Posts by Omen H.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]He listened to him as the male curled around him, easily dwarfing the little cat's body as he pressed closer to Nightshade's warmth and let his eyes slide closed, trying to imagine the feeling that the other was describing. It sounded like such a blissful thing, something he didn't deserve. He opened his eyes to glance at the panther curiously. "...With me?" When he had been Misao he had thrown the word love around carelessly but now he had forgotten what it felt like to love because he always got hurt. He whimpered a little at the thought and moved even closer to him. [b]"As long as he doesn't leave me, I'll love you too."

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]i dont think locking the chat would be a good idea because it's usually where new members hit first to get involved in the ooc community, i think maybe instead promoting people to join the thread would help like posting it in joining a or inviting them oocly!!! just an attempt make an outreach to new members by pming them asking to plot makes a HUGE difference but the chat threads are a major part of welcoming new members B^)

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]OH MY GOD WHAT ABOUT REIJI OMG..... I WOULD LOVE THIS it would be super cute too omgg we could plot off a this a bunch once i think of some things but this is SUPER RUSHED AND EXCITED AS I WALK OUT THE DOOR literally leaving the house right now but ill have something GOOD

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]"G-G-GET YOUR P-P-PAWS OFF OF H-HIM!!" Reiji was screaming at the top of his lungs as the teddy bear was picked up and put next to him. He instantly collapsed and pressed his paws to his ears, screaming into his fur and gripping the floor with his claws. GET YOUR PAWS OFF OF ME! Why did that sound so familiar? He felt constricted, he felt violated and scared and confused. He was trapped, confined, the edges of the walls were closing in on him. Was he claustrophobic? He couldn't remember. He hated this constricting feeling, he hated the way the walls slammed down on him and made him feel like he was drowning in the air around him. He pinned his ears to his head, rocking back and forth where he lay.

Blood, there was blood pooling around his paws. The bandages around his wrists had been completely removed aside from what stuck to the flesh and the scabbing deep injuries had reopened to reveal nasty smiling marks along his wrists, showing their mutilated beauty. The feeling of blood sliding thickly down his arms made his breathing calm a little but it did little other to help, instead sending him spiraling further downwards. Sao bleeds a lot. It's pretty. Seafoam was back, his family was home and yet he still felt so cold and alone. Where was Seafoam? He lifted his head to look around through his tears but he did not see Seafoam. Fear and anger clutched at his chest as he whipped his head towards Gameboy, baring his teeth as he wailed, "WHERE IS HE? HE SAID! HE P-P-PROMISED HE W-WOULDN'T LEAVE REIJI A-ALONE!! HE PRO-PROMISED REIJI!" His loud screaming was drowned out by hiccuping sobs as he reached out and wrapped his bleeding arms around the teddy bear again, dragging it close to his chest.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]OMGG YES and now that reiji is totally unstable it could end up that reiji starts having weird thoughts abotu playing with dolls or toys or something and phan mistakes it for her own and is llike "wtff??? OH its reiji omg what a freak of a brother" OMG

PLOT IDEAS I HAVE LTOS!!!! IM FINALLY HOME SO I CAN BARF THEM ON U
- since reiji was raped (more or less.... wheteher it was consensual or not is questionable because his captor loved him but he was too unstable to think about that and still is) several times by an exiler (or a shadowclanner i dorgot) who gave him candy when he was good and kept him captive for a while he has a lot of nightmares about this and that could be how phantom figures out what happened so only she knows about what happned to him even tho he wont admit it and it would be cute to see phan get super protective of him and maybe even try to kill his captor :000
- reiji has a lot of panic attacks and breakdowns and identity issues (hence the name and gender change) so phantom could be there as a kind of "sleep buiddy" at night to comfort him and calm him down in case of nightmares since he knows what hes going thru and could use their bond to calm him down and help him sleep and remind him that the nightmares arent real etc
- since they both have self-harm scars/injuries they would kind of both suffer from the results so whenever one started to lean towards selfharm they could like reach out to each other and try to stop them from doing it which would be touching and adorable and fjcking filled with angst and plot ideas to bridge from B^)))
- since reiji is extremely clingy and cuddly and phan hates being touched their bond could kind of neutralize that effect more or less on accident?? that way reiji would always be clinging to phans leg like "nuuu mine" and phan would be both confused and alarmed and then somebody els ewould b like "omg i want to hug phan too" and then both of them would turn and be like
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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]He felt trapped, but he also felt wanted and loved and it was the most conflicting feeling. He opened his mouth to say something else but nothing came out, just a low squeak before he clamped his jaws shut at the embarrassing noise and looked down at his bandaged wrists. They had come undone and were beginning to bleed again as the deep wounds had reopened. Wasn't he an ugly creature? He couldn't deserve to be loved. He lowered his gaze further until his eyes closed.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]eee thank you sorry for the late reply!!! im stuck in the mountains hiking till tomorrow night LMAO but im so pumped thank u!! we can have a thread to discover it whenever, sorry if this is confusing im hiking and texting xD

