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He was about to throw out a snarl. Some kind of crude comment about how you couldn't just walk right in and demand to see someone. Especially if you weren't a Windclanner, it was just pla- Jailbreak? He remembered the name. He knew the name, somehow. Maybe it was the numbness that swirled around his body that kept him from recognizing the old Windclanner at first. Cosmic let himself relax, shoulders slowly easing off of their tension.

ooc | tfw you dont know if cos knew jail so you bullshit it

[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 0px;][justify]Cosmic moved beside Padm with pursed lips and stiff countenance. Anger - he could feel it in the air, thick and red. It awakened something within the pits of his stomach and depths of his mind, yet his expression was inscrutable. No harsh feelings were held towards Darth, not really. Cosmicknight's opinion of his was rather soft since he (sort of) defended him during the entire Duskmire situation. There was a smooth inhale from his nostril, allowing lips to part in the smallest motion. "Why the hell are you so enraged?" Cos would ask, voice lacking any sort of emotion or hue other than a titter of annoyance. Hurting clanmates was not accepted, regardless of any sort of anger you had. Do as I say, not as I do.

ooc | ninja'd

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wrong account but oh well

im curious? a lot of people said it was great but i've heard rumors of favoritism and infrequent meetings? cliques too, but i don't see them, honestly.

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ooc | trigger warning: thoughts of suicide, suicide ideation, dissociative symptoms, depression
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They moved delicately.

Not gracefully, no, but in a manner that was light, like walking on glass despite the cushion of the moors. Their body actually seemed to hold a position that was so... careless. They moved over the border with ease, not caring what happened to them. It was just a stupid clan with stupid people that would give their stupid insults and tell her to fuck off or they would hurt her.

But would they really? Would she care if they did? The numbness was to the point where she didn't even feel anxious when it came to having to deal with conflict. At least, not today. Today, she didn't care, as she had for the past few weeks. No one cared. About her, about her life, about her happiness or about her aching. The numbness hurt. She just wanted to lay around all day, eat some berries or something and sleep. Hours and hours of sleep built up until her body was forcing her to stay awake.

And Jinx was left with the numbness.

There was a pounding in her heart as she trespassed that she craved. It felt good to feel something, anything. The German Shepard took a deep breath and continued her way along the moors, pulse slowly slowing as she got further and further from the border.

She didn't expect this. A skeleton - large with outstretched wings and a bone frame. The joints were stiff and chipped, seemingly held together only through the divots in joins and vines crawling along the ligaments. Jinx didn't feel anything as she moved up, carefully, her mind and body moving on autopilot. One foot after the other, climbing up the ribs and swinging herself along the shoulders until she came to rest on the skull. She heard a creeeeeek that made her breathing quicken.

Jinx carefully glanced over. She could see so much of Windclan up here, a temple in the distance, miles of moors and small bodies moving among the land. Would they see her up here? What would they think if she jumped? What would they say if they got here first? It's not worth it? Do a fucking flip?

The thought didn't even make her lip flutter. When was the last time she genuinely smiled? The shepard took a deep breath and lifted a paw, letting it hang over the edge of the dragon's skull. Her heart began racing, but there was no fear. Nothing gripped her body. Jinx didn't feel the panic, she didn't feel anxious, she didn't feel sad. She was just existing, teetering on the line of not wanting to. She would be dead in seconds if she just took another step.

Why wasn't this doing anything? Why was she so numb? No tears, no fear, nothing telling her it was a bad idea. Had she really run out of things to live for? It was beautiful up here, a nice place to die. Looking beyond the barrenness of this part of the territory she could see the rushing river, the lake, the sun high in the air and clouds casting shadows on the world. Not even the beauties of nature could fill her with vivocity anymore.

So why not? What was taking so long? Why not just jump?

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[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 0px;][justify]Cos was there for the sake of being there ICLY, as Bears was sure to post in this soon rather than Myst. As Myst didn't have a real position, Cos didn't voice any opinions just yet. He would after Bears was back.

