Posts by Byebyefornow

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]they are the grumpy dad side of me who is always within a state of exhaustion yet at that point sleep is an impossibility for too little left them with that over tired buzz they can't be rid of with a want to just read in a nice little corner in a sea of pillows but let them near children and they will melt, just not their own, otherwise they will run the other direction

i shall never, i type extremely fast but i tend to get so side tracked, also helps i have memorized all the keys so i can type without ever looking at the keyboard with minimal mistakes, usually missing a letter or two, and also in the dark which i prefer, just don't make me type one handed ever and i can keep the same extremely fast pace which even my mother is amazed at and she is also a fast typer but i am a tad faster than she is and she still needs to look down every now and than

the tiny terror, or mini satan as some affectionately call her, is my little sister, she is a tornado of mayhem who has become very much a hardship i don't want to handle since she has a big attitude which doesn't help that i have one as well and will snap back at anyone who gets in my way or tries to drag me away from certain tasks. also doesn't help she never listens and seems to find terrorizing the turtle to be fun

please no, do not hurt the poor sleep, just for one day let the poor old man rest before you set them on them

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]why i tend to use word for my writing, it catches capitalization for me and i can easily go back to find spelling mistakes when i am done if i don't catch it in time though some it automatically corrects for me so i am all good with that though i still miss some since it will register the mistake as a proper word somehow which is probably easy to spot

i fear so much for sleep, they have no idea what it is they are in for but than it would be wrong for me to say i am not over the moon to see all the things that will come of their interactions with the twins and their utter confusion before they finally realize there are two of these fuckers & it looks awesome wellies, you did a really good job on it

shit i just realized it is getting late, i really should be getting some laundry done and showering but can't be bothered at all

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]i've finally been reading up on it somewhat and it feels very out of left field, if anything i feel the rule should be implemented for battle or offensive powers only as some need the non-offensive powers or use some in passive ways, such as telepathy to communicate and than there are those who have glow present which can't be turned off

everything is very disjointed and i do get they want to make it fair for everyone but this way it tearing apart a lot of development and it has been so rare to see any character become overpowered beyond the usual extra lives permitting revival in the middle of a battle and the wound transfer which would i have seen used in an offensive manner in the past. i just hope things can get fixed up before it goes further downhill and the bans are worrying

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]/hugs cry
hey there hon, it is nice seeing you back in here and i gotta duck off soon so i can do dinner but i am sorry i didn't message you back, had a busy three days and today has been hell but i hope you're okay

i didn't see the unfair thread but if it is as bad as i think it is at this point it shows how toxic a small part of the community has become and it is horrid to see, and i do agree there are better ways to handle all this but the staff are merely human. i have been with them three times now and i know they can fail, which is why having that good handful is a good idea because you have various ideas and opinions on things but the last time i was there it was beginning to fail and i can see where they might have fallen through. really a lack of communication seems the biggest thing here and i hate seeing such wonderful people treated so badly when we all make mistakes, but i hate seeing this matter of people fearing to speak their minds, even in a civil manner, and brings back the thought that it is going to ruin the site as it did with critter cosmos last year and this time it might not recover

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]agreeing with this entirely

within the chats i am in a lot have voiced concern and have outright said they are terrified or can't post within the main borders because there are very necessary powers needed to make posting with specific characters possible

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]i don't have the time nor patience to read everything but i agree with what i have seen, it seems a severe lack of communication and that no one seems prepared to compromise at all it is leaving people terrified to even touch the main boards

and going off the point of forcing people to interact, if it was not for the fact i see familiar people here i would not be here at all. i am deathly afraid of people and suffer from social anxiety that makes even talking this way a hassle i will avoid when possible, this tears that down and makes me fearful of even trying to plan new things out and to once again exclude myself, go back to my friends and stay with them because i don't want that forced connection to people i don't, and frankly am terrified of, to be the reason i communicate with others more. there are those of us who stick to those who are familiar for good reason, this is literally tearing us from our comfort zone we have built for good reason and saying we don't care for how you feel, we want you to do this and you will do it now

this makes me so damn scared and for the first time in my 6+ years i am terrified of this site, i don't want to log on not because of personal problems but because it feels like the staff don't care i have my comfort zone for a reason and are shoving me out of it without warning or good reason. people need the time and space to open up and i hope this doesn't come across as mean spirited or anything, i am really wound up right now and want to get this out quickly because i want to get off this site for a while but wanted to put in my two cents

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]mm i forgot how much the dark soul monsters are so disgusting sometimes and its worse it is on the fucking tv, i don't want high def monsters shoved in my face even if i am kinda loving some of them

& what i miss

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]/grabby hands
GIVE ME THE SOUL CHILD
i need, i really need to finish inquisition but my 360 is an ass and the other one is in the garage which i am not setting the projector up just to play through the whole game again, too much shit involved to make me want to do that

/lays on wellies
hey there and tis all good, as it is i should be the same but i am that set on writing properly no matter how i feel that i tend to be formal even when i am exhausted and just want to sleep for a few hours, maybe a year, that would be nice, but i got back into making a sona and now my lion son is back cause i keep remembering and forgetting maned lionesses are a thing

is it wrong the only reason i want to see ghostbusters so damn badly is the fact everyone is pissed the eye candy is not female? hemsworth is what the secretary in the original ghostbusters was and the hyper masculine assholes are up in arms that he is only a dumb piece of eye candy and i love it, i want to go and see it only to see them get so damn angry over something woman have been experiencing for too long and finally get it that this, this is the bull crap they go through. that felt weird to write and once again think myself separate from both men and woman since i am neither, hm don't know if i like this or if i like it too much

