[fancypost bgcolor=; border:0px; width: 423px; font-size: 8pt;text-align:justify; line-height: 100%] Hearing Caffeine talk so casually about Red's denial of caring feelings it was almost painful, to hear the other male tell Kurloz that Red was being difficult. Because Red was being difficult, and didn't like to admit that. The Scarclanner could continue to run his mouth and spit out seething words that portrayed hatred, trying to convince himself rather than anybody else that he didn't care for Caffeine; Red didn't care for anybody. Because Red was an angsty teenager really. Didn't want to admit that he had feelings for anybody, hadn't publicly told anybody that he held feelings for anybody. Showing emotions through actions it was enough for Red to not completely shut down everybody, but never speaking said feelings out loud the male had found himself time and time again wanting to apologise for his brash behaviour. Red never acted on those impulses. His actions painting a picture of frustration now; claws instinctively curling into the ground underneath him, going unnoticed to the feline attached to them. Even the laughter erupting from Caffeine only served to heighten frustration as the other male apparently found it hilarious that Red would ever show how he was upset at Caffeine and his harmful antics. Was this a joke to him? Red could only fix Caffeine a dull glare as his red eyes narrowed at the tabby while he continued to list off the number of things that would have to happen, for the two to have a caring and uncomplicated relationship. Red at this point was ready to paint the snow green himself.
That glare was then directed back to Kurloz. Puns causing at least a subconscious part of Red laugh, he wanted to reply with own quip and forget how angry he felt. But refraining from these actions Red continued to keep a mildly flat expression. It was only ever broken through by frustrated anger. * just, ' shut up', 'leave me alone', The claws digging into the earth continued to gain pressure as Red found himself releasing tension that way instead out verbalising it towards Kurloz and Caffeine. (and Faus Red would later muse idly.) * stop it. Red finished with clear release of tension, relief that he hadn't lashed out again. Red didn't want to feel guilty everytime he saw Kurloz over some stupid and silly situation. Not over Caffeine, not over Calli.
Would it be better if Caffeine had been tipsy within the camp? The thought taking its sweet-ass time to process as Red turned back to focus on Caffeine, pondering as he listened to the tabby's spiel. Half out of the sorts it was difficult to not just lash out again. * j-just don't say anything like that to anybody r-right? Stumbling and stuttering Red was getting progressively more flustered, embarrassed that he had been wrong and the comment was truly harmless. It was just that did appear that way on the surface. Red's lack of social expertise mixed with the fact that Red really didn't understand how flirting worked just served to worsen the situation. Sighing and refusing to meet the other feline's gaze for a few moments Red finally turned back as he heard the next portion of words to reach his ears. * that's sweet caf, but you're still an idiot. besides there's always more productive ways to pass time. Drawing out the word; 'sweet' in a sarcastic drawl it was obvious how Red thought about the statement. But was quickly overshadowed by the rather hypocritical advice that came next. Red clearly not taking advice from his own book. * and yes; it'd be better if you 'relocated' to camp. Relocating anywhere Red could keep a watchful eye on the tabby was really what the black feline had meant. But refraining from uttering the almost protective remark Red continued to pace and shuffle awkwardly, halfway between wanting to shake Caffeine and tell him again how much of an idiot he was and hugging the guy as he broke down. It was rather public for something like that now Red reminded himself. * i-i- y-you're gonna' get yourself killed one day you know that? just don't make that day today. It was getting progressively harder to restrain Red's urge to reach out to the other feline, evident in his eyes finally softening from dull anger, albeit only slightly. Red optics resting on the area Red believed Caffeine to hit on a rock.
Then Faustus came, telling Red to stop shouting it was almost enough for Red to lash out again and tell the other Paradigm that Caffeine deserved this. Red knew that those silly and selfish thoughts weren't true however. Instead the black feline kept his gaze down as he tried to process what was being asked of him, and how to respond. Well it at least got the male to stop his angry yelling. But didn't quell any unresolved frustrations. * he doesn't need it, nobody needs it. Beginning off softly Red didn't bring his eyes to anybody, leaving the remark open for anybody to take to heart. Wolfsong, Kurloz, Faustus, Caffeine, it was so vague it didn't matter to the black feline. * he wants it. he wants to be ignorant instead of dealin' with problems. Which just so happened to become one of Red's very finest of hypocritical statements ever made by the feline in the history of ever. There was truly nothing to compare to the remark spoken by the guy who in that exact moment as he spoke was shouting angry remarks rather than having a meaningful conversation about why Caffeine felt the need to become numb. A masterpiece if the feline did say so himself.
(i think i need more than a caffeinerush at this point lmao. cx
im so tired i need to take a nap.)
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[size=8]GENERAL:
★ RED | ȚEPEȘ, DOLL, EDGELORD | MALE
★ Unknown Romantic Orientation | Unknown Sexual Orientation
★ Dating Jack/Jacael | ½ sassass/illuminaughty ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
★ NPCXXNPC | Generation 1 | No Apprentice/Mentor
★ 1 year | 7/4/15 | Aging Ratio is a mess
★ Paradigm of Scarclan | Loyalist + Shadow + Belligerent | Angry
IMPORTANT FACTS:
★ Draws inspiration from UF!Sans, however many differing factors
★ Enjoys alcohol a little too much
★ Extreme necrophobia
★ Invisibility, Telekinesis, Teleportation, Electric Elementals, Glowing red left eye, The Sight, Shapeshifting
★ Very prone to Stockholm Syndrome [AFTER MEDIUM PERIODS]
★ GAD + Ideopathic Hypersomnolence [NOT TREATED/DIAGNOSED]
★ Red Eye Theory [CHART] + [INFO]
PHYSICAL:
★ DOMESTIC CAT [MAIN] | health: 100%
— Smaller than average fluffy black cat w/ bright red eyes
— Black kitsune w/ red eyes [OTHER]
— Black wolf w/ red eyes [BATTLE]
— Sunda clouded leopard w/ red eyes [BATTLE]
— major injuries: none at the moment
— [i]minor injuries: none at the moment
PERSONALITY:
— sentimental, self-critical, extremely loyal
— anxious; social situations and responsibility, very family orientated
— brash, hot-headed, crybaby, lazy, selfish, weak and vulnerable, paranoid, nihilistic
— red has a rather muddled sense of morals that are based around personal gain more than the 'right' thing to do, leading to many conflicts. red will also seek these conflicts and does nothing to stop them as to release tension and endless anger. they believe in torturing and capturing those who are old enough (above 7/8 months) but will refuse any below. also they believe any sexual abuse is horrid and will avoid at all costs. although, red will become very guilt-ridden after seeing how wrong they have been in torturing anybody around a younger age [i]if pointed out. but due to events for a while red will not capture or torture anybody but will still defend/watch the act.
INTERACTION:
★ Hard to befriend, but extremely loyal to those who he trusts and will typically kill for them. Has a hard time dying for them however due to his selfishness.
★ Medium-Easy Physically | Medium Mentally | Training in Medicine
★ Starts fights 24/7 but will be scared/submissive very easily
★ Attack in red
★ Can capture but no kill/maim
★ Can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions.
[BIO] | [PLOT] | [OPINIONS]