[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 0px;][justify]Cos' tail swished, lightly dusting the earth. He appeared much less interested than the others, the only thing to give away any sort of emotion being his optics narrowed in curiosity. "Sure, whatever. You're running from something, though, that's obvious. Will it be a danger to those living here?" He would question stiffly.

[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 0px;][justify]Hmm. That was interesting. Maybe she would be a good asset to the clan. Cos gave a small nod of his head, glancing away for a moment of consideration and moving his gaze to the moors. "Very well." He murmured, finally returning the gaze. "Cosmicknight, leader. If you would like a tour, I'm sure someone will see to it you get one." Cos had no intention of doing it himself. After all, he wasn't the best with one-on-one talk, and he simply didn't want to show them around. Small talk was boring, and tours was mostly walking. Cosmic was never too good at them.

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character's name --
Jinx
gender --
Demigirl
age --
Two years
personality --
anxious | loyal | honest | broken
Jinx can be rather anxious when in a social situation. She will tend to overreact to little things and worry about them relentlessly. Regardless, she is loyal to friends and her clan through everything, and has a hard time leaving places or dropping people without remorse. Due to a past relationship, Jinx is honest. She will not lie unless it is to protect herself or someone she cares about or to protect a promise. Her previous partner was a compulsive liar and she was abused for a while, resulting in a fear of people lying to her and being manipulated. Overall, due to this, she's pretty broken. Jinx is paranoid and afraid she will be used again, and avoids relationships and friendships because of this.
other --
jinx refuses to tell a lie, unless it is to protect herself or someone she cares about | jinx can't have people behind her for long, or it'll result in a panic attack | jinx is scared of butterflies and still sleeps with a stuffed animal | jinx is very clingy once she gets a friend and gets paranoid easily | she is also in windclan

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She could hardly hear him, but she knew by the size and high-pitched tone of voice that it was a kid. A kid, who would likely see her die if she stepped over. It was high enough she knew it. A small frown was pushed onto her maw as another showed up. Damn it. She didn't want an audience, right here, to see this. Was she... Lost? Jinx heard that much. Lost? Not... Not physically. She knew where she was, but was she really completely... Here? Was she sane? Was she emotionally in a safe place? No, she was lost. There were a few more words she couldn't make out, leaning forward involuntarily until her heart was pounding in fear of a fall.

He was coming up. God fucking damn it. Now what was she going to do? Jinx turned slowly, near the shoulder, fur raised and in a fighting stance. The accent - it reminded her of home. Home, before everything went wrong. She took a deep breath and relaxed, suddenly, a feeling of remembrance wandering over her expression in place of the numbness. Simply a passing conversation with a loner, taking a cigarette from someone in the alleyway. The accent brought back everything. Jinx swallowed the memories down her throat, trying to register his words.

"I don't fucking care." Jinx hissed lightly, digging her paws into the skull beneath her. He didn't actually care. He was curious, but would she jump right in front of them? No. Confliction scrambled on her expression until she was pushing her stomach against the skull. "I-I'm not. I'm f-from Kentucky. That's real far, h-huh?" She murmured quietly, giving a small laugh under her breath. It was pained.

( aA thanks guys! that means a lot omg <3 )

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you guys know the drill. i temped cos and then decided to put my own character here, so have jinx! i'm open for threads and plots other than these! hover over the titles to see requirements or information. the + and - show positive or negative development that can come from these plots. i recycled a lot of these plots from my other characters plot thread. if you have any other ideas, suggest them, this is just some ideas i had.




