Posts by Byebyefornow

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]someone make me go job hunt as i should be, i am meant to be rewriting things and applying, not wanting to be here and indulging in sea things because frig yes am i going to have fun with pine making their garden and toting around their shark plush and making little murals on the back wall of their home so it feels like a little coral garden instead of just tatos. this feels strange, going from fight club to this, cute and dark such not work so well together especially when i am so hung up because of fucking mchanzo fic

who is being hurt, i must protect them & the star twins are adorable, i love them so much, can i just, i dot on those two so much

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]don't mind me, just gonna steal them but they are so utterly adorable, it helps it ties in with my love for astrology and just space in general, next to torture devices, shush i have weird loves and some were really creative if brutal, i enjoy learning about space when i can and they tie into it so well and i want them, i want to cuddle the cute little things and never let them go

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]pinetree is mine, and don't worry, i think you can guess where the name came from but it fit because they wanted to change it as wolfhall, the one they had when they first came to wind, felt it was suited to here and didn't mean to come back so soon, things just kinda ended that way & give me all the threads with the dear star child, give it to me, but i'd be happy to have a thread, been a bit odd with writing lately so something light-hearted would be wonderful

all the torture devices, i am weird when it comes to things like that, death and also just the body in general, it didn't help i grew up watching primarily horror and gore movies, i actually marathon the final destination movies with my mother, we did it when the last one came out so we were both ready for it, along with i binged saw in about four days i think, still love the angel trap so damn much for how intricate and gory it is. my love for gore and bloody things is so odd, especially when i hate the sight of blood, can't harm a fly and knives tend to set off panic attacks, i am just a mixture of weirdness all stuffed together, but indulge me on history or medieval torture devices and i shall love you forever

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]/gently throws pillow
go sleep damn it and shit no, i am not going back in dad mode, it is weird enough i am stuck mostly surrounded by those younger than me and need to look after them, but it is nearly three thirty in the afternoon here because yeah, australia has a weird timezone

& i am really sorry i havent replied to the thread yet pen, i went to bed a lot earlier than i was meant to and pretty much conked out in a few minutes, i'm gonna try to get something written up now since i have a couple hours but i might have to hold off til tomorrow when i have the house to myself but i will get to it, just need to get rid of these dickish feelings towards my writing

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]thank you so much, i don't know what it is with private threads, they leave me so conflicted and anxious most of the time which is just strange because i adore them, but i am excited to write with you and prague, he is a wonderful character and i love seeing how far he has come

shit that reminds me i gotta do pine's bio, i was fiddling with code for so much of yesterday to get it right and still have only the bones, damn it i hate them though, also kind of want to revise a few of my gods, especially that set about language and overall the effect and changes present cause the fucker is going to be extremely fluid in design and overlying nature as language is just as fluid and bare bones at heart

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]i thought shipping had nothing left to surprise me but somehow it did, i am just nope, i am out, gonna keep bringing my bourbon and try to drown this with the trash mouse because nope

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]DON'T YOU DARE
i already need to deal with the fact the cartel is memes and ryan went up against clown with a literal meme war, i can not handle the memes, please no more memes

i only just got here so i have no idea, but i am popping away again cause i need to shower and clean up

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]does anyone want a really silly, casual little thread? i had another breakdown and am still slightly shaken and terrified i might slip again, going from six months between them to having two in a week is taking a severe toll on me, and i just really want to do something silly to keep myself calm before things overwhelm me again, especially if you want an au, give me the adorable au and i shall love, i just really need some cute pine stuff

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]thank you, but at least it gives me an excuse to indulge in cute genji and hanzo things without guilt, damn dragons deserve to be happy and i have too many ideas for them, also mchanzo, shit laughing hurts should not do

eat the horns, if pine is how i am, which would be a sleep deprived mess because fifteen minute little naps through the night are not a good way to sleep, they'd likely very easily mistake it for food and just, must eat the candy corn, but now i have to wonder how everyone else would react coming across the tiny pine trying to hold cyanide down cause candy corn & give me all the fluffy threads, i love them a lot, i just really need to reply to this thread before i forget again but i'll write something up, just expect pine to be an awkward mess because they are stuck between oh lord tiny thing, must not hurt and want to protect, must love and protect the tiny thing around kidlets

