Posts by eventide.

[sub]he shook his head in a polite manner. "no, only in the books in the library. in real life, they don't quite compare to the little stuffed toy you have..." he chuckled, only wishing that he could show her what they were really like. huge animals, that whilst the stuffed toy gave a sweet expression, they were ruthless. evenkit surely would not like to cross the path for one. "you find them in much hotter places than here."

[sub]evenkit sat around, regretting general life choices. why did he have to go to scarclan? he embarrassed himself right in front of the clan, really. they laughed at him like he was a fool...like a fool. the last thing evenkit ever wanted to be was a fool. the kitten felt distraught, only feeling his heart fall into his intestines with every minute that passed. you'd think, being a kitten, he would have gotten over it quite quickly? not really. not at all. the olive eyed kitten took a big sigh, and brought out his claws. this was surely a personality change.

"this ones for embarrassing yourself in front of brooklyn..." he made a clean swipe across his forearm that was keeping him upright. he wanted to let out a cry, but it was too risky. no attraction had to be made. "one for embarrassing yourself in front of scarclan..." another clean cut. "telling everybody here..." swipe. "sucking up to dad..." swipe. god, how long could this torture go on? sitting away, facing away from the clan, he continued to make clean swipes. the more it went on, the duller he felt, and his eyes soon dried up.

[sub]"games it is!" evenkit got up, prepared to leave. "well, peter, i'm glad that our little visit went so well. i will be back next week with games and general fun activities for radicalclan. i can only hope that your clan will enjoy the events." he gave a nod of his brown and white head, olive eyes looking over the goat. "i bid adieu until next week, enjoy the basket!" he purred with delight, as he headed to make his way out of the radicalclan turf.

_{buy a banana. give that guy a banana}

_{im ok!! literally just finished all the tasks i wanted to for the day before midday which is GREAT!! wooo
aw homework hate that stuff}

[sub]shit! who spotted him? turning around, he realised it was eliza. his heart jumped into his throat, causing quite a jolt in his body. shit shit shit, now he had to make up an excuse. "i-i-i wasn't! they were already here. i-i fell into thorns, earlier." the excuse was bad, but he could only hope that it would distract her. evenkit retracted his claws, giving a smile towards eliza, hiding everything. yes, it was fine. he was fine.

[sub]"no! no! i'm fine, fine!" evenkit protested, the brown and white tabby huffing as small pools of blood collect on the floor. he was obviously, not ok. but it wasn't in his nature to express such a thing, hence him hiding it. "please, for crying out loud, nothing is wrong!" he felt tears prick in his eyes as he tried to re-illiterate the lie.

[sub]i just made myself a PIZZA SANDWICH AND IT WAS DELICIOUS!!!!! 8) i highly recommend ya'll trying it

[sub]"they're NOTHING." he stammered, trying to stand upright to regain some sort of strength. now he seemed like a pussy (pardon the pun) for attracting all this attention. the brown and white tabby felt his fur stand on end, but not in fear like it usually did. but in rage. pure rage surged his veins, and he might as well have been stew at the long stir of boiling that had gone on inside him. "nothing. you hear me? i don't NEED any sort of remedy." the olive eyes glanced over his father, whom he didn't say anything to, and just stood, no sort of smile or cheer in his expression.

_{riverclan is certainly a fun clan, i recommend it ;)}

[sub]"i wont bleed out and die, nothing is the matter, why doesn't anybody believe me?" tears started to properly form in his eyes as he broke down in front of everybody. it had appeared that the angry life was not the life for him. the brown and white kitten began to cry, and he buried himself into the ground, hiding his face, with blood still coming out of his minor injuries. god, what a loser. what would earlybird think of him now? he'd want to be in some other soul, surely.

_{i am ok!! i did lots of productive things and watched a bunch of did you know gaming so i think i did good today 8)}

_{how about you?? i hope ur doing dandy}

_{"i WILL be fine! does it matter anyways? i'm sure i can reincarnate into some better entity, even if-if i do die! who cares? all i am is a failure to this clan, no matter trying to be my best. is there anything for this world to offer me, y'know? might it just be better to bleed out until i'm all dried out and dead?" he spat, not directly at anyone, but he just wanted to get it out. evenkit sat, refusing to face sugawara, porcelainkit or his father. the brown and white tabby didn't want to embarrass himself further as tears strung down his face.}

[sub]"no! no! i-i'm not busy at all. w-we can do anything!" despite having nothing to say, evenkit longed for anakin to stay, even if there was a lack of reason to. the brown and white tabby suddenly put his mind to the test, thinking of things to keep the other kitten interested in spending time with with evenkit. "w-we can go for a walk! o-or play a game! i-i don't mind!" he gave some sort of corny smile, trying to distract himself from the fluttery feelings inside of him.

[sub]"yes, take whatever one you like!" evenkit gave a welcoming purr to amor, since the brown and white kitten hadn't spoken to the tiger much. she seemed bubbly, and full of life, which was what perhaps the clan needed right now. since things might get a little depressing, perhaps it was best that someone like amor was patrolling the campus with a grin on her face. he flicked his tail whilst looking at her, olive eyes soft and juicy, almost.

[sub]at last, he gave in. the brown and white tabby looked up at sugawara with olive optics filled with dread. he didn't want to face the medic, after all, he seemed weak. but perhaps it was for the best. "here, sugawara. you can patch me up, i guess." evenkit spoke in a monotone, quiet voice. he didn't want to attract anyone else, and perhaps making the situation seem normal was the only way he'd get out of it. looking up at stormglass, he could help but feel his eyes prick up. there was nothing positive to say, apart from his dad's kind and heartwarming words. except, evenkit still felt cold. "thanks dad, but..." he licked his lips, feeling the tears again. "maybe you're cheering on the wrong son."

[sub]still trying to recover his breath, he looked at casakit with a smile. he'd reply in...just a moment...finally, feeling his lungs be oxygenated enough, he spoke towards the black and white kitten. "i'm good, casakit. just fine." he gave a meek smile and gentle purr towards the new friend he had made, with olive eyes seeming bright and full of spirit. "are you well?" evenkit returned the question, flicking his brown and white tabby tail.

[sub]giving a polite nod of his head, he spoke for one last time before scampering away into the forest. "see you next week then, peter. i bid adieu!" with another nod, he made his way back into the trees and shrubbery surrounding him, engulfing the kitten as he made his way back to his home, riverclan.

[sub]"lostkit...no way..." evenkit came over, seeing his father in his deteriorating state. no, stormglass...the brown and white tabby felt tears prick up in his eyes, not only for the loss of his own brother, but also because of his father loosing a child. he had lost some children, through emotional connection, but he would have never thought his son would have died at such an age. "dad..." he whispered, making his way to his father. silently, he curled up with his dad, purring softly, to try and comfort him. looking up at ken, olive eyes were determined to make the situation just a little bit better. "i'm more than happy t-to come with you, ken." the tears were still there, but there was nothing that could be done to possibly save lostkit. it was just better to let go.

[sub]seeing his dad deteriorate into a nobody was probably what tore his heart apart most. it was unfair on stormglass, to have all these horrible things happen to him. the brown and white tabby couldn't dare ignore the situation, and he made his way over, olive eyes grim. "hey, dad..." he sat with the rest of them, looking solemn as evenkit looked down at the ground, and shuffled his paws with the dirt.

[sub]"they certainly seem like a good invention." evenkit smiled, giving both a nod in greeting. it was wonderful to see ken pick himself back up and make something out of nothing, even if his body was partly destroyed. the brown and white tabby certainly wasn't much of a fighter, therefore he just sat, and watched the hay-things ping and be destroyed by ken.