Posts by -alice

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    that...that was her name, wasn't it? yes, she remembered. she remembered mama calling her that when she was little. and now, her new family called her that. palepaw and flamepaw and silentstorm and all the others. yes, alice was her name.
    hey, can you hear me?
    that was a question. alice winced, straining to hear the voice that sounded an entire world away. her vision was blurring around the edges and it was getting hard to breath.
    i'm gonna put you on my back, you gotta hold on, okay?
    was that silentstorm? no, he would just pick her up and run off and be done with it. this cat had to be smaller. an apprentice? not flamepaw. this one sounded like a boy.
    oh, right, he'd asked a question. alice forced herself to nod, and whimpered with the effort. everywhere was hurting. it hurt so much she couldn't see.


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]alice grunted a little as cobrapaw lifted her on to his back, then let out a soft squeak and unsheathed her claws as he spun around to face palepaw. she didn't want to fall off. her side was still bleeding heavily, and a strange blackness was creeping in on the edges of her vision. like shadows, she thought. her quavering gaze tried to focus itself on palepaw, and she squinted. something was wrong with her friend's tail, but she couldn't quite figure out what it was.
    then there was another cat there, and palepaw was rambling, and alice's world was spinning. "it...it hurts." she whimpered, hot tears springing up suddenly, and she buried her face in cobrapaw's thick fur. "make it stop, make it go away."


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]seeing her friend lay down, alice stretched out herself, deciding too et comfortable. she had a stranger relying that there was an important reason she'd summoned palepaw, but she couldn't quite remember it now. maybe it didn't matter so much.
    at her friends words, alice frowned, unsure how to respond. she herself had absolutely no interest in any of the toms here. they weren't like her. she was weird. they were all pretty normal, and mostly older. besides, she didn't really care about having a mate. she cared about adventures and dragons and treasure hunting.
    "umm...no i haven't seen them." she said, swishing her tail uncomfortably. "actually i don't think i've ever met dogkit. and don't tell anyone this, but..." she leaned forward so she could whisper next to palepaw's ear, "i'm pretty sure cobrapaw's gonna be taken by flamepaw."


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]the shadows were creeping in on her, enticing her, asking her to play. alice sniffled and tried to keep her eyes open. then suddenly cobrapaw stumbled beneath her and the kitten's tiny body shot forward. for a second, she felt like she was flying, and she would've laughed had it not been for the searing pain in her side. without warning, her flight was canceled out by the flat, hard surface of a rock by the water. alice's small body smashed into it, something cracked, and a shriek of pain ripped from her throat. something was wrong with her shoulder. it hurt to move. she wanted the pain to go away, the fire and the splinters and the sticky red stuff to just disappear. starclan, it hurt worse than her days of torture. she just wanted to lay down and die and leave this cruel world for good.
    but then she would miss flamepaw and palepaw and silentstorm and everyone else. no, no, she couldn't die! she had to stick around for a bit longer. "i'm h-here." her voice sounded garbled, and she spat out a wad of sticky red blood.


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]alice forced her eyes open, the world pitching and swaying before we even though she lay completely still. there was some small grey mass above her, the voice attached to it belonged to palepaw. she was alive—good. she didn't sound quite like herself though. she kept chanting and she wouldn't shut up. her movements were rough and unpracticed, but alice was already in so much pain that she barely noticed.
    "pale...m-my shoulder..." she whimpered, and let out a shriek as she tried to move it and burst into tears. "starclan it hurts, it hurts!" she screamed.


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]"the sky isn't always blue." alice grumbled in response, annoyed despite the fiery pain of her side and shoulder. the cobwebs had slowed the bleeding at least. she glanced down at the blood-soaked wads of silk and grimaced. "sometimes it's grey, or yellow and orange and red and pink." she didn't understand what her friends point was, but she was highly frustrated at this point and in an excellent mood for an argument.
    alice glanced at the little green leaves and licked them up, gagging on the bitter taste. "that's disgusting." she spat, then suddenly hissed as she felt a fresh bout of pain in her shoulder.


    ooc; she smashed into a rock and crushed the bones in her shoulder


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]alice perked her ears at the familiar sound of palepaw's laughter, and began heading in that direction. this wasn't her insane laugh, this was her loosey-goosey one that reminded everyone she was still a kitten. it was nice to her every now and then, alice thought.
    her stormy grey eyes caught sight of her best friend, and she trotted over, laughing a little at zinnia's voiced concerns. "nah, this is her normal state." alice explained, nodding her head quickly. "she's a little mad."


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]it was alice who first caught sight of moosekit marching around camp like a soldier headed for war. for a moment, the apprentice watched the little kitten, wondering what sort of game she was playing. whatever it was, alice wanted to join. she trotted over to the little kitten and fell in line next to her, silent, copying her steps and keeping herself in time. she stared at her paws, mimicking moosekit's posture. after a moment she peered out of the corner of her eyes to look at the kitten. "so are we going to war? a fight with rogues? or is our captain training us for battle?"


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]alice was slowly losing it. like shadows, dancing in front of her, the slipped in and out of her mind's eye. faint memories, sometimes too sharp to look at, sometimes too foggy to recall correctly. little bits of her past coming back to haunt her, then eventually getting bored and leaving. sometimes they were nice. they'd sit and talk to her, and they'd have a nice conversation and maybe a few laughs. others came with cruel words and harsh laughter and biting, gnashing teeth that meant to destroy. these she ran from, terrified, not wanting to relive the experience. but she did.
    stringy, thin meat.
    starvation.
    claws slicing her skin.
    slipping in and out of consciousness.
    alice gazed down the edge of the cliff she stood at. a real cliff, not a figurative one. she tilted her head, and wondered how far down it went. if she jumped, how long would it take her to go splat on the ground? the female giggled a little. "splat." she whispered. "ding dong, the witch is dead."
    the brown tabby kicked at a little pebble and sat it clattering down the side of the cliff. she lowered her body so she was lying down and rested her paws over the ridge. her head lay between them, her stormy grey eyes staring down, down, not seeing the bottom. "clash, crash, crush, smash." she hummed softly.


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]a medicine cat? what? palepaw couldn't fix this? but she had known how to fix everything else! alice cried out in pain and suddenly the shadows were crowding in on her vision again, her sight once more going fuzzy. her breath began coming in short gasps. the bleeding had stopped, but she had lost a lot of it beforehand. she felt weak and sick and the ground didn't feel stable beneath her.
    "d-don't let m-me die." she coughed, straining to keep her head up. but then suddenly the darkness over took her and her head fell, her breath weak and shallow, unconscious.


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]at first, alice was unaware of frigidstep's presence. her eyes were focused on the drop, head tilted, ears perked forward. it fascinated her. such a massive thing compared to her small, frail body.
    it was the female's gentle voice that caught her attention, and her ears rotated in that direction. "hmm?" she mumbled softly, eyes still on the cliff. she kept her voice at a whisper. "how do you know? have you ever fallen down a cliff? maybe i could survive. or maybe i'd die and be done with this place." she patted the earth beneath her paws to show what she was talking about. what would it be like to die? no more pain, probably. she could join starclan. or the dark forest...wherever she was headed.


    ooc; oh no worries <3 i posted an open thread identical to this one cause i thought you forgot about it. i'll leave that one open and just say alice came to the cliff twice. cx


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]the apprentice blinked, but didn't take her eyes away from the drop below her. she recognized that voice. "that's my name, don't wear it out." she said softly, and leaned a little bit more over the edge, quavering a little. "how far down do you think it goes, palepaw?" right, that was her name. palepaw.
    alice stood up and balanced herself so each was nearly lined up with the edge of the cliff, then stepped carefully so she was walking along the ridge. "would i scream if i fell? fell, falling, fallen, fall...it would be red like the leaves because it's fall." alice giggled a little.


    ooc; changing the name of this cause i accidentally made a duplicate.


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; letter-spacing:6px; width:305px; margin-bottom:-18px][align=left][font=georgia][glow=black,2,300][size=18]alice[/fancypost][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:305px; overflow:auto][hr][fancypost borderwidth=0px; float:left; background:url(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pini…1f61d1104d786d19b06b7.jpg); background-position: right; background-size: 100%; width:70px; height:90px; margin-right:8px][/fancypost][justify][size=10][font=georgia]alice kept her eyes on the tom as he walked past her, then jumped up and trotted after him, listening eagerly. thunderclan, huh? weren't they the ones whom riverclan had had a quarrel with recently? the one which alice had been unable to attend? yes, she remembered hearing about it. that was definitely the thunderclan he was talking about.
    but what did they smell like? alice paused, thinking. the quarrel had been at sunningrocks, which she had seen before in her adventures. it was across the river though, which made it harder to smell. but if she remembered correctly...
    "umm, kind of like us i think. but less fishy and more foresty. like trees." she grinned sheepishly, realizing she did not know the scent very well.


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