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He felt so small without a weapon, and that wasn't good for the maine coon. He was a large cat, considering his breed, but that didn't mean his claws and teeth satisfied him. So, he had carved a knife out of bone and gave it a leather grip. He was alright with crafting, so the knife hadn't taken long and neither did the harness he had created. Of course, Rauser had stayed up all night making these things, but now he felt more powerful. So the feline was training now, the knife between his jaws as he hopped about, making sharp scores in a lone tree. His breath was coming out in pants, ears pinned back and body burning with exhaustion. He wasn't going to stop anytime soon, he had to get used to using a weapon again. His paws moved quickly, turning his head so he could throw the knife into the tree. It caught in the bark, causing small chips to fly from the tree and spray along the earth. Luftrauser sighed, shrugging his shoulder and feeling the leather move against his fur. That was enough for the time being, he didn't want to strain himself too much.
"Yo."
That voice again. Luftrauser looked about, but then sighed. No, it was still all in his head. It was going to be like that forever, wasn't it? The maine coon's tail tip flicked, a low exhale leaving him before he stood, pushing himself from his haunches to grab his bone knife. He grabbed it between his teeth, giving it a sharp tug. With a crack, it released and the maine coon was back to jumping about and striking the tree.
"You never listen to me."
He paused, face knit into a scowl. At least it was talking in a normal and sane tone for once, not screaming immature dribble. "Because I'm busy," he says. The maine coon threw the knife at the tree again, but it merely bounced off and fell into the grass. He went to retrieve it, huffing out a tired breath. Luftrauser retrieved it once more, going back into the groove of attacking the tree, practicing agility, and throwing the knife into the tree.
"No you're not. I'm a voice in your head. Just listen to me, for once. I'm a voice of fun, Luft. This place's so borin', can't we just cause some chaos?"
"No."
He throws the knife harder this time, and he can hear his neck crack softly.
"Luft. Luft. Luftrauser. Hören Sie einfach zu mir. Y'know that language right? I need you to listen to me."
"Halt... mund..." Luft wants to retort, but it's been so long since he's actually spoken that language that he can't really form the sentence. He knows he wants to say "Shut your mouth." He can't, though. He ends up sounding like a fool in the end.
"You were so close! C'mon Luft, I know you want to just... slap someone, hurt 'em, or just fuckin' do something for once! A tree isn't a fuckin' enemy, you dumbass."
"What is it with you and hurting others physically?"
"It's fun! Y'don't have to be a hero or some shit. Hurt who you want, be nice to who you want, kill who you want!"
He was about done with this now, his grip so tight on the knife that his gums and teeth hurt, his head pounding and the voice droning on and on. He stomped the earth now, claws unsheathed and tail lashing like a whip through the early morning air. Luftrauser huffed, humming something under his breath as he threw the knife into the tree one last time. It was bare, bark littering the ground and fallen leaves from his previous antics fluttering about in the air and down onto the grass. The WindClanner's eyes were narrowed now, teeth working on the tongue piercing in his mouth as he grunted. Silence occupied the air; punctuated only by the distant chirp of the morning birds. He seated himself away from the tree, looking out into the wide clearing that lead towards the camp where he was settled in now.
He was almost calm, but then the void in his head was filled once more.
"You're so pissed and angry, just loosen up."
Something in him cracked, and he rolled his head back, a growl rising in his throat as he gripped the earth between his toes. "Just shut the fuck up," the feline yelled, his voice cracking slightly as he felt something whistle past his ear. His silver gaze widened, fur bristling and hackles standing on end as he heaved himself up. He looked down, seeing his knife sticking handle side up in the grass and earth. No-fucking-way.
"What the fuck."
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GENERAL:
★ LUFTRAUSER M. | LUFT, RAUS, RAUSER | CIS MALE
★ Pan-demiromantic | Pansexual | He/They pronouns
★ 26 months old | February 19th | No aging ratio
★ Warrior of WindClan | Titles Here | WC's unofficial Mercenary
IMPORTANT FACTS:
★ Inner voice (loud, immature) that somewhat resembles Deadpool
★ Based off of Deadpool (50%) and is an original character (50%)
★ Speaks German (used to know it well, usually broken sentences)
★ Please DO NOT PROMOTE him, he is only a casual character!
★ Likes to sleep around with people, but isn't good at relationships
— Bone knife with a leather strip handle wrap in a sheathe on a harness around his shoulder.
RECENT EVENTS:
★ Joined WindClan (9/12)
PHYSICAL:
★ DOMESTIC FELINE [BIRTH] | HEALTH: 100% | REFERENCE
— A well-defined Maine Coon with medium length black fur, silver eyes, and notches in his right ear. He has a tongue piercing. His stature is a tiny bit taller than usual, and his shoulders are sometimes knit together with his head lowered.
— [b]MAJOR INJURIES: None
— MINOR INJURIES: None
PERSONALITY:
★ Apathetic | Foul-mouthed | Sarcastic | Irritable | Forthright
— Luftrauser is an unemotional and crude guy. It's hard for him to show what he feels or thinks due to him not really being into the idea of making close friends, so most of the time he's seen with a neutral face and a taut stature. He can be sarcastic and it's pretty easy to irritate him, which means it's better to stay off his 'bad side'. Still, he can be painfully honest and straightforward. You'll rarely catch Luftrauser beating around the bush or lying, unless he feels extremely uncomfortable. Honestly, he doesn't take anyone's shit and doesn't even take his inner voice's bullshit. Can loosen up when he is close to someone and become a fatherly figure.
— HIS INNER VOICE: His inner voice is immature, loud, and doesn't have the best attention span. He is pretty much the opposite of Luftrauser's personality. The voice likes to cut in and make terrible puns and jokes, or it usually talks about 'doing the diddly' with everything in sight. Most of the time Luftrauser retorts back, or can be seen murmuring to himself. This is because the voice isn't exactly him per se, it's some fragment of him that is like a separate brain. This is why he can have conversations with himself.
— NOTE: ALWAYS IN CHARACTER OPINIONS!
RELATIONSHIPS:
★ Single | ½ SHIPHERE | ½ SHIPHERE | No crushes
★ NPC x NPC | No generation | No apprentice
POWERS:
★ TELEKINESIS — DISCOVERED — [UN]MASTERED
★ NAME — [UN]DISCOVERED — [UN]MASTERED
★ NAME — [UN]DISCOVERED — [UN]MASTERED
INTERACTION:
★ Message my [main account] to plot with me!
★ Makes friends difficultly, finds it to be a waste of time
★ Hard physically | Hard mentally | Self-trained
★ Attack in [b]Bold #000000 or risk getting overlooked
★ Can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions