Posts by divinejudgement

Was she supposed to be impressed by their fancy tricks of turning into lions and dragons? Size and species did not matter, how you use your size and abilities is what really mattered. The white caracal studied Amethyst very carefully with a bland and distasteful expression. She was not trying to be rude by any means... it had just been awhile since Div has had any proper social interaction. "Ah, thank you." She seemed kind enough, however, so Div offered the female a small smile before turning her attention to the other who decided to join this little get together. "Thank you as well. Not really any questions, but perhaps you all could pitch in and tell me some information that would be useful?" Their names were... unusual. Div was used to surnames such as Harbringer, Resurgam, and of course, hers. Nothing like these foreign sounding names. "The houses for example, they are a foreign concept to me." Hopefully they wouldn't mind explaining, Divinejudgement did hate to find stuff out for herself... things she did not understand.

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Divinejudgement noticed how uncomfortable the young lady became at her scrutiny, and the caracal softened her stoic face a bit. "Do not mistake my simple expressions as an offense, for I had not meant to oppose any scrutiny upon you. I am simply just not used to shapeshifting lions and dragons." Div nodded her head to clarify her meaning, hoping to dispel Amethyst's embarrassment. Divinejudgement's attention shifted towards the puppy as she observed him with clear blue luminaries. "Forgive me, child. I do not intend to frighten you." Hopefully that would quell his fear. Turning her attention back to the important task at hand, she looked back at the younger female and quirked her ears. "If I join a house, would I adopt their last name? Then my name would be quite the mouthful, even more than it is." Her mouth turned upwards into a small smile to show she wasn't all bark. So far, Div's first impressions didn't seem to be going so well.

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The next Westerosi to arrive made Div go slightly cautious. She was too suave.. too.. it was hard to describe. The caracal was not a very trusting individual so maybe this was just her normal reaction. The young wildcat looked at Leopold and offered a small smile, not really sure how to comfort him about being a coward. To each his own, she supposed. Two luminaries focused their gaze back on Jaelynn, narrowing a bit. "Nice to meet you. Divinejudgement." She did not feel like repeating the long surname she had, so Div merely settled for her first name. It seemed clan names were rare in this group, so perhaps that was an odd point about joining. "I just do not know which house to pledge my loyalty to, for loyalty is a very important concept and should not be taken so lightly." She did not want to give herself to something only to be treated badly in return. Her mind flashed back to the time she had spent in Darkclan, inwardly cringing at the memory.

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Opinions were like false promises to Div, they didn't matter. No matter what opinion you heard or said, there would always be someone to disagree. She wanted facts, not opinions. The mild distaste of the conversation at hand was slowly creeping into her train of thought and the caracal decided she needed to end this conversation quick. "Spare your opinions. I shall find out for myself which house I prefer... or perhaps I will prefer none of them and stick to my already vast amount of surnames." She blinked her eyes, the one with the jagged scar running down it being slightly more delayed than the other. "I thank all of you for your hospitality. Hopefully we will meet again in the future." She did not feel like talking any longer, nor did she desire a tour. It was nothing against the individuals before her... it was just that Div was not so keen on spending vast amounts of time with the same person. Maybe that's why her and Mauledpup fought so often. "Now, unless you have questions for me, I shall take my leave and figure out my way around here."

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Divinejudgement hated Westeros. She trusted none of those shapeshifting dragons and lions, they all seemed out to serve themselves. It made her so... angry. She didn't understand how anyone could want to serve themselves so much, especially that weird icy one. The white caracal rolled her eyes and started approaching the Sanctuary, hoping they would at least be more hospitable than her current home. Div yawned, rubbing the faded scar on her left eye as if it still irritated her. It appeared after a botched training session that was, of course, by herself since no one bothered to train her. Hell, her only mentor got fucking exiled as soon as he chose her as an apprentice. It was bullshit. The wildcat collected herself as best as she could and sat on the border, wary of any shapeshifting animals that might approach her.

