[align=center][fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=transparent; width: 425px;text-transform: lowercase][justify]★ ★ ★[size=3pt]--[/size] [size=9pt] she was quiet for a few moments, letting the words wash over her, a soothing tide of syllables and sentences that she could order into place. "well, centuriescub, it's nice to meet you. and sweetkit, it's certainly a pleasure, my doll. ah, hawkclan was.... it was a lot different back before we'd moved. lots of members were older than me, as i was younger than i am now, obviously. ichigo brought this place back to it's former glory, made it shiny and new again and then to top it all off, we all went on a great adventure led by him, and then.... we found this place, she murmured, voice filled with awe and wonder at the sheer miracle of it. how very ichigo must have been, in order to do all this. "i think i remember the day littlepaw joined, but i don't know.... i was.... i'm sorry, i have to apologize, my old life keeps, i don't know? i was so much more when i was alive, when i was fully here."
she hastily shook herself, her eyes landing on the next one who approached and asked her a question after introducing himself. "well, colin, lovely to see you here! and yeah, i did live here before, it was a long time ago wasn't it lil?" she answered, her voice sounding dreamy and far off. her form wavered for a second, as if the thing cementing her to this realm was fizzling out for a second but she was back after a moment, a frown on her features. "i.... i'm sorry about that. sometimes, cabeswater gets the best of me and i start to, ah, how do i word this? i start to wander, i guess? my soul senses something it likes and tries to leave me and i have to center myself in order to get myself back," she admitted, not really understanding that nobody would know what cabeswater was or what it did for her.
oh, interesting question from littlepaw indeed. sel took a deep breath and looked at the ground, drawing strength from the ley line to keep her anchored down. "i'm not going to lie, it was really scary, like terrifying. i was just reliving all my lives and seeing all the mistakes i'd made and they were laughing at me every time they saw me do something bad. and then it was just.... nothing. just endless treading on in the dark and then i was swimming and i guess how that's how i ended up alive? i'm not sure, and when i try to think back too much, i start to go fuzzy and forget." the lupine said, eyes now being drawn back to sweetkit.
how to put this? "ah, yes, sweetie, i'm a.... ghost. i died and then came back, but only because someone else on the ley line was dying when they shouldn't have." she said the words gingerly, trying them out in her mouth.
to alphabetcub, she would bob her head in a greeting and give him a welcoming smile. "i'm glad you came, buddy! i like seeing you around."
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[align=left][size=8]GENERAL:
★ SELECTOR GAUDIUS | SEL, VOID | FEMALE
★ biromantic | bisexual
★ winterfell gaudius xx evergreen wraith
★ 10 months | december 20th | no set aging ratio
★ member of hawkclan and the exiles | ex-aviator of hawkclan | no unofficial title
IMPORTANT FACTS:
★ is constantly swaying slightly, as if dancing to music nobody else can hear
★ is a goddess, immortal
★ faint Irish accent, bilingual [gaelic, english]
RECENT EVENTS:
★ recently returned to hawkclan
★ is remembering bits and pieces of her past human life
★ joined the exiles
PHYSICAL:
★ WATER-GHOST WOLF [main] | health: 75% | ref | human au ref
— wolf made of water and ghost-like in appearance. transparent wings, light purple fur, two tails
— major injuries: [i]bullet-hole in shoulder, bandaged; multiple long lacerations all over
— minor injuries: [i]none
PERSONALITY:
fragile | broken | quiet | defensive | worried | upset | loyal mainly to places and groups, not certain people | determined | calculating
RELATIONSHIPS:
★ single | ½ ________
★ evergreen wraith xx winterfell gaudius | generation 3 | no mentor [open]
POWERS:
★ all powers - discovered - mastered
INTERACTION:
★ message main account to plot
★ doesn’t make friends easily
★ mentally difficult | physically difficult | some training
★ will start fights if provoked, will show mercy, will not kill
★ Attack in bold lavender
★ Can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions.