Posts by Postkit Go Deo

Postkit Go Deo · Jun 11th 2016

[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid transparent; width: 400px; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]Ahh, I don't know where to put him. I could move him back to his first clan which was Windclan but I have Paloma there although I don't play her that much.
Maybe Skyclan so he can still come and visit Hunter and Heavenly still. I just can't put muse together for him here right now and it sucks majorly.

I'll probably have his reason being that he's still hung up over what happened with Hunter and he wants to clear his head about it so he has to go away for a little while.

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no discovered powers at the moment

BODIES;
Black Labrador [ref (birth body)]

OTHER;
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Postkit Go Deo · Jun 11th 2016

[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid transparent; width: 400px; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]Sherrie, I have his leaving thread ready

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He had never even dreamed of actually having a family of his own yet she had become his family. So had Hunter really. The pair of them were the best things that he had even gotten and he was willing to just sacrifice that.

^^^ well then, that happened
~~god, I really shouldn't be listening to an angsty rubillems playlist on 8tracks whilst writing~~

EDIT: THE LEAVING THREAD IS JUST IN TIME FOR HIS 100TH POST I JUST REALISED
HOLY *

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no discovered powers at the moment

BODIES;
Black Labrador [ref (birth body)]

OTHER;
HISTORY | ASK | HEARTCHART | BIO

Postkit Go Deo · Jun 11th 2016

[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid transparent; width: 400px; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]//this is for plot reasons and because I haven't really had much muse for him but I'll bring him back after a little while when my little plot reaches a point c:

Slowmotion couldn't take it. He just couldn't stand seeing everyone else so happy. So oblivious to what had happened and so content with life. He had practically torn himself to shreds with the heavy weight of guilt weighing down hard on his shoulders. Hunter had somehow found ways to cope and he honestly wanted to know what those ways were. The only thing grounding him in Sunclan at this point was his 'best friend' and his lovely daughter. Heavenlypup. His daughter. His very own daughter. He had never even dreamed of actually having a family of his own yet she had become his family. So had Hunter really. The pair of them were the best things that he had even gotten and he was willing to just sacrifice that. Or was he?

The clear tension in his muscles and the apprehension glittering bright in his brown eyes spoke a thousand words. He didn't really want to do this. No, he didn't want to leave his friends and family. But he... he had to. He couldn't keep himself together here. He would just fall apart and then he would be better than useless. Not that he wasn't already at that 'better than useless' point in his life. His mental health was more important in his eyes and the last thing Hunter and Heavenly needed was him becoming a total mess. Again, not like he wasn't already a total mess. The canine swallowed down the lump that had formed in his throat, ears pinned back against his head as he tentatively rose to his paws. "I- um. I'm l-leaving" the black labrador could barely form words as he spoke, lips pressed into a firm line as he forced himself to not burst into tears. "I'll be back, I d-don't know when. If you need me, I'll be heading over to Skyclan so I can visit sometime. H-Hunter. Heaven. I-. I'm sorry." the canine added, his words trailing off to a choked little mutter as he uttered the pairs names alongside an apology.

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no discovered powers at the moment

BODIES;
Black Labrador [ref (birth body)]

OTHER;
HISTORY | ASK | HEARTCHART | BIO

Postkit Go Deo · Jun 12th 2016

[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid transparent; width: 400px; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]//*lowkey sobs*
~~someone needs to take this angsty rubillems playlist away from me~~

Slowmotion gave Phantom a nod, ears pinned back to his head as he caught a familiar voice. As Hunter pulled him in for a hug he closed his eyes, his chest constricting as if someone had just grabbed his lungs. He felt bitter tears prickle in his eyes, threatening to spill and dampen the boxer's fur. "D-Don't blame yourself, it's n-not you fault. I'm not leaving because of you. I-I'll be back. I p-promise" he muttered. It wasn't entirely his fault at least. Slow-mo was to blame for not stopping it from happening. Granted, he had been extremely drunk but still. Even after all of that the world just had to throw something else at him. 'Chop, chop Slowmotion. Hurry up now. We don't need all of this sentimental bull*. His face scrunched up into a brief little frown but he brushed it off with a flick of his ear.

And it was just made ten times harder when he heard Heaven's shout. He straightened up from his hug with Hunter, allowing her to tackle him into an embrace. He wrapped his paw around her, tears now freely streaming from his brown eyes. He cleared his throat before speaking again, ever so slightly tightening the hug. "I'm so sorry sweetheart but Daddy has to go away for a little while. I promise you I'll come back and visit you and I'll come back for good after a little while. Daddy just has a lot to deal with at the moment." he barely uttered out, almost forgetting that anyone else was even there. He didn't want to leave, he really didn't want to leave. But he couldn't bare it. He couldn't bare him. He pressed his muzzle to the top of her head and closed his eyes once more, the ache in his chest growing.

