Posts by lessa s.

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

Lessa bounded quickly onto the scene, moving the moment Kha gave her word. A soft tug on her bond with Calum and the sharp-shinned hawk began tailing her.

The petite pine marten took a quick second to survey the damage. She was unconscious; worrisome. She had a scrape on her leg; not too bad. It looked like she hit her head, which was what concerned Lessa the most. She wouldn't necessarily have a concussion but it was likely and she'd take it into consideration though there wasn't a whole lot to due about concussions aside from cautioning the patient's activity and managing the symptoms. From Calum's Medkit, she had marigold poultice and bandages. The doctor gave a small nod to her clanmates but was at work immediately, trusting they'd give her the space she needed.

She'd apply the poultice first, gently over the scrape, then bandaged it carefully. It wouldn't get infected now. "I need help moving her... To the medical guild." Then, it was a matter of gauging the high potential head injury. Rest, fluids... Lemon balm or Chamomile tea. "And someone should alert her father." Anakin would want to know; if he didn't know already. There were perks to being a force sensitive family after all.

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

That was a lot. The petite pine marten smiled lightly as she padded over, tilting her head just lightly to the side so her good eye could better survey the collection of decorations. Small as she was, she knew she couldn't handle anything too large, unless she used to the Force, but the spiders and lights were appealing. "I can take the trees," she offered, flicking her tail.

If the doctor was good at anything other than herbs and being anxious, it was definitely climbing trees. She could race - and beat - most squirrels, flying through the branches high above the territory. It was her chosen method of transportation around HawkClan, that was for sure.

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

The best? Lessa would've blushed had she caught that before she arrived on the scene, chocolate hues blinking as she spotted the newcomer. With a shy smile, the petite pine marten bounded over, catching the last words and ears perking up in curiosity. "Actually, that'd... Be me, anyway," she murmured. "'m Lessa." She could easily assume he just joined, and well, what other reason to bring her up than medical matters at this point? He certainly did not look injured. "RiverClan's doctor, if you need me for anything... It's nice to meet you."

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

Lessa had no clue what transpired the night Lit got drunk. She heard from passing clanmates that she had rushed off in the night; what she had been up to and what had happened was a mystery to the shaman. However, Lit's behavior had been worrying her; they have for a while, but now especially. Something felt off about her life force. Her aura... Which should have just been her own.

In the end, she really was not surprised Myla had been sent for her. She put a hold on her solo herb patrol and followed the hawk quickly, brows creased in thought. Two separate shrieks split the air as both Calum and Fable tailed her. Her constant guardians. Gently she pulled on her hawk's bond, glad to know he had his medkit harnessed on and ready.

When she arrived, she frowned lightly, tail flicking to and fro. "Lit?" She didn't look too hot; not injured, but certainly not well and her suspicions grew stronger. In close range, Lessa was certain now, her leader's life force was no longer alone. There was a life just beginning to grow inside her.

"Lit... Give me... A rundown... Of what's wrong." She doubted she needed it. Her chocolate hues flickered. She had no clue how Lit would take the news... What happened that night? Are you going to be okay? How long have you been like this? She swallowed back a wave of anxious questions. Focus. Help the best you can.

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LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

An opening for the nurse position. Unfortunate. Lessa had been excited - somewhat nervous as well - to have a medical team. There was still Whiterose, to which she was immensely grateful. Aside from the first aid lessons she was starting with, she had some other sessions in mind for medical training that may help bring some interest into the position. Hopefully things would work out.

With everything happening HawkClan, the petite marten had been sluggish on the festivities so to speak. Last year she had so much fun with Halloween, but last year had it's own problems, she remembered with a flicking ear. It was difficult to have fun when there was so much to worry about.

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

Lessa chewed the inside of her cheek as she listened, absently acknowledging her other clanmates' presences as she thought about Lit's symptoms. It was sounding exactly as she thought. Maybe Lit just didn't know the symptoms, didn't think it was a possibility... Maybe she hadn't... But Lessa had a growing assurance in her assumptions. The off-feeling of her presence... Being sick in the morning... Tired.