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]BREATHES HEAVILY AND TRACKS..... dont scare a meme like that omgg

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]OMG interested in having reiji join!!! he speaks french (& german & italian & japanese & spanish & latin because elaine taught her those growing up plus a hundred other things) and you probably know most of this but he's the biological child of elaine mortem and an unknown (insert lenny face) father and that makes him the grandchild of serenade mortem (ex medic of the compendium also involved in a huge reincarnation of like most medics of the backboards that ove played) and an npc and the great grandchild of ocelotspots and eureka and nyx and THUS the great great grandchild of theo mortem so basically linked to all elite families tbh...... he's ten months old, an impressionist of sunclan (prob not for long LMAO) and used to be a sweetie until sea died and elaine hung herself and basically is a psychological disaster who would cling to a reason to be attached to seafoam honestly, begs for candy and also whores himself out to feel loved, all in all just a mess :^( appearance wise is just a cream and white tabby with silver eyes!!!

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]Reiji let out a soft sigh of relief, pushing through the door. His slender body fit easily through the small opening and once he entered the smell of herbs nauseated him for a moment and temporarily awakened a confusion within him. Why am I here? But it disappeared and his confused eyes settled to a less innocent expression as he immediately shifted forward toward the male who smelled of alcohol. I need love. If I give him this he will love me, he assured himself as he aimed to suddenly brush his muzzle along the other's in a blunt invitation, eyes fluttering as he wasted no time to begin his little courting game. The alcohol makes this easier. It is a catalyst, hm... "Please help me," Reiji whispered, his voice honey-soft and inviting as he tried to press his small body against Glitteringgold's. [b]"Can the nice man give me arms to sleep in for one night? It's cold outside."

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]Even if Reiji had been himself he wouldn't have been able to help Taj- he spoke several languages but Hindi was not one Elaine had ever taught him. The boy had seemingly hid away for quite a few days before suddenly reappearing, this time his legs seemed to have fresh wraps but had more evidence of blood signaling he must have had another... episode. But now he was back to usual, slinking around the territory, like a pale, malnourished ghost who definitely got the part. The skinny feline appeared without warning and his hollow eyes focused on the ocelot skeptically before widening as he realized why the male seemed so confused, he must not understand them, he had run into several people like this! A logical being would have attempted communication but instead Reiji figured he would simply get the other's name since he wanted to meet everyone and this guy seemed nice and attractive as well, so perhaps he could bribe candy from him with certain means later. "Reiji," he mewed as he jutted a bandaged paw at himself, the pad pressing against his soft white sweater that dwarfed his skinny body, swallowing him up. "Reiji. Who are you?" After gesturing at himself a second time he turned his ghastly paw in Taj's direction with a tilt of his head.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]"Taj," he echoed with a little giggle, tail swinging behind him proudly. It wasn't hard to guess once he repeated his name twice. As expected he went off in another language and it left Reiji confused and a little overwhelmed. It was a question and phrased hopefully, and Reiji only assumed that he was asking if they spoke his language. He ran over it in his head. Oh- Hindee! Hindi! He hoped they were the same. An elated smile sprung on his jaws. This guy was pretty cute! He would definitely have to hunt him down later, even if languages differed he would learn Hindi for asking for candy, good enough, right? "No." He shook his head in response. "Nihingo? Deutsche? Français? Español? Português? Latine? Zhōngwén? Nederlands? Italiano?" Whoof. He had rattled off the languages he could remember learning- it was his favourite way to kill time when every day was spent alone- and there were some more like Persian and Arabic and Czech but they were vague and uncommon... he could give them a try. He wasn't as good at them.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]Reiji would have jumped Stormglass' bones any other day but today he was simply too tired but he was also already content, a butterscotch victoriously held between his tongue and teeth as a prize for pleasuring some obscure new Sunclanner. He was exhausted from such hard work but wouldn't let it get to him because he had done good, he had candy to prove it which he sucked on proudly as he wandered around through the mist- it has rained at night and now the miasma clouded the air and made it cold and wet, thankfully his large white sweater kept him warm and safe. As he spotted Stormglass his eyes narrowed but he bounded over nonetheless and fixed his unnervingly bright silver gaze on the tom before speaking sweetly around the treat, [b]"How can Reiji help the mister? The mister doesn't look lost."

