Posts by cosmiccurse

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]Oh, there was Dia; the tom approached quietly. This was certainly awkward, especially considering he'd been planning on joining the group of trick-or-treaters when they came to Bloodclan.


    "Hey Dia." He said, his tone comfortable but not exactly warm. Well, it was an improvement to his usual way of speaking at least.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]It seemed Amour was getting all sorts of family members reappearing; that was good for her and Bloodclan, having more members would make them stronger and Amour deserved to have a nice family. Still, it was awkward to see such warmth between family members when his own family was torn and ruined.


    "Welcome, or welcome back I guess, to Bloodclan." The tom said as he padded over. "I'm Cosmicpaw Wraith."[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]"Nope, Blizzardclan is still open." Cosmo said as he noted who was going to where. He would've written it down, if not for the fact that he only knew the bare minimum of writing and reading.


    "Thanks everybody." He added after a moment.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]It was... Certainly something, the fact that his daughter was the ambassador to here. He made his way over, keeping his eyes glued to the ground and generally being more subdued then normal; which was only noticeable if you knew him, since he was typically extremely subdued.


    The bandages on the stump of her tail were a reminder that he didn't protect her, the fact that he was a horrible father. He didn't want this; Bloodclan was his escape from the turmoil that came from the Rift. But run as he tried, they seemed to follow him. To the Rift, to Blizzardclan, to the Rift; it was an inescapable maze and he felt like he was drowning in guilt and self loathing.


    He sat down next to Amour, his breath coming in short bursts and he was aware that he was very mildly hyperventilating. He focused on his breathing and took in a deep breath for a few seconds before letting it out slowly. Body seemingly satisfied, he moved onto the most difficult task in front of him; communicating with the people around him.


    "Its'a good idea." He mumbled. "The paint war." He ended it there, not sure if he was able to manage more then that. He just wanted to run off and curl up in the caves, but he forced himself to stay sitting next to Amour.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]He disliked children; no, that wasn't right. He didn't trust himself around children was the correct way to phrase it. He was completely tolerant of their naivety and innocence, but he always seemed to fuck up around kids.


    He heard the call and approached, not wanting to seem unapproachable or cold. He didn't force a smile, but instead softened his features to try to seem friendly.


    "I'm Cosmicpaw Wraith, nice to meet you." He said, casually sitting down next to Amour. In her shadow he felt safe and protected; was that weird? Probably. That's why he'd lock that bit of information up and never tell anybody.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]Westeros, those guys were cool; at least in Cosmo's opinion they were. Seeing as he was both a Rifter and a Bloodclanner, he didn't see any reason to fear even as he approached the scaled beast. He'd been running around playing politics for practically the entire week, another session of small-talk wouldn't hurt.


    "Yes, how're things doing in Westeros?" The tom asked as he padded over. A training session with them sounded fantastic, and he could force himself through more festivities if that meant they were on better terms.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]It'd been a while since he'd seen the other feline; a really long time. It made him nostalgic when he saw the Colouredclanner enter the party. A small amused smile crept onto his face, much to the normally stoic Rifter's horror.


    He took another sip of his drink as Frightfur talked, and coughed as he almost choked when the other asked him to dance. It was probably a bad idea to say yes, but fuck it, right? He might be dead before anybody asked him to dance again.


    "Sure." He said, his tail twitching.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]Spar with a Westeros member and show them what he knew? So what, fight them and aggressively shout the names and uses for herbs while doing so? Ah, that was an amazing joke and he didn't actually say it. Damnit.


    "Sure." He said, stepping forward. He was slightly nervous, especially since he had metal claws and those tended to rip into flesh easily; maybe he could get paired up with a dragon or something? Sure, he'd get his ass handed to him but that was going to happen anyways and he didn't really want to hurt anyone.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]He'd failed her. But what was new? He'd always failed her. But now she was hurt; she was scared and hurt and it was his fault for not saving her during the raid, for forcing her to think she had to prove her worth to him, for being such a lovesick idiot and going with that tom.


    But that was in the past, and he couldn't change the past. He could only work to improve the present, and the first thing he had to do was stop the bleeding.


    "Sweetdreams, calm down. We'll rescue him, Dia will set up a patrol once she gets here." He said, his voice rough and exhausted. It was Dia's job to handle the emotions and details, not his. His job was to help the people who were injured. "Winterkit, I need to bandage your tail or else we're going to have to wait for Morning to do it." As much as he adored and trusted his apprentice, she wasn't here and he had to take charge.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]IC: Dia? She's a good person, and I just.. I feel like I need to protect her. Our relationship is mostly business though, even though she's technically my grandmother.