First things first. She glanced wearily at Ravelights, an appreciative smile on her face but a shake of her head soon following. "Should avoid caffeine... To fight fatigue." Despite popular belief, caffeine was not great for energy; in fact the cons outweighed the pros in consumption, as it could increase stress and anxiety and there was no solid proof it actually helped with energizing. She supposed small doses were okay, but overall, she would not recommend it, especially now she was under the belief Littlestar was pregnant. "I can give you ginger tea." One of the best remedies for morning sickness, amongst plenty of other benefits. "Can add honey... To it if you don't like the taste... But I do not recommend adding caffeine in anyway."

She shuffled her paws, taking a deep breath. She needed to bring it up... She had to bring it up. She just was not certain she wanted to discuss the possibility of being pregnant around everyone else. "L-Lit... I have a thought about... What this might be..." No, what it had to be, or Lessa's ability to sense an individual's life force was waning. She didn't like using telepathy for much of anything; only her father, Anubis, Lavi and Anakin had ever been the exceptions. She thought an individual's mind and thoughts should be kept private. This was a special situation. Extremely hesitantly, the shaman spoke silently, her mind well-shielded from other prying minds and directed only for the leader to hear. I'm not sure you want to hear this in front of everyone.... We can talk privately, if you like.

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

Good. That was settled. She nodded curtly, glad to know he could be moved safely. Sometimes she wished she was a larger creature, for situations like these where it'd be beneficial to move someone but she was far too small in order to do so on her own. 'I can't hear you'. That was never a good thing to hear. A painful memory striked back in her mind; the darkness... Silence... Force, she was afraid of the silence. Ironic, given her quiet nature and preference to be where there were few to no voices, but there was always sound in the world; the wind, the trees...

Honestly, Lessa did not want to communicate telepathically. She hated feeling like a mental intrusion. Did Poe understand sign language? Lessa's brow furrowed sharply as she sat back on her hunches, moving her paws in slow and careful movements. He knew her back when she spoke only in sign, but she couldn't remember if he had understood it or not. Lit wants to know who hurt you. She paused, blinking, then, I have extra prosthetics for you.

Need to move you to camp. Okay with riding Lit's griffin? Only if he did not understand, she'd resort to telepathy, a worried gleam in her eyes.

Important Threads/Moments in her Life

basically ic history whoops

ordered newest to oldest

★ A PILGRIMAGE [p, Shining, Lessa] | lessalight

★ I WILL PLUCK THE THORN FROM YOUR HEART;; open + 'evil' obby / lit needed | more pain/despair

★ WHAT HAPPENED TO US -open, stargazing | lessalight

★ BITCH YOU GUESSED IT | OPEN, HAWKCLAN MEETING & BIG CHANGE | hawkclan anti-clan

★ BUT TONIGHT, WE DANCE | AUTUMN FESTIVAL DANCE | lessalight

★ THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME | OPEN, WEEKLY TASK | protect shininglight

★ Sith inbound | Open, Visitor | meeting the adopted grandchild

★ Sympathy for the devil | p, Lessa | meeting kha, adopted child

★ in these picture frames | lessa | lessalight

★ private | STRONG IN THE REAL WAY | sparring w/ ren

★ I BECAME THE BIG BAD WOLF | OPEN, TORTURE | cracks in her belief in lit

★ CHILDISH | OPEN, RECOVERY & CLEANUP | wall destruction aftermath, ribs broken, keep working

★ open, visitor — SAY HAVE WE MET BEFORE | reincarnated brother

★ open [☆] AND YOU 'CAUSED IT | skywalker-solo relation aftermath

★ I AM NOT A COMMITTEE [p, Solos] | skywalker-solo relation revealed

★ private [☆] LIGHTS WILL GUIDE YOU HOME | lessalight

★ private [☆] HELLO HOW ARE YOU | ebra sharing the stories

★ BABY STEPS [o, visiting] | anubis + anakin visiting her after capture

★ MY DADDY RIPPED A THROAT // open, hawkclan rescue raid | rescue

★ an only child || o, Lessa's torture | torture + meeting the infamous vanitas

★ open [☆] WITNESS TO TIME | feelings hit

★ open [☆] CHILD'S PLAY | early interactions with calum

★ private, sekai [☆] IMAGINE | fluffy teaching sekai to paint thread

★ TIGER TIGER BURNING BRIGHT // open, hawk ceremony + mandatory event | hawk ceremony, calum

