Posts by eloquentfox

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    hey there! i knew vampires would be ehhh to some people-- but how else would
    they live forever? cx and it's not like they'll be annoying vampires. they're more like
    regular people... just cannibals. he can totally be scottish! i simply gave a random
    place in europe for him to have lived for the past few decades. it's up to you to
    decide how long he's been a vampire.


    we can definitely work whatever you want into the plot. the plot begins in the late
    1600's so we have a lot of room for more shit to go down wherever we want![/size]

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    MILKING COWS IS FUN xD there's nothing specific
    you need to fill out c: you can use whatever form
    you'd prefer. i would suggest doing a current form
    of your character, though, since the roleplay will involve
    us working our way through history to modern time c: if
    that makes any sense? cx


    and i was hoping we could start where i explained it up
    above^^ their first meeting and everything in france c:
    also, we can throw them into 1700's scotland for our next
    time jump <3[/size]

    [size=7pt]here is the thread c:
    i'm debating on which character to use so meh ;-;
    would you prefer a sweet, innocent girl with a love of animals
    who is totally not innocent at all and is lowkey actually a bitchy,
    sinful temptress. or would you prefer a batshit crazy bitch who
    loves to have fun, but is very emotionally volatile and a bit of
    a lackadaisical rulebreaker? ♥[/size]

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    @bunbun -- sure! i can if you'd really like to do the plot cx



    @miky -- alrighty ♥ marie it is, then. she was the one i was originally
    going to use c: as for ages, jamie can be however old you want. tara
    will be about twenty two, since she's going to have a short lil' sad past
    before she meets your babe c:
    ALSO NO WORRIES, DUDE. i'm on the west coast ♥♥♥ i'm only three
    hours behind ya![/size]

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    [b]∘FULL NAME∘

    tara marie lynne. this was the name she'd given herself since the thirties, except her surname changed every twenty years or so. her birth name is marie adelyn belcher, which was given to her by her parents.




    ∘NICKNAMES∘
    her most common, and endearing, pet name is tarbear. there are a few who still prefer to call her ta-ta in hopes of annoying her.




    ∘AGE∘
    she appears to be twenty one years of age, albeit she is truly three hundred and thirty three years old.




    ∘ZODIAC∘
    scorpio sun , taurus moon




    ∘BIOLOGICAL SEX∘
    bitch




    ∘SEXUALITY∘
    heteroflexible[/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost]
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    ∘HEIGHT/WEIGHT∘
    she stands somewhere between five foot seven and five foot eight-- she's been told both numerous times. she weighs about one hundred and twenty seven pounds.




    ∘HAIR TYPE∘
    thick , naturally wavy
    hair color: for two hundred and seventy nine years she embraced her true form with brunette hair, but around 1962 she decided to finally go blonde.
    hair length: just beyond her shoulders because she prefers shorter hair to curl.




    ∘EYE COLOR∘
    a lighter shade of azure with hues of emerald blending near her pupil. when blood lust overtakes her, her eyes begin to shift to violet with hints of scarlet.




    ∘SKIN∘
    pale, normally appearing like a precious porcelain doll. no blemishes or freckles, except for a beauty mark on her left thigh, near her knee.




    ∘BODY BUILD∘
    she struts a defined hourglass figure with thicker hips and an average bust.




    ∘BODY MODIFICATIONS∘
    none other than her earlobes pierced.




    ∘CLOTHING TYPE∘
    you'll see her dressed up nicely if she's out in public. she refuses to leave the house without a full face of makeup. she prefers to wear swing dresses and a nice pair of stilettos on almost every occasion. if she's feeling adventurous, she may even throw on a curve-hugging pencil skirt or a pair of pants to match with a cropped top. She loves flaunting off her body, therefore anything that will flatter her figure is a favorite of hers. when in a relationship, she tends to stay more on the modest side for her partner's sake.[/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost]


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    ∘PERSONALITY TRAITS∘
    having grown out of her shy ways, tara is an extremely outgoing girl. she is confident enough to approach you and be straightforward in the best and most horrible of ways. some might call her vain by the way she has to look at herself whenever a reflecting surface appears, yet underneath all the glamour is an insecure girl. she feels like she's the worst so she always acts like she's the best! she's pretty sweet and flattering to everyone she meets, and flirts like her life depends on it. she loves physical contact, whether it be in a romantic way or not. she tends to be a brat, and will manipulate you into giving her what she craves. she's secretive with her inner feelings, and bottling it up over the years has resulted in her being extremely sensitive. one moment she could be lovey dovey, and the next her hair could be on fire. overall, she's a friendly face who can't wait to dig into your flesh.