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no discovered powers at the moment

BODIES;
Black Labrador [ref (birth body)]

OTHER;
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Postkit Go Deo · Jun 12th 2016

[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid transparent; width: 400px; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]woo Si should be joining soon after I can be bothered to reply to his thread with Kuroo
also i need to stop with the angsty rubillems whilst typing sad things because it just made the whole slow-mo leaving thing 10 times worse

haha radicalkat
breaking hearts since yesterday

YOU'VE GOT THIS PYRE

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no discovered powers at the moment

BODIES;
Black Labrador [ref (birth body)]

OTHER;
HISTORY | ASK | HEARTCHART | BIO

Postkit Go Deo · Jun 24th 2016

[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid transparent; width: 400px; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]Slowmotion came to a halt on the border, ears pinned back to his head as he glanced around. He had left his family. He had left his best friend. Hunter was probably so upset back at home. Heaven and Luci were probably in bits. He shook his head lightly, taking in a deep breath. No. His best friend had probably just forgotten about him. He, Slowmotion Gruchy, had no right to called Achievementhunter Free his best friend, not anymore. Not now. Not after what had happened. Not after what he had done. His kids were probably had just moved on. They probably didn't care. They probably just hated his guts.

Slow-mo felt his stomach do a loop as the thoughts circulated in his head. He lowered his gaze to the ground beneath his feet, closing his chocolate eyes and taking in another deep breath. 'I am Slowmotion Gruchy. Here to join, call me Slow-mo'. He already had it planned out in his head. He knew exactly what to say and was just predicting the usual name and business that plagued every clan when greeting newcomers.

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no discovered powers at the moment

BODIES;
Black Labrador [ref (birth body)]

OTHER;
HISTORY | ASK | HEARTCHART | BIO

Postkit Go Deo · Jun 26th 2016

[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid transparent; width: 400px; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]The black labrador raised his head, opening his mouth to speak before shutting it again. His dark brown eyes drifted around to every face there to greet him, ears pinned back against his head before he decided to make the effort to try and speak. He noticed their stares held something more in it and he realised that he hadn't gotten rid of the Sunclan scent. The scent that was just a reminder of his 'best friend' and children. He felt his stomach do loops but didn't show it, a small smile curling his lips upwards. "A-Ah. Hey everyone. I'm Slowmotion Gruchy, you can just call me Slow-mo for short though. I'm here to join" he said. His brown gaze lingered on Umbrae, titling his head slightly as the other male introduced himself. He nodded in greeting before looking around at everyone else again.

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no discovered powers at the moment

BODIES;
Black Labrador [ref (birth body)]

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Postkit Go Deo · Jun 26th 2016

[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid transparent; width: 400px; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]The black labrador had somewhat settled into Skyclan at this point and was homesick, that was for sure. It was weird. He didn't want to come back here yet he felt compelled to do so anyway. For the sake of Heavenly and Lucifer and Hunter who he had given a promise. He had promised that he would come back and now he was here. He had made a promise and he wouldn't just not keep it, he wasn't like that. He didn't just break promises and held them close to him. If someone broke a promise then he knew that they were not trustworthy. Of course there were exceptions but he wasn't aware of the fact that he would let it slide under certain circumstances.

The canine stood on the border, the all too familiar scent of Sunclan swamping his system and causing him to feel nauseous. It was too soon. Right? "Um, Slowmotion here to visit Heaven, Lucifer and Hunter" he called out, not used to being so formal with this place. He had to remind himself that he no longer lived here. This wasn't home anymore. His ears pinned back against his head and his tail lowered to brush against the back of his leg as the thought crossed his mind. He nervously glanced around. Would they accept seeing him? Would they reject him due to anger for him leaving? He felt a ball form in his throat as he nervously swallowed, adjusting his lab coat as he tried to think positively.

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no discovered powers at the moment

BODIES;
Black Labrador [ref (birth body)]

OTHER;
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Postkit Go Deo · Jun 26th 2016

[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid transparent; width: 400px; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]//mobile

He cast Fairykit a friendly yet nervous little smile. How would they react? God, be should of just stayed curled up in a ball in a corner In Skyclan. He should be in the other place ignoring everyone to get over the memory of leaving. The memory of torture.