    OOC: you alrEADY KNOW STOP HURTING HER SHE DESERVES TO SETTLE DOWN AND RETIRE WITH HER BEAUTIFUL WIFE AND TEN MILLION KIDS[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]A gathering? This was peculiar, but he was a Heir and Dia announced that he was coming so he couldn't wiggle out of it. The tom approached, his tail twitching as he glanced around for Morning. He was a Heir now, not technically a healer, so she'd be alone at the Medic's gathering.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]Cosmo approached silently after Dia. He noticed some Bloodclanners arriving, but he didn't make any move to interact with them. Tonight he was a Rifter through and through, even though his alliance laid with both clans now.


    He kneaded the ground anxiously as he sat at the bottom of the stump. There were too many people, too many voices and everything was too loud. He closed his eyes for a few moments and took a deep breath, silently praying the gathering would be over quickly.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]Goodness, Amour had a lot of kids, didn't she? Just like his own mother; they were alike in many ways, actually. The tom approached the domestic feline, surprised that Amour's spawn weren't all cheetahs.


    "She should be here soon." He quietly informed Corona. "Are you just visiting or joining?" He added after a moment. It'd be nice to know if this was a simple visit or if he had a new member to orientate.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]Siblings; Cosmo had too many siblings. Too many to keep track of, too many for him to bother finding. But he'd grown up alone; being the lone survivor of his litter, and then being eventually kidnapped and raised by a group of brutal savages.


    But the thought of having siblings was sort of comforting; family who were on the same level as you, that you could confine in and befriend without them hovering over you like a parent would or the confusing instincts getting in your way if they were your child.


    "Nice to meet you, Amare." Cosmo said as he padded over. "-We're happy to have you.. Back?" His voice was slightly questioning, since he wasn't sure if they were joining or rejoining or if they were actually happy to have Amare back. Ah, whatever.


    "I'm Cosmicpaw Wraith." He added after remembering he didn't introduce himself.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]The scent of blood and brutality was easily recognizable to him; it was the scent of savages, animals only living to cause pain. But this person seemed more alive then those, at least that's what they appeared to be when Cosmo approached.


    He, had a duel-membership with the Rift; but considering they were allies, and fairly close ones at that, no problems had arisen from it so far. He'd treat both clan like his own, he'd bleed for every member of both clans. There was no questioning his loyalty to either, and he'd gladly rip a new asshole for anybody who tried to question it. But he couldn't read minds, so he simply glanced at all of his clanmates uncertainly before turning to look at Ululare.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]Lucidblaze- That's fine! aah I gotta go reply to that bc I forgot I apologize


    Frosty- ┬┴┬┴┤ ͜ʖ ͡°) ├┬┴┬┴


    Pixie- Sounds good to me![/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]//Its fine!


    He jumped back in surprise when another winged creature swooped down and landed in front of him. He fluttered his own undersized wings nervously, disliking the way she was eyeing his satchel.


    "Its my herb supplies." He answered, loosening his muscles in preparation for a fight if she tried to snatch it. She didn't seem to be like that, but he couldn't get a very good read on someone who'd just dropped in front of him.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]Cosmo hadn't meant to stay for so long; he tried to split his time evenly between the two clans. He spent most of his evenings back at the Rift, while he stayed with Bloodclan in the mornings. The schedule sometimes flipped and changed, but he tried to keep to it.


    But it'd been so quiet, and so peaceful; the quiet snoring of his clanmates lulling him into a dreamless sleep. But then he'd woken up and realized his mistake when he noticed the millions of twinkling stars coldly gazing down on him.


    He liked the night sky; it was quiet and overwhelming and comforting. He could get lost by following the light of a thousand dead stars. But he had to keep his eyes on the ground, on the reality that so brutally dragged him down.


    He had to check on Dia, make sure she was okay; he had to check on Morning and set up another training lesson; he had to make sure Winterkit was okay and her wound was clean.


    It was too much sometimes, but Bloodclan was a nice escape. Bloodclan was the ocean and the Rift was the shore; the ocean was comforting but cold and endless, and the shore was solid and replaceable but there were so many jagged rocks waiting for him.


    Deep in thought, he only noticed the other person when they jumped to their paws. He leaped back with a hiss, wings flaring open to make him appear bigger.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]He was glad that Morning arrived quickly and started tending to Winterkit. He glanced away from the two as Sweetdreams bristled and started growling out self-destructive words. He was ready to slap some sense into her, but he knew it wouldn't do anything.


    "Morning, take care of her. I'm going with Sweetdreams." He said quietly. "Sweet, we aren't going for revenge. We're rescuing Crown and getting out; if you decide to go berserk, I'm leaving you." He said coldly, looking at the shecat.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=1px; width: 400px;][font=andale mono][color=white]//tracking, will post after Sweetdreams does[/fancypost]