    independent, tenacious, passionate, promiscuous, illusory, emotionally volatile, solicitous, confident, manipulative




    ∘LIKES∘
    she was probably a dragon in her past life, because she loves all things sparkly (especially jewels). she's attending a fashion college, so she must enjoy fashion to some extent. dining out or hosting a party is her cup of tea, mostly because she loves to be the center of attention. she likes rock n' roll music, but especially the beatles and the rolling stones. she loves animals, and all things miniature and adorable. surprisingly, she's a lover of children, feeling as though she relates to them better than adults. lastly, she enjoys kissing more than most people.




    ∘DISLIKES∘
    she loathes dirt, grime, and anything else that is considered unclean. bugs and insects, as well as a few fish, can go burn in hell. unexpected company is the worst for her, since she never knows how to handle them. going anywhere or seeing anyone except her trusted partner without any makeup on makes her feel like a horrible beast. in fact, she despises girls who don't wear makeup (Inner beauty is great and all but a little mascara never hurt!). this one is obvious-- she hates the sun and how it burns her. criticism, she can't handle it. lastly, she hates being dominated and feeling vulnerable to anyone.




    ∘FEARS/PHOBIAS∘
    she has a fear of deep/dark/murky water where she cannot see her feet. also, feeling the mushy mud sends terrible chills up her spine.




    ∘BIGGEST FLAWS∘
    her excessive indolence has caused her to grow into quite the fiend. she deceives and manipulates others into getting their hands dirty while she can sit back and take no responsibility. all of this has shifted her into a sugary liar.




    ∘TALENTS∘
    she can give good head? i guess.




    ∘JOB∘
    currently she's working as a model for a pin-up company based in los angeles.[/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost]
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    ∘HISTORY∘
    tara was born as an only child to a scandinavian mother and an english father. they named her marie adelyn belcher after her late grandmother, who was from french descent. her father wasn't a king nor a duke, but he was a wealthy business man who traded fine silks and other exotic items. from a young age she'd been exposed to objects from different cultures, yet she'd never heard much about them other than the stereotypical lies her father fed her. by age ten she had vowed to herself to travel to these foreign lands as soon as possible. growing up, she'd never accepted her role as a woman. she wanted to be like the men and ride horses, yet she was stuck inside all day learning how to clean and cook for her future family. within this time, her father moved them to what seemed like a palace out in the french countryside. her mother passed away when she was eighteen, leaving her father with no choice but to have her married as soon as possible. on her nineteenth birthday she was wed to her husband, benjamin. she was prone to miscarriages, resulting in her receiving beatings for being the scapegoat for losing the child. in the two years that she was married, she'd never come close to bearing a single child. benjamin died from an intoxicated fall when she was twenty one, forcing her to live with her father once again until she could find another suitor. on a night she attended a noble party with her father, where she met a stranger who would soon change her whole demeanor...




    ∘HOMETOWN∘
    cheshire, england




    ∘CURRENT LIVING SPACE/CITY∘
    an apartment downtown los angeles, california




    ∘ANIMAL COMPANIONS∘
    a young silver tabby cat named roulette, xxx




    ∘PARENTS∘
    ambroise jaques belcher, father
    alice elizabeth belcher, mother




    ∘SIBLINGS∘
    none for her




    ∘CHILDREN∘
    none, sadly[/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost]


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    ∘RELATIONSHIP STATUS∘
    she's been chained down




    ∘LOVE INTEREST(S)∘
    -- insert jamie's full name here




    ∘BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND∘
    -- insert jamie's full name here




    ∘SPOUSE∘
    they were probably married but we should probably discuss it/roleplay it because i feel like their wedding would be during the french revolution or something???




    ∘TURN ONS∘
    a man with money never hurt. she thinks of herself as being an entertaining person, so an amusing soul would work well with her chemistry. romance is a must-- you have to tenderize the meat before cooking it, right? having blue eyes herself, she finds any shade of tawny orbs to be thrilling. someone who is outgoing is automatically on her fuck list. along with an extroverted personality, a little bold bravery always makes the girls swoon. when a man submits to her and allows her to control him, then she's really turned on.