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 8pt; line-height: ](SO I DECIDED THAT when they discover their bond it will cue into the third plot where reiji tries to cut himself and phan feels the pain and freaks out before sensing reiji nearby and going to stop him :0)

The moon hung high over the earth but Reiji was wide awake (something that Phantom might come to loathe when attempting to sleep while her to-be bond buddy was wide the hell awake) and actually rather active. Actually, his activities had ended just minutes ago and the result was victoriously clamped in his jaws in the shape of a lollipop that stained his blonde muzzle red. The small apprentice seemed rather proud of himself but also exhausted as he stumbled out of the stranger's house with a meowed farewell, reeking of musk and also blood as the rough contact had reopened his wounds on his arms. He didn't mind though and I'm fact it keyed in well to his plans. After an hour of scouring around he finally went to his least favourite place.

The sea.

Mustafa had warned him so much that the sea would devour him and he had been so right. He spat out the candles stick and stumbled to the shore where the moon reflected off of the waters that looked greasy and oily under the night. All this bull* about the sea being like a mirror at night were lies, all that Reiji saw was darkness and deception and pain. And blood. He pulled off the bandages warm with his own blood and gaze down at the deep incisions from the first time when Phantom had treated him. He wished it were easy to just leave them but each time he came here he couldn't help but admire the way the full moon stained the deep cuts silver and shining in the bright light, the edges much like ridges in a cliff. He placed a claw along so,e untouched flesh and winced as it dug into his skin, silvery tainted blood pooling around the injury before bubbling up and sliding down his wrist to stir in with the oily sea water. A sad smile pulled at his broken expression as he murmured, "I'm sorry."

/laughs i had plans for this thread but i forgot the, halfway through

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]"Gaeilge!" His exclamation was loud and sudden as the feminine boy leaped to his paws with bright silver eyes, waving his feathery tail. Irish- he knew Irish! It was definitely not as strong as, say, his other languages but he specifically remembered learning it along with some Polish since they were often spoken in that country, though significantly less Polish. He eagerly spoke again, even though it was choppy and a little confusing. "An bhfuil tú... caillte? Dhéanann... bhaile?"

(TRNS: Are you... lost? Do... home?)

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%]Ahaha, one of those meetings! Seafoam had held the, and they were always dramatic but Steve's were rather dull. He had missed the last one but for this one he wasn't occupied by another's bed, though had clearly just returned from one as evidenced by the candy that was pulled between his teeth. The skinny transgender approached and hugged his woolen sleeves close to his body enjoying the warmth of the action, though unhappy because the white colour had been ruined when he was messy and bled on it. He gazed up at Steve silently before picking at the bandages lost in thought. That was right, Seafoam had made her an impressionist, but apparently he was just called a sunguard now? Boring but alright. He figured since he was all nice and bubbly people still wanted him to be on the social branch and he lifted his head to mew proudly, "Reiji is still going to be on the social branch! He can't fight or heal so...." He glanced upwards suddenly. Right, he had somewhere to be! The flighty male's eyes widened before he skittered off.

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 500px; text-align: justify; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 85%](sorry i meant to reply earlier but my muse for reiji sucks!! also reiji is essentially useless during these but as an ooc suggestion the guide should probably be updated its been quite some time B^3 i can draft it if needed!)

The malnourished boy scampered over and burrowed into the blankets beside Phantom, literally hiding his whole small body in the sheets and only poking his nose out. His ears twitched as he smuggled into the pillows, loving the softness and purring contently, seeming to not hear anything they were saying as he purred softly and hugged his teddy bear to his body. He finally lifted his eyes to hear what they were saying. That was right, wasn't he supposed to be saying things during these? "We should give everybody candy," he announced out of the blue. [b]"Like the masters and misses who just joined. They can feel welcome!"

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