[fancypost borderwidth=0px][justify][size=12px][fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 450px; margin-top: -10px;][justify][size=11px]xael had few pastimes besides that of sitting in her familiar spot at the bottom of the great temple's steps and watching the world go by, and, having become bored of this she searched the many unoccupied rooms of the cartel's home. she found many things, including a room of her own, but one item had certainly caught her attention more than the others. a small, pink, plastic human item. it took her a few days to figure out what it was, a piercing gun. she'd been uneasy to do anything with it, but after a bit of self reflection she was now sitting in the privacy of her room, preparing to use the tool on her ear.
she was many things, but truthful was not one of them. she could be described as artificial, a fake persona she put on to hide the disagreeable one beneath. but it seemed that this act did nothing but worsen what she was attempting to sweep under the rug in the first place. the constant shoving downwards and bottling up of the things she didn't want others to see, and the uninterrupted meek attitude had landed her in something of an identity crisis. she found herself becoming confused, she couldn't remember what was real and what wasn't, she was losing herself. and, she concluded, somehow, the piercing gun would help her to find what she'd lost.
and so, there the lilac she-cat stood, blood dripping from her right ear as she gazed blankly into her own reflection, the gun deposited unceremoniously on the floor. a pair of golden studs were fixed in her flesh, though only their sparkle could be seen through the red liquid. it was a lot, really, probably more than there should have been. she made no move to stop it, as she stood frozen in her spot. her door lay wide open, attention was sure to be attracted. she gave no notice.
//v rushed but this is pretty major development for her!
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; borderwidth=0px; width:auto;][justify][font=verdana][size=8]GENERAL —
♔ xael
♔ female (she/her)
♔ 13 months
♔ the cartel
♔ executor, currency division capo (title)
♔ pm for threads
APPEARANCE —
♔ DOMESTIC FELINE [birth/main] | health: 90%
- lilac, no white
- pale laurel green eyes
- very small of build
- short, smooth fur
CURRENT CONDITION —
♔ healing cuts on shoulder and underbelly, generally healthy and mentally stable
PERSONALITY —
♔ introverted, calm, quiet
♔ loyal, laid-back, observant
♔ mature, polite, ethical
♔ judgmental, deceptive, artificial personality
♔ overly concerned with social standing
♔ martyr complex
RELATIONSHIPS —
♔ NPC XX NPC
♔ sibling to none
♔ heterosexual
♔ single
♔ no crush
♔ best friend: no one
♔ mentor to: no one
BATTLE TAGS —
♔ physically hard
♔ mentally hard
♔ no kill
♔ ask for capture + maim
♔ attack in bold/ bright colors
OTHER INFORMATION —
♔ can powerplay nonviolent actions
♔ invisibility
♔ flower prints (lavender)
♔ scent and flavor manipulation
♔ multiple possessions
♔ reference x x