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Divinejudgement was not a fan of the royalty aspect of Westeros. She, herself, had a long line of family with many names but she did not flaunt them around like they had. It was... disturbing. Div eyed the two Sanctuary dwellers that approached her and she shifted, no emotion present on her face but that of slight distaste. However, the distaste was not directed towards the duo that had spoken to her, instead, it was distaste for the world around her. Sometimes the young woman wished things were like the were whenever she was a kitten back in Shadowclan, living among her siblings and father. That all seemed to fall apart, sadly. "Divinejudgement. I am here to join." She said blandly, not really sure what to make of this new clan yet. So far she had lived in Shadowclan, Darkclan, Skyclan, Westeros, and now hopefully here. "I do hope you consider accepting me, the individuals who occupy Westeros are quite," She paused, trying to think of a reasonable word to call them without sounding do offensive, "self serving." Nothing pissed her off more than those who were selfish, taking advantage of others just for their own gains in the world.

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They were already better than the Westerosi inhabitants in her opinion. They seemed to be kinder and not out to gather members for their houses. Well, that's what she gathered from Jaelynn, anyway. The white caracal lifted her head towards Losteyes and nodded at the mention of her name. It was quite a mouthful, but she usually only let friends call her Div or any other nickname they could make up for her. "Divinejudgement Leonidas-Osiris-Xerxes to be exact." Her name held no value though, it was only a staple that was forced onto her by her parents. She often wondered if her father was still alive, but Div's memories of him were so faint that she wasn't exactly sure she wanted to be reunited so soon. Shadowclan was a place she never wanted to return to as long as she lived. It was... not a favorable place. "Pleasure is all mine." She said in a rather flat tone, not exactly sure why she would be pleased about making an acquaintance. The last time Div even had a semblance to a friend was Phantompup whenever she was living in Skyclan. After they had gotten to the level of friends, she fled for Darkclan and that whole situation turned out to be a disaster. "Don't be, I don't need your sympathy or whatever it is you're trying to convey." Div did not mean that to be offensive, however. She just did ever despise when people were 'sorry' for her. "As for the tour, I will have to decline. It is nothing personal... I am just not as social as one could be." Meaning she didn't exactly want to spend a long amount of time with someone other than herself.

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Divinejudgement never really relaxed. She was always in her feet whether it was hunting, training, or studying. The caracal didn't simply sit down and relax... it was unheard of. Even whenever she was a child bouncing around Skyclan and Shadowclan she didn't relax. Granted, back then, she used her youthful energy for more childlike activities. Div approached the two Sanctuary dwellers, now her clanmates, and sat down a bit uncomfortably, sporting a glare that was not directed at anyone but the fact she was relaxing. "Greetings."

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Divinejudgement usually kept to herself, choosing to not get involved with anyone in case she chose to skip to another clan again. She had been avoiding her other home currently due to the rise in arranged marriages. Not to mention, everyone was rather... uptight there. They were all about royalty and only cared about their last names. The white caracal exited her little abode and stepped out into the rain stricken landscape. She squinted her eyes and jumped up into a tree, getting ready to train until she wasn't able to walk anymore. Div climbed to the very top and jumped to the next tree over, creating a large gash with her large claws on the side of the tree. She grunted and dropped down to the ground, creating a continuous cycle of the same movements over and over again. This went on for about an hour until she started breathing heavy from the continuous movement and exertion of energy. Div looked up into the sky, uncaring of the rain drops that would fall into her eyes and sighed. This was not the life she was supposed to live, avoiding her family and original home every chance she got. Divinejudgement wanted a normal life for fucks sake. A friend who wouldn't try to kill her, a father figure who wasn't a fucking psychopath... just someone to keep her company. The white caracal shook the thoughts from her head and started training again, scolding herself for pausing even if it was just a few seconds.

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Divinejudgement had been avoiding Westeros like the plague, not quite sure what to do. She liked the Sanctuary but she felt... obligated to Westeros for some reason. The white caracal was taking a break from some intense training and sighed, quite lost on what to do. On one hand, the members of the Sanctuary were quite nice to her. But, somewhere deep back in the inside of her mind, the girl wanted to go to Shadowclan to search for her father and possibly her siblings. Div sighed again, hoisting herself up to walk back to the general meeting area. She had no specific house as of yet, and the wildcat was not so sure she wanted to declare loyalty to a house. The concept baffled her a bit.

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"Are you implying Frisk cannot protect themselves?" Came the rather annoyed tone of Divinejudgement as she approached Zenon. Don't get her wrong, Div was very committed to a clan once she declared her loyalty to them. However, Frisk seemed like the type that was rather self sufficient. The white caracal looked over the application with a slight scowl, though that was usually how she always looked. "What exactly is this?" The name sounded childish, and Div was far from a child.

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"Waste of space? Are you fucking kidding me." She didn't have time to fight, the caracal simply rolled her eyes and decided to save the possible ass kicking for later. "Well, at least you're talking shit to my face." She huffed and took an application angrily, barely reading over it since she was currently trying to contain her anger. "For the record, if you want people to join, perhaps insulting them is not the best choice." She gave a little smirk as if to mock his annoyance, but she wouldn't let their bad first impressions deter her loyalty to Frisk. "Well, I will join if Frisk is alright with this. It does deal with them, after all." Thank the Gods Div had worked on her temper as well as her strength, or else she would probably be kicked out of the Sanctuary by now.

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Divinejudgement's keen sense of hearing alerted her of Olive's presence almost immediately. It wasn't an unwelcome sight, but she would still rather be alone nonetheless. "If I needed water, don't you think I would've gotten some myself?" Div immediately regretted her harsh words and sported an expression that could not be explained. The caracal was not used to this kind of treatment. You know, kindness. All her life she had been running away from those who she deemed unworthy of her time, and she pushed down the need to bolt right now. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that. I'm not used to someone offering me something or being nice." Jaelynn's voice rang in her head 'don't apologize for offending someone', but the wildcat pushed it down. The thought of Westeros right now made her sick. Div caught Olive's wandering eyes and the slight blush, but she did not mind. Divinejudgement did not exactly care if anyone observed her for whatever reason, good or bad intentions. She doubted Olive's intentions were bad, thought. "Don't apologize." Div's muscles rippled underneath her alabaster fur and she blinked at Olive rather blankly.

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Div immediately regretted ever opening her stupid fucking mouth. A years worth of anger has just been eating away at her bit by bit, and she had no other ways to let it loose other than fighting, training, and snappy comments. Olive was nice and didn't deserve her words. The white caracal looked down, scrunching her eyes closed in frustration. There was so much going on in her mind at the moment that she couldn't even focus on what was pissing her off at the moment. "No." Granted, Losteyes had offered her a tour but she declined it almost immediately. Div didn't want help nor did she need it, for she had lived on her own for so long that she didn't exactly welcome it. "I've always been running away before anyone offers to help me." She didn't want to return to Westeros, didn't want to be married off so soon in her life. The caracal had never liked anyone, and if she did, she certainly would't marry them right off the bat. "It's a rather stupid concept, but my life has been all sorts of fucked up. let's leave it at that." Divinejudgement didn't like swearing so much, but sometimes it was a rather nice way to let out her anger in a way that didn't entail violence. "I'm sorry if I seem mean.. it's just... I don't usually let people get close." Phantompup was the only one she had let get close enough... but she had been Colette back then. Colette was a stupid name, and she never wanted to be Colette again. Stupid helpless Colette. "Westeros is just stressing me out, I don't really want to return there." Haughty nobles and entitled pricks galore. She hated everything about anyone who lived there.

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It seemed odd and stupid that she was fretting about going back to Westeros when Olive had brought up a rather good point. She could just not go back and stay in the Sanctuary with the rest of them. She didn't really have anyone to talk to in Westeros, but since she joined the caracal felt like she was obligated to stay a member there. "I just feel obligated. It's hard to explain, I guess." Tsubodai was an alright leader she guessed, but she wasn't fond of everyone else. "I don't want to go back because they're dragging everyone into arranged marriages." She wondered if it was possible to escape such an arrangement if she was already in a relationship, but Div had never been in one and she wasn't so sure if she ever wanted to be in one either. They seemed so odd, so open. Divinejudgement wasn't one to be exactly open with people. She looked at Olive and a wild idea sprung into her head, and the idea made her cheeks burn. The blush was quite a contrast to her pure white fur. "Maybe.. they wouldn't drag me into one if I was already in a relationship..." The caracal hated the idea, but it seemed like a good one. Fake and possibly hurtful, but she would do anything to escape a marriage with a haughty noble or some stuck up heir.

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