    ∘TURN OFFS∘
    call her superficial, but someone without any money shouldn't waste their time even breathing near her. manners are crucial to her, and an impolite soul could soil her mood. arguing with her, and being just as bull-headed as her, is one of her biggest turn offs. What comes in second place for most annoying qualities is a cocky son of a bitch. every now and then a bit of playful arrogance is fun, but a full blown jerk with a superiority complex should disappear. leave it to her to be narcissistic, please. lastly, a man who lacks passion should refrain from getting tangled in her web.[/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost]
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    ∘FACECLAIM∘
    her faceclaim is the lovely amber heard ♥




    ∘OTHER INFORMATION∘
    she's a bad ass bitch, yo.[/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost]

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    [size=7pt]OH NO ;-; my cat went missing for four days and when he came back his beautiful long tail was all broken and dead so we had to amputate it. there was a chance that it was broken too far down to where the nerves that control his um, bootyhole, would be messed up if they chopped it. and if that happened, then we'd have to put him down. BUT THANK THE FUCKING HEAVENS the vet was able to chop his tail short enough to where it didn't effect his bowel movements c: now he's happy and he has the cutest lil' nub tail. so i feel your pain when it comes to amputating stuff ;-; I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO MENTION WHEN WE TOOK OUR CAT INTO AN APPOINTMENT A FEW DAYS BEFORE HIS SURGERY the vet LITERALLY snapped off the end of our cats tail, probably like a good inch and a half, right in front of us. since it was already dead he was like "lol look" and he snapped it off and ughhhh. there was no blood or anything, it was just a shriveled little part of his tail. you could see the bone and ugh. ew.


    no just do his history up until they meet at one of her father's parties c: that's what i did for mine. since we kind of know what's going to happen afterward but we don't know the details yet xD[/size]

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    hopefully her toe doesn't have to say bye bye ;-; getting anything amputated is scary.
    also that's really cool that you wanna be a vet c: do you want to be just like a general
    dog and cat vet or do you want to specialize in one animal over another like an equine vet? cx


    okay! sounds good ♥[/size]

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    yay ♥ no missing toes c: what's wrong with her toe, anyway? it can't just
    be swollen for no reason. she must have done something to it.


    ALSO WTF THAT IS SUPER COOL!!!! xD that sounds like so much fun c:
    as a cat lover myself, i heavily approve of your choice. i would have loved
    to be a vet but sadly my anxiety is trigger by medical things. mostly hearts.
    if i see a heart or hear it beating then lol bye bye i'm taking a first class trip
    to panic town.[/size]


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    "LIKE THE LIGHT I'M LURING YOU"
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    [fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=transparent; margin-top: auto; margin-left: auto; width: 440px; ][justify][size=8][font=times new roman][color=white]A moist fog always met the dawn at the castle near Annecy. This low cloud hung nearest the emerald fields surrounding the massive home. The castle itself was constructed of caen limestone, which had been weathered for over a century. The same family had lived in that building for years, with each generation passing the rights onto their offspring. The position had been fought over, because the prime placement was one to feud about. It was settled over the water of a crystal lake where trophy game often chose to quench their thirst. The walls stood high and sturdy, having been fortified by wood and stone from the inside. The lengthy, cobblestone bridge led to the front gate, which rose and fell as the master keeper pleased. Two guards were on watch behind this barrier, while others roamed the inside courtyard.


    “Marie? Où êtes-vous?”


    The voice echoed throughout the dark corridor, belonging to a housemaid of the estate. Within a flash, brunette hair was being combed with a brush her late husband had carved from a wise Oak. ”Ici!” She called, bumping open the double doors of her chambre. She took her silk ribbon and laced her mane into a ponytail. Her locks still fell down her back, even though their movement was currently limited by their bondage. ”I require five more minutes, Odelle!” There was a late start to her schedule this morning, as her father had allowed her to catch an extra hour of sleep. She was going to need it for the gathering tonight.


