Posts by MarMar

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lower half of the body glows a bright green and some bones are visible. infertile; known as the ghoul from the Capital Wasteland. Tries to keep everyone out by being rude and selfish.[/fancypost]

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She sat at the border with a distant look and a semi-permanent frown planted firmly on her lips. Brilliantdesign was not a friendly ghoul, and she certainly did not like moving around as much as she did, but she had no choice. This place.. It was familiar yet different at the same time. She tried not to think about it too much, however.[/fancypost][/fancypost]
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tracking

most of my characters had only one power that i didn't really even use, and now that powers are free, it will remain that way lmao

nike! wrote:

i find skype chats a lot more fun and easy to manage

plus it's easier for me to talk in skype chats?? socializing on ff in general makes me feel really uncomfortable and nervous for whatever reason............blegh

also most of my experiences with chat threads have consisted of either not knowing what to say at all, or getting ignored.

i'm in an ff-related skype chat right now, and i love it. sure, it gets a little salty at times, but everyone gets frustrated every once and a while. you can't fault people for it (especially since some people kinda, y'know, need to vent. and not everyone knows who to vent to.) it's fairly well moderated too, which means the salt rarely gets out of hand.

i haven't been able to make any real friends on ff until i found the chat i'm in. now, i can plot with less anxiety, write more creative stories/characters with help, and actually enjoy myself. (pm's are scary as hell to me, don't judge.)

(also, cliques are pretty much unavoidable. sure, some are worse than others (and some are outright horrible) but after being around eachother, people will start to make friends. with friends comes cliques, inside jokes, whatnot. cliques aren't completely bad, as long as the people in them are inclusive, accept other people into chats, etc.)

one more thing

it's not that hard to block people on skype. if someone starts being an asshole, just block 'em. it isn't hard.

and if the entire chat makes you uncomfortable? leave it. avoid it. find a different skype chat. make a new one and invite some friends. or even go back to clan chat threads.

(also dittoing rein uhm..)

sorry if this post is all over the place or whatever. i'm not the best at putting my thoughts into words. blegh

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faux wrote:

[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify]Essentially dittoing Nike.
I find Skype chats to be a lot more casual and easier for me to talk in, especially because I have a lot of social anxiety even online. I never had any actual close friends on this site until joining a clan Skype group.
That said, I also understand that they can often grow cliquey. On the other hand again, it often depends on the group in the chat and their willingness to accept new members. I dunno, they can be good or bad I suppose.

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i roleplayed twenty two characters but recently stopped about a month ago
now i just roleplay five charries

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rakue! wrote:

I think it has great potential for plots and character development, although I wouldn't use it as just a trait. I think a compelling source of the voices, backstory, driving plot, and future effects would really elevate this idea!! It's very unique.

I tend to find things that have a lot of potential like this a total waste when they end up just being slapped onto a character for the sake of it or to make them "cooler", you feel??? This is of course my own opinion but I thought I'd bring it up regardless cx

rakue! wrote:

- ThunderClan is really hard to get in to. Like there's a difference between being ignored in a chat thread, being included and welcomed in a chat thread, then being the odd one out who's replied to out of technicality. For a while it really felt like that third one? I mean now I feel more welcomed and apart of the group but it was a rough start.

- There's little diversity in characters, and a lot of them feel really shallow? I'm not sure how to word this. Some characters feel super 2-dimensional, like their only purpose is to /be/ an hp and to /keep/ that spot. Their personality fluctuates a lot and out of character "sassy moments" or "kindness moments" are frequent. Most characters are off the "goody two shoes" stereotype and having a character that doesn't fit that norm is really hard to integrate into ThunderClan without feeling unwelcomed or inducing one of those "sassy moments" uncharacteristic of the characters there. But this behavior is rewarded through promotions.

- Inactive hps. This here is a biggy if you're trying to keep a Clan afloat. I understand the drop in activity because of the introduction of the traditional boards but some hps were already scarce before that, and now practically nonexistant. It honestly feels like a lot of hps have sort of "faded away" but post when they must to keep their position?