See, Slow-mo didn't want to go in the first place. He never wanted to leave. He'd never just up and leave his kids by choice. There was much more going on behind the scenes than what he liked to show. It wasn't just the incident with Hunter. It was so much more. So much agony and pain that's would have been forced through if he didn't do what they had told him to. He would rather be alive and able to help his kids from a distance than dead and being able to so nothing but watch helplessly from beyond the grave.

He could tell that Luci was angry, or at least an emotion like that, as soon as he clamped eyes on him. And he had every right to be. The way he spoke, the underlying bitterness that he could feel. He wasn't going to play the victim because that would be ridiculous of him. He wasn't a victim in this. Those he hurt were. "Lucifer. Hi. My new life? It's not any better. I-. You probably hate me. I'm sorry, I shouldn't be here, I'll just cause more harm than help. But I came to see you. I'm sorry that I haven't been there for you or Heavenly and you probably won't believe me if I say that I love you two with all my heart. But I wanted to see how you were doing and I missed you two. I promised that I'd visit and eventually come back home but it's... It's complicated" he said, feeling the need to explain himself to his son as he lowered his chocolate gaze to the ground. "Look, I understand if you want me to go and if you want me to do so then I'll just go" he said, not lifting his gaze as he felt his chest constrict painfully.

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no discovered powers at the moment

BODIES;
Black Labrador [ref (birth body)]

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Postkit Go Deo · Jun 27th 2016

[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid transparent; width: 400px; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]"Hunter!" he exclaimed as he was tackled by the other male. His ears perked, somewhat of a smile forming on his lips as he regarded his best friend. He returned the hug with equal excitement, glad that since what had happened, nothing had changed between them. He had been about to address the others present that he didn't know too well but a voice chipped in and cause him to freeze up. He had been briefly happy. But his happiness couldn't last. That was understandable. He had taken his children's happiness away from them so they had every right to do so in turn. But at Heavenly and Lucifer's words he felt something snap inside him.

He was a coward. His daughter hated him. Both of his children hated him. Slow-mo gently pushed Hunter off of him, ears pinned back against his head as he watched the pair depart, heart splintering into shards. They hated him. They couldn't stand him. He had failed his kids. He felt sick, tears welling up in his eyes as he took a small step back. He lowered his head once more, eyes squeezed shut as he prevented any tears from falling. As soon as he was sure that none would be shed he lifted his head once more. He glanced over as his best friend spoke up once more, ears pinned back against his head as he listened.

"Don't worry Hunter, they've made their minds up. If they hate me then if I try to help It will just make things worse. I'd rather just having them hating me and not anything worse. I-I'll be going then" he uttered, barely able to form the words as sorrow clogged his insides. He glanced around at everyone else, gaze settling once more on the retreating forms of his children before he fixed his attention back onto the boxer with the ghost of a smile twitching at the corners of his lips.

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no discovered powers at the moment

BODIES;
Black Labrador [ref (birth body)]

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Postkit Go Deo · Jun 27th 2016

[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; border: 0px solid transparent; width: 400px; font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify]He couldn't believe it. But then again, what was there to be shocked about. He knew this was coming. He had it coming. He deserved it. He deserved the rejection from his children. He deserved all the bad things being hurled at him for what he had done. But just because he acknowledged the fact that he 'deserved' what he was getting didn't make it any less painful for him. Who wouldn't find it painful for someone to hear their own children say that they hate him. Their tones full of bitterness and contempt. Slow-mo had nearly fallen apart then and there on the spot but he had barely held himself together so he could get home.

The black labrador stumbled into the village, moving quickly in an attempt to avoid everyone. He just wanted to find a place to cry. To sob until he choked his god damn lungs up. He trotted along, head low as bitter tears streaked down his dark fur, ears pinned back against his head. "I c-can't believe this" he muttered to himself, sucking in a deep shaky breath as he glanced around. He needed to get out. He needed to go for a walk to clear his mind but he couldn't just rush out again, that would trigger suspicion. He raised his paw to wipe away the tears, a small sob bubbling from his throat.
[align=center][spoiler=MOBILE TAGS][justify]GENERAL- Slowmotion "Slow-Mo" Gruchy | ? xx ? | male | pansexual, homoromantic | polyamorous | 'ladies man' | 17 months physically | sunclan + windclan (more sunclan) | warrior | wears a lab coat [ref (the one that's on the right)]

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no discovered powers at the moment

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Black Labrador [ref (birth body)]

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