★ WHISKEY SODA BOTTLE // open, q&a + minor character dev. | fluffy confidence boost via lit

★ open, return? [✧] SOMETHING NEW WILL BREAK THE DAY | return/more like visit to windclan, meeting tena, first introduction to the tatooine culture

★ open [☆] YELLOW BALLOON | sick during the famine, keep working

★ private, fifer [☆] ESCAPE THIS GRAVITY | talk about force, vanitas

★ private --- TOY PIANOS | fifer = anubis reveal

★ private | DROWN IT OUT | gray jedi code

★ private [☆] FIZZY POP | taking bird in

★ [I'VE GOT TO SAVE YOU] YOU ALREADY HAVE [O, at border] | anakin not vader

★ why i oughta | joining | meeting bird

★ private [☆] WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT | requesting help to block vader out of their bond

★ private [☆] HANGING BY A MOMENT | bff time with poe

★ open, breakdown, tw [☆] IS IT OVER YET? | breakdown

★ 500 MILES | Open, Joiner | reuniting with poe, poe joining hawkclan

★ private [☆] WHERE WE CAME FROM | jedi temple adventure w/ fifer and vader

★ DISTORTED TIMELINES - DISAPPEARANCE | shininglight's disappearance

★ private, shining [☆] TEACH ME TO FLY | first training sesh with shininglight

★ GINGERBREAD MAN | OPEN, MEETING | offering to help shininglight with shaman duties

★ private, fifer [☆] I FIND WE CAN BE FREE | bff time with fifer

★ That awkward moment when : TAKEOVER | anatolios taken over

★ private, ben [...] OBJECT TO THE OBJECTIVE | gray jedi discussion

★ open, poe [...] EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT | poe valentine's day

★ open, gifts [...] SPEAK LIFE | valentine's day gifts for fifer and vader

★ PAPER FACES ON PARADE | ALLY-WIDE MASQUERADE | discussion with vader about decisions - training with her father, guilty about attacking someone in defense, etc.

★ open, visitor --- WHEREVER YOU ARE, EVEN IF YOU'RE FAR | fifer visiting, why she is avoiding windclan, forgiveness

★ caught up in the crossfire [open, free armor/art] | armor from ramses

★ open [...] BETTER, FASTER, STRONGER | swimming again, reuniting with praguespring

★ private [...] THESE TIRED WINGS ARE FALLING | bonding time with dad; request training from him

★ open, sick + return [...] SMILING THROUGH THE TEARS | return to hawkclan, poisoning

★ open [...] JUST A LIE | vader fight aftermath

★ CITRINE / O, REGAINED MEMORIES | stevie remembers

★ DUEL OF THE FATES [p, lessa, poe] | vader fight

★ NEVER BE TURNED [o, VADER: ATTACKED!] | first interaction with the emperor, revelation that vader killed lavi

★ open, injured + sick [...] LOST CAUSE | poisoning, fell out of a tree

★ NEW HOPE | Private | escorting poe to windclan to get help from han, bff time, promises

★ open, 1000th post [...] SCATTERING PETALS DOWN THE ROAD WITHOUT AN END | reflection, lightsaber, flowers first appearance

★ YOU JUST THINK ABOUT THE LIFE YOU'LL HAVE [P, Lessa] | discussion with vader, reasoning, two sides to the story

★ BREAKING DOWN THE BARRIER [★] open, cherviltea+vader needed | charges against vader, first order matters

★ open, trying to speak [...] you want to know somebody's listening | beginning to talk again after head injury

★ private, kylo ren ☆ smile with your eyes | remember words, alex, spending time with father

