Posts by _PhoenixFur_

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    Just outside the den, a dark russet apprentice with white patches pounced at an orange butterfly. The flying creature dodged her swipe by propelling itself skyward. "Drat!" she hissed to herself while watching the prey fly away into the trees.


    "Hahaha!" Laughed a copper tom with green eyes from withing the den. "Bruciatopaw can't catch the easiest of prey, a butterfly!"


    The russet apprentice glared at her comrade; pinning him to the wall with yellow eyes filled of fury. "I wasn't trying to kill it!" she lied with an angry spit. "You are a different story!" Without thinking twice, she aimed a nasty attack towards the copper tom.


    "WATCH OUT!" Bruciatopaw yowled as her target suddenly dodged to the left and left Spiderpaw in the she-cat's path.

    I can't deny it anymore. It's clear that I have aspergers.


    I scanned what seems to be hundreds of websites on autism and aspergers, and each page tells me the same thing: my life in a few paragraphs.


    "Look up any affliction and your bound to find a few symptoms that match!"


    It's not like that at all. Every single sign matches me perfectly. From flipping out when something isn't routine, to have just one friend, to always recalling negative memories, and to even having extreme fascinations.I even took a legit test (AQ) that scored me at 37. Total honesty. I wanted the truth and reason behind my problems caught.


    Just this week I can remember an example for every symptom. One incident was when my class and I were playing "soccer" and everyone was disrespecting the rules, and we weren't even using real goals. (I don't even want to talk about it)I started to cry and I left the gym. I couldn't take the abuse against my beloved sport; I couldn't even look at the teacher during the next class. I can't forgive her for doing that to the beautiful game. I just can't.


    15 years of this, and I'm finally figuring my problems out?I wish someone had told me sooner: my life would have been easier.



    It had to do with a calender. The people who made the calender believed the world was gonna end, lets say, maybe 4,00 years later.


    Comment!


    This is not true. The Mayans did not predict the end of the world. The calendar they used for keeping track of time ended on the 21st of December, 2012. The Mayans would celebrate when the calendar would be reset, and the ending date (21st) would be a ttime of great joy.


    To make this more understandable, the 21st is more like "new years" where the calendar would be replaced and people would celebrate.

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    The Mayans did not predict the end of the world. The calendar they used for keeping track of time ended on the 21st of December, 2012. The Mayans would celebrate when the calendar would be reset, and the ending date (21st) would be a ttime of great joy.


    To make this more understandable, the 21st is more like "new years" where the calendar would be replaced and people would celebrate.


    Just clearing things up. ^^ Happy first day of the new mayan calendar!
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    No, it doesn't work. If curing it was that simple, Breast Cancer would be gone by now. Chemo and Radiation are the best options. There are lots of cancer clinics all over the world, and they're really god. My dad has lymphoma (type of cancer) and he went through lots of treatment without loosing any hair. His cancer is almost gone.
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    The copper tom quickly scurried away as he caught the eye of fuming Bruciatopaw. The she-cat growled at him as he left the den, then she turned her attention to Spideraw. She looked down at her white paws shamefully. "Sorry," she mewed apologetically. "I didn't mean to wake you, um... Say, what's your name? I haven't seen you around before."


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    A small, red bird tweeted happily to herself as she hopped onto a thicker branch on a fir tree. The trees's skinny, sharp leaves pierced drops of fresh water, defending the land below from the cold rain.


    A brown and black cat with glowing, green eyes found the area under the fir the perfect place to hide from the weather. The tom watched the red bird intensely. He observed how the beautiful creature's scarlet feathers would fan out and ruffle. Although the bird was his natural prey, the cat wasn't compelled to attack the animal. "Hey birdy!" he called out in a light and friendly voice. "Have you a clue when this rain will stop?"


    The bird blinked a few times then flew off, not understanding a word of the cat.


    The tom sulked with his head low. "I'll never find friends," he mewed miserably to himself.


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    Thank you for that. ^^


    I don't know who I can tell. I don't want to go to my parents because they won't take it seriously.
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    :( I'm so sorry about my slowness!


    My parents got me a new tablet for christmas so I need to get used to it before I can draw orders. (I wouldn't want anyone to have something that looks...off) :)


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    Hey, Shatter!


    Do you critique people? I'm hoping to improve at drawing humans. :)
    ---note: The signature is for my tumblr because I'm to tired lazy to upload to dA atm. ^^ ---
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    CDC challenge?
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    Alliance: ThunderClan
    Sex: Male
    Current Rank: Kit



    Pelt colour: Dark russet tabby and white
    Eye colour: Blue -> bright yellow
    Markings: White masks: Back paws and lower legs, striped tail, patch over eye stretching up the base of left ear, back of neck.


    Mother: Goldenpearl
    Father: Dimitar
    Siblings: Fallingkit
    Mate: N/A
    Children: N/A


    Favorite colour: White
    Theme song: February Song - Josh Groban

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    Oh, cool. I'll take the challenge. ^^


    Warped! I meant to tell you! I'm working on drawing people! I have a thread in the non-shop art board with a little sneak-peak! :D It's called (Digital art---looking for ctiriques!) or something like that. ^^
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    Yeah, just letting you all know that I won't be on much. ^^


    Much to busy and such.


    cya 'till I get back! :D
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    ..~•X•~..
    -derp-


    Anyone wanna chill with me?


    My interests include:
    soccer (forza milan!),
    music (playing piano/sax) (listening to Bocelli, Queen, James Blunt),
    biology,
    genetics,
    literate roleplays,
    writing,
    and drawing.


    yeaaaa. Hope to talk with someone soooon!



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    ..~•X•~..
    Shattering the silence of the still, crisp night, barking and growling angrily, two russet dogs with drool swaying from their jaws chased after a scrawny feline. The prey-like animal shot up a wooden fence bordering the well-kept twoleg nest and the knotty forest of Thunderclan. Her chipped claws pierced the slim cedar posts to prevent her from falling into the paws of the two slobbery mastiffs below.


    "Come down and play, kitty cat!" the male canine spat in a gruff voice, glaring at the soot-covered cat as he shook the fence with both paws. The feline's worn claws couldn't hold on any longer, and she was forced to leap down into the forested side.


    "How could you let her get away, Brutus? We haven't had a taste of cat in months!" the female mastiff growled from the other side of the fence. As the two dogs began to tackle each other, the kittypet turned rogue sprinted away into the unforgiving forest.


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    The stranger gasped for breath as she leaned against a smooth stone by the riverbed. Her wise, old father had told her that if she were to ever become lost, her first priority should be to seek a water source.


    "Mio padre sfortunato," she cried to herself, hanging her head in shame. She couldn't bare to reminisce on the fire that took the souls of her loved ones. The fire that destroyed her home, her dream, and her family still prevailed in her mind. The eyes of her terrified father stung like a thousand adder strikes, and she could not forget.


    The feline trod weakly down to the water and laid on the stones, allowing the cold liquid of the river gently lap at her paws. Her sooty paws stained the water the same color as the sky, charcoal black.


    She felt like giving up. The watery grave appeared so welcoming. How could one live in a world where not a single soul understands his/her perils?


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    Woaahhh...people? Legit people? D:


    Heyyyyy -shrinks into corner-
    I'm not used to many people.


    It's great to say hello to you all though, seriously.I hope that I can really get to know most of you. ^^


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    Good times...



    ...Now I'm a nobody.


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