    After she slipped on a casual surcoat and gown threaded of linen, Marie hurried down the hallway to the grand foyer. Her lessons for the day consisted of harpsichord for an hour, then poetry combined with calligraphy until high noon. Her musical instructor was running late, leaving the bored young woman to wander around the castle’s interior. She stole fruit from the kitchen, biting into the savory, scarlet apple as she walked barefoot to the back lot. The stables were located a two minute’s walk South down a pathway. Taking her chance, Marie slunk into the shadows, where she disappeared through an ancient archer’s ground window. The woman ran, a grin on her face, the lifting fog filling her lungs. She didn’t stop until she stumbled into a stable boy turning the corner of the barn. ”Sorry, Sir.” She murmured, offering the younger man a smirk before she slipped away to the pens.


    The horses had always been her friends. Like many little girls, she always wanted a pony instead of a new tea set. She craved dirt under her nails, not precious silks and furs donned upon her body. This secret passion was kept from her father, yet shared with her best friend.


    “You’re in here late, Mademoiselle.” A man approached her from behind, curling his strong arms around the woman’s waist. He tugged her against his chest, resting his chin on her shoulder. “Sinclair and I were afraid you were hurt. You haven’t missed a day in three years.”


    ”I sincerely apologize for that, Jasper.” Marie giggled, pulling away from the brute. Jasper was her most treasured friend, and was the one who had taught her all about equines. He came from a family of farmers, but currently lived on her property in return for his service. ”Where is Sinclair, may I ask? I passed his quarters and he was gone.”


    “The messenger chose him for the job; he’ll be tired tomorrow. That gives you a chance to treat him softly like you always do. He’ll appreciate it better.” Jasper stepped away from Marie, his tawny eyes drinking in the features of her face which he’d memorized so well.


    ”Is that so? I suppose I will head back, then. I do not deserve another scolding from my father.” Marie turned away, strutting along the dirt pathway.


    Sinclair was a fine steed. He was noir-- darker than any sickening black a human could stand to bear. He had deep chocolate eyes that would fire up when he got into a mood, and melt when he recognized you as a friend. He was a mutt of a horse, not having any pure bloodlines. He came from a draft family, as he was tall and muscular with feathers decorating his legs. He was the first horse Marie had ever known; her first ride, her first shoeing, her first brushing… He was the equine who had grown up with her for the last seven years. She refused to look at any other until he was gone.


    Her harpsichord lesson went as usual. She played like she had feet instead of hands; feigning stupidity for the chuckles wasn’t helping her distasteful situation. Her musical professor, who undoubtedly wished to wed her, never gave up on her. They’d been practicing together for eight months without a pinch of improvement. After he left, her literature teacher arrived with a new book for her. Reading was something she heavily despised… Albeit, writing sparked her interest. In her best calligraphy, she wrote tales of heroic sparrows saving whole kingdoms. She often envisioned a goofy scenario in her head, then recorded it on paper for her teacher to read over later. He too fancied her, and often complimented her on her creativity. The older men were only after her riches, while the younger suitors were only after a natural and dirty night of dancing.


    Marie retired to her room for the remainder of the day. Jasper would be working, Sinclair was out for the day, her father had last second details to organize, and if she headed down to the servants the women would teach her how to clean and cook. She found it unfair for society to simply place all of these intentions on her. She’d never be a mother, no matter how hard she tried, which meant no man wanted her as a wife. What was the point of preparing meals and tidying up the home if it would be her and a husband? No children to raise nor look after. These negative realizations had grown on her over the past year of being alone. She was twenty one and a widow. Girls her age already had at least two children by now. She’d already married late, and was childless. She wasn’t good for anything but being an heir for a fortune.


    Locked in the bedroom section of the castle, she bathed for an hour to help pass the time. The party would truly commence at dusk, with the guests arriving before sundown. The brunette was fitted into her corset and undergarments minutes prior to the sun setting. A maid tied the back, while another fetched her kirtle. Her gown that evening was simple-- a figure-hugging burgundy dress with golden fringes and stitching. To complete the look, she adorned a ruby circlet. She stepped into her common flat shoes (they would be hidden beneath the gown, anyway), the original maid combing out her hair down her back.


    Whinnies and snorts from beasts entering the gates into the courtyard caught her intrigue. Marie glued herself to her stained glass window, the distorted and colorful figures of people emerging from elegant carriages. Women in pretentious dresses, men with high trousers and white socks, and even a canine or two accompanying them every few guests or so. The maids scattered from her room, leaving her to her private business. She stared at her reflection in her blown-glass mirror, adjusting the circlet that hung across her forehead. Parties weren’t something that was novel. Her father loved to treat his friends to intoxicated social gatherings. She never took a sip of alcohol after Benjamin’s death, rather using it as a learning experience than something to mourn over any longer. She had loved the man dearly despite the beatings and yelling she received. She understood he’d been frustrated with her incapability to function as they both prayed.