★ FOR YOU — O, GONE | stevie gone

★ open, kylo, medic needed [...] why is it words fly away just like birds? | exiles escape aftermath, can't remember words

★ private, lessa -- JUST PUT YOUR HAND IN MINE | jedi training with lavi, brother time

★ AMBUSH [P, TRAINING PRT.2, LESSA] | training with vader

★ private, kylo [☆] YOU WERE THE SHADOW TO MY LIGHT | chasing after her father

★ ATTENTION [SPY REPORT, P, LEADER] | father's location revealed

★ open, sibling reveal, lessa needed --- WON'T LET YOU FALL | sibling reveal

★ here comes the bride. (OPEN, PRAGUE + HOLY'S WEDDING) | holypspring wedding, not jealous she swears, end of any potential lessaspring

★ ITS TOO LATE [P, Lessa] | discussion with vader, reasoning

★ private, lessa -- SINGING THE SAME TUNE | discussion with lavi, jedi

★ open, meet and greet — CASPER THE FRIENDLY GHOST | meeting Lavi

★ open, stevie ☆ YOU GOT MY BACK | asking stevie to be her mom

★ open, char dev. ☆ I COULDN'T HELP BUT TO TELL YOU I'D BE ALRIGHT | rainbow

★ BRUTALITY [TRAINING, P, LESSA] | training with vader

★ private | MADE ME A BELIEVER | discussion with father, going to leave

★ open, sunscar ☆ KNOW THAT I CARE | giving sunscar a flower crown, rip

★ open, training + lessa [ YEAH YOU'LL BLOW US ALL AWAY ] | training with han

★ open, power malfunction ☆ CONGRATULATIONS | unstable powers, breakdown, rip pabu

★ private, michael ☆ nearly ashes on the ground | first time capture/torture, sensory deprivation

★ open, walking attempt no.1 ☆ I always get up now to see what's next | walking

★ it takes baby steps [ open, lessa ] | new leg from her grandfather

★ DUDE, THAT'S MY JAM | Open adventuring with poe, alex, etc.

★ private, alexander ☆ speak life | bff time with alex

★ LEMONADE -- private | lessaspring meeting

★ YOUR OBEDIENT SERVANT || private, lessa | first time spent with vader

★ books stopped working ☆ open, injury | goodbye leg

★ open ★ joining - 12 PARSECS | first post, joining stormclan

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

Lessa chewed the inside of her cheek. Just tell her? Lessa supposed, anxiously, that maybe she had just made Lit more worrisome about what this was. "... Lit you have morning sickness." The shaman's voice felt rather small, though she put every ounce of confidence and certainty in them for she knew it was true. She could sense it. Now how Lit - and everyone else - would take it, was a mystery to her and she planted her paws in an attempt to look a little more steady. She had to be. In the end, it came with the job.

There were a million questions running through her mind; who's the father, why didn't you come to me the moment you started feeling sick - of course, they weren't on the greatest terms right now - and are you going to be okay, and so much more alike. The jedi took a silent breath, and focused her mind, calmly meeting the tabby's eyes as she let the news and it's implications sink in.

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

Lessa had a history of protesting violence. She did not participate in raids, aside as a combat medic so to speak, and was rarely seen present for any kind of sparring or training of the like. She'd sparred with another clanmate maybe two or three times in her life. Her father was rather adamant she knew how to fight. The fact of the matter was that she did, in fact, know how. She'd practiced with her lightsaber, and she reviewed basic fighting techniques when she had time and felt the need for it. In the end, it was a pure act of stubbornness and her firm belief that fighting was only necessary as a last resort, and even then, she despised it. Violence breeds violence.

With a small basket dangling from her jaws, the shaman was making her return trip from one of her solo gathering patrols. A flurry of wings above her singled Calum's presence, as he kept watch over her. Lessa had suspicion her father's companion, Fable, had communicated to him to be extra-protective these days; a suspicion that made her grit her teeth sometimes, then shake her head in exasperation for it would be just like her father. With a frown, the petite pine marten realized she had walked into the exact kind of training sessions she avoided, ear flicking.