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]done this before because i adore the divine comedy and really want to read them, to which i got limbo and i got it this time as well, surprising since quite a few of my answers were different but level 3 and 6 were also high so i could go to any of those three but limbo was the one it picked

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Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 67%
Schizoid |||||||||||| 46%
Schizotypal |||||| 24%
Antisocial |||||||||||| 45%
Borderline |||||||||||||| 54%
Histrionic |||||||||| 31%
Narcissistic || 4%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||||| 94%
Dependent |||||||||||||||||| 77%
Obsessive-Compulsive || 7%

surprised on a couple of these, especially borderline and dependent, though how asocial is so low i will never know

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]i'll be happy to, i really need something to focus on and if i can get a good pile of things to write it will be good so i don't let my thoughts wonder to personal stuff again, do you want it open or closed? or we could make it closed until pine makes their move and we can see how everyone will react to the poor cyd being eaten

i would love that, i want a thread with all the adorable little babus so pine can be an awkward little ass

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]it's all good hon, mine isn't the best either

& i gave pine little quills at the base of their neck and tail because i can, the child has become spiky and i love, just never try to find them, the amount of fluff makes them so well hidden you're likely to get hurt trying to find them, doesn't help pine doesn't like to be touched and they are similar to a porcupine's in that they can be raised or lowered as necessary, they will have no idea what the hell they are either so confused child go

alright i'll get to work on the threads now, i'm gonna post them all at once so it might take a bit to get them all done but they should be ready today, i am just weird on threads and like to post them in groups for some odd reason

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]it's all good hon and i got it, i finished up sher's so i am just gonna grab some water and get onto the next, they should be done in an hour or two since i am only making them short, just need to figure out an idea for rose though i might have one

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]sher
crispus
rose

here you go, i am surprised i got them done so quickly but adorable silly things were really good to write for once, i write so much bad things for pine it was a nice change

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]it's all good & eh school is no, but it was oddly better than the damn job searching i need to do, i want the days back where i could happily read for hours and do fun science, though everything else can just go over in the corner, no thank you

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]what are you doing to viv & i can offer valentino if you want, i actually need to figure out his mindscape a bit but it is very dark and influenced by a lot of his memories so would be primarily a very much shadowed mansion like structure, each room filled with a memory he is trying to forget, think kind of like the house with the brains in the evil within, i literally have no other way to structure that sentence but it is that kind of overall feel and look to it being a run-down, very dark place

all the aus, i love them and getting into the old mafia movie kind of scape, it is really interesting to me and i really should try to find some to watch

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]it is very open and welcoming, along with everyone is very mellow and pleasant to be around. i can understand the fear, i am the same way when coming into new groups but it is really pleasant here and i promise no one bites, maybe just a little, and i'm sure everyone will welcome you in with open arms, along with any character you decide to bring over

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]i'm all good with that and it can release a few memories of his time within the year long drug induced haze, he lost basically all memory of that time because the drugs used to keep him docile and compliant made all senses extremely dull and mostly unresponsive so torment for val as well

[fancypost borderwidth=0;font-size:8pt; text-align:justify; line-height: 140%; width:450px;]i am not doing this because i am stuck in wolf 359 hell and must take everyone else, but i've been playing with the idea of a voiceclaim for pine to keep myself from becoming overwhelmed again and wanted to see what everyone else's are, i know some have done it but there is a good number of new guys around as well give me your voiceclaims

pinetree has two right now, based on their natural/current voice and the one they'd have given the chance to take on a male body or else sound manipulation to make the change possible, but because i am mean it is likely not going to happen and they'll stay with their natural voice

natural - hera from wolf 359, i can't find many good samples of her voice outside of the podcast itself but this is a good one, starts from around 9 seconds in
male - doug eiffel from wolf 359