that freaking part of them that's trying to fight them
they are tired and they just?? they have to tell god bout amara and i know
that's gonna be messy and my body is ready for the angst
what is punctuation
oh shit i'm bad at sexualities too mine just,, all end up gay
even when they're supposed to be straight they just,,, end up gay
ALSO? i'm working on death's thingy but i really want a group chat au so??
i'll likely make that first because I AM WEAK
Death tries to make friends but it's really hard for them when everyone is like "fuck u death" and they're confused because they think they're somewhat good and everyone is super mean to them because they see death differently. God is really the only one who hasn't treated death like they're a piece of shit and as much as they hate to say it... Sometimes they really need to be treated like a regular being and not some assholw entity here to prove they're better than everyone else when they literally love mortals as if they were like a mother.
They're really lonely and god is just always been there for them and that's why they are really scared about telling him what they did to Amara because they know it wasn't okay and god is going to be upset about it and they're really, really scared they are going to be left alone when god denounces them. They can pretend they'll be okay because that's how they've always been but they're really weak right now and if chuck were to leave them it might actually... Kill them.
I also wasn't around for that era because I am a baby but now I sorta wish I was because that sounds like the best thing gj lucifer and Crowley I suppose lmao.
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Death: the true question right there
Death: who tf am I... We'll never know IG
Death: m'death or something
Death: my real name is shitty so just death
Death: @nope- fuck if I know I just pushed random #s
Death: @snagon sorry hon, I don't do desperate
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Death: u know that moment u regret ur choices
Death: now is one of those times
Death: I'm death btw nice 2 meet u
Death: y'all are really fucking loud :/
Death: I wonder?? @saturn
Death: chuck get ur ass in here I need halp
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Death: death's not my real name it's just better
Death: I also don't know who the fuck my parents r bc foster kid club
Death: anyways my real name is shit so just death fam
Death: @EvilQueen coffee is shit
Death: how can you stomach it??
when you've been trying to write a joining thread for days n'you just??
"how does one write death without writing a death,,,??"
i'm screwed i have no idea what to write about but i have
all this freaking muse i crave death, damn
@berenike. i hope everything clears up soon?? that sounds like
it really really sucks and i'm sorry to hear about that i hope shit
starts working soon!!
hey madi! welcome to shadowclan even though i haven't
even had death join yet why can't i get stuff done, but yeah
i'm asyli btw, just,,, so you don't have to just call me death n'stuff
can you feel the awkward bc i think i can taste it
that went from 0 to 100 real fucking fast
it was like
death
sadness
boyfriend
crush
suffering
but gay
graveclan
ironic
im,,, gdi
shit you know who really
needs a good thread?
god vs death
that's a good one