♡ OPEN TO
— RELATIONSHIPS



[li] ^{- due to a past experience, jinx has a very low self worth and self essteem. she could easily be manipulated in a relationship if she cares about (character). your character could eventually be emotionally or physically abusive, and due to his past submission over these things she likely wouldn't try to change it.}[/li]
[li] ^{+ jinx has never had consensual sex. fun fun. if a relationship was wanted to be started, (character) and jinx could do the do and then jinx would probably instantly feel an attraction to them. from that point on, they can start dating. cute.}[/li]
[li] ^{+ jinx very slowly starts to swoon over your character. lovestruck jinx. really simple plot, but eventually jinx can just ask them out and they can start dating.}[/li]



— FIGHTS


[li] ^{+ pun wars. fuck. yes. jinx will probably slay your character though.}[/li]
[li] ^{+ friendly competitions of any kind.}[/li]
[li] ^{+ mock fight / sparring}[/li]
[li] ^{+ mock fight gone wrong / someone getting severely hurt}[/li]
[li] ^{- someone pisses jinx off and they have a full on physical fight. something goes too far and jinx is beaten to near death. she avoids your character until they can eventually either talk it out or get in another fight for whatever reason.}[/li]
[li] ^{- + hurt and comfort. they get in a fight, someone goes too far and says something too rude, and breaks down. it can be jinx or your character. quickly, the character who was hurt is comforted by the other, which can develop into a later friendship if wanted.}[/li]



— [abbr=actually friendly to a lot of people, but it's really hard for her to trust someone | they probably need a thread before they can just be deemed as friends ]FRIENDS[/abbr]


[li] ^{+ you character and jinx bond over one of his interests. jinx loves the forest, stars, herb and plant life, anime, and cooking. esp the sky. anything about the stars or clouds or atmosphere she will totally nerd out about.}[/li]
[li] ^{+ - sad, drunk, late night conversations? yes. yes. yes. angst. give me the angst. if you character comes from a fucked up background, well, so does jinx. they can just get drunk and spill everything.}[/li]
[li] ^{+ jinx ends up comforting your character after some kind of conflict or something. he can try and stop them from drugs, drinking, cutting, whatever. she actually cares about people, ya'know. she just doesn't like to show it.}[/li]


— [abbr=jinx holds grudges for a really long time, just keep that in mind | she acts like she dislikes people but she really just doesn't care much | i dont have a lot of ideas for this, oops.]ENEMIES[/abbr]


[li] ^{- i actually don't have a lot of ideas? if you hurt anyone she cares about, she won't like you. same goes for anything homophobic stated.}[/li]


— [abbr= gotta be drunk, at least jinx does! for now.]DRUNKEN ONE NIGHT STANDS[/abbr]


[li] ^{- + similar to the friend plot, the two meet, drink, and pretty much ridden with sadness about something in their lives. jinx wallows in self pity a lot, it's all good. this will work anytime. anyway, they meet, rant about their pasts a little or current life problems, and basically just have comfort sex.}[/li]
[li] ^{- hey! developmental one! they never actually get to do the do. in this one, they don't have to be drunk. but your character has to be a girl due to her past experiences. jinx tries to have sex, but ends up freaking out. probably having a panic attack or something. she may or may not come clean about her past at that point. jinx and your character could end up being friends at this point or just making occasional awkward eye contact from across the camp. if you're triggered by rape and rape memories, we probably shouldn't go through with this plot. a lot of it will be jinx having flashbacks or something. this entire plot revolves around past abuse.}[/li]




— OTHER


[li] ^{+ jinx gets your character drunk. oops.}[/li]
[li] ^{+ jinx totally nerds out and tries to give lessons on astronomy or nature or herbs.}[/li]





♡ MAYBE ♡
— ACCIDENTAL / ALLIANCE LITTERS

[li] ^{+ kids! two meet up, probably still kind of drunk, and have an alliance litter.} [/li]
[li] ^{+ bang bang, woah, kids. idk im not creative with these things.}[/li]


— BEING MANIPULATED INTO SEX
— ANYTHING NOT IN THE OPEN OR CLOSED LIST




♡ CLOSED TO ♡
— INTENTIONAL LITTERS (OUTSIDE OF A RELATIONSHIP)
[size=10]— [abbr= nope. dubious consent though? pm me about that. depends on the plot, but i might okay with that.]BEING RAPED[/abbr]
[size=10]— RAPING OTHERS
[size=10]— BEING MAIMED

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so, as most of you know, i'm myst. this is jinx, and her personality is kind of in the works so don't expect a solid attitude for her yet. i had speckles here a while ago, but she's more of a traveling character now.