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]/lays on wild
mine and i am so sorry i am taking forever with this thread, i promise it will be up before this week ends, i just got stuck into sleeprealm since i want to forget what wolf represents and i once again am beginning to hate making characters set around certain aspects of myself, even if it does help and lets me cope better

also doesn't help i am making my lion son again, i can't stop going back to them and they are being a dick taking all the things i am listen to, especially devil's carnival which i just want to listen to without wanting to write, i want my grace for sale and that be all damn it

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]i heard that as well along with the fact there is an actual scene where they are eating dinner and i am just, over the moon because it sounds like it isn't that pretty, dainty way and actually just a normal scene which you never see and i am happy we're finally breaking down some walls

i definitely feel you on the weight, i am not good with my own weight though it is limited to certain aspects right now otherwise i don't mind being heavy but i still get self conscious over it at times and it makes me giddy to know it is being accepted, even if it is only baby steps it is getting better

i got up to the mandatory dragon and i just, mm no thanks, i stupidly leveled and made armor/weapons for a primarily mage and rouge team which didn't work out at all, so i had to go back and get cas and bull up since those two helped me kill two of the dragons before hand where my current team was wiped out in the first two minutes. otherwise i get pissed off at how my inquisitors look and not being able to use all skills so i go back and remake them over and over, doesn't help much i have a whole story for my warden and hawke though that is on hold since it rewrites pretty much everything to become a personal story instead

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]thank you hon, i just worry a bit since i have been kind of in a block for a bit and gw2 also took over along with sickness running rampant through out the house, i might be able to get it done tonight but thank you for being patient with me

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]i came on here prepared to ask why in the hell you guys are still up and i just realized yeah it is likely not three thirty in the morning for everyone else, just me, which shows how good i am at making intelligent, adult decisions but than i am not sleeping because pokemon once again gave me something to fear

& there are two faus now and they are both in shadow, this is going to get confusing though also reminded me i gotta do wolf's joining in shadow but also have that private i need to make for wild

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]why is there someone else with my name, this is not allowed but now i kinda want to keep track of him cause he looks so cute and i wanna know what he is like

& morning guys, or what it might be for you guys, i just got up and am too tired to think straight right now

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]tentative track

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]i do agree this adds on work but than, within the current way, it is a workload that will outweigh that which they will have now to make sure every thread follows to that rule restricting it to offensive powers would cut it down and i mean through all threads, battles, raids, spars and training

i know with spars there are at times powers but i find they tend to be without so of the time and power centered training is set on that power alone. with restricting it to offensive powers or use of powers it will still permit the use of things like telepathy for communication, constant sight, heat or x-ray vision to permit sight and the use of glow or flower prints, all of which hold no, or, in the case of telepathy, limited offensive ability behind it and will allow for powers to still be used but make battles somewhat fairer on others though, as it is, i tend to find those with a lot of powers only use them on another with a good number of powers themselves, otherwise it tends to be that normal claw and tooth battle is found with some powers to boost at times to help

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]i agree this isn't likely to work

you need to remember, yes a good portion of the member base are teenagers who will be legal adults soon and there are a good number of legal adults around there is still little kids under the age of twelve present as well, those who we can't really trust to make such decisions. if anything i do feel making rules should be kept to staff but at least give us a chance to have a voice, do a poll to see what the members think first, or if it is something like the new rules do a week or two of a trial run, let us test the water and do a survey at the end to see what the members think to get feedback

i do feel it is getting very out of hand but it is that lack of communication, that the staff seem to just be beyond the point of really listening because they have so much on their plate but it needs to be fixed and a compromise or else demolishing the new rules is necessary, this would lead to anarchy as this is over 100k people deciding on something a good portion probably will just use to make things worse or else won't much understand the impact they have on deciding these things

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]i'm likely to take a break in a couple days, i am only staying to try and help out as best i can, otherwise i can't stand how toxic it has become which i hate since i've been here for nearly seven years

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]mm hey cry, wait why are you up, it would be earlier for you than it is for me & up there, it be a hatfilms and i shall just sit here, feeling strange because there is another hatty and yet also kind of oddly happy about that

i don't know if it will be official but i guess i should make a little note, i won't be round that much for a bit, i am exhausted and i am done, i hate feeling i need to help clean up this mess and just need a few days to myself to just relax and write though i will pop in to chat, everything is kinda getting to me and i would rather take a break instead of leave for good

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]thank you guys, feels weird to do this again so soon but gives me time to focus on fasta and also get back to this job search cause my damn sickness is finally passing, i'll see you guys when i drop in next

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]track for now

going off how it was with the last attempt to do traditional clans i can't say either way but it was extremely spotty once the hps were selected the first time, the first few weeks went well before the board was demolished because of extremely bad activity but i feel it might not be this way and possibly will stretch the already thin activity even more. i do think it will be good, i know there are others still here and likely more joiners who seek the traditional, but i am worried that this will bring down a few boards since so many already have spotty activity yet only time can really tell on that