She glanced at Ravelights, brows creased thoughtfully. She had ran a first aid class in RiverClan; perhaps a few lessons on conducting first aid on the battlefield here would be a good idea, given the clan's - or rather, Lit's for the most part, and those who agreed with her - readiness for war these days. Tail flicking, she bounded over to Poe's side, and set her basket down. If asked to participate, she'd decline in a heartbeat, consequences be damned; she would watch, however, and keep an eye on everyone participating just in case as accidents did happen, as well as Poe, who she knew was still having some difficulties. Friendlily, she'd nudge him, offering a hopefully reassuring smile.

awww listia <3

Too many Littlestar ships I just can't

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

Sleep was a fleeting thing. More often than not the doctor moved past it for she had little other choice. So she buried herself in work when she could; oftentimes seen moving about inside the greenhouse this time of night, tending to the life inside. Unsurprisingly she been spotted more and more inside; ensuring her stores were prepared for the oncoming winter. When she had nothing left to do - when she had checked, double-checked, then triple-checked the herbs - she'd trot outside and count the stars.

When she felt Kha's sudden departure from camp, the petite marten was up on her feet soon after, a frown pulling sharply on her lips. Elizabeth's scent was on the air too; she must've seen Kha fly off. Concerned, the gray jedi made chase, following the sea-farer's scent through camp and beyond, growing more and more confused the farther she went. All the way to the border... What was wrong? "Kha?" Her son wouldn't be leaving, surely, but perhaps something had happened. "Elizabeth?" Ah, there.

"... What happened?" Lessa already knew of Kha's memory problem; his pain due to such had been what brought them together afterall.

welcome back man! just in time for the rise of angstclan c:

*squints at xyn* 0.0

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

SkyClan was another one of the clans on her bucket list for visiting; she couldn't remember visiting before, so it would definitely be exciting to stop by during an event. The petite pine marten smiled faintly as she slowly trotted up to the border, setting down a small basket of herbs before speaking. "'m Lessa, and 'm sure... Littlestar will be here soon." Although she supposed, with great dread, she may count as an 'authority figure' of sorts, she certainly could not accept invites; which was fine with her. Her responsibilities were primarily medical-related, after all.

Honestly, she was growing more and more pained by how she could keep acting like everything was fine; like things were normal, that they were okay. They were not, of course. Not for her, at least. She hadn't seen any dead bodies in the past few days, but she would not be surprised if she did soon. And nobody was standing against any of it. "Things are okay... 'm getting prepared for winter, myself," she offered softly, dipping her head politely. "How is SkyClan?"

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

With winter rolling around the corner, Lessa had been checking and double checking her stores in both clans, downright refusing to be short of any supplies she might need as the days grew colder. Basket in jaw, the petite shaman was caught off guard by Lit's voice, her metal paws slowing to a stop before she slowly followed the sound. Although she hated herself for it, Lessa was rather weary around the HawkClan monarch. She did not approve of recent events - the matter of shine, disembodied heads and anticlan status especially - and as such, the marten kept her guard up.

Still, Lit was important to her. "Lit... Your paws..." she really should have sent someone else in her stead... Or have taken a break before cracking them so much.

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LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

Lessa said nothing; actually, if she showed any acknowledgement to Lit at all, it was hardly visible. The petite shaman seemed to zero in on Ravelights, a light frown dusting her maw. Perhaps he was a pacifist, like she was. It was no good, no it was horrible, dishonorable... To make him feel like he had to fight. She would definitely not be participating in combat. She doubted anyone expected her to, given her status as a healer, but even before she had been placed in such a position she had always refused. She'd been hurt. Beaten down. Captured. Tortured. She did not care. Nobody really won when the goal was to settle the score; violence bred more violence. The world, she decided, simply did not agree with her. Fine then. She'd just continue working around it somehow. She had not given up just yet.