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Jinny didn't really want to be here either. She was never a fan of parties, but the upbeat and happy atmosphere was rising her spirits quite quickly. The numbness was melting off of her body and a rare smile brought to her pale lips. Jinx attempted to tuck her short-cropped brunette hair behind her ear, only to have it fall back into her face and cover her square, black glasses. Jinx gently pulled down her short-shorts to cover her thighs. The scars were pale, but noticeable if one was looking at her legs. Petite hands moved smoothly past her chubby hips and into her back pocket, grabbing her package of clove cigarettes. Jinx eagerly took out the black stick and put it between her jaws, lighting up and putting them back in their proper place. J yanked her black tank top over her stomach and top of the denim, stretching the front to keep it from hugging her plump stomach.

She leaned back against the wall, eyes fluttering to a close as she inhaled the smoke into her mouth. She held it and blew it from her nose, wincing at the small sting of the first puff. She held the clove within her fingers and slowly worked her way through the crowd of moving bodies, wincing at contact made with her for too long. Anxiety began to take ahold until she was out by the colorful pool, watching drag Cos' shirt off. Another deep inhale and puff of smoke and she kept the cigarette by her side, pushing through the waves of bodies to find a seat.

Aaaand then she was running into somebody. Damn it. Fuck. She felt a warm body against hers for a moment and then it was gone as she pushed the hand holding her nicotine stick behind her to avoid hurting anyone. Little did she know she was pushing Cos, right into the pool. "Shit, sorry!" Jinx apologized hurriedly, lip twitching in a sudden overwhelming anxiety. Oh, god. She got the courage to come to a party and now she was embarrassing herself and hurting someone.

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@SORREL | I'm up for it! We can check with Bears or Rakue if you're worried? Although, it can always end up to be a fair fight. If you want to make things more interesting, Inuyasha can hurt Jinx more than she does to him, and we can ask Bears or Rakue to actually get involved and threaten to exile him. Then, Jinx can step in at that point and say it was a fair fight and no one should be exiled. Afterwards, she can go to Inuyasha and be like 'I still don't like you. You owe me a favor.' and they can forever have this weird grudge?
That's just for shits and giggles though and future plots kept in mind, but we can just have them fight if you don't want something so complicated (^:

AUREATE | Omfg thank you? That means so much to me? I love your writing too aaa
Anyway, Jinx would totally get him drunk (^: She'd probably tell him it was fucking juice or something and hand it to him and get him drunk and be like 'Nah I didn't do it'. He can totally rat her out lmao. Hmu when you want to do something like that

@BEARS | YOO! Thanks (^: Omfg yes this is great we should? It can be both honestly. Jinx can be looking at the stars or something (or find his telescope?) and she's kind of drunk and convinces him too also and they just start talking about stars and their pasts with them? If we can keep up muse for that long maybe they talk about their pasts ooo they can be those 'friends' that just stayed friends at first because the other knew too much bc they both aren't good with discussing emotion n shit
Jinx lowkey has stuff based off of me and I love space / stars / nighttime honestly

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(^: I can't decide and idk if I like Jinx? I like Jinny! But I'm not sure about having her name as Jinx in general. She might just make others called her 'Jinny' or 'Gin' because she doesn't like Jinx? Not sure. What do you guys think?