    The trouble gone into the party had paid off. A glorious table of various foods sat out in the compact ballroom for all to enjoy. Decorations of fresh flowers and vines were along the walls, and draped or placed anywhere possible. When the brunette arrived in the main room, it was currently filling with bodies. Her father was nowhere to be seen! The sun was gone by then, leaving the illumination of multiple chandeliers, fireplaces, and torches to be the source of light and heat. The sharp scent of spices shot into her nostrils, causing her nose to twitch in disgust. Perfumes from distilled herbal oils never appealed to her. She always stuck to a scent of roses that she wore herself.


    Walking around the crowded castle caused her to raise a bit of attention to herself. Greetings from strangers were thrown at her, all that she politely replied to. Was she expected to know anyone here other than her father? There were no familiar faces in the ocean. She escaped to the corner of the room, pausing to take a break from the hype. Everything was happening so swiftly that she wasn’t keeping track of time nor surroundings. Cerulean eyes raked upward, being greeted by a fellow azure stare in her direction. These cool optics contrasted well against warm apricot locks, which in all honesty she had never seen before. Her heart instantaneously accelerated, thundering hard in her chest out of anxiety. The figure of a man vanished after a woman in a large headdress had blocked her view of him.


    Who had that been? Marie bit her lip, thumbs twiddling behind her back. She needed to breathe. Her lungs felt as though they were going to collapse under the sudden pressure her straining heart produced. She wove through the crowd, pushing and shoving until she made it to the front door. From the courtyard she veered off into the garden, where a short maze was wound into a curl. The tips of her fingers brushed the towering hedges as she hurried to the center, orbs widened in alarm. She made it to a small pond surrounded by fresh roses. This was her personal rose garden, because if you couldn’t make an educated guess, they were her favorite flowers. The symbolism behind them had captured her attention, allowing the blossoms a special seat in her heart.


    A full moon shone that night, reflecting upon the minuscule pond’s ebony surface. Being suffocated by a herd of humans caused her to hallucinate. Was that an apparition she saw in there? Was it her imagination? If the mysterious man had been real… The explanation of his quick disappearance made absolutely zero sense in her mind. She was a fool, wasn’t she? None of this nonsense. Her father would send her off to become a nun if he heard her talking of such demonic presences. The young lady circled the pond, humming a sweet tune to attract any creatures that may be living in it. Frogs often made their homes in the water. Amphibians loved to sing, correct? She had no luck with performing a duet with a slimy creature.


    Everything was oddly tranquil with the silence. Marie collected the skirt of her dress, holding it as she exited the maze. There was no use of her going back to the party. She would rather be in the stables with the horses. The company of an animal promised to soothe her. Off she went through the archer’s window, and down the path to the barn. As if a haunting lullaby was sounding from the lake, she halted to tilt her head toward the vast stage of water. The tender waves hitting the shore enticed her, causing her to alter her course. She arrived at the water’s edge, head tilted toward the sky. Dark clouds rolled over the moon, threatening to pour rain upon her head.


    This also gave her cover in the night. She picked the circlet from her head, setting it beside the shoes she kicked off. Shamelessly came her gown, tugging it off over her head. Her hands reached behind her back, fiddling with the string of the corset. Once loosened, the article of clothing fell to the pebbly floor. Lastly, she removed her undergarments to stand there in her full glory.


    One step, two steps, three… Marie had no idea what she was doing. She was in a trance with the freezing liquid. Something compelled her into the lakewater. Her exposed skin grew rough with goosebumps, the hair sticking up on her arms to further indicate the temperature. Her palms were pressed against her breasts, cupping them to help brave the cold.


    She just stood there. Gazing into the murky water, breathing, contemplating.




    // i hope this was okay c: so obviously jamie was the weirdo she saw for a second but then he disappeared. i guess he can just follow her out and be like "wtf are you doing bitch have some respect put yo clothes back on you skank" cx but in a nicer way lmao
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    [size=7pt]you have a lovely post ♥ i'll be taking a bit of time before i reply ;-;
    just going through some changes and it's been a bit rough on my muse xc
    i need to get into the new swing of things so i hope you understand ♥[/size]