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inaho had started feeling weird again. strike that, he had started feeling again. blizzardclan always seemed to bring it out of him -- emotions. feelings. empathy for others, concern, caring. problems that he had never had to deal with for the first half of his life. and out of all those emotions, flying around him in a tumult of accusations and demands, was love. for the first time, inaho had a real family. real friends. it wasn't just him out in the woods, hunting for food alone. between experiments he could socialize and meet up with others.
he had a sister. tama. he had close friends. gleamie, losty, helix...lucina. lucina was...different though. inaho didn't know why, but when he though of her, there was something more than the simple fondness and concern he had for the rest of his friends, and sometimes even more than the love he felt for tama. it was all very confusing to the male. in fact, he resembled a teenage boy going through puberty undergoing the effects of hormones quite a lot. other than the fact that inaho would rather have his possibly-death-causing chemicals than a pretty girl to talk to and flirt with, of course.
sometimes, when working with said possibly-fatal chemicals, he found his mind wandering. it would take paths around the blizzardclan territory, around his past memories, and then it would settle on lucina with a content hum. inaho had dismissed it as simple respect and a sort of kinship at first, actually. after he had left, lucina had ascended the ranks so quickly. she worked so hard to support the clan...more than inaho had ever done, at least. she deserved it, and he was proud and respected her for that. but then he realized it was more than that. it wasn't just simple respect, not like the feeling of camaraderie when he was working with his co-workers back in the day.
so what was the feeling he felt for lucina? deep inside, he knew. he knew he knew, but he didn't want to acknowledge it. emotions swayed his logical thought pattern. they made him confused, they made him lose sight of the truth, the "correct" answer. he didn't want that. it was dangerous, fatal, life-threatening, to lose sight of reason. but did he really want to live as this emotionless cell, only here for the purpose of learning more? those thoughts scared him sometime. or rather, a lot of the time. that's why inaho had decided to go for a walk (his fifth one in the past two days) to clear his head.
blizzardclan's territory had always appealed to him. the floating islands were what had first drawn him there, after all. at first, it was purely experimental, scientific reason. and then he started making friends, making emotions. stop thinking about it, inaho would chide himself. he was out here to forget about it. cautiously blanking his mind, the black wolf would sigh, ambling mindlessly through the trees.
[spoiler=MOBILE TAGS]BASIC INFORMATION &&
inaho xerses-kaizuka | male | identifies as male | twelve months | ages one month every 100 posts | account started at eight months | black wolf with red eyes | left eye is a machine | blizzardclan | ex-deputy | warrior | bisexual | biromantic | single | idk what lucinaho is but it's something | first generation | npc xx npc
POWERS &&
absorbing spirits ( 0/9 lives ) | flower prints | afterlife communication | conjuration | flavor manipulation | invisibility | soundwave manipulation | scent manipulation
BATTLE TAGS &&
physically hard | mentally medium | attack in bold [color=#FD7F3E]#FD7F3E | no kill | ask to maim, capture or rape