- It's an atmosphere of quantity over quality, which is something I definitely don't agree with and even worked against when I had Sam in WindClan. Posting 5 lengthy, deep posts a day isn't rewarded whereas 20 oneliners a day could shoot you up the ranks. It feels like a measure of activity rather than effort and harbors a less than ideal writing niche.

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^^agreeing on this c:::

it's been some time since i've last been to thunderclan tho
but the last time i was there, i noticed there were cliques. i was ignored several times so i didn't bother coming back. i'm sure that's changed a bit since then, but i tend to avoid clans if that happens once or twice ^^;; the characters also did seem kind of the same, which also deters me from joining thunderclan. but that was long ago, and i'm pretty sure that's changed.. i dunno cxxx

however, i remember the time there was a war between thunderclan and the tribe of burning dreams, and my character, starjelly/stargit, plotted with someone from thunderclan about stopping the war, so it was fun too!

oh, could i get fullbody art of my charrie, volatiletimes, please?
he's a green cat with blue stripes running down his back, and a blue nose. he uses black paint to paint an 'x' over his left eye and stripes on his forehead and cheeks. he wears a pink bow around his neck too c:::
[size=4pt]only if you want to, but could you also draw a doll near his paws??[/size]

[spoiler=some refs too!!]

Thank you so much ;;v;;
I love seeing my charries drawn in different styles

See, I don't mean I'm ignored oocly. I mean I'm ignored icly. If I were ignored oocly, I wouldn't much care because I never talk much oocly in a clan. I have horrible anxiety so to post something oocly takes a lot of guts for me </3 rip

chromia. wrote:

yo we were the one that plotted together
It was with Feliciano, and I'm glad ya had fun with him <3 he'll be returning too

I love feli so much, you have no idea ;;v;;
It really was fun when we had the plotting going on, and honestly I kinda miss it from time to time

track
i was about to ask this lmao

here are some by swiftsong uvu
https://feralfront.com/index.p…2.msg70626033#msg70626033

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; height: auto; margin-top:-10px; width:500px; font-size: 10px;]The Fazbear regretted leaving her lovely home that was the Garden, but it was necessary. She needed to get on with her life.

Mushroompaw stood at the border while humming a cheery tune to herself, tail waving around in the air as she waited for someone to arrive. The Exiles was a place she never expected herself to move to, but every other group seemed so.. strict. The Garden was kind of like the Exiles, save for the fact they were proper and only killed for their sacrifices.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; height: auto; margin-top:-10px; width:500px; font-size: 10px;]Whoa, so many people! The munchkin quit her humming and flicked her tail in greeting. "I'm Mushroompaw Fazbear and I want to join." The feline said with a dip of her head. They didn't seem so bad, honestly. They didn't come off as vicious murderers, anyways.

"It is a pleasure meeting you wonderful people. May I get your names, please?" She was always the polite one, asking for names and doing everything for everyone. Sometimes.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; height: auto; margin-top:-10px; width:500px; font-size: 10px;]She felt guilty for leaving, but Mush wanted to move on with her life. She was being held back here, and leaving was for the best.. But that didn't mean she liked it. "I... Hello?" Did anybody even care to remember her? What if she was already forgotten? She deserved to be forgotten, honestly.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; height: auto; margin-top:-10px; width:500px; font-size: 10px;]"Ah, I need nothing. Thank you." She said politely. It was a surprise being asked the usual question she herself asked, but it wasn't an unwelcome gesture. "I love your names! So lovely and unique!" The Exiles already felt like the Garden and... and.. and there came the tears. They dripped down her cheeks and a broken sob escaped past her lips. Mushroompaw bowed her head and gritted her teeth, trying to stop the crying. "I'm sorry.. I shouldn't be crying but.."

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; height: auto; margin-top:-10px; width:500px; font-size: 10px;]She took the small cloth and said her thanks as she dabbed her eyes and sniffled. "I was just remembering some things." Mushroompaw said before smiling weakly. "It's nothing to worry about, really." She stepped over the border and breathed out, feeling a sense of accomplishment. She was finally going to start her life anew.. A happy life, maybe.

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