Lessa padded forward, the whoosh of air announcing Calum's descent steadying her heart, and cleared her throat. "If it's fine... With you Littlestar, I would not mind Ravelights staying... If anyone's wounded during the battle, I'd like to be able to treat them immediately upon return... It could be helpful if I had someone assisting me in preparation." She'd certainly appreciate it; it'd make preparing much quicker, but truly, Lessa did not want Ravelights rushing off into battle if he did not feel comfortable there. Better to have him helping than to be a potential patient for the aftermath.

Poe too, she muses, her chocolate hues drifting towards her best friend with fondness. If he wanted to help in some way, she'd be more than happy to have him around. Mostly, she just wanted him close; his capture and return had shaken her up more than she let on.

Lessa is the hopeful, anxious little pine marten living in both HawkClan and RiverClan. She's a gray jedi in-training, looking to try to make the world a better place through love and hope but she's been rather down lately because she doesn't think her attempts are doing much of anything. She's HawkClan's shaman, RiverClan's doctor and the former physician of the Knights of Eden, former giatros of Anatolios, and former member of many clans as she used to hold many duel allegiances at a time. She's a member of the Solo and (less-acknowledged by her) the Skywalker family, as well as the adoptive mother of Luciferus Grimm-Solo.

Her tags/more info is located here.

Open

- interactions/private threads

- randomly generated threads (a lot of these are good for aus)

- AUS IN GENERAL HIT ME UP

- friends

- one-sided crushes (y/c on her)

- mentoring (anyone; just note Lessa will not train anyone in combat whatsoever)

- being someone's therapist (really just someone to talk to), yc's doctor-on-call, etc.

- adventure, pranking, and/or painting buddies

- jedi/sith (sw) plots of any kind hit me up

Iffy

- relationships (takes a lot of development/there's already someone in her sights)

- character bonds (if you're interested we can definitely talk about it)

- being captured, injured, etc. (for a plot maybe, but I'm taking a break from that kinda stuff for her)

Closed

- death

- litters of any kind (no r*pe, one-night stands, etc.)

- killing or capturing anyone

ask me about anything not listed! c:

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

Lessa had been keeping an eye on Lit. She had always done as much, but more so these days. She had watched her grow plumper, watched and waited anxiously. She knew the kits were due any day now. So when a commotion reached her ears, Lessa had not an ounce of wonder or confusion on her face. She had been expecting this day for a while now. She wished Lit had gone to her, so she could make sure things went smoothly, but from what she saw trotting over, she was alive... As were the little kittens... Save one. Oh. The petite pine marten took in a quiet breath, padding past her clanmates and to her leader's side.

She didn't think she and Lit would be good friends again for some time. No. They were too different. Lit was too harsh sometimes, too violent... Ever since the anti-clan status, Lessa had been growing father and farther away. She could not take watching her clan, her friends, the clanmates she called family, so willing to go against what they used to believe in. But she could be there for them. She always would be, no matter her heart. She would still be there to help, to offer her company.

Coagulations were in order, yet Lessa uttered none. Not when there was a lifeless child to mourn. "'m here Lit," she murmured. No apologies, what was the use in saying 'I'm sorry' here? It didn't bring the dead back to life. No, the best she could do was be present, to do her best to be a comfort of some kind.

9inkhoodie ; that sounds great! she'd definitely love to spend time with him, maybe even pop up randomly in his clan (if they're allies) from time to time to check up on him and to cause mischief with pranks of course?

ravelights ; definitely! she's already kinda got her eye on him since he seems to be a pacifist like her, she'd love to teach him how to help.

@both y'all ; would y'all make me to make the respective threads or do y'all want to? c:

LESSA REN SOLO

hawkclan shaman & riverclan doctor | info | played by misty

Once more, the petite marten watched a prisoner dragged into camp from her window. Her chocolate hues grew ever more dim and she sighed, ears flicking down. Her father had no need to warn her, she knew. She said nothing; what good would it do after all? Lit was not going to listen. A rather dangerous trial of thought was beginning to take root into her mind. An idea perhaps reckless, but she did not care. All she knew was that there was a clan without a medic, enemy or not, that did not suit well with her. She would have to think twice on it, uncertain. Who and what were worth it anymore? She was sick of the world's ignorance. Her father was right.

At least someone had listened to her.