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[size=9pt]Visiting? Who was visiting now? Nowadays, she usually ignored visitors because they weren't for her. They were usually coming to see a friend, or a family member, or maybe a lover. Whatever it was, she usually didn't show up to those kinds of things. She didn't want to see the warm, loving reunion between the visitor and the person they seemed to be looking for, oh no. It just wasn't for her. Especially since everybody in her god damn motherfucking family left her, she had nobody to visit her. Just looking at something like that might remind her of the pain and heartbreak she felt when her brother disappeared, her sister disappeared, her parents, her girlfriend, and Pixelle. Pixelle, not only her sister, but her best friend. The person she could undoubtedly say she loved the most. Gone. Abandoning her.
"Hm...?" The gruff voice of the ebony lioness at the border snapped her out of her negative thoughts. She let out a small, slightly thankful sigh, and turned over to where the voice was coming from. Immediately, her eyes widened. Who was that? She gave the large feline a once-over, lips pursing into a firm line as her optics narrowed into slits. They looked... familiar. All too familiar. And yet she couldn't give a name to the face. Or maybe she just couldn't believe it was that... someone.
"I'm... here." Kotoko said as she trotted over cautiously, eyeing the other slowly. She stared, and stared, and thought... Wait! No, it couldn't be! She stumbled back. "P-pixelle...?" The pale feline's lip began to tremble. Visions of her and her sister began to flash before her eyes, running around the beach, playing hide and seek in the forest, snuggling together, happy times. Then the note came back into her mind. The note. Oh god damn it, the note! She lowered her head, pressing her paws against her temples as a pounding headache came crashing in. "Pixelle..." she hissed, the name coming out like the horrifying screeching of nails on a chalkboard, like the scream of someone falling into despair, like agony summed up in a single sound.
After all this time, this is when her sister decided to show her face?
"What the fuck are you doing here!?" Kotoko roared as she lifted her head back up, expression stiffer, angrier, luminaries glowing with fury. "After all this time... Now is when you decide to come and see me? Why the fuck do you think, after so god damn long, you think it's a good idea to show up!? You disappeared, abandoned me, and then come back like it was fucking nothing!" A heavy breath. She clenched her teeth. "Do you even have any idea what the hell I was going through!? Everybody left me, Pixelle! Our siblings! Our parents! God damn it, Pixelle, I was alone! And you decided to go away too!" Tears began to form at the corners of her eyes. She didn't bother wiping them away, only lowering her head and taking in a shaky, gasping heave. By now, she was sobbing. The tears came flowing down, staining the hard dirt.
"B-but... I can't fucking hate you for it. God damn, Pixelle... you're... my sister..." She came stumbling forward, aiming to throw her tiny arms around her much larger sister. "Jesus Christ, Pixelle... Y-you're so huge... Too huge..." So much bigger in comparison to her tiny little cat body now. She sniffled, burying her face deep into her sister's chest (that is, if, well, Pixelle allowed her to hug her) and flattening her pointed ears against her skull. "F-fucking Christ... at least you bothered to come back and s-s-see me..." More crying. "I'm... I'm sorry." She pulled away, bringing a paw up to wipe at her disgusting, wet, snotty face. "It's... It's good to see you again."
A small smile. Gentle and warm. Just like she used to smile when she was just a small lion cub, hanging around her siblings and parents and enjoying life as it is. A smile she hadn't smiled in such a long time. It brought a pang of nostalgia back into her mind, but she didn't push it away. 
//oh helloooooooo muse
and hi kaemi!!! it's so good to see you again!
✩ GENERAL ✩
kotoko jade runihura-exilium-walker kirk - cisgender female (she/her pronouns) - 9 moons old -shadowclan - initiate - former shaman (medic), huskarl, and berserker - homoromantic homosexual - single - has a crush on no one
✩ BODIES ✩
golden lioness w/ brown eyes - white feline w/ green eyes (current)
✩ POWERS ✩
emotion manipulation - memory manipulation - shape-shifting - conjuration - flower prints - flower pelt - character bond w/ royce h.g.d. and sitri runihura
✩ INTERACTION ✩
physically medium - mentally medium - attack in [color=#F7B3DA]cotton candy (#F7B3DA)
- no kill - no maim - ask for capture - ask for torture
[align=left]✩ LINKS ✩
bio ✩ plot ✩ journal
✩ ALL OPINIONS IC! ✩
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