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Part two of plotting with Jinny - the threads! Private or public, but if you're looking for long-term plots check out this thread! This thread is specifically for interaction between two characters, mostly private threads and AU's but it can be open just as long as it's focused on two characters. Here are some of my ideas of private threads to get us started rather than basic interaction, which I'm not too good with. All of Jinx's information is in the spoiler, and of course, any other ideas are open! These are just my suggestions.
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- Jinx and your character get stuck in a huge storm. One of them is hurt and the other has to keep them safe through the storm until help arrives.
- Jinx convinces your character to drink, and they both end up drunk. From there it can be happy conversations, adventuring, or it can get really sad. Maybe one of them even gets hurt and it can be transferred into an open thread where they're drunkenly asking for help.
- Your character finds Jinx having a breakdown. She's harsh at first, and depending on your characters attitude, it can go a bunch of different ways.
- Jinx and your character place a bet on something. Whoever loses does something to the other in an open thread. Water balloon fight with the entire clan against the loser, standing in snow for ten minutes, asking out a crush, pie in the face, etc
- Jinx and your character get handcuffed together and lose the key.

AUS
- Pokemon Jinx and your character run across each other and demand a pokemon battle. From then on, we can discuss what happens! One of their pokemon can all faint and they go to the pokemon center together or something I don't know. They travel together or something?
- Zombie / TWD Jinx and your character get stuck in the same place with Zombies surrounding them. They have to fight them off, back to back, and discuss the apocalypse afterwards. After working together, they become friends, and make a team.
- Human Jinx and your character meet at a bar. Your character gets too drunk and Jinx has to take them home.
- Human Jinx and your character get stuck in an elevator together.
- Human Jinx and your character are trapped in a building during a hurricane with a small amount of food and no entertainment other than each other.
- Human Jinx and your character meet when your characters pet runs away and Jinx finds your character as the owner. They get coffee or smth.
- Human Your character is famous for whatever reason and Jinx is their biggest fan.

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Yeah, that sounds good to me! ;0 Who makes the thread?

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1) I roleplayed on Toontown before I joined Feralfront, or WCRPG at the time. Biggest. Regret. Ever.
2) The first clan I was ever in was Mountainclan until the board was taken down. I roleplayed with my character, Maxie, and I still haven't officially killed her off because I love her so much. Even though she's died like twenty times. This time I haven't killed her. #Stayingalive
3) When I was a newb I didn't understand the site and I got mad at Pen for a really long time until I understood how everything worked. Sorry Pen.

Omg Tapi that's hard? #3?
akako #2 ?
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im laughing rn
omf you can always try to put in myst or mysteria or mystigraf but i dont think anything would come up
my real name is alex (^: have fun w that

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BEARS | I can make it if you want to but it might take a while bc I'm trying to get Jinx into some open threads rn and I need to make the one for Sorriel. If you could that would be gr9 but I might be able to later!

CROW | *winks loudly* Want them to have an interaction thread for now?

SORREL | Yeah, I can make it soon, I think. Let me post in some opens first!

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Jinx wasn't big on these types of things. In fact, she hated them. Social interaction was never something she enjoyed, but fake it til' you make it, right? The shepard balanced a clove cigarette between her jaws and leaned back against her new apartment home. It was close to the others, but far enough where she wouldn't hear any late night parties. Her little necklace clanked against her brown chest as her eyes fluttered to a relaxed close, inhaling the smoke into her mouth and blowing it out through the sides of her cheeks. Thank god for her lighter without a child safety lock. Do you know how hard that shit is with paws? Really hard.

Despite not inhaling the smoke, the little black stick was already beginning to make her feel more at ease. The only worries that clouded her mind surrounded her joining. While few showed up, several saw her standing on the top of the dragon skull ready to jump. Jinny prayed they wouldn't mention it to the rest of the clan. Not today. They would figure out how fucked up she was later on.

Jinx carefully shifted the cigar between her largest teeth to stay put while she spoke. Breathe. "Meet an' greet. If you wanna ask a question, go for it. I'll answer those too." Gin murmured, lacking a smile other than a twitch of her lip. Why the hell did she offer questions? She was honest - always honest! What if someone asked something too personal? Fucking stupid. Good